I was in love with someone who had a history of incest rape. I stayed by her side as she healed. She would take time for herself to be alone and attempt to repair things with her family. It made me lonely but i wanted to endure because i loved her and i knew this was a storm i needed to weather. In reality she was cheating on me and was actually engaged to someone else. She used her history as a victim to ensure that I wouldn't pry, that I wouldn't push, that i wouldn't complain. 2 years.
@timlogik She actually sent me this video, pointing out 1:45 and 2:00. I wanted to hate her. I couldn't and still can't. She slept with 4 other people. When she told me she was on a ski trip with her father she was with her fiance and his family on a ski trip. I was in the hospital with heart troubles at that same time. If i died i may have went to heaven waiting for someone who was never mine.
@timlogik - I actually cried when I read this. I'm so so sorry, and I hope you find someone that deserves you and makes you truly happy <3 You're a beautiful person for sticking by her through all of it (even if she was lying) I just can't believe she would be so cruel to such a kind soul... *massive hugs* I hope you have amazing friends to help you over this. Sending love and happiness <3
@timlogik I am so sorry that has got to be really hard, i hope you know that you deserve great love in your life, and although this happened that it has made you a stronger person. God bless you.
I think of you everyday. I cry about you everyday. And when I'm drunk, all I do is cry and talk about you because I love you more than you'll ever know.
iv'e been in love with my best friend since the first day i hung out with her, she is the only person i really care about and she's the only one that gets me...I can't see my self being with anyone other than her, but i still can't admit that im a lesbian.
You Never Notice That I Love You or Care For You Or Do Anything For You..You Stay With Her She's So Mean2 You Why Are You Beating Yourself Up For Her? Why Can't You See I Want You? Love Hurt's In So Many Way's That Word's Can't Explain...I Want 2 Wait For You But I'm Not I Won't 1 Day You'll See What You Missed Out On..When She Leaves You Don't Be Comin 2 Me </3
So often I avoid reading the comments on youtube videos, they tend to be filled with all sorts of nonsense. But I read the ones on this video and they are overflowing with humanity, beautiful, broken humanity. I wish you all the best, no matter what happens know that someone is cheering you on.
The reason I try my very hardest to avoid every way you could possibly contact me is because I know that if you but told me you wanted me back, I would ruin my life even further without giving it a second thought, just to be with you again.
80 years- Average human life expectancy. Many of you aren't even 18 yet. Do not let this one person ruin you. NEVER turn out like me: A hateful, bitter person, who's contempt for humanity was forged by my own laziness and anger. Let go. You can be happy without someone by your side. You can live without them. however, you cannot live without yourself. To mend my wounds, I found a new love- Fishing. Maybe when i'm tossing a swimbait around, I'll bump into a girl doing the same...
At 14 I drank for the first time, getting really drunk, and had sex with a guy, after he had sex with my best friend. I didn't say yes, but I didn't say no... It's 5 years later and I still don't know whether or not I was raped...
I still have strong feelings for the woman I love. She just wants to be friends and isn't interested in a relationship. I've somewhat moved on and realised that she isn't 'Miss right', but it still hurts, especially after rare dreams about her. I guess you never completely move on. Bless all who have suffered the same fate. We walk a truly difficult path to partial recovery
@DSFalcon47 The worst part is thinking back to every time you talked and wishing you could change one thing so maybe they would finally want you too...
i had broken up with my girlfriend of about 14 months, and we loved each other, but through my life i had just kept bottling up my emotions and for some reason i always let it out on her, i didn't want to so i had to break up with her so i could sort it out and so i wouldn't keep making her cry, a month passed by and she was sad and distraught and i wanted to get back together but she had changed, she closed off from me and put up a huge wall to protect her, i still love her idk what to do :'(
@emericahead its because she put up with u so much and in the end u dumped her that she thinks ur not worth it, let her know how much u love her and how much u need her. tell y u broke it off
as much as we say we dont, us girls love to here guys telling us how much they love us, how much they need us to take care of them
Tell her. Be honest- make sure she knows that you never stopped loving her but that you stopped loving yourself. Fight for her. If it is true love then you have to believe that she will come back to you- but only you can make that happen.
@Xx0xDreamGirlx0xX but what if that person doesnt want you no matter what you tell them or how much you open your heart and let it bleed on theirs... should we still believe should we really fight for a lost cause
@TheGanjaman619 It never hurts to keep trying for a while but you have also have to keep in mind what is good for your heart. YOU deserve to be LOVED.
"When I was little, I thought I had the power to change stoplights. When my parents were going to get a divorce, I bargained with God. He could take my power if they stayed together. They're still married. I can't change stoplights."
I'm sorry I wasted his time. If I could give him 1 year of his life back, I would do it in a heartbeat. I should never have started what I knew would eventually end. I am more sorry than you will ever know.
my secret is:I lied to my ex when I explained why I attempted suicide.I told him he was the one to save me from doing it again when really, he is the real reason I hurt everyday and the real reason I had attempted it.
the only 3 words that i knew in German, was 'i love you' , now i cant even harldy say the words 'i love you' bc it makes me think of my you my first love who broke and stole my heart and never gave it back. in a small simple longing way i still want to hear you say 'Ich liebe dich' me ever night and ever morning. so i can say it back to you. but i cant, 'Ich habe dich geliebt'( i loved you )
I don't know if I will be able to last when my brother gets deployed in 5 months. He's the only one who has ever loved me. And I hate him for leaving me here.
I never feel like I'm good enough. Girls love me, they fuck me, get me to have feelings for them. Then they act as if nothing had ever happen, I don't want to be just a notch on some chicks belt or make them popular with their sorority or other girls on campus. My friends say that they'd love to be me, but they don't see beneath the surface, under the seemingly glassy water, I'm crying out for love.
Every day I put on this front like I'm okay, but ever since he lied that first time I haven't been okay. I don't look at anyone as I once did. The guy I gave my life over to ruined me and has now made me feel like no one is who thet pretend to be. He knew my darkest secrets and whenever he got the chance would rub them in my face. All I wanted was to be loved for once, he ruined that forever. I won't EVER be the same and I feel as if I'll forever have some part of me that's depressed and lost.
I have always tried to shield my heart from loving anyone or anyone loving me because how easily I had fallen in love and gotten hurt when I was younger. Now I am stronger, and I have fallen in love... with someone who I don't even know if he loves me back... and this is a huge blow to the pride I have spent so long building.
my secret....i wish he knew i cried pretty much every night for him to come back into my life...nothing is the same anymore without him and its been alomost a year and im still not over him....my daughter is pretty much the only person keeping me going everyday....i miss her daddy :-(
I got pregnant at 16 and miscarried because of hw underweight I was. They asked me if I wanted a picture of the ultrasound. I said no. I'm going to regret it for the rest of my life.
i feel jealousof the people that have had their heart broken. in order to have your heart broken, you frist have to be in love with someone. its pathetic i know, but i cant help it
He is my best friend. He and I do everything together. He uses me and I let him. Not because I love him, but because I get a sick thrill out of the fact that he cheats on every girlfriend... With me.
He ignored me, and lied to me. I found out he doesnt love me, and he wont anymore. I happily accepted the offer to be just friends, but on the inside I never even want to hear his voice again because it only makes me want everything back, and it only makes me hate myself even more.
I was with this guy for 2years and almost 10 months. He left me because he said he doesnnt feel the same. But the day before that he was telling me how much he loved me and wanting to be with me for the rest of his life...... How do you do that?!?!? Stop loving me in a day.. Almost being with me for 3 years
What if no one will ever love me? No one have ever had. What if I never get to be a mom? I lost my virginity to a man twice my age. I tell my friends we remained friends, the truth is, he doesn't write anymore. I'm afraid I'm unlovable.
I'm not better, everyone thinks I am, I'm even worse then I was before. I sometimes hope that I'll get cancer and every morning when I go to school I hope someone is going to ride me over. So I'll at least have something real to feel bad about.
how do you tell someone you love them then not be embarrassed when they say they dont love you back? he make me feel happy, but what about my firneds and his friends and the bullys what will i do about them?
i still think about suicide.... i am so painfully self conscience. i am 21 years old and am still convinced that if somebody laughs behind me, they are laughing at me. i constantly think people are making fun of me and/or talking trash about me. i have no friends. sure i have plenty of acquaintances.... but nobody that i could confide my deepest darkest secrets to. heroin is my only friend.
The worst thing isn't what you did to me, but the fact that your presence won't let me forget it. I hate you. I hate having to go to family reunions only to see you there. I hate that I never told anybody what happened. I will never forgive you. I'm an atheist, but I hope you burn in Hell.
It's been just over a year since you came back into my life and smashed it up again, worse than before. I catch myself at night fantasizing about how wonderful it would have been if you'd hit me harder, or insulted me openly instead of in private because if you had then maybe someone would have noticed and saved me.
But what hurts most is that I cannot forgive you because you still don't understand what you did wrong.
You realised before I did that I was in love with HIM not YOU. I'll never know how bad that hurt, and I'm sorry. But for the record, he doesn't love me back so we might as well have stayed together anyway.
Great video. My ex boyfriend was in the Army. It messed him up. So badly. I still love him. He is now incapable of love. Due to mental illness it's like he died. It really is like he isn't alive anymore. After three years of being together, the only three years in my life that I can ever remember being truly happy, he simply cut me out of his life. Just stopped talking to me. There were months of painful lies and neglect before that and yet I still think he was my soul mate and don't want anyone
@1901Boston else. I'm pretty sure I will always love the man he used to be before the war destroyed him. I don't think you ever truly get over a broken heart like that, how you can lose someone in that way and just get over it. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
the day before my wedding day with an amazing man [i thought] my friend said "he's sleeping with me, don't hurt yourself and make a mistake" i married him. Then came home from work to find the friends mum with him, i said "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS" he said. I have to, she loves me. we are still married but i say "i love you" everymorning but the pit in my stomach tells me. "Why lie?" i hate him so much and my friend is now engaged but secretly [im sleeping with her fiance] as payback i hate myself
@lizzie1me YOU are obviously retarded, and do not know how to read. You dare to say "no one cares" about how that one single postcard affected me (or someone else for this matter) and yet you dare to share the whole world how YOUR life experiences affect you and how sad that's made you feel etc. Next time, feel free to LURK MORE on the internet so you'll know exactly what people are saying instead of targeting other people that might, also be, hurt.
@lizzie1me People like you disgust me. You are fine with sharing your secrets and getting support but when someone else reaches out, you slam the door in their face. Go back to sleeping with your friend's fiancee, you stupid slut. Come back when u get a soul
I always thought guys that I loved didn't reciprocate, because I was ugly, but it was more than that. It was because I was ugly, fat, and completely unaware of it.
I'm 15, i fell in love and he threw it all back in my face,.He doesnt know that i know about his secret obsession for another girl he met on holiday and he still acts like he cares and loves me. Truth being i'm breaking because i love him but every word he said to me was a lie. Now i know i was never worth the truth and i mean nothing to him. Now i'm struggling everyday to still listen to his lie's. i know his obsession now and its tearing me apart. This is what his friends want. You all win.
The girl I dated for 14 months took 2 months breaking my heart through 'breaks'. I just think I wasn't good enough for her. She says she still loves me but cant be with me now. I don't think she ever will be ready. But i still love her. I feel like dying.
You werent the prettiest girl in the room, chubby n glasses.... But to me you were perfect. Thats why i married u....
Now shit went sour and even tho guys i know look up to me for how i "handle" girls theyll never know i go home lonely everyday since u left cus i cant find u in any other girls....
you promised me you would never break my heart like the last one. So you put it back together, piece by piece, and over a period of 12 months, I fell in love with you. It wasn't my heart anymore. It had been put back together by you. By your hands, your words, your kiss, your love. Yesterday, you took it back apart. You took away your hands, your words, your kisses, and your love. And left it that way for me to put back together. And I don't know if I can ever forgive you. Or trust another.
I would have never had the strength to quit heroin if it wasn't for getting pregnant with my daughter. I found out when I was 8 months pregnant that I have Hepatitis C. She saved my life....And I ruined hers.
@ppttrriicckkyy I'm wondering why this was marked as spam. My father was diagnosed with Hepatitus C, 11 years ago. He's dying, and I can't save him. He's had the disease since he was in his early 20's. Its from drug use. I am so proud of him for everything he's overcome. Its hard, and it will be hard for her, but, it will be okay. There is hope.
My secret: A few months before my husband and I got married, he confessed to me that he thought his ex girlfriend was his soul mate. He said that she understood him better than any woman ever had. He said that they shared the same mind and that they would often finish each others sentences. I faked understanding and empathy. The truth is that after 7 years of marriage, it still KILLS me every.single.day. I wish that I had had the self esteem to hold out for my own soul mate.
@Reason4Happenings Theres a reason that she is his ex girlfriend and you are his wife. We think someone is perfect for us until we meet someone else. Exs prove themselves to be learning experiences to teach us how to love, learn, grow with others. If you are his wife, the truth is you are perfect for him in ways he may not understand how to explain just yet.
I am really heartbroken right now. I found out that my boyfriend cheated on me with a girl him and I both met. Now I feel horrible. I have not given him any reason to cheat on me. I have forgiven him but, the pain is still here and it hurts so much. He failed me.
@lampoona it's hard isnt? i want to see my ex because she was my best friend and i miss her but i can't because i'm not over her (after 2 years) and it hurts too much to know she is over me.
@metthestreet oh how i can relate to this so well...its something that just hooks us back..but once we come back, we remember why we left in the first place. be strong.
I love you Ben, I love you too much, but you don't know it and you can't because we're just 'friends' like we always have been, and you're leaving soon. I won't ever see you again and I don't think I can take it. I love you, I love you, I love you.
i cant beleive how long its been since i said goodbye to him. my god, i loved him. i still think of him, my new heart rattling with remembrance, and i know he will always be someone i would give my life for. maybe one day i will look into those eyese, and he will see what i did for him, that i sacrificed so much of myself for him.
i supposed the great loves never have an ending. i know i will love him forever.
the one man ive ever really loved, and who has ever really loved me, ive cheated on him 4 different times. i need to tell him, but his reaction will kill me. and now that i look back on it: none of it was worth it.
You think I've stopped hating you, but really, I just stopped caring. "Daddy" is just a name, not a title. You don't deserve a daughter. We'd be better off without you and you know it. Quit being selfish and LEAVE already!
i love you so much babe. we are working through it now but i would give anything to go back into the past and fix everything. you are my world. i'll stay with you through everything.
@AneshiaRachelle Its these feelings that will help you overcome everything. Dont wish to fix what has happened all ready because it got you to where you are in the relationship.
Its about where you end up, not the roads you take.
Wow... This video is so beautiful, and sad. Beautifully sad. I made it through the whole thing right up until the last postcard, then i couldn't stop the tears....
I've never had a broken heart, but every one of these hit close.
On my old phone I'd try to call a number from a friend who passed away to listen to his voice mail. Heart breaking when I found out someone else took the number.
@YouFailedMe One of my best friends died 2 and a half years ago. I'd known her my entire life, and she was 12 days younger than myself. I love her more, and miss her more everyday. and every decision I make, comes down to losing her. I still have her IM name and email on my messenger. I still have her friended on Facebook, just because its the closest I'm ever going to be to her.
im 18.... never been kissed.. never been truly accepted for all my faults and scars.... will i ever find someone that see me behind the mask I hide behind?
My girlfriend is 20. She has the same scars and I love the fact that they're just scars. Scars means that they HAPPENED. Things change, become a stronger person so they become scars and not wounds. Shes beautiful with or without them because of the person they made her into. She knows she is better than them now. You can be too.
I did nothing more than put a few pictures together in a slideshow with a song. Your secrets, your love stories, your heart breaks, your feelings made this video what it is. I should be telling everyone here thank you.
i think you´re amazing...making this video, to make us know that we´re not alone, feeling how we feel, and making time to reply to most of people´s comments.
I think postsecret is amazing to give me the strength and hope I searched for in life and putting it in the form of art. I think you are all amazing for going through what you do and continue to keep going on. And time is man made. Time is infinite, so all of you will forever consume my "time". You can not lose what does not exist.
this might be the most touching thing i have ever seen. my heart has been beaten and broken and for a while, i gave up hope that i would ever find happiness. your words at the end of the video brought back my hope. thank you.
i never thought of it that way. you're completely right. i feel miserable right now, but that one little comment i know will get me through today. so, thank you.
i broke his heart, and left him for another guy. I feel so much guilt. But i dont care. at all
Zoeyxx2 13 hours ago
I love you for you. Why can't you love me for me??
lala5056 3 weeks ago
why doesnt she love me back....?? :(..
MegaWeezy3 3 weeks ago
I was in love with someone who had a history of incest rape. I stayed by her side as she healed. She would take time for herself to be alone and attempt to repair things with her family. It made me lonely but i wanted to endure because i loved her and i knew this was a storm i needed to weather. In reality she was cheating on me and was actually engaged to someone else. She used her history as a victim to ensure that I wouldn't pry, that I wouldn't push, that i wouldn't complain. 2 years.
timlogik 3 weeks ago 2
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@timlogik She actually sent me this video, pointing out 1:45 and 2:00. I wanted to hate her. I couldn't and still can't. She slept with 4 other people. When she told me she was on a ski trip with her father she was with her fiance and his family on a ski trip. I was in the hospital with heart troubles at that same time. If i died i may have went to heaven waiting for someone who was never mine.
timlogik 3 weeks ago 2
@timlogik - I actually cried when I read this. I'm so so sorry, and I hope you find someone that deserves you and makes you truly happy <3 You're a beautiful person for sticking by her through all of it (even if she was lying) I just can't believe she would be so cruel to such a kind soul... *massive hugs* I hope you have amazing friends to help you over this. Sending love and happiness <3
JaySalious 2 weeks ago in playlist Suicide Awareness
@JaySalious. Thank you.
timlogik 2 weeks ago
@timlogik I am so sorry that has got to be really hard, i hope you know that you deserve great love in your life, and although this happened that it has made you a stronger person. God bless you.
wwhatisyourstory 6 days ago
I'm in love with the person who gave me faith, who saved my life, and who was always there when I most needed it. I just hope it's reciprocated...
choralinamphigory 1 month ago
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I think of you everyday. I cry about you everyday. And when I'm drunk, all I do is cry and talk about you because I love you more than you'll ever know.
NoOtherLikeMe7 3 months ago
I'm in love with you, and I thought you felt the same way. We haven't talked in days and it feels like months. This is killing me.
iloveyouuuu135 4 months ago 3
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courtcookie 4 months ago
iv'e been in love with my best friend since the first day i hung out with her, she is the only person i really care about and she's the only one that gets me...I can't see my self being with anyone other than her, but i still can't admit that im a lesbian.
bangon9 5 months ago
You Never Notice That I Love You or Care For You Or Do Anything For You..You Stay With Her She's So Mean2 You Why Are You Beating Yourself Up For Her? Why Can't You See I Want You? Love Hurt's In So Many Way's That Word's Can't Explain...I Want 2 Wait For You But I'm Not I Won't 1 Day You'll See What You Missed Out On..When She Leaves You Don't Be Comin 2 Me </3
BrookeLoveSpecial 5 months ago
Loves sweet refrain shall always remain
engrained upon my brain come what may
everyday I yearn for my ideal heart no
matter how far apart as I look up to
the stars that shine bright tonight
I see falling stars which mock me tonight :(
FidelCastro128 5 months ago
So often I avoid reading the comments on youtube videos, they tend to be filled with all sorts of nonsense. But I read the ones on this video and they are overflowing with humanity, beautiful, broken humanity. I wish you all the best, no matter what happens know that someone is cheering you on.
Spaceycat31 6 months ago in playlist Background Music 15
The reason I try my very hardest to avoid every way you could possibly contact me is because I know that if you but told me you wanted me back, I would ruin my life even further without giving it a second thought, just to be with you again.
Fraxxxi 6 months ago
I found myself while trying to be someone I thought you would want.
Sometimes this thought kills me, mainly because I know you still don't want me and you probably never will again.
I'm afraid I've lost my chance.
gotcheer511 7 months ago
80 years- Average human life expectancy. Many of you aren't even 18 yet. Do not let this one person ruin you. NEVER turn out like me: A hateful, bitter person, who's contempt for humanity was forged by my own laziness and anger. Let go. You can be happy without someone by your side. You can live without them. however, you cannot live without yourself. To mend my wounds, I found a new love- Fishing. Maybe when i'm tossing a swimbait around, I'll bump into a girl doing the same...
mmmmmarcus 8 months ago 2
At 14 I drank for the first time, getting really drunk, and had sex with a guy, after he had sex with my best friend. I didn't say yes, but I didn't say no... It's 5 years later and I still don't know whether or not I was raped...
LFOMMandie 8 months ago
I still have strong feelings for the woman I love. She just wants to be friends and isn't interested in a relationship. I've somewhat moved on and realised that she isn't 'Miss right', but it still hurts, especially after rare dreams about her. I guess you never completely move on. Bless all who have suffered the same fate. We walk a truly difficult path to partial recovery
DSFalcon47 9 months ago 3
@DSFalcon47 Yes - I know the feeling!
Lazytownbaby 9 months ago
@DSFalcon47 The worst part is thinking back to every time you talked and wishing you could change one thing so maybe they would finally want you too...
gotcheer511 7 months ago
i had broken up with my girlfriend of about 14 months, and we loved each other, but through my life i had just kept bottling up my emotions and for some reason i always let it out on her, i didn't want to so i had to break up with her so i could sort it out and so i wouldn't keep making her cry, a month passed by and she was sad and distraught and i wanted to get back together but she had changed, she closed off from me and put up a huge wall to protect her, i still love her idk what to do :'(
emericahead 9 months ago
@emericahead its because she put up with u so much and in the end u dumped her that she thinks ur not worth it, let her know how much u love her and how much u need her. tell y u broke it off
as much as we say we dont, us girls love to here guys telling us how much they love us, how much they need us to take care of them
i hope it works out :)
5alazain 9 months ago
@5alazain i've already done all that, i guess she'll always be the one that got away
emericahead 9 months ago
@5alazain i've already done all that, i guess she'll always be the one that got away
emericahead 9 months ago
@emericahead
Tell her. Be honest- make sure she knows that you never stopped loving her but that you stopped loving yourself. Fight for her. If it is true love then you have to believe that she will come back to you- but only you can make that happen.
Xx0xDreamGirlx0xX 7 months ago
@Xx0xDreamGirlx0xX but what if that person doesnt want you no matter what you tell them or how much you open your heart and let it bleed on theirs... should we still believe should we really fight for a lost cause
TheGanjaman619 1 month ago
@TheGanjaman619 It never hurts to keep trying for a while but you have also have to keep in mind what is good for your heart. YOU deserve to be LOVED.
wwhatisyourstory 6 days ago
"When I was little, I thought I had the power to change stoplights. When my parents were going to get a divorce, I bargained with God. He could take my power if they stayed together. They're still married. I can't change stoplights."
MsKittyKaos 9 months ago 11
I'm sorry I wasted his time. If I could give him 1 year of his life back, I would do it in a heartbeat. I should never have started what I knew would eventually end. I am more sorry than you will ever know.
TaintedxHalo 10 months ago
my secret is:I lied to my ex when I explained why I attempted suicide.I told him he was the one to save me from doing it again when really, he is the real reason I hurt everyday and the real reason I had attempted it.
ROCKERMCRADDICT 10 months ago
the only 3 words that i knew in German, was 'i love you' , now i cant even harldy say the words 'i love you' bc it makes me think of my you my first love who broke and stole my heart and never gave it back. in a small simple longing way i still want to hear you say 'Ich liebe dich' me ever night and ever morning. so i can say it back to you. but i cant, 'Ich habe dich geliebt'( i loved you )
hjoy232 11 months ago
I realized a few days ago that its Harder pretending to be strong than cry and ask for help. So why is it that nothing has changed?
1243JenJen 11 months ago
I don't know if I will be able to last when my brother gets deployed in 5 months. He's the only one who has ever loved me. And I hate him for leaving me here.
FluffMyBonerOlivia 1 year ago
I never feel like I'm good enough. Girls love me, they fuck me, get me to have feelings for them. Then they act as if nothing had ever happen, I don't want to be just a notch on some chicks belt or make them popular with their sorority or other girls on campus. My friends say that they'd love to be me, but they don't see beneath the surface, under the seemingly glassy water, I'm crying out for love.
fmcginnis08 1 year ago
I Love my husband and Im also in love with someone else. I love you both
sunshyneluv83 1 year ago
Every day I put on this front like I'm okay, but ever since he lied that first time I haven't been okay. I don't look at anyone as I once did. The guy I gave my life over to ruined me and has now made me feel like no one is who thet pretend to be. He knew my darkest secrets and whenever he got the chance would rub them in my face. All I wanted was to be loved for once, he ruined that forever. I won't EVER be the same and I feel as if I'll forever have some part of me that's depressed and lost.
realizethis92 1 year ago
5:54 made me feel something deep <3
free4fallin 1 year ago 2
I hope everyone finds that perfect person for them.
XshizzlemizzleX 1 year ago 4
I have always tried to shield my heart from loving anyone or anyone loving me because how easily I had fallen in love and gotten hurt when I was younger. Now I am stronger, and I have fallen in love... with someone who I don't even know if he loves me back... and this is a huge blow to the pride I have spent so long building.
InLoveAndDeath360 1 year ago
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Norris Donovan Gerard Arthur.
You know where to find me.
its been a year I think of you every day.
Arshanti 1 year ago
my secret....i wish he knew i cried pretty much every night for him to come back into my life...nothing is the same anymore without him and its been alomost a year and im still not over him....my daughter is pretty much the only person keeping me going everyday....i miss her daddy :-(
Chris6097 1 year ago
I got pregnant at 16 and miscarried because of hw underweight I was. They asked me if I wanted a picture of the ultrasound. I said no. I'm going to regret it for the rest of my life.
LTDCOMA 1 year ago
Everyday I fear that I'm not meant to have someone to love me..and that you will leave me...like the others did.
alchemistofsins 1 year ago
I'm tired of waiting.
ThatKidsLost 1 year ago
i feel jealousof the people that have had their heart broken. in order to have your heart broken, you frist have to be in love with someone. its pathetic i know, but i cant help it
boysingsjpop 1 year ago 3
He is my best friend. He and I do everything together. He uses me and I let him. Not because I love him, but because I get a sick thrill out of the fact that he cheats on every girlfriend... With me.
KayEnvy0LilMeek 1 year ago
I try and do everything right..
..and end up doing everything wrong
StayGoldDallybear 1 year ago
i act like love is foolish and a joke that isn't worth it .
truthfully i'd give everything to be loved.
PurpleWaffles32 1 year ago
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PurpleWaffles32 1 year ago
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i act like love is foolish and a joke that isn't worth it .
truthfully i'd give everything to be loved.
PurpleWaffles32 1 year ago
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PurpleWaffles32 1 year ago
He ignored me, and lied to me. I found out he doesnt love me, and he wont anymore. I happily accepted the offer to be just friends, but on the inside I never even want to hear his voice again because it only makes me want everything back, and it only makes me hate myself even more.
Buppy904 1 year ago
I always thought if i waited long enough you would ask me,even though I tell myself it will never happen,deep down im still waiting.
flamecaneMD 1 year ago
I was with this guy for 2years and almost 10 months. He left me because he said he doesnnt feel the same. But the day before that he was telling me how much he loved me and wanting to be with me for the rest of his life...... How do you do that?!?!? Stop loving me in a day.. Almost being with me for 3 years
poohbear01305 1 year ago
What if no one will ever love me? No one have ever had. What if I never get to be a mom? I lost my virginity to a man twice my age. I tell my friends we remained friends, the truth is, he doesn't write anymore. I'm afraid I'm unlovable.
Biankaen 1 year ago
@Biankaen No one is unlovable! Trust yourself! You are beautiful just as you are!
saraeaf 1 year ago
I'm not better, everyone thinks I am, I'm even worse then I was before. I sometimes hope that I'll get cancer and every morning when I go to school I hope someone is going to ride me over. So I'll at least have something real to feel bad about.
Yapiej 1 year ago
secret : i have an alcoholic mother and all i want is to meet my real mom, a real mom where when she says " i love you", ill believe it
sayeverythingnow1 1 year ago
how do you tell someone you love them then not be embarrassed when they say they dont love you back? he make me feel happy, but what about my firneds and his friends and the bullys what will i do about them?
Bethanieeanniee 1 year ago
I believe that there is a ghost in my house, who curls up my bed with me every night.
cakerella 1 year ago
i still think about suicide.... i am so painfully self conscience. i am 21 years old and am still convinced that if somebody laughs behind me, they are laughing at me. i constantly think people are making fun of me and/or talking trash about me. i have no friends. sure i have plenty of acquaintances.... but nobody that i could confide my deepest darkest secrets to. heroin is my only friend.
teriseopotamus 1 year ago
The worst thing isn't what you did to me, but the fact that your presence won't let me forget it. I hate you. I hate having to go to family reunions only to see you there. I hate that I never told anybody what happened. I will never forgive you. I'm an atheist, but I hope you burn in Hell.
AkiiRyuuha 1 year ago
It's been just over a year since you came back into my life and smashed it up again, worse than before. I catch myself at night fantasizing about how wonderful it would have been if you'd hit me harder, or insulted me openly instead of in private because if you had then maybe someone would have noticed and saved me.
But what hurts most is that I cannot forgive you because you still don't understand what you did wrong.
WeDealxoxCamisado 1 year ago
At night, I think about what we could be, should be, would of been... I feel stupid in the morning.
sukidesu36 1 year ago 3
You realised before I did that I was in love with HIM not YOU. I'll never know how bad that hurt, and I'm sorry. But for the record, he doesn't love me back so we might as well have stayed together anyway.
RatStravaganza 1 year ago
Great video. My ex boyfriend was in the Army. It messed him up. So badly. I still love him. He is now incapable of love. Due to mental illness it's like he died. It really is like he isn't alive anymore. After three years of being together, the only three years in my life that I can ever remember being truly happy, he simply cut me out of his life. Just stopped talking to me. There were months of painful lies and neglect before that and yet I still think he was my soul mate and don't want anyone
1901Boston 1 year ago
@1901Boston else. I'm pretty sure I will always love the man he used to be before the war destroyed him. I don't think you ever truly get over a broken heart like that, how you can lose someone in that way and just get over it. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
1901Boston 1 year ago
the day before my wedding day with an amazing man [i thought] my friend said "he's sleeping with me, don't hurt yourself and make a mistake" i married him. Then came home from work to find the friends mum with him, i said "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS" he said. I have to, she loves me. we are still married but i say "i love you" everymorning but the pit in my stomach tells me. "Why lie?" i hate him so much and my friend is now engaged but secretly [im sleeping with her fiance] as payback i hate myself
lizzie1me 1 year ago
Oh shi-- pwned at 3:26!
idonotsuckeggs 1 year ago
@idonotsuckeggs no one cares!
lizzie1me 1 year ago
@lizzie1me YOU are obviously retarded, and do not know how to read. You dare to say "no one cares" about how that one single postcard affected me (or someone else for this matter) and yet you dare to share the whole world how YOUR life experiences affect you and how sad that's made you feel etc. Next time, feel free to LURK MORE on the internet so you'll know exactly what people are saying instead of targeting other people that might, also be, hurt.
In PostSecret, People care.
idonotsuckeggs 1 year ago 3
@lizzie1me People like you disgust me. You are fine with sharing your secrets and getting support but when someone else reaches out, you slam the door in their face. Go back to sleeping with your friend's fiancee, you stupid slut. Come back when u get a soul
TheMonicaProject 1 year ago
I always thought guys that I loved didn't reciprocate, because I was ugly, but it was more than that. It was because I was ugly, fat, and completely unaware of it.
Charna44 1 year ago
I'm 15, i fell in love and he threw it all back in my face,.He doesnt know that i know about his secret obsession for another girl he met on holiday and he still acts like he cares and loves me. Truth being i'm breaking because i love him but every word he said to me was a lie. Now i know i was never worth the truth and i mean nothing to him. Now i'm struggling everyday to still listen to his lie's. i know his obsession now and its tearing me apart. This is what his friends want. You all win.
ChloeRoseJohnson 1 year ago
The girl I dated for 14 months took 2 months breaking my heart through 'breaks'. I just think I wasn't good enough for her. She says she still loves me but cant be with me now. I don't think she ever will be ready. But i still love her. I feel like dying.
ChamplooAli 1 year ago
@ChamplooAli Yo desearve so much better then his. <3
ChloeRoseJohnson 1 year ago
You werent the prettiest girl in the room, chubby n glasses.... But to me you were perfect. Thats why i married u....
Now shit went sour and even tho guys i know look up to me for how i "handle" girls theyll never know i go home lonely everyday since u left cus i cant find u in any other girls....
smelvis2 1 year ago
you promised me you would never break my heart like the last one. So you put it back together, piece by piece, and over a period of 12 months, I fell in love with you. It wasn't my heart anymore. It had been put back together by you. By your hands, your words, your kiss, your love. Yesterday, you took it back apart. You took away your hands, your words, your kisses, and your love. And left it that way for me to put back together. And I don't know if I can ever forgive you. Or trust another.
iMustBePerfect 1 year ago
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I would have never had the strength to quit heroin if it wasn't for getting pregnant with my daughter. I found out when I was 8 months pregnant that I have Hepatitis C. She saved my life....And I ruined hers.
ppttrriicckkyy 1 year ago
@ppttrriicckkyy I'm wondering why this was marked as spam. My father was diagnosed with Hepatitus C, 11 years ago. He's dying, and I can't save him. He's had the disease since he was in his early 20's. Its from drug use. I am so proud of him for everything he's overcome. Its hard, and it will be hard for her, but, it will be okay. There is hope.
EmilySunshineable 1 year ago
I want to be able to see you...and not feel my heart want to leap out of my chest.
It's sickens me to know I love you this much...
mayday018 1 year ago
I wish that I was strong enough to hate him.
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkatie 1 year ago 3
@kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkatie i wish i was strong enough to do the same, but its easier said then done.
ChloeRoseJohnson 1 year ago
My secret: A few months before my husband and I got married, he confessed to me that he thought his ex girlfriend was his soul mate. He said that she understood him better than any woman ever had. He said that they shared the same mind and that they would often finish each others sentences. I faked understanding and empathy. The truth is that after 7 years of marriage, it still KILLS me every.single.day. I wish that I had had the self esteem to hold out for my own soul mate.
Reason4Happenings 1 year ago 26
@Reason4Happenings Theres a reason that she is his ex girlfriend and you are his wife. We think someone is perfect for us until we meet someone else. Exs prove themselves to be learning experiences to teach us how to love, learn, grow with others. If you are his wife, the truth is you are perfect for him in ways he may not understand how to explain just yet.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago 44
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Reason4Happenings 1 year ago
I am really heartbroken right now. I found out that my boyfriend cheated on me with a girl him and I both met. Now I feel horrible. I have not given him any reason to cheat on me. I have forgiven him but, the pain is still here and it hurts so much. He failed me.
Ravgriff18 1 year ago
6:18...so sad
hersheykiss606 1 year ago
I NEED to get over you before I see you again. Don't be a jerk and make me fall for you.
lampoona 1 year ago 21
@lampoona Over time, we understand why things happen. Over time, we realize those jerks arent worth our pain.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago 15
@lampoona it's hard isnt? i want to see my ex because she was my best friend and i miss her but i can't because i'm not over her (after 2 years) and it hurts too much to know she is over me.
capeters524 1 year ago
@lampoona I know exactly how you feel :( I have faith in you
indiethebindi 6 months ago
The stoplight one was so cute
Juliabeach 1 year ago
i often wonder if shes worth the effort and pain...i always decide she is...she always proves me wrong...
metthestreet 1 year ago 15
@metthestreet ditch the bitch!
i'm sure you deserve someone amazing : )
CrazeeCatrin 1 year ago
@CrazeeCatrin thank you, but dont we all :/
metthestreet 1 year ago
@metthestreet oh how i can relate to this so well...its something that just hooks us back..but once we come back, we remember why we left in the first place. be strong.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago 10
@metthestreet I am in the same situation...and it hurts.
hushkitty89 1 year ago
I love you Ben, I love you too much, but you don't know it and you can't because we're just 'friends' like we always have been, and you're leaving soon. I won't ever see you again and I don't think I can take it. I love you, I love you, I love you.
RatStravaganza 1 year ago
i broke up with you not because i didnt love you, i broke up with you cause it hurt o much to love you
WombatCombatable 1 year ago
i cant beleive how long its been since i said goodbye to him. my god, i loved him. i still think of him, my new heart rattling with remembrance, and i know he will always be someone i would give my life for. maybe one day i will look into those eyese, and he will see what i did for him, that i sacrificed so much of myself for him.
i supposed the great loves never have an ending. i know i will love him forever.
neverequalled 1 year ago
the one man ive ever really loved, and who has ever really loved me, ive cheated on him 4 different times. i need to tell him, but his reaction will kill me. and now that i look back on it: none of it was worth it.
xlivelovecheerx3 1 year ago
You think I've stopped hating you, but really, I just stopped caring. "Daddy" is just a name, not a title. You don't deserve a daughter. We'd be better off without you and you know it. Quit being selfish and LEAVE already!
nefarious6161 1 year ago 6
@nefarious6161 A father is still a father. Maybe there is something to help fix the relationship?
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
@nefarious6161 Anyone can be a dad it takes a really man to be a Father
johndeere960 1 year ago
id rather be unbelievably heartbroken than have to break the heart of the boy ive loved for eighteen months. :,(
bettybooplove101 1 year ago
@bettybooplove101 Why would you have to break his heart?
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
i love you so much babe. we are working through it now but i would give anything to go back into the past and fix everything. you are my world. i'll stay with you through everything.
AneshiaRachelle 1 year ago
@AneshiaRachelle Its these feelings that will help you overcome everything. Dont wish to fix what has happened all ready because it got you to where you are in the relationship.
Its about where you end up, not the roads you take.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago 2
Wow... This video is so beautiful, and sad. Beautifully sad. I made it through the whole thing right up until the last postcard, then i couldn't stop the tears....
I've never had a broken heart, but every one of these hit close.
Rachettal 1 year ago
@Rachettal Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
the man at 0:45 looks so much like my father. you could be a good dad. sometimes you are a good dad. you just.... need to stop ...
lilprincess2394 1 year ago
@lilprincess2394 Some need a wake up call. Some dont know exactly how badly they are hurting someone else.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
0:52 is sooo me...
tatulover2120 1 year ago
@tatulover2120 me too;/
xbreannax310 1 year ago
couldnt stop myself from crying when i watched this.. thanks for making it.
peace&love
kikez1 1 year ago
Couldn't stop myself from smiling when you commented on it. Thank you so much!
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
2:48. That's me.
DavidEscalante21 1 year ago
On my old phone I'd try to call a number from a friend who passed away to listen to his voice mail. Heart breaking when I found out someone else took the number.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
@YouFailedMe One of my best friends died 2 and a half years ago. I'd known her my entire life, and she was 12 days younger than myself. I love her more, and miss her more everyday. and every decision I make, comes down to losing her. I still have her IM name and email on my messenger. I still have her friended on Facebook, just because its the closest I'm ever going to be to her.
EmilySunshineable 1 year ago
3:25.
PrincezzMolls 1 year ago
They're out there.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
im 18.... never been kissed.. never been truly accepted for all my faults and scars.... will i ever find someone that see me behind the mask I hide behind?
darkshadowdestiny 1 year ago
My girlfriend is 20. She has the same scars and I love the fact that they're just scars. Scars means that they HAPPENED. Things change, become a stronger person so they become scars and not wounds. Shes beautiful with or without them because of the person they made her into. She knows she is better than them now. You can be too.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
thank you. hopefully ill find someone that understands as much as you.
darkshadowdestiny 1 year ago
You are still young. You have all the time in the world.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
@YouFailedMebut will that time be enough? Im suppose to die young.
darkshadowdestiny 1 year ago
You are not suppose to die young. We are meant to live our life. What we do with this blessing is entirely up to us.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
@YouFailedMe not if my heart doesnt last long wnough.
darkshadowdestiny 1 year ago
You were born to make the best of your life. Do something about it.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
@YouFailedMe that is what i intend to do, and Ill die trying until I met that .
darkshadowdestiny 1 year ago
i look at all the people with there hearts broken, they had someone9beside there parents) who loved them, and i envy them
porcupinetennis10 1 year ago
Someone probably does love you. Some are just too afraid to tell you.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago 2
I let myself be used this year because I didn't think I deserved any better.
chloeforjuicy 1 year ago
You always deserve better.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
i don't believe the short moments of happiness are worth living for anymore. I'm only 13, and I think about dying everyday.
xxxTheRealNikixxx 1 year ago 2
Like you said, you're only 13.
You've got a whole world ahead of you.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
im11
porcupinetennis10 1 year ago
2:04
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mnisprite 1 year ago
I wasted years of my life waiting for someone to come love me... I finally realized that the whole time I was waiting for myself.
pristinesinner 1 year ago 2
"We often look at closed doors not realizing others have opened." =]
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
Wow. This is so great. You really worked hard on this and it totally paid off. This is great. Thank you so much for this video!
StillOBSESSED 1 year ago
I did nothing more than put a few pictures together in a slideshow with a song. Your secrets, your love stories, your heart breaks, your feelings made this video what it is. I should be telling everyone here thank you.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
6:19. its so sad :(
butt i love how it is on a little caesars pizza advertisement. (:
itskaliii 1 year ago
i think you´re amazing...making this video, to make us know that we´re not alone, feeling how we feel, and making time to reply to most of people´s comments.
You are a wonderful person, thank you :)
syl88 1 year ago
@syl88
I think postsecret is amazing to give me the strength and hope I searched for in life and putting it in the form of art. I think you are all amazing for going through what you do and continue to keep going on. And time is man made. Time is infinite, so all of you will forever consume my "time". You can not lose what does not exist.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
What can't be fixed can be replaced.
I miss having someone care enough to replace it.
IiminlikewithyouU 1 year ago
@IiminlikewithyouU
i waited 6 years for mine. they're all out there somewhere.
YouFailedMe 1 year ago
Amazing video. Loved it.
kytothelee90 1 year ago
it's a fool's game ...
rocastle1 1 year ago
Scarred hearts are stronger.
imlizard 2 years ago 19
Indeed. For whatever doesnt kill you makes you stronger.
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
@imlizard but some scars are just new wounds waiting to break
Mareyy666 2 years ago
the last made me cry. it breaks my heart more.
babyytinkerbell 2 years ago 2
Whatever is broken can be fixed. What cant be fixed can be replaced. As is the cycle of life. We can always renew.
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
After watching a few of these..... whoever posted
"We're all waiting for something" ....
Nail on the head....... Beautiful videos..... glad to know the feelings I have are normal too and that Im not alone in trying to make sense of it all
Thanks you, great post :)
bardistass 2 years ago 2
=] We all try to find meaning in life. Some of us just lose our way.
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
On Twitter MySecretsOut
AskMeAnything9551 2 years ago
Not exactly sure what this comment means?
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
which comment?
prettypoison1000 2 years ago
on twitter mysecretsout?
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
this might be the most touching thing i have ever seen. my heart has been beaten and broken and for a while, i gave up hope that i would ever find happiness. your words at the end of the video brought back my hope. thank you.
prettypoison1000 2 years ago
A heart can be broken, but when its still beating..That means it can be fixed.
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
i never thought of it that way. you're completely right. i feel miserable right now, but that one little comment i know will get me through today. so, thank you.
prettypoison1000 2 years ago
Well you always have me. And the rest of postsecret. No one is ever truely lonely.
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
uhh 0:20 is my secret too!
MissBophaLokei 2 years ago
Never Give Up; Never Surrender!
Words from Buzz Lightyear =]
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
wonderful video, thank you for making it :)
imabearRAWRR 2 years ago
Anytime. Thank you for watching. I made a new one. =]
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
i know someday you (whoever you are) will come into my life and save me from this pain i been carrying inside for so long....
cintygal 2 years ago
I'd say you found them. =] Sometimes all you gotta do is make the first move!
YouFailedMe 2 years ago
you dont have any idea how much that helped me
thank you sooo much !
cintygal 2 years ago