its like my live is cold an empty, dangling by a thread... this world makes it so easy for suicide... any highrise building, a fire arm, or something as simple as the pill bottles in the medicine cabinet, seems like the hardest thing for us to do is choose which way out we wanna choose...
This Depression is Killing me.., I feel Ive have to cut my nerves to calm the devil inside my mind...Ive Medicated even with Seropram.. But nothing works...I feel nothing except fear of facing this world or facing any one outside....
Dont give up and DONT fuck with your body. You'll be sorry later. Life is tough and unfair for the most vunerable. You got to learn to take care of you especially when you dont feel like it. You are lucky to have internet. Didnt have it when i was younger. If you cant think of anything better to do, post it up here or on your channel. Go to an internet chatroom and talk or goof off or talk to somebody. DONT be meeting anyone from the internet though.
lol....I think of depression as a way our brain reminds us of how LIfe sucks SO FUKIN BIG TIME.....but strangely is still worth living.....weird.....i dunno bout yu guys but thats how i see it...we all become depressed....some os us manage to break through...others dont : /
i've been feeling crappy for months, life just doesnt seem worth living anymore...but i know suicide isnt an option. depression has been a horrible problem for me and for a friend of mine, but we always got through the other side
thanks for posting this video, it was really well made
Life is sad when you are alone and depressed and you have all those thoughts in your head and you are stuck and every one you know is gone or now they heat you...
After thinking about what goes on in the world life for me has been a balls of depression. the violance, abuse, self harm. murder, homicide, genicides, starvation. poverty. simply everyone sucks. everyone has contributed some kind of pain onto someone i don't even care if you're the pope u have hurt someone. now im rambling so screw it. life sucks
antidepressants are wonderful things... im feelling musch better now. id strongly sugest that anyone whose feelling depressed or suicidal to see a phsychiatrist and get some pills.
do you also wonder why your prayers arent answered, your name alone makes me realise why you made that comment, i dont mean to offend though, and suicide and depression isnt like a selfish act, well it can be, but depression, as like other mental disorders, is cause by chemical imbalance in the brain so you dont always have control, that can be proven to. so dont be ignorant unless you fully understand the subject
i do sometimes wonder why i have unanswerd prayers and i shuld be carefull what i say.... i never said depression is selfish i find myself there often and have the scars to prove it, but having a sister that tried to comit suicide i say suiside is selfish why? because after my sister tried life was hell for all of us and now you know what she says she says i wish i wouldnt have been so selfish she told me that on our last visit.
ah man, its so hard to just keep on going, you know?
it would be so easy just to end it all, but i have no choice but to endure, because my suicide would destroy my family. i wish i didn't care, but i care too much, and its agony every day to face how i feel
I know many ways to do suicide like dive into the street from a high building or if you don´t want your body to get destroyed so you look good in the coffin you can swallow a lot of pills that will make you die and/or take poison but that´s maybe hard to get hold of. I just wanted to answer you r question but I really don´t think that you should kill yourself.
I was feeling so low 5hrs ago that I was suppose to go out and I couldn't- these depression videos has really help because I'm feeling much better.
Sad thing about my depression is I can't be put second or it's all over i'm back to that icky sad feeling which I dred. I always have to be first in everyone's life such has the best looking best dress than I feel worthy.
this is a great video its put together so well. ive struggled with depression alot depression can suck but the good thing about it is that we know that life isnt perfect and things arnt always what they seem. ive been to the hospital before because of it. but i dont regret the things i did that put me there because believe it or not im gratefull for it because ive grown so much from it. life fucking sucks and u cant do much about it but thats life and u just have to make the most of it
We, humans, aren't used to see depression. It's the same as rage, we scare because it's an strange and rare emotion. IMO Depression is an very normal and natural emotion. Due to the down of the person, it is and always was an emotion. It's up to you to decide if you ignore this comment, or to something with it.
i'd say the true gift would be ignorance from the truth, not knowing the reality that life really does suck...unfortunately i have also been given the "gift" of knowing that life sucks, and life is hard to endure now.
i kno why my comments on my other account are counted as spam, i jus want to get the message out by puttin on alot of vids, sorry if it bugs you guys, i jus wanna help you, i kno u dont even kno me and u feel broken and empty, but be strong guys, dont let them bring you down as Thankyouxforthevenom said
hey! this video is amazzing, i lost a friend to suicide and im doing my senior english project on teen depression and suicide, so i was wondering, do you mind if i play this video? its one of the best put together ones ive seen.
Just like to say, this vid describes about how so many people feel including myself and im sorry to whoever else feels this way, we are all together in this, we will make it through, I understand stopping cutting is as hard as fuck and we all have trouble with this shitty life with its fuckin bullies and people who dont care, just to politely say in the nicest way...WHOEVER FUCKIN PICKS ON ANYONE BECAUSE THEY ARE DIFFERENT GO TO FUCKIN HELL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!! thank you x
I agree. It doesn't matter what happened, how bad you feel. Nothing is worth wasting your life away. Because people really do care. Rely on a friend, a teacher, a career, a parent, whoever, its doesn't matter, call a help line. Just talk about it. I've lost someone through suicide and have gone through depression myself. Trust me, don't let those mother fuckers bring you down.
And .. oh shit.. i know how it feels to be depressed.
But - and hate me for saying that - judoI2 is right somehow.
If you want it to be better you have to start making it better. it costs very much strength and power and i really know that its not easy. But it is possible.
I agree very much so with what you are saying. I myself am not depressed and believe that many think that when they are felling down that they commonly mistake that for depression. I just made this for awareness, not telling people that if they are depressed that there is no way out of it. I hope that this video has not made others depressed but more so on bring awareness that depression is a problem in our world today. Thank you for the comments.
hell yea!!! lol..just messing..i liked your comment..an it is just amazes me..like people think that if the suffers had a way out that was so easy..they would rather say no,an wollow in self pitty!!..??,an i have BPD an the big thing about that is..no matter how low u get,how many times u hurt yourself,you never give up the fight,like somtimes i wish my head just would but it dont.people just are closed minded.sad really!
@heather9058 don't give up. Stay strong:) please don't choose
Crypticangel911 1 month ago
its like my live is cold an empty, dangling by a thread... this world makes it so easy for suicide... any highrise building, a fire arm, or something as simple as the pill bottles in the medicine cabinet, seems like the hardest thing for us to do is choose which way out we wanna choose...
heather9058 4 months ago
This has been flagged as spam show
This Depression is Killing me.., I feel Ive have to cut my nerves to calm the devil inside my mind...Ive Medicated even with Seropram.. But nothing works...I feel nothing except fear of facing this world or facing any one outside....
varma4one 1 year ago
@SuicideisBrainLess
how do we regret suicide and self harm if we r dead?
nirvanagirl90210 1 year ago
Dont give up and DONT fuck with your body. You'll be sorry later. Life is tough and unfair for the most vunerable. You got to learn to take care of you especially when you dont feel like it. You are lucky to have internet. Didnt have it when i was younger. If you cant think of anything better to do, post it up here or on your channel. Go to an internet chatroom and talk or goof off or talk to somebody. DONT be meeting anyone from the internet though.
SuicideisBrainLess 1 year ago
lol....I think of depression as a way our brain reminds us of how LIfe sucks SO FUKIN BIG TIME.....but strangely is still worth living.....weird.....i dunno bout yu guys but thats how i see it...we all become depressed....some os us manage to break through...others dont : /
pianofreakpr 1 year ago
great song choice
nirvanagirl90210 1 year ago
You don't have to go through this anymore. I use to suffer for years. Check out my channel. God bless...
fathersonnholyspirit 1 year ago
The only thing left that makes ME feel good,
Is cutting my wrist and losing some blood, and watch it flood.
All i really need,
Is the abillity to bleed.
It gives me a lasted brake,
And it makes me feel awake.
mckt007 1 year ago
Fuck
kendraWaldman 1 year ago
YAY I LOVE THIS SONG HAHAHA
SheeeshStartsFires 1 year ago
Good job.
aviator1223 1 year ago
thanks for this
many8419 1 year ago
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DONT WORRY BE HAPPY FOLKS : )
sabuecw1990 2 years ago
really...?
whathefunkyoursorad3 1 year ago
i've been feeling crappy for months, life just doesnt seem worth living anymore...but i know suicide isnt an option. depression has been a horrible problem for me and for a friend of mine, but we always got through the other side
thanks for posting this video, it was really well made
XXXXemochick 2 years ago
Life is sad when you are alone and depressed and you have all those thoughts in your head and you are stuck and every one you know is gone or now they heat you...
dicelink 2 years ago
Great job! ;))
Painnnnful 2 years ago
i cba anymore
90sKidSarah 2 years ago
my depression is so bad i feel so alone and thnaks for this vid
clarencefields2007 2 years ago 10
After thinking about what goes on in the world life for me has been a balls of depression. the violance, abuse, self harm. murder, homicide, genicides, starvation. poverty. simply everyone sucks. everyone has contributed some kind of pain onto someone i don't even care if you're the pope u have hurt someone. now im rambling so screw it. life sucks
themapleleaf99 2 years ago 4
you have to pick a non-profit organization to support, like something that fights depression.
MANSHOTS 2 years ago
This video is so well done :)
5 stars :)
AnitaBrooke 2 years ago 3
Thank you!
colbyclan 2 years ago
my mom and my sis tried to cummit suicide and now im depressed and i always thinks about suicide one day i mite actually do it
imissmaddox 2 years ago
System of a Down rocks
MataiTaimaneT 2 years ago
very nice!
rosenoir331 2 years ago
antidepressants are wonderful things... im feelling musch better now. id strongly sugest that anyone whose feelling depressed or suicidal to see a phsychiatrist and get some pills.
Muso9419 2 years ago
That pills didn't work for me. I got addicted and it all got worse as soon as I stopped using them. I hate antidpressants.
LayDownInRed 2 years ago
heres one, dont. its not worth it, i know exactly how you feel ive been there. it sucks and you feel theres no way out. there is.
im here for you, im 15 and wanting to help. i care about your life. please dont do anything stupid that youll regret no matter where you end up.
xXxSceneScotNICKxXx 2 years ago
i am feeling depressed... but not suisidel im not selfish enough... i just wish i could show them people how what they do dosn't affect me...
crazy4muhGod 2 years ago
do you also wonder why your prayers arent answered, your name alone makes me realise why you made that comment, i dont mean to offend though, and suicide and depression isnt like a selfish act, well it can be, but depression, as like other mental disorders, is cause by chemical imbalance in the brain so you dont always have control, that can be proven to. so dont be ignorant unless you fully understand the subject
awaketheborndead 2 years ago 2
i do sometimes wonder why i have unanswerd prayers and i shuld be carefull what i say.... i never said depression is selfish i find myself there often and have the scars to prove it, but having a sister that tried to comit suicide i say suiside is selfish why? because after my sister tried life was hell for all of us and now you know what she says she says i wish i wouldnt have been so selfish she told me that on our last visit.
crazy4muhGod 2 years ago
ah man, its so hard to just keep on going, you know?
it would be so easy just to end it all, but i have no choice but to endure, because my suicide would destroy my family. i wish i didn't care, but i care too much, and its agony every day to face how i feel
Muso9419 2 years ago
ya i knw wat u mean bt wats rong tht makes it so horible to liv if its any ov my business
ILIKEPIEDOOD 2 years ago
man i feel the exact same way, its acctually the only reason i dont do it
awaketheborndead 2 years ago
Amazing video :)
XXmaddyXXmassacreXX 2 years ago
I know many ways to do suicide like dive into the street from a high building or if you don´t want your body to get destroyed so you look good in the coffin you can swallow a lot of pills that will make you die and/or take poison but that´s maybe hard to get hold of. I just wanted to answer you r question but I really don´t think that you should kill yourself.
madmikeF 2 years ago
wow. good job on the vid.. beautiful
LovelyCounting 3 years ago 3
SOAD ROCKS!! Nice song choice =P
D= I myself suffer. not from BPD though.
I wish all the best of luck <3 God is not the only way out. We just need support.
Teestrynashuffle 3 years ago
I was feeling so low 5hrs ago that I was suppose to go out and I couldn't- these depression videos has really help because I'm feeling much better.
Sad thing about my depression is I can't be put second or it's all over i'm back to that icky sad feeling which I dred. I always have to be first in everyone's life such has the best looking best dress than I feel worthy.
KimLeeX 3 years ago 2
this is a great video its put together so well. ive struggled with depression alot depression can suck but the good thing about it is that we know that life isnt perfect and things arnt always what they seem. ive been to the hospital before because of it. but i dont regret the things i did that put me there because believe it or not im gratefull for it because ive grown so much from it. life fucking sucks and u cant do much about it but thats life and u just have to make the most of it
fanta52063 3 years ago
We, humans, aren't used to see depression. It's the same as rage, we scare because it's an strange and rare emotion. IMO Depression is an very normal and natural emotion. Due to the down of the person, it is and always was an emotion. It's up to you to decide if you ignore this comment, or to something with it.
xxXDamnationXxx 3 years ago
Learn to use proper grammar, and that was a stupid comment.
ElectricBanjo2468 3 years ago
Don't watch the grammar. You know what I mean. And I don't know wich person of you had said that.
xxXDamnationXxx 3 years ago
You!?What u own the world? How do you own disorder!
ElectricBanjo2468 3 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
im so bOrEd! msg me! my id is in my youtube profile! M
befnleah 3 years ago
S.O.A.D-Question??? :S
ColdworldSad 3 years ago
System Of A Down - Toxicity
ElectricBanjo2468 3 years ago
I love System Of A down..
cutieme44 3 years ago
depression doesnt suck... it gives us the most wonderful gift of all... Knowing that life FUC*ING sucks...
bloodynightroses 3 years ago 11
i'd say the true gift would be ignorance from the truth, not knowing the reality that life really does suck...unfortunately i have also been given the "gift" of knowing that life sucks, and life is hard to endure now.
bqureshi390 2 years ago 3
i kno why my comments on my other account are counted as spam, i jus want to get the message out by puttin on alot of vids, sorry if it bugs you guys, i jus wanna help you, i kno u dont even kno me and u feel broken and empty, but be strong guys, dont let them bring you down as Thankyouxforthevenom said
ILovesMcr 3 years ago
depression sucks :(
Vampire21Aya 3 years ago 3
you are absolutely right.
I've been depressed for several months, but it's not 100% over yet.
thh2410 3 years ago
I saw this vid before, but yeet again, I am stunned.. It's simply brilliant
Hollowguy91 3 years ago
wow this really makes me want to cry, but i just can't...hey does anyone else know what its like to just crave to see your own blood.
EveRosser 3 years ago
hey! this video is amazzing, i lost a friend to suicide and im doing my senior english project on teen depression and suicide, so i was wondering, do you mind if i play this video? its one of the best put together ones ive seen.
nicole1214lynn 3 years ago
wow this is really sad :( I have a friend that was depressed but thankfully isnt any longer :)
stebbap93 3 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Just like to say, this vid describes about how so many people feel including myself and im sorry to whoever else feels this way, we are all together in this, we will make it through, I understand stopping cutting is as hard as fuck and we all have trouble with this shitty life with its fuckin bullies and people who dont care, just to politely say in the nicest way...WHOEVER FUCKIN PICKS ON ANYONE BECAUSE THEY ARE DIFFERENT GO TO FUCKIN HELL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!! thank you x
ILovesMCRx 3 years ago 3
I agree. It doesn't matter what happened, how bad you feel. Nothing is worth wasting your life away. Because people really do care. Rely on a friend, a teacher, a career, a parent, whoever, its doesn't matter, call a help line. Just talk about it. I've lost someone through suicide and have gone through depression myself. Trust me, don't let those mother fuckers bring you down.
ThankyouxForTheVenom 3 years ago 3
this video/pictures were amazing
i love toxisity from soad
xpeacex
Crissy93 3 years ago 2
wow that was really good
linkinparklover78 3 years ago
i want to think happy thoughts
godwhythefuckme 4 years ago
thanks for the comment. Like I said before, I did this video for suicide awareness not because I am depressed or want to make others depressed.
colbyclan 4 years ago
@godwhythefuckme me too.
mistyeyedsurprise 7 months ago
hey
the video is great.
And .. oh shit.. i know how it feels to be depressed.
But - and hate me for saying that - judoI2 is right somehow.
If you want it to be better you have to start making it better. it costs very much strength and power and i really know that its not easy. But it is possible.
Much luck for evryone.
Tuedelkrams 4 years ago
I agree very much so with what you are saying. I myself am not depressed and believe that many think that when they are felling down that they commonly mistake that for depression. I just made this for awareness, not telling people that if they are depressed that there is no way out of it. I hope that this video has not made others depressed but more so on bring awareness that depression is a problem in our world today. Thank you for the comments.
colbyclan 4 years ago
easyer said then done
axephon 4 years ago 3
4 words.....simple words,but people just dont get it!!dont no if they did it would make my life any easyer..but
fustrating when some just think u can clap your hands an get all better
wat i would pay 4 that!!
wiccaress 3 years ago
yeah
axephon 3 years ago
hell yea!!! lol..just messing..i liked your comment..an it is just amazes me..like people think that if the suffers had a way out that was so easy..they would rather say no,an wollow in self pitty!!..??,an i have BPD an the big thing about that is..no matter how low u get,how many times u hurt yourself,you never give up the fight,like somtimes i wish my head just would but it dont.people just are closed minded.sad really!
wiccaress 3 years ago
that was amazing! great song, and so powerful
blakrabbit666 4 years ago
System of a Down -- Toxicity
xovirtuel 4 years ago
Thank you for making this video. Well done, and very good music too.
lottemh 4 years ago
Video touched my heart, crying, you seem to know how I feel..
Nice job on the video by the way..
Thnkx
1LittleAngel2 4 years ago
véry good i talk french :( sorry
meelooooo 4 years ago
very good vid thanks for making it
angelofdeath406 4 years ago
well-done
jerrysproehlich 4 years ago
very well made...
fallapartmx 4 years ago
The Music, from 'System of a down'? how is it called?
artemisdelalune 4 years ago
bravo sa monte vraiment la maladie!!!!
shaima53 4 years ago
This was a really powerful video. Amazing. I have made a couple of videos about depression too but they aren't as good as this one :) Good job.
xtraordinarily 4 years ago
good video and good music:)
NALLEPYYY 4 years ago
i liked it .
pinkroks3 4 years ago
Made me cry. It gets tougher as you get older. If you get that far.
CrockettDave 5 years ago
An amazing video, very powerful! xxx
ebonyrose666 5 years ago
Thanks for the vid. A job well done that I believed touched everyone who watched it.
Tomis17 5 years ago
u did a good job...hit home.. take care
miscoosie 5 years ago
Great Video!
artlifeproductions 5 years ago
^^ i agree with every body it's really amazing
troubleXme 5 years ago
amazing movie!
12mel 5 years ago
i like it
its very sad
:'(
AnTiBrauT 5 years ago
*sigh* exactly how I feel =/
Really good video by the way =)
xXAlwaysAndNeverXx 5 years ago