My recent bipolar experiences - total fluctuation

[deoman9808132403]

i am DR.deoman gurung,27yrs, from farnborough. i was diagnosis with bipolar disorder 8yrs ago.but i was determine to fight back.i was so severe that i stayed comatose for 1year.but i was treated with medical treatment and family support.now i am prophetically on low dose lithium,personally,i believe u must never leave medication and develop your own strategic,after my treatment,i enroll n graduated as a doctor just 2months back.if i can deal with it everyday n become doctor,bipolar is treatable

[porttownsend119]

I forgot to ask...what state/province are you in?

[porttownsend119]

My GF is Bipolar Manic. We've been through some really heavy s - police, EMTs, ER visits, having to move, hospitalization, and even jail for a short spell. Thank you so much for sharing - people like me need to hear how it feels, what people do to manage this condition, etc. You mentioned that where you are they will admit anyone with mental/psychological issues. Here in Washington State, it's nearly impossible to get someone admitted "there's nothing illegal about being crazy" as they said

[crAckZ111]

Lmao bi winning.

I tried mood charting but I cycle to fast or my mania takes and with a grandiose state I think I am great and nothing is wrong. Real quick. Went to er with horrible mania. Psyc eval team recommended a short inpatient. Hospital refused to admit me. They said because I wasn't suicidal at the time. It was like saying just let your mania and psychosis go out of control then come back. 00oo but they did have me sign the paper about promising not to hurt myself :(

[BipolarStateofBeing]

@crAckZ111 I'm surprised they didn't admit you. Here, when anyone comes in with psychiatric issues they are always admitted. The only reason I know that is because I worked at the hospital I was admitted to in the past so I'd seen what it was like.

[MsRachdawg]

hey thanks for posting these videos and raising awareness about what we go through ... means a lot you're beautiful !

[BipolarStateofBeing]

@MsRachdawg Thank you :)

[Akiatkinson]

your not bipolar. your bi winning.

[BipolarStateofBeing]

@Akiatkinson That's pretty funny.

[Akiatkinson]

@BipolarStateofBeing i know.

[jesika1984]

You describe the way have been feeling for the few past months. Ive always suspected im bipolar and you just described exactly how I am and how I feel all the time. Shitty part is, I have no insurance so I have to just deal with it ...Im a cutter as well and with the crap thats going on in my life and the daily ups n downs I sometimes wonder how I make it to the next day. Lately I dont want to make it to the next day and thats what scares me. Yrs of feeling this way and its out of control now

[BipolarStateofBeing]

@jesika1984 I'm sorry that you are feeling that way, that's awful. I know how you feel though, I went 15 years untreated and probably should have been.

[snowboarddude10]

I don't trust medication. Because of my recent SSRI( Selective serotin reuptake inhibitor) reaction, i don't trust any medication that alters chemicals in my brain >_> You're videos help =D

[BipolarStateofBeing]

@snowboarddude10 Sorry you had a bad reaction to your meds...I know how that feels!

[RapidCycling07]

I wanna make videos too...I just know that my co-workers will find me and be like "See! I knew you were bipolar or something!"...total bummer because I have some brilliant and original ideas that would make a huge impact in this world...

What shall I do Nicole? I wanna be free(not expensive)...ahhh punk rawk!

[BipolarStateofBeing]

@RapidCycling07 You could always make videos and limit them to be viewed by friends. It is a little weird putting stuff out there that anyone could find. I guess you have to be open with your diagnosis and not care if anyone finds out in order to post some of this stuff.

[RapidCycling07]

@BipolarStateofBeing You are right...who cares what people think.?!?!?..you are my bipolar girl...im not 100% sure if im bipolar...i might be borderline, but either way u r my people...im glad that you are genuine and talented...Im from NYC...does that scare you away? Where you from Nicky?...can i call you that or do you prefer Nicole...punk rawk!

[RapidCycling07]

@RapidCycling07 ahhh shit...please ignore my comment...i was drunk

[RapidCycling07]

@RapidCycling07 dont worry i wont comment on your videos anymore...ugh that was weird

[BipolarStateofBeing]

@RapidCycling07 Ok, LOL

[RapidCycling07]

@BipolarStateofBeing lol I can be a drama queen sometimes! I like your videos and would like to continue watching and adding comments on them if that is okay with you. I tried to send a friend invite but it did not go through I guess. LOL im blacklisted already...ciao!

[BipolarStateofBeing]

@RapidCycling07 LOL...Comment away, it's fine with me.

[HeatherLeigh97023]

A. cute hair & 2(yes 2 not b, but 2, i'm contrary that way)thanks for the honesty it takes guts!

[BipolarStateofBeing]

@HeatherLeigh97023 Thanks for the compliments and thanks for watching my vids!