Borderline Personality Disorder raw from my head

[appletreeclub]

i can see how bpd formed within me, all the reason that cause it is within my life, its growing and i cannot do a thing about it, i am in mess and losing control and suicidal.

i can hold it no more, i am so tired i want my peace

[Emmjanearapoglu]

I'm a victim of BPD I thought I had it under control then bang I'm feeling anger and rage towards people hate for my loved ones and then today feeling sad holding back the tears feeling emptiness and no motivation an unstable roller coaster you can't get off ! Your video showed everything we deal with I just want my BPD to go away

[neonrocker4life]

This describes it so well, its completely raw with the emotion of it all.

[XxbloodyxrzorbladexX]

As old as this may be I feel like this everyday. I would go to a therapist or something to see what mental illness I actually have, but Dad doesn't believe I have a problem and won't pay or send me to one (since I can't drive).As for Mum, I'm not really close to her in the first place. So I'm at a loss.

[lisanne1689]

A message from holland...

Great video, well done. It describes a lot of things that are so true.

I only want to say one thing, i used to see myself as a victim of BPD.....

But please don't call yourself that way, it sucks and it is hard but if you are strong you can learn to control it, and then you are no longer just a victim...then you are the survivor;)

[Bryon1981]

@lisanne1689 I would have to agree with you. When I made these vids, I was in a really bad place and just really didn't care about myself at all. Now I'm doing great with a job, able to support myself and getting along with life. I used to see myself as a victim, and now I realize that I was only a victim of myself. After digging myself out of that depression, I've moved pretty far in life, and thank you so much for the comment. :)

[fbringiton]

I too have this disease, this video, is absolutley so dead on, as too how I feel, and how my life has gone. Thank you for sharing.

[natbrat42]

Thanks for sharing. I'm there too.

[dannibeth88]

wow. true video. The end is my favorite bc thats like the thoughts racing through my head. I have BPD as well...i just wish it was a quick fix. dont understand why. I just wish someone had the answer.

[1DFox1]

Great video, whats the music? Trying to google it through the lyrics but still cant find it

[bpdshed]

this is really good. it's so hard to actually portray bpd emotions/'moments'

[Vocod3r]

at least phisicaly - iam alot tall and stronger than him.

when i was a kid i used to adore him but i found out that he is the real miserable one when i got older, and now iam fighting to get my life back.

[Vocod3r]

iam 19 yr old and i had to do a self diagnose to find out about it, every person i went to in order to get help didnt realize what i had untill now...

there should be more awareness of this problem so people who have it, would know what they have and wont be accidently diagnozed with something else, take medications and become even more sick

i know how i got it tough... i got sabotaged \ abused by my cousin because he was afraid that i will be better than him someday, and it did happen ->

[TashaRichardsonFan]

Awesome video:)

[flavertje]

good video! You're not alone! There are many people who understand you!

[ravenwolfgang1969]

How expressionative....good for you to talk about it.....keep up talking about it.....you are NOT alone....