@MusicAndUSMC Don't say that, it's not easy to just, "Man the fuck up and do something about it."
I've been through this multiple times, and it's not just a fucking second and you're fine. It can take years to recover from this, and some people kill themselves over it. Not everyone has no heart and just uses their brawn for everything, some people actually have feelings.
If you think you're a man, you need to learn something because you have no heart.
Beautiful Version LOVE IT . I Invite you to read My Story on my Homepage. I've made it throught with the HELP of My Favorite Band BLUE OCTOBER "." (more than words could explain) @ least at the present time "Stay Tunes" (story) & i direct your attention to where & when this happened. I also Invite you to View/Comment the footage i have of BLUE OCTOBER on my Channel HD Available Some really good footage be sure to check it out. Again Beautiful Version! Heavenkept Jesse James
i wish i could wipe all your tears away Justin! i wish i could take care of you and serve you, like a wife. Just a silly dream i know but, honestly it's this seemingly SILLY little dream that has helped me be strong and not need to have a relationship to rely on that would only be there to let me fall harder than i would have in the first place if i didn't expect there to be some1 there to rely on who would only ultimately just let me fall without a net to catch me when i was expecting one.lv u
I like the subtle use of the old-age film effect on the album picture. It gives the picture a bit more substance and fits in well with the song. Nice Job. :-D
holy shit tis hits that one spot that no one will ever know. she is so untouchable yet i sleep wit her every night . she has no idea how i feel i think she wounders but i really dont know
somthing about justins voice mixed with the beat of the music really reaches out to to me. I think that every song he has wrote I have felt that in one way or another. And i might add the greatest concert i have ever been to about to go to my 2 show in few days
Mayoboy, you got it exactly right, you couldn't say it better than that, this band breaks my heart when i hear how real every word of their songs are, it's stunning
This is possibly the gayest thing I have ever heard in my life, that was so horribly offending that I think It gave me cancer.BLUE OCTOBER SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And you two will come back to each and every time but deep inside you, you KNOW. They are your never, cause you love them more then they love you. And it hurts terribly...
the second justin starts singing i get goosebumps. and they stay until the last note is played in this song. blue october is the only band that does that to me. <3
I don't just hear this song, I feel it. The same goes for almost every other song they've made. They band's music is one-of-a-kind, and Justin's singing and songwriting is of the rarest kind. Every song isn't just a track on a CD or a video on Youtube, it's an emotion. An event. The time of your life, or the worst moment in history. The only band I've heard that truly brings music to life. I don't know where I'd be if I hadn't found them.
its like i was in a coma for 2.5 years dreaming i was happy for once had a girl a faithful girl for once that everything was going to finally go right that i could never want for anything as long as i had her in my arms....then i woke up and it was all a lie and my soul was gone only to return when i see that look in her eyes for me that she had the night i asked her to marry me ...sit outside my never gazing into forever
song is everything i feel every time i think of her see her hear her name ... fiance turned never.she came back sayin i am everything in a man she wanted. mean while continued looking then leaves me for a third time everything in a man she ever wanted the fact of it being me was the problem apparently...even still her name still bares my soul and with out my never i feel hollow i feel numb with anyone else wen with her a single smile touch or anything was overwhelming her eyes contain my heaven
I love this song. My never told me about it, as I am his as well. So very sad to find that person when its too late. So sad. He owns my heart and always will. I love you my never.
ok i am saying this we do not discuss movies while listening to music as not to spike an arguement no offense to anyone i just dont want to see anymore arguements on videos if you think it should be related to a movie make a video or discuss it on a video of that movie that uses this song again no offense just am tired of seeing arguements
I sent this to an ex today. He is my best friend. I am getting married in two weeks and things this last month have been so crazy with him. He told me that he knows I am making a mistake, but that I am such a wonderful person that I will do it anyway and give it my all.
@grr294 He said in the Twilight Series Concert that he wrote this to his actual wife, when he couldn't say this to her; he was in love with her but she didn't know yet. :)
@grr294 "My Never" is a term used for the person you want to be with but for one reason or another, it's never gonna happen. He wrote this song for his wife along time ago, before they actually ended up getting together and married.
I like this song soo much. It was in the Breaking dawn concert were Blue October was the guest artist and the lyrics r at the back of the breaking dawn book with the concert Cd and a picture of Blue October.
'Will you wait for me in time? It's never my luck so never mind'
omg i like dis song i heard it from gettin my twilight breaking dawn book then it came wit da lyrics and a cd 4 a concert thing they had wit da twilight writer in it and blue october singer Justin Furstenfeld i like his songs :)
so this song is in twilight? who cares? someone im sure from the movie who makes decisions knows how good this band is with powerful lyrics.... and how they blend it with emotion and seem how to connect with their fans is amazing...
First time I heard this, I cried my eyes out all night.. Playing this song over && over.. Reminds me of "him." It's been six months. Half a year, I have missed him.
genziegirl16. ive been taking care of my dying wife for 2 years. i work for a living 40 hours a week. mtv, vh1, grammy awards, movies, top ten songs dont exist. i searched for a song that met my mental situation and this showed up. and its cool that we saw them at harrahs live, cuz they were nothing less than awesome!
imawhack,i want 2 say i'm sorry for u n ur wife but i don't really think that u would want the pity just cuz most people don't. but i'll pray for her 2 get better (if it is at all possible).n i want 2 say i understand,but that's not remotely possible for me cuz i'm a 15 yr. old girl,n not married which would make it completely impossible for me 2 understand what u are goin through.but i think it's cool that u have been taking care of her for so long,and i really do hope that she can get better.
genziegirl16 : thanks for caring. 15, oh how it would be to be 15 again. but nope, not a clue of media events, music or movie stars. dont really have the time for it :P
imawhack, no problem. and sometimes it seems that life would be better without the drama and what-not coming from hollywood, but unfortunately it's not a perfect world : ( and also, i try my hardest to be good, but then there are those times when stupid people interfere with life, even when you try to ignore them.
HES NOT TALKING ABOUT FUCKING TWILIGHT. yea he played it on stage with the actor, big fucking deal.. and if she had half a fucking brain.. shed know this song had nothing to do with twilight.. My never..? really that slut bella gets everyman who is a freak.. and she gets what she wants.. and dont get me started on whats so fucked up about that book.. Bella apparently is a good role model for girls.. she shows them is okay.. if you are madly in-love with a one.. but if hes not there got for more
I don't mean to be rude or anything but "imawhack", how haven't you heard of it? Serious question, I don't mean to cause another Twilight arguement, cuz like I said a couple comments down I'm sick of everything revolving around Twilight even though I am a fan, but I'm just curious.
yeah I agree with the whole twilight thing i mean i'm a fan of the books but the whole "omg the world revovles around twilight" thing is a bit too much. Blue October is an amazing band- Justin Furstenfeld is very talented- All the lyrics are amazing!!!
god why is it that anytime there is a good blue october song they always have to say its about freaking twilight!!! damn the world doesnt revole around that freaking series.... dont get me wrong it has a good story but not EVERYTHING has to do with it..... i love blue october and i love there music but please people get over it TWILIGHT will never be real never ever. there will never be sparkley vampires and a small homely girl will never have two boys fight each other 4 her
Haven't found one Blue October song that doesn't give me chills. They're all so beautifully written. I was very impressed with this whole album. There is at least one song to listen to that's perfect with the way you're feeling. Bravo! -claps- :)
I agree with Skywolf17, even though I am a Twilight fan, it gets really annoying to see a debate with people who hate it and people who love it on ever single website I go on to. So people would you please just stop, get on another subject like idk, which band is better or something like that.
who the fuck is jake? I highly doubt that any self respecting adult will name their chilld nessie so I've come to the conclusion that your full of shit =D
Is it not possible to do anything on this website without getting into a debate about Twilight? Yeesh. People like it, people don't like it, leave it at that and stop spamming comment sections with your hatemail, it's really retarded. Especially for people who just want to listen to music. (sigh)
@Skywolf17 I agree, this song may be in twilight and shit but i mean come on they are still amazing artists, when you hear this song you should think about amazing artists not a FAKE story on vampires and wolf im just saying
this song is amazing. blue october has like the best lyrics ever.....
i went to the twilight series concert thing, and justin furstenfeld played, and him and stephenie meyer seemed to get along great. if he wants to be in the soundtrack of twilight, he can. sheesh. i am not the biggest fan of twilight, but i do like the books and i like the movies separately, since it didn't portray the books in my opinion.
Radiohead has been monolithic and hugely influential since the mid 90s, yes. Muse, however, made their name in the US through the Twilight movie, they were mostly unknown to the general public until then. plus, they released their first album in 1999. hardly qualifies as "well over a decade", don't you think? having said that, i find 2660k4r's argument laughable. i mean, we are talking about Blue October here, right? the band that licenses their songs to karaoke video games.
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haha true, im sorry. just dont want Blue october getting their fame by the movie like Radiohead and Muse did being in the soundtach of the first movie even though they were great bands before that.
I think I agree with RavissantJules, you shouldn't judge people by what they read, just because I enjoy Twilight, doesnt mean I can't appreciate HP,Khaled Hosseni, or Hemmingway and Oscar Wilde.
Just like music, I like Taylor Swift, but I'm a huge NIN fan as well. Come on, I mean its really stupid saying that just because you're a twi fan and like the books, you can't enjoy Blue October?
Lol you shut up, and Whats the plot for twilight, read a real novel like HP or LOTR or LOTF. haha you and you're little fantasies of being with a vampire that shines in the Daylight.lmao yes you are ignorant.:).
Twilight sucks, only fame they have is from a bunch of ignorant little teen girls that like the way the actors look. Blue October rocks, twilight shouldnt try to ruin their songs by putting them into their soundtrack.!!.Lol.:)
What The Fuck.! Twilight Doesn't Suck If Youhh Think It Does Go Post Yourhh Bitchy Comment Somewhere Else Okayy.?!We Aint No Ignorant Little Girls Yourhh Juss A Lil Hater.! And Blue October Is Really Good And Twilight Isnt Ruining It. So Shut Yourhh Mouth If Not Like I Said Go Post Your Comment Some where Else.!
@creamplc you can't even spell sucks correctly. I don't think you're in any position to be criticizing other people's literary taste. I'm not even a Twilight fan, but I think it's plain silly to categorize someone based on what they read.
I'm not a fan of twilight and I don't like that they chose to use Blue October's music, but Blue October made that choice. Don't judge people by the choices they make, rather it be to read a gay book or not. And come on people, stop arguing about twilight. Just listen to the song. I hate when people say useless crap when it has no berring on the video. Great song, God bless Blue October.
wow blue october is amazing i cant belive i went through that i cant never be with her never she will never see me like i see her she is so perfect for me but i dont think i am for her it makes me cry a lot when i hear this song hmm :'(
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I listen to this song for the first time today after readin breaking dawn for the 5th time and im like bella i love my jacob but theres always my edward who i cant live without :'(
I remember listening to this song after school last year and just crying my eyes out.
"forever in my never". Doesn't it suck? When you want more than anything to have that person forever but you know it's never gonna happen. Sure, you could be with someone else or a lot of good someone else who would treat you well but it just doesn't matter because you love who you love and it will never be the same with someone else.
@edwardsonlybella Doesn't it suck? When you want more than anything to have that person forever but you know it's never gonna happen. Sure, you could be with someone else or a lot of good someone else who would treat you well but it just doesn't matter because you love who you love and it will never be the same with someone else.
I can only reach for you, relate to you.... know what u mean i am going through that state right no so.i like this song cuz it kind of expresses how i feel
@pheonixjr so am i......... i want my never to be here with me but he is............. well he doesnt like me. i know that state and i just wish i could be with him....
@duckerose ya it really sucks i met this amazing person while on vacation we hit it off the first time i saw her we had soo much in commen adn then she had to go back to where she lived and now i feel like we have grown apart and it tears my heart. she is up there now in the same place but i have sadly found out i cant go up there this yr. it made me very angry yet very sad at the same time =(
haha, kidding....got you there didn't I? ok so to be honest Im not much of a Twilight fan, Ive read the books but hate the movies, and to be honest the books arent even very well written but I like them anyway. but EITHER WAY should it really matter?? i mean if you love the song for what it is then that's all that matters, not ifyou were a fan from the start or you got it from twilight. so suck it everyone!!! haha
Blue October is by far the best band I have ever heard or seen. This song is so poetic and beautiful that it literally burns into my soul. Great job guys!!!
This song is always hauntingly beautiful. It means a lot, and always has, to me.
TheFallenCanRise 1 year ago
SUP SONNYS
666Kazekage666 1 year ago
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MusicAndUSMC 1 year ago
@MusicAndUSMC Don't say that, it's not easy to just, "Man the fuck up and do something about it."
I've been through this multiple times, and it's not just a fucking second and you're fine. It can take years to recover from this, and some people kill themselves over it. Not everyone has no heart and just uses their brawn for everything, some people actually have feelings.
If you think you're a man, you need to learn something because you have no heart.
SonounMancini 1 year ago
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MusicAndUSMC 1 year ago
@MusicAndUSMC You sound a lot like I used to. Typical douchebag kind of guy that has skin of steel.
You've never been in love.
SonounMancini 1 year ago
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MusicAndUSMC 1 year ago
@MusicAndUSMC When I hear that song, it makes me think of the stuff I want to do to you.
SonounMancini 1 year ago
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MusicAndUSMC 1 year ago
@MusicAndUSMC Ok, seeya doucheguzzler.
SonounMancini 1 year ago
@SonounMancini Bye cumchugger
MusicAndUSMC 1 year ago
This song reminds me of Adrian Ivashkov in Vampire Academy novels by Richelle Mead. Love this!!!
NeerodhaCE 1 year ago
heavenkept 1 year ago
So damn thankful there's no mention (Other than this) of Twilight in the comments. Viva Blue October
GushingMILF 1 year ago
I had a taste of my never... But it was only a taste.. now he's gone.
This song reminds me him so much... God I miss him.
collegechik39 1 year ago
@collegechik39 fuckin sucks doesnt =/
i had a taste,
now shes engaged...
goombaslayer 1 year ago
This song kills me. Every single time.
AlessandraC24 1 year ago
genial !!!!
ThemolasS 1 year ago
i wish i could wipe all your tears away Justin! i wish i could take care of you and serve you, like a wife. Just a silly dream i know but, honestly it's this seemingly SILLY little dream that has helped me be strong and not need to have a relationship to rely on that would only be there to let me fall harder than i would have in the first place if i didn't expect there to be some1 there to rely on who would only ultimately just let me fall without a net to catch me when i was expecting one.lv u
veganallison 1 year ago
I like the subtle use of the old-age film effect on the album picture. It gives the picture a bit more substance and fits in well with the song. Nice Job. :-D
LEot128 1 year ago
I have these lyrics on my wall. It makes me sad...
xxAuburnGirlyxx 1 year ago 2
i cry when i listen to this song, i feel it every time. his emotion and and his words, its all so unbelievable.
xRAGGDOLLSx 1 year ago
i cry when i listen to this song, i feel it every time. his emotion and and his words, its all so unbelievable.
xRAGGDOLLSx 1 year ago
Wow, I can't believe it, I've got the lyrics up at the moment and singing along because I know the exact feeling.
Tears are actually falling from my eyes, and that never happens :(
jimrulz 1 year ago
This band, saved my life.
lizziexstars 1 year ago
This reminds me why I don't want to be with the girl I love, and make her life as happy as possible from the side.
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This is wierd but I actually had a dream about Justin Furstenfeld last night...and it wasn't my fault! Pretty cool though huh? :)
yellowbubbleable 1 year ago
This is wierd but I actually had a dream about Justin Furstenfeld last night...and it wasn't my fault! Pretty cool though huh? :)
yellowbubbleable 1 year ago
wanna cry
LyricallyFree21 1 year ago
holy shit tis hits that one spot that no one will ever know. she is so untouchable yet i sleep wit her every night . she has no idea how i feel i think she wounders but i really dont know
NuKeD6696 1 year ago
Blue October have helped me through so many rough times. I don't know where I'd be without them. =/
Thank you Blue October!
InsanitysApothecary 1 year ago
I know this song all to well, great stuff!
yummy9sic 1 year ago
somthing about justins voice mixed with the beat of the music really reaches out to to me. I think that every song he has wrote I have felt that in one way or another. And i might add the greatest concert i have ever been to about to go to my 2 show in few days
kristen9798 1 year ago
Just :'(,
bruisemol 1 year ago
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HOMO
FAG
QUER
BUTT PIPES
BUTT PIRATES
RETARDED WANNA BE FAMOUS TWILIGHT FAGGOTS!!!!!!!!!!
BobbyBottleservices 1 year ago
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@BobbyBottleservices Interesting ...
If you don't like a video why do you come to see it ?
SAatomAnt 1 year ago
I am literally sitting with tears pouring down my face!
This song is beyond emotional and just plain beautiful!
englishpeoplerock87 1 year ago
Mayoboy, you got it exactly right, you couldn't say it better than that, this band breaks my heart when i hear how real every word of their songs are, it's stunning
texaslonghornsfan26 1 year ago
I AGREE!
wafflex52 1 year ago
I AGREE!
wafflex52 1 year ago
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This is possibly the gayest thing I have ever heard in my life, that was so horribly offending that I think It gave me cancer.BLUE OCTOBER SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BobbyBottleservices 1 year ago
I had not heard this before.. but I like it a lot.
PATTYtriciaLIKEfire 1 year ago 2
And you two will come back to each and every time but deep inside you, you KNOW. They are your never, cause you love them more then they love you. And it hurts terribly...
Cause you want nothing more then f o r e v e r.
4neverandafter 1 year ago
I wanna cry when I hear this song.
I know what this feels like.
You see what you truly wish, and you just stand back and watch.
Anything to make them happy.
And they take you to places you couldn't even imagine.
Even though you know, in the end, you won't be together.
MabroshiBara 1 year ago 46
@MabroshiBara my life...:(
emmacxoxo1 1 year ago
blue october, JimmyEatWorld, and Hollywood undead always make me feel better (:
MonsterMomo129 1 year ago
the second justin starts singing i get goosebumps. and they stay until the last note is played in this song. blue october is the only band that does that to me. <3
ItsJustMaddy 1 year ago
I love this song.
JudgingMeTrustMe 1 year ago
I don't just hear this song, I feel it. The same goes for almost every other song they've made. They band's music is one-of-a-kind, and Justin's singing and songwriting is of the rarest kind. Every song isn't just a track on a CD or a video on Youtube, it's an emotion. An event. The time of your life, or the worst moment in history. The only band I've heard that truly brings music to life. I don't know where I'd be if I hadn't found them.
Mayoboy 1 year ago 78
@Mayoboy I couln't agree more Blue october is amazing in many ways
14imperfectangel 1 year ago
@Mayoboy exactly right blue october is real that's why i love them, and all their songs, great explanation
texaslonghornsfan26 1 year ago
@Mayoboy That's so true :)
When i first heard this song i cried :') but it was a good cry because it made me think of the day i met my Gf :)
SAatomAnt 1 year ago
@Mayoboy Everything I've felt about this band, you've just described. Their music is truly life-saving.
xCarpexDiem 1 year ago
this song is heart bursting.
500gomez 1 year ago
i love blue octoberr :)
McSpunkRansome 1 year ago
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ITMeCE 1 year ago
I told my never about this song today, hopefully when he hears it he will understand how i feel about him. songs like this is why i <3 Blue October
slowdance100 1 year ago
its like i was in a coma for 2.5 years dreaming i was happy for once had a girl a faithful girl for once that everything was going to finally go right that i could never want for anything as long as i had her in my arms....then i woke up and it was all a lie and my soul was gone only to return when i see that look in her eyes for me that she had the night i asked her to marry me ...sit outside my never gazing into forever
houstongrantham 1 year ago
song is everything i feel every time i think of her see her hear her name ... fiance turned never.she came back sayin i am everything in a man she wanted. mean while continued looking then leaves me for a third time everything in a man she ever wanted the fact of it being me was the problem apparently...even still her name still bares my soul and with out my never i feel hollow i feel numb with anyone else wen with her a single smile touch or anything was overwhelming her eyes contain my heaven
houstongrantham 1 year ago
This song makes me cry.
SonounMancini 1 year ago
It's my theme song
heavymetalchic1 1 year ago
This made me cry the first time i heard it.
"I saw forever in my never"
This song is special because he's singing about the woman who eventually became his wife.
Funny how fate works right?
freeboundxox 1 year ago 5
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freeboundxox 1 year ago
@nickwiththeears actucally grammar is spelled like grammar. With an "ar." I'm not trying to be snotty, so I'm sorry if I offend you.
edwardsonlybella 1 year ago
Beautiful song..
hhhmoxley 1 year ago
I love this song. My never told me about it, as I am his as well. So very sad to find that person when its too late. So sad. He owns my heart and always will. I love you my never.
Iloveuscottc 1 year ago 2
@nickwiththeears bahahaha wow.. :P Oh well :)
mellykiddo296 1 year ago
ok i am saying this we do not discuss movies while listening to music as not to spike an arguement no offense to anyone i just dont want to see anymore arguements on videos if you think it should be related to a movie make a video or discuss it on a video of that movie that uses this song again no offense just am tired of seeing arguements
TheDeedsOfTheFather 1 year ago
wow like half the comments are about twilight. I meen really?! its a decent movie but its not worth CONSTANTLY talking about like sheesh lol
dudewtf56 1 year ago
I sent this to an ex today. He is my best friend. I am getting married in two weeks and things this last month have been so crazy with him. He told me that he knows I am making a mistake, but that I am such a wonderful person that I will do it anyway and give it my all.
catnipsuicide 1 year ago 2
i love this song ( H E A R t ]
ILYCORNS 1 year ago
I'm Agreeing With " edwardsonlybella " On This One.
TotalRiot01 1 year ago
love this
mzzboopalicious 1 year ago
beautiful song, ILU blue october!
Gymnast1020 1 year ago
jason is my never
Superbballerplayer 1 year ago
whats the meaning to this song? can someone please tell me?
grr294 1 year ago
@grr294 He said in the Twilight Series Concert that he wrote this to his actual wife, when he couldn't say this to her; he was in love with her but she didn't know yet. :)
filiparibeiro0 1 year ago
@grr294 "My Never" is a term used for the person you want to be with but for one reason or another, it's never gonna happen. He wrote this song for his wife along time ago, before they actually ended up getting together and married.
TheKenzee05 1 year ago 2
@grr294 - ...really? You honestly cannot understand what this song is about? YOU are a fucking retard.
arunalf 1 year ago
I like this song soo much. It was in the Breaking dawn concert were Blue October was the guest artist and the lyrics r at the back of the breaking dawn book with the concert Cd and a picture of Blue October.
'Will you wait for me in time? It's never my luck so never mind'
SammySingally 1 year ago
this is where im at
i just want her bak
2112fatty 1 year ago
ive known you forever, seen your ups and downs.
i was there for you, your shoulder.
i was there for you, your cheerleader.
now you take an interest but you say we're still only friends.
you kiss me with care, but your words abuse me.
my never.........
kissedbythelight 1 year ago
Blue October is awesome.
yadak 1 year ago
I would love to be loved like this...
angelove4u 1 year ago
Your a tool
you trat people lke shit
you never even look at me
were from 2 different worlds
you have your friennds, i have mine
but god i love you <3
my never
iceskatercharlotte 1 year ago 2
Not everybody gets to met their Ever. I have and I count myself so very lucky !
HeyCallMeKate 1 year ago
@HeyCallMeKate I too have found my never :) It's amazing who GOD places in your life.
ToWhomeItMayConcern 1 year ago
omg i like dis song i heard it from gettin my twilight breaking dawn book then it came wit da lyrics and a cd 4 a concert thing they had wit da twilight writer in it and blue october singer Justin Furstenfeld i like his songs :)
briannamendoza2 1 year ago
@briannamendoza2 Learn your grammer please. dis, da, wit, 4? Really?
mellykiddo296 1 year ago
@mellykiddo296 i kno my grammar i dnt care about how im writin on computer tlkin 2 ppl if its at school i write normal
briannamendoza2 1 year ago
@briannamendoza2 I can tell that you are VERY young without even looking at your channel.
Nine00 1 year ago
@Nine00 i am young =D
briannamendoza2 1 year ago
so this song is in twilight? who cares? someone im sure from the movie who makes decisions knows how good this band is with powerful lyrics.... and how they blend it with emotion and seem how to connect with their fans is amazing...
iliimaster 1 year ago 3
@iliimaster actually it was the writer of the books who is a big fan of the group. Despite the writing she has good musical taste. :-)
jorsak 1 year ago
I love Blue October! Any song they write I fall in love with!
Animeandhumorfilms 1 year ago 5
emotionally awesome . .. moving <3
Bgreengirl5 1 year ago
I saw forever in my never and I stood outside her heaven.♥
insidexraindrops 1 year ago
reminds me of my best friend :( she died 2 years ago and i still miss her
1Dea1th 1 year ago
this song has to be the best song to describe love, and loss.
i can almost cry when i hear this song.
h3115r3p3ntanc3 1 year ago
Yeah, I stood outside MY OWN heaven...
TwilightLuvs1616 1 year ago 2
First time I heard this, I cried my eyes out all night.. Playing this song over && over.. Reminds me of "him." It's been six months. Half a year, I have missed him.
doonault 1 year ago 2
This reminds my friend of her dead dog, it makes her cry, it's so sad. :(
shizzleXXXnmoo 1 year ago
I'm really sorry. My Dad's cat died and he was crying.. Made me sad..
doonault 1 year ago
story of a lifetime i havnt been lucky enough to stand outside her heavean!
tyler45455 1 year ago
Story of my life. Seriously.
HolziWolziWooo 1 year ago 7
i just realized if u look at the girl at hte window she looks like she crying and then shes smiling
alysha813 1 year ago
He's my never.
& I stood outside his heaven.
OhBeeKay17 1 year ago 4
i can totally relate
alysha813 1 year ago
Mental hug, then. (:
<3
OhBeeKay17 1 year ago
@OhBeeKay17 <3 (</3)
mileyfann123 1 year ago
this is soo beutiful!!!
crutcher8 1 year ago
genziegirl16. ive been taking care of my dying wife for 2 years. i work for a living 40 hours a week. mtv, vh1, grammy awards, movies, top ten songs dont exist. i searched for a song that met my mental situation and this showed up. and its cool that we saw them at harrahs live, cuz they were nothing less than awesome!
imawhack 1 year ago
imawhack,i want 2 say i'm sorry for u n ur wife but i don't really think that u would want the pity just cuz most people don't. but i'll pray for her 2 get better (if it is at all possible).n i want 2 say i understand,but that's not remotely possible for me cuz i'm a 15 yr. old girl,n not married which would make it completely impossible for me 2 understand what u are goin through.but i think it's cool that u have been taking care of her for so long,and i really do hope that she can get better.
genziegirl16 1 year ago
Sorry for the abbrevations, I sort of ran out of room.
genziegirl16 1 year ago
genziegirl16 : thanks for caring. 15, oh how it would be to be 15 again. but nope, not a clue of media events, music or movie stars. dont really have the time for it :P
be good :)
imawhack 1 year ago
imawhack, no problem. and sometimes it seems that life would be better without the drama and what-not coming from hollywood, but unfortunately it's not a perfect world : ( and also, i try my hardest to be good, but then there are those times when stupid people interfere with life, even when you try to ignore them.
genziegirl16 1 year ago
This song is beautiful, I wish i could write a song like this
pimpc1125 1 year ago
This song describes me and Emma :'( I miss her so much
SCORCH6200000 1 year ago
-headdesk-
why does this have to describe me so much DDDD8
thepatronsaintoffail 1 year ago
HES NOT TALKING ABOUT FUCKING TWILIGHT. yea he played it on stage with the actor, big fucking deal.. and if she had half a fucking brain.. shed know this song had nothing to do with twilight.. My never..? really that slut bella gets everyman who is a freak.. and she gets what she wants.. and dont get me started on whats so fucked up about that book.. Bella apparently is a good role model for girls.. she shows them is okay.. if you are madly in-love with a one.. but if hes not there got for more
stove0809 1 year ago
And i could only dream of you and sleep,
but i won't ever see sunlight again,
i can try to be with you , but somehow i'll end up just losing a friend,
i can only reach for you
relate to you,
I'm losing my friend...
I stood outside her heaven
Let me in your heaven
I wanna live inside your heaven
*SIGHS*
Andievil 1 year ago 3
I don't mean to be rude or anything but "imawhack", how haven't you heard of it? Serious question, I don't mean to cause another Twilight arguement, cuz like I said a couple comments down I'm sick of everything revolving around Twilight even though I am a fan, but I'm just curious.
genziegirl16 1 year ago
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imawhack 1 year ago
wtf is twilight? an i aint shttting you, i dont know. apparently i dont care!
imawhack 1 year ago
yeah I agree with the whole twilight thing i mean i'm a fan of the books but the whole "omg the world revovles around twilight" thing is a bit too much. Blue October is an amazing band- Justin Furstenfeld is very talented- All the lyrics are amazing!!!
HorsieHannah 1 year ago
god why is it that anytime there is a good blue october song they always have to say its about freaking twilight!!! damn the world doesnt revole around that freaking series.... dont get me wrong it has a good story but not EVERYTHING has to do with it..... i love blue october and i love there music but please people get over it TWILIGHT will never be real never ever. there will never be sparkley vampires and a small homely girl will never have two boys fight each other 4 her
QueenoftheMooCowz 1 year ago 6
will you think of me? </3
rawrz89 1 year ago 2
Ich liebe diese Stimme. Sie ist so einzigartig!!
LuXus3012 1 year ago
Haven't found one Blue October song that doesn't give me chills. They're all so beautifully written. I was very impressed with this whole album. There is at least one song to listen to that's perfect with the way you're feeling. Bravo! -claps- :)
stilleskizze 1 year ago 4
I agree with Skywolf17, even though I am a Twilight fan, it gets really annoying to see a debate with people who hate it and people who love it on ever single website I go on to. So people would you please just stop, get on another subject like idk, which band is better or something like that.
genziegirl16 1 year ago
This song can say a lot for a lot of people. I hope one day I can write stuff like that. Wish I could sing though.
I love how everytime I hear this it makes me cry, I always have it on repeat. </3
ScaleDragoon 1 year ago
who the fuck is jake? I highly doubt that any self respecting adult will name their chilld nessie so I've come to the conclusion that your full of shit =D
Negromancer1reapalot 1 year ago
Jake is in Twilight and Nessie is Bella's daughter. It's about the book Breaking Dawn.
MyPeepLittleBo 1 year ago
Is it not possible to do anything on this website without getting into a debate about Twilight? Yeesh. People like it, people don't like it, leave it at that and stop spamming comment sections with your hatemail, it's really retarded. Especially for people who just want to listen to music. (sigh)
Skywolf17 1 year ago 87
@Skywolf17 I agree, this song may be in twilight and shit but i mean come on they are still amazing artists, when you hear this song you should think about amazing artists not a FAKE story on vampires and wolf im just saying
thepunkrockgeek1 1 year ago
@Skywolf17 i'm a twilight fan but i totally agree with you, some people are way to affended
briney14 1 year ago 3
@briney14 offended*
briney14 1 year ago
@Skywolf17 agreed... honestly just heard this song not to long ago. This guy has an amazing voice.
UWishUKnew07 1 year ago
.-. It's not a total lost cause Jake loves Nessie...
kamakaze8 1 year ago
this song is amazing. blue october has like the best lyrics ever.....
i went to the twilight series concert thing, and justin furstenfeld played, and him and stephenie meyer seemed to get along great. if he wants to be in the soundtrack of twilight, he can. sheesh. i am not the biggest fan of twilight, but i do like the books and i like the movies separately, since it didn't portray the books in my opinion.
LOVE this song. <3
mateeah 1 year ago 5
I wanna say your name,
But the pain starts
again
ich werde dich nie vergessen
Ruudd69 2 years ago 15
this is such a sweet sad song. i love it. i can relate to it too because that is how i feel right now about a guy who i still love :( <3
mrsiero93 2 years ago 4
Radiohead and Muse were monolithic bands and have been for well over a decade. What the hell is wrong with you?
ambrose30 2 years ago
Radiohead has been monolithic and hugely influential since the mid 90s, yes. Muse, however, made their name in the US through the Twilight movie, they were mostly unknown to the general public until then. plus, they released their first album in 1999. hardly qualifies as "well over a decade", don't you think? having said that, i find 2660k4r's argument laughable. i mean, we are talking about Blue October here, right? the band that licenses their songs to karaoke video games.
humblefolks 2 years ago 2
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haha true, im sorry. just dont want Blue october getting their fame by the movie like Radiohead and Muse did being in the soundtach of the first movie even though they were great bands before that.
2660k4r 2 years ago
Muse didnt get their fame from that. Fail.
UnrulyTrousers 1 year ago
I think I agree with RavissantJules, you shouldn't judge people by what they read, just because I enjoy Twilight, doesnt mean I can't appreciate HP,Khaled Hosseni, or Hemmingway and Oscar Wilde.
Just like music, I like Taylor Swift, but I'm a huge NIN fan as well. Come on, I mean its really stupid saying that just because you're a twi fan and like the books, you can't enjoy Blue October?
In fact the pointlessness of it just struck me!
plainjane108 2 years ago 3
Lol you shut up, and Whats the plot for twilight, read a real novel like HP or LOTR or LOTF. haha you and you're little fantasies of being with a vampire that shines in the Daylight.lmao yes you are ignorant.:).
2660k4r 2 years ago
Twilight sucks, only fame they have is from a bunch of ignorant little teen girls that like the way the actors look. Blue October rocks, twilight shouldnt try to ruin their songs by putting them into their soundtrack.!!.Lol.:)
2660k4r 2 years ago
What The Fuck.! Twilight Doesn't Suck If Youhh Think It Does Go Post Yourhh Bitchy Comment Somewhere Else Okayy.?!We Aint No Ignorant Little Girls Yourhh Juss A Lil Hater.! And Blue October Is Really Good And Twilight Isnt Ruining It. So Shut Yourhh Mouth If Not Like I Said Go Post Your Comment Some where Else.!
VanillaDuds 2 years ago
TWILIGHT is the best idiots
and this song is so jacob i just love it
bjoylenzfan 2 years ago
Yeah but the song's great creampic. WTF kinda name is creampic? Are you in porn?
noistate 2 years ago 2
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I lol'd so bad at this.
OhBeeKay17 1 year ago
TWILIGHT SUX its a horribly writen novel for immature kids who cant read decent novels with a plot gosh!!
creamplc 2 years ago
@creamplc you can't even spell sucks correctly. I don't think you're in any position to be criticizing other people's literary taste. I'm not even a Twilight fan, but I think it's plain silly to categorize someone based on what they read.
RavissantJules 2 years ago 4
I'm not a fan of twilight and I don't like that they chose to use Blue October's music, but Blue October made that choice. Don't judge people by the choices they make, rather it be to read a gay book or not. And come on people, stop arguing about twilight. Just listen to the song. I hate when people say useless crap when it has no berring on the video. Great song, God bless Blue October.
Jodyholt902 2 years ago 2
wow blue october is amazing i cant belive i went through that i cant never be with her never she will never see me like i see her she is so perfect for me but i dont think i am for her it makes me cry a lot when i hear this song hmm :'(
fuze323 2 years ago 2
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I listen to this song for the first time today after readin breaking dawn for the 5th time and im like bella i love my jacob but theres always my edward who i cant live without :'(
sophievarley13 2 years ago
THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT WRETCHED NOVEL. Please, please, pleeeeaaassseee leave that OUT of this wonderful music T__T;;
SubstituteSoulReaper 2 years ago 6
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i would fuck you in the ass you slut
AvioInsane 2 years ago
I remember listening to this song after school last year and just crying my eyes out.
"forever in my never". Doesn't it suck? When you want more than anything to have that person forever but you know it's never gonna happen. Sure, you could be with someone else or a lot of good someone else who would treat you well but it just doesn't matter because you love who you love and it will never be the same with someone else.
I can only reach for you, relate to you....
edwardsonlybella 2 years ago 32
@edwardsonlybella Doesn't it suck? When you want more than anything to have that person forever but you know it's never gonna happen. Sure, you could be with someone else or a lot of good someone else who would treat you well but it just doesn't matter because you love who you love and it will never be the same with someone else.
I can only reach for you, relate to you.... know what u mean i am going through that state right no so.i like this song cuz it kind of expresses how i feel
pheonixjr 1 year ago 3
@pheonixjr so am i......... i want my never to be here with me but he is............. well he doesnt like me. i know that state and i just wish i could be with him....
duckerose 1 year ago
@duckerose ya it really sucks i met this amazing person while on vacation we hit it off the first time i saw her we had soo much in commen adn then she had to go back to where she lived and now i feel like we have grown apart and it tears my heart. she is up there now in the same place but i have sadly found out i cant go up there this yr. it made me very angry yet very sad at the same time =(
pheonixjr 1 year ago
this song really gets to me, I super am like inlove with this kid, but he doesnt want me, like that anyway.
Sorry for venting :/
Blue october is amazing
Ali12323232 2 years ago
oh hell no stfu with twilight lol nvr associate
R3C0NUN1T 2 years ago 9
OMG JACOB!!! <3
haha, kidding....got you there didn't I? ok so to be honest Im not much of a Twilight fan, Ive read the books but hate the movies, and to be honest the books arent even very well written but I like them anyway. but EITHER WAY should it really matter?? i mean if you love the song for what it is then that's all that matters, not ifyou were a fan from the start or you got it from twilight. so suck it everyone!!! haha
SmileyGurl97 2 years ago
@SmileyGurl97 YOU ARE NOTHING BUT AWESOME!!!! \m/
claudinexgd 2 years ago
My song or our song, while we broke up, The most devasting time ever.
Love her so much, and lifes so cruel
Craig & Vix x x x
TSSBOT 2 years ago 6
Sad song. realy opens the mind
i've been through a bad breakup. broke my heart
soulfire139 2 years ago 3
That song makes me think about my ex boyfriend :(( i miss him as hell every day :(
Good song and very very good band ;)
Kind regards
bongotromme 2 years ago 3
this song remind me about an angel called marie julie i just adore her
TheDynamic1992 2 years ago
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I feel like this could've been wonderful if someone else had sung it. No offence, but I hate his voice in this.
dazzleme7 2 years ago
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Soul44883 2 years ago
Blue October is by far the best band I have ever heard or seen. This song is so poetic and beautiful that it literally burns into my soul. Great job guys!!!
xfallenxangel21x 2 years ago 11
AWW this song is breathetaking...justin ur amazing
imbetterthanyou199 2 years ago 11
this song is completely my life. It's an amazing song. fits so perfectly with the book