Would You Still Do It - Stop Suicide Song Video

[iamcooldk]

someone attempts suicide on usa every 40 sec but there to fat and die trying to get out the door of mcdonals

[TheDaddysgrl11]

Its just easier to rid the pain then having to suffer through it...i know how the pain feels, having to live everyday saying to yourself maby this day will be better but its not :(

[cupcakelover585]

I have cut myself for 1 year tried suicide 5 times chocked myself once

[13hurtandersonn]

If I wasn't afraid I truly would

[BrookeDec5th]

Most of us would still do it, it does not mean that we don't feel bad. I can't say for everyone, but for myself there was a point where I just felt that things would be easier for my family in the long run if I were just gone. I figured that they would mourn they would be sad but There lives would be better when the pain subsided. I don't feel like that anymore but, the pain still resides no matter what, but I've learned to deal with it. I just don't know how to let someone help me deal with it.

[gayteenbabe]

Stop think acted

[ccdabomb14]

i cried . . . i still would. u dont understand

[10MinuteTalkTime]

I think about suicide everyday.

no one know what I'm going through. you don't understand the pain...

[jaceylovesmusic]

no one does understand but do not comit suicide ever life is perfect in godes eyes and it says in the bible that god does not make trash and that is true so thoughs who are mean to you tell someone please you are perfect he way you are and please do not change any thang about you i know what you go through my friend and his brother do and i stick up for him and they trust me you will find someone who will help stand up and say no do not bully me

[wwejheaton]

I'M HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS NOW IF I HAD A SHOTGUN I WOULDN'T HESITATE!!!

[jaceylovesmusic]

no do not tell some one stand up say no but please no not conit suisde ever life is perfect

[wwejheaton]

@jaceylovesmusic for one you try having a dad that chooses drugs over me and my family and having a grandmother that was only 59 years old take a bullet to the head and being sexually abused by a family member and being lonley no one to talk to have no freinds always lonely on valentines day i hate it i'm done with life 

[246alive]

people just dont understand every person has their own set of circumstances

i suffer from selective eating disorder (look it up it sucks)

i eat less then 20 foods

i fear social gatherings were i might have to eat

as a result of bullying

when someone does something nice for me i think its a trick

when someone laughs they are laughing at me

i have never known a normal life an never had a girlfriend and have had less then 10 real friends in my 19 years of misery.

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THE PAIN

[jaceylovesmusic]

thta is rigth no one understands what you go through but other people go through that to you are not alone and you will find a girl someday who does not care about the disorder god does not make trash you are perfect in your on way and that girl will like you for who you are

[aGHETTOcaveMAN]

yes i would.. if it ends the pain or suffering

[jaceylovesmusic]

it does not if you fell like that Tell someone or say NO to the person



[BrandonCommando1]

I'm one of those teens. No one can understand someone who has suicidal thoughts, you may say you can but you just CAN'T. how do you know what we have been through in life? how can you say its going to be okay, a broken heart, a lost friend, a hopeless dream. those are reasons why and there are countless to follow. i put on a fake smile to everyone and cry at night to what i have lost and wont get back. the point is. you can't help someone who refuse to help themselves...its the way of life......

[brotahojk54]

@BrandonCommando1 i think the reason is simple and it's understandable, we just regret being part of this fucking black life, we wish that we didn't exist and we blame our parents for giving us this life full of misery.

[jaceylovesmusic]

do not regret your life and please do not blame anyone how you look you can not change but who you are and how you act and what you say you can control or chage ever one is perfect in your own way ok and being FUCKING balck is nothing to be mad about we are all people ok

[jaceylovesmusic]

no one can but tell the people No tell a adult get help i am not calling you crazy but it will make you fell beter to talk to soemone about it

[belgutch]

already got so much pain a bit more doesn't matter...

[jaceylovesmusic]

pain is pain it will hert and it does hert

[JackalLink]

I would still do it, i have been but one thing i told myself for the short period of time i am still on this earth i will help as many people so they won't do what i will/have done...

[sicklea]

It's not a goood example...cuz if so many people do it...then it can't be so bad to do it yourself....If you wanna die you do it no matter how many that does it anyways !

[jaceylovesmusic]

it matters if you want to die tell an adult they will help or thank about it 2 years than tell an adult

[jbcjkld]

i would still do it

[tohoproductions]

I know how this is... I almost took my own life 2 weeks ago. I talked to a friend.. It turns out he's been were I was... Niw I vowed to spend my life helping others...

[IAMMETALFOREVER]

I lost my brother 7th August 2010 words cannot express the saddness and loss I have felt everyday since that day...The words and actions of one person took him from so many that really loved him and wanted him to be with us...I sometimes still find myself picking u the phone to call him then i remember I cant...words and actions have consequences and unfortunately for my family and I we are without someone we loved and cared about dearly..but we cant go back and im finding it hard to move on...

[fearlessEm]

my friend ended her life just over a week ago. there are so many things i wish that i could tell her but now i never will get the chance. i will never know what was going on in her mind that night, she will never get to see that life gets better!

[karebear4Christ]

To anyone who is considering suicide, please don't. I was there, just a short time ago. It does get better!

Don't make your loved ones suffer. I've had to talk about three of my close friends out of suicide,and that just rips my heart. You have something to live for, someone out there cares... even if it's the person you least expected. Someone will cry. I would've cried if my ex-best friend had succeeded in her attempt. Please just stay safe, and stay here. Message me if you need to.

[richrich559]

Pretty soon I will commit suicide. There nothing to live for. I have tried two times. Now I guess I will just use a gun

[RedbirdRox]

I wish i was never born..im their mistake. im not meant to live he will nver love me yet my heart has so much pain for wanting him and he pretends nothin ever happened and we're still friends im alone no shoulder to cry on im lost im a machine constantly doin what theyre told in turn im called ugly, fat, btch and you dont understand when u tell me to do things or go talk to people youre actualy hurtin me they dont need to be fixed, i needed help my pain is like no other u will never understand

[HappyMeal213]

IF ANYONE NEED ADVICE OR SOMEONE TO TALK OR HEAR THEM OUT MESSAGE ME! IM MORE THE GLAD TO HELP ANYONE OUT THERE! YOU'RE NOT ALONE! :/

[PetofJesus]

5:44 yes i would...

[Olympicgirl13]

I would still do it no one knows the pain

[MrAj12aj]

@Olympicgirl13 your really tellin the truth2

[VictoryReborn]

I would never put my family through losing me, I love them too much and they don't deserve that pain. But there are times I feel like it's too much and I can't go on anymore. Some days I wish I would die. I don't have anyone to talk to or spend time with. Maybe everyone would be better off without me. I don't want to quit, but I don't want to go on either.

[Jeffro63utube]

@VictoryReborn Talk to me. I've been where you are

[MCRloverism]

Matty, you were loved. Its been a little over two weeks and my heart still aches every day. I think of you all the time and i cant make the thoughts go away. I need you back.. You got me.. Why did you do it? And didnt leave a note? No explanation? I know, i know, i know, when i said it wouldnt be the last time we would talk, it was.. Well, besides three months later when i told you i hated you. BUT i dont. I love you with all my heart, cousin. I NEED YOU. </3

[DEATHMETAL562]

Reading through comment, and God does my heart break. I tell you all now, don't do it. You will be happy you didn't do it. Maybe not the next day, but you WILL be happy you did not do it. It gets worse before it gets better, but just think of the message you can pass along to others that are feeling the hurt you're feeling. Imagine the inspiration you can give to someone when you say, "I am a survivor." Imagine the lives you can save just by living to tell your story. Just hold on..

[Jeffro63utube]

@DEATHMETAL562

That was beautiful

[DEATHMETAL562]

@Jeffro63utube It's true.

[AmorePasta]

-sigh- Looking through Youtube and randomly came across this.. Why..? Now I feel guilty since I was going to commit suicide tommorow..

[Anitalp9]

No matter what people say I will never change my mind! It`s something that will always saty in my mind. I`m sorry that I`m that fucked up, but I`m sure that I`m not the only one!



[PetofJesus]

love this song wish i could put this on my ipod......

[chocol8strawberrys]

this song is so depressing..-______-

[vickibodo]

just dont get how life works it doesnt make any sence. but still alife what`s the point of dying? but still almost everybody hits the bottom and wants to do it. Sadness is the only transparent killer.

[laughatwhatever]

I'm thinking about it... just don't want to but.. it always comes to my head.. cops be fuckin with me ever since i got caught for something.. and I can't get away. they come at me harassing me... Good luck to me in future.

[BarbieForever726]

I REALLY JUST HATE EVERY LITTLE THING ABOUT MY LIFE AND SOMETIME I TRY TO COMMIT SUICIDE. NOBODY EVER WANTS TO TALK TO ME. SOMETIMES I ASK MYSELF WHEN AM GOING TO DIE? I JUST JUST WANNA LEAVE TO NOT DISTURBTHE PEOPLE THAT HATE ME. I GET BULLIED EVERYDAY AND THAT MAKES ME TRY TO COMMIT SUICIDE. I TRY TO RUN AWAY BUT IM SCARED OF WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN.

[iloveeeeyouh]

@BarbieForever726 I get bullied too, people say things about me & once a group of boys called me ugly & i've been hurt by so many people . I tried to commit suicide a week ago. if you need someone to talk to message me i'll listen & talk to you. tell someone , your mom, a counselor at school , a teacher your getting bullied. trust me if you do they WILL do something about it. those bullies get in so much trouble.

[ashleythundereyes]

Suicide Has effected my life allot... i am 14 turninf 15 on jan 19... And 3days before christmas my best friend hung himself from bullying... The bully put um signs on his locker saying.."You Fag why dont you kill yourself"..and."Emo KID" well im emo to and he does the same this to me but my best friend was my life,..that night he called me to say by,I ran to his house....But the time i got there he was gone...i help him in y arms and cried for 9hours.. untill they took him away..IMY </3.

[Salvezza]

Someone cares... even if you don't think they do, there is someone who truly cares, and most of all GOd cares, and will never stop caring.. or stop loving you.. He will always love you no matter what..don't turn to suicide..turn to Jesus.. pray..and and talk to someone, an adult..ask someone to pray with you...

[lolsmileyface62698]

im 12 years old and this girl is pushing me to suicide . i have a huge cut on my arm . i did it with that metal part of a pencil . right now at this very minute i just cut myself with a knife . im not afraid to do die . i want to die . she is taking my bf away from me . you guys dnt know how much that hurts, me and my bf broke up in june and he asked me back out 3 weeks ago . we havent talked in 4 or 5 days . idk what i did . but this girl is going to far . im commiting suicide . she went to far

[almostdeadgirl14]

@lolsmileyface62698 hey dont do that. think about the great future you going to have were will your love ones be without you. i wanted to kill myself over the same sitt. and i cuted my self. this one timei needed stiches that was 2 yeras ago i was 15 almost 16 now im 18 and my great futre is beecoming real

[MyPuppyDog57]

@lolsmileyface62698

You're stupid

[lolsmileyface62698]

@MyPuppyDog57 stfu little girl .

[lolsmileyface62698]

@MyPuppyDog57 if u dnt know how i feel i recommend u to stfu

[MyPuppyDog57]

@lolsmileyface62698

You call me little girl but you aer younger than me by 3 years so why don't you STFU and stop your crying about being bullied and tell an adult? Think about it, you are getting bullied someone is hurting you so you hurt youself even more, what does that do to the other person besides bring them pleasure that the have such a big affect on someone else life? Anyone that cuts themself for any reason is stupid no matter who it is.

[blade4553]

@MyPuppyDog57

stfu u dont know what its like for some people going every day being bullied sometimes they come home to being bullied abused even molested

[MyPuppyDog57]

@blade4553

Well you know what? my dad treats me horribly, hes called me terrible things and hes hurt me before so how can you say that I dont know what that is like when I live with a bully? my own dad is the most terrible person to me and I have never once tried to hurt myself no cutting, no commiting suicide, no complainig to everyone so why dont you STFU? and for the people that go home and get abused and molested they have the option of calling the cops and being saved.

[D33SS3]

Im holding for my lil bro

[PetofJesus]

every 4 days i attempt suicide and always fail

[UnluckyGambler]

suicidal people unite!

aw hell ill probly hate most of u. c yall in hell.

[16tmaster]

i thought about suicide often like i think to myself what is there for me in life, i try to get threw the day with out being depressed and thinking what it would be like if i wasn't even here and the people who cause me to think this way is my dad and step mom i fell like im nothing

[MyPuppyDog57]

@16tmaster

You should talk to a guidence counsler or another adult of friend that can help you feel better

[shinydime1231]

I am 12 years old and I have truly thought of suicide. I finally found someone who would help me and talk with me and try to help. But then they just stopped talking to me. I don't know why. I feel lost and my grades keep getting worse and worse. I just don't know what else to do except suicide.

[MyPuppyDog57]

@shinydime1231

Commiting suicide wont help anyone in anyway. If you lost the person that helped you then you should find another person that you can actually trust and you know that they wont leave or just stop talking to you.

[DatRetardIfTheYear]

@shinydime1231 I'm in the same place, I'm 13 and stuck with advise to drop my honors class. I have tried commiting suicide twice. Still at it, no one know though, get help! if not it might only get darker

[steveMCHS]

What's the point of fighting it when all it dose is make Ur life worse what's the point in trying when no matter what I do it never gets better idk y I'm not dead I tool over 120 pills and a 26 of vodca been hit by three cars and cut the shit out of my wrists and yet I won't die I can't take it

[kyeahl]

i just cant take it anymore

[AnnieSaadeeShezaP]

I can relate to this ... My mum committed suicide when I was 9 ... And I don't know my father ... I'm adopted now ...

[xpowerslayer]

Im tired of acting like im fine... I dont want to be a burden to anyone either.. I've run out of options.. Bless all of you-i hope a miracle occurs in your lives..

[imnotputtinmyname]

and the only reason i dont is, i think its not gunna work, like with a gun. i took 61 ibfroufins..and i told one person and they said i should be dead.....thats the fucking point.

[imnotputtinmyname]

Think about the people did it, not urselfs.

[weirdrandomgirlXD]

It is true that some people dont even appear like they would do such a thing...

My friends.. they see me happy,

but when I tell them whats going on,

they get confused...

and they don't understand..

Except my best friend of 11 years.. she knows what I go through..

and my suicidal thoughts, arent just me having them when I am sad or anything.

There used to be so many precise things that made suicidal thoughts come to mind, and now the suicidal thoughts stream through my head..and i cant stop them

[greetingsiamnobody]

@weirdrandomgirlXD Same here. Nobody knows I cut. I have depression and am on meds for it but I don't like to talk about it to my parents. I know I should but I cannot. I wish you the best and know that however alone you may feel there are other people : ' ) I'm suicidal too.

[cahanson22]

i am finally glad to see that someone actually isn't afraid to agree with me

[subulion]

@tsm8088 I agree the pain a suicidal person goes thru in a single moment is like nails on a chalkboard for a lifetime I wouldn't wish this mental anguish on my worst enemy

[TSM8088]

The song is cheesy and an insult to the true suffering that suicidal people have to deal with. And yes, they will still do ot anyway.

[cahanson22]

i have tired to commit suicide once this week and this has been about my 5th time and nobody in my family even cared and no one ever will. Why this world is filled with people who pretend to care i don't know but each day is like a living hell for me i don't eat and i don't sleep anymore i just drink and contemplate suicide

[cahanson22]

i have been hurt to many times, i have tried to reach out for help and it gets me nowhere. people just pretend to care just to make you feel better in my opinion no one can help someone else from suicide.

[MsCREATIVETHOUGHTS]

@cahanson22 Hi , I agree with you that people do pretend tto care, they see pain in someones eyes and they are too afraid to help. I am fifty and have purchased the book Final Exit which gives you the exact doses of meds to do it quickly and less painfully. I am trying to get all my stuff all together so my husband and daughter do do not have to do everyathing. I am sad that i have to die alone but, i can not find any one to be with me. Ms creative ready to go before xmass.

[Katniss012]

Yes. Yes I will. Not yet though... I kinda wanna meet a few people first, or learn how to drive. That'd be pretty cool. Or get to high school.. Well actually I don't really care about high school never mind xD

[usukker]

@pride0021 thank you, you are a good person

[usukker]

ill take my life soon too

[1996dvm]

@usukker I don't believe it's coincidence that I found you here. My name is Lee and I am still praying for you.

[usukker]

@1996dvm did you really pray? i feel better i dont know why. i felt like some doors oppened for me

[1996dvm]

@usukker Yes I have been praying for you for two days...also I was given this for you: "...even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:17

[usukker]

@1996dvm ok thanks, i wish all peopel were like you.

[P4NZ3RIV]

@TheUltimaMachine Still not 'speaking' English properly I see, come back to me when you actually make sense, until then I have a life to get back to unlike your pitiful little 'soul'. Good day kiddo. Also if you're pro-suicide, then go ahead an off yourself, show what your 'campaign' is all about. Fucking piece of shit.

[P4NZ3RIV]

@TheUltimaMachine Learn to type properly first dumb fuck. You're just another tool, that deserves to grow a pair. You do have my pity thou, sorry that your dads condom broke while fucking that dirty slag of a 'mother' you have. ^^ Good day to you sir.

[omgeethisisbr0oklyn]

2:19 made me cry

[brockennolove]

ok i have some quistion for the person who made this ... ok here it is.. do you kno how we fell ?..... do you know the hell we live with in every day?.... the pain heart break and people my care but the people we wont to care dont ... i should know i tryed i kill my self when my dady died.... but i was stop my freind graded my hand and held me till i stoped crying an fell asleep.. so plz awser my quistions plzz....

[dwaynerwhite]

well yes a person whom may commit suicide could of been livin in hell or even drugs and yes it does effect your friends and loved ones also the signs may get over looked but think about this would you still do it if you knew killing yourself is a sin and odds are you'll be goin to hell if you kill yourself now im not trying to shove religion down anyones throat just staying what i think

[cgerwels]

@dwaynerwhite the reason my mother did it was because she left her alcoholic husband and when she talked to her church about it she thought she was going to go to hell anyway. she called a suicide hotline that night and asked for a christian hotline and they would not direct her to one.

[ForgotenReaper9]

I've lost my heart....... I can't feel happiness or anything like that........ If I kill myself I know I won't be missed.......If I was murdered everyone whould party and throw a parade for the murderer...... this Video make's me wanna kill myself even more............ on another note I can't cry, yet I'm always depressed. Can you explain it? Am I forsaken to be lonely, Depressed, and doomed forever? if so. I have no purpose then why am I here? Was I born just to kill myself?

[AJ4LYF95]

@ForgotenReaper9 No. I absolutely promise you... PROMISE... that you will find someone who cares and loves for you so much. You need to find the right person. Killing yourself... Why? Your suffering. But you have one life. One shot. Once you kill yourself. Your dead. Never again.

[ForgotenReaper9]

@AJ4LYF95

If I was never born everything in the world would be better. I must die. I don't believe in that whole there is someone out there bull crap. Cause I can't feel any form of happiness. All I can feel is pain, suffering, depression. anger, and rage. I can't even cry!!! Explain why I should live when so many hate me and want me dead any way??? I'm bullied every day. My own Father tried to kill me!!! I've Hated my life since I was 6 years old. Thats was 12 years ago. I still hate it.

[AJ4LYF95]

@ForgotenReaper9 Leave home, go to the army, something like that would benefit your rage. Get away from all the CUNTS that you know and you will feel happiness again.

[ForgotenReaper9]

@AJ4LYF95 I can I feel something that is lost forever? When people see their friends and fellow squad members get blown to bits right in front of them they freak out. I don't. And I've got many reasons as to why. 1. I don't fear death. 2. I'm not afraid to die. 3. I ignore everything when I take action. 4. I think their death give's me time to kill the enemy. Thats just some of them. If I were to die right nowand no one would care. And if no one cares why should I? You tell me why? I give!

[AJ4LYF95]

@ForgotenReaper9 Please, Im really trying, I could sit here all day and bullshit about how i understand how you feel. But im not a wormy little cunt. Basically only you know how you feel and if nothing i say will change that then i will never be able to help. All im saying is i had a friend who was a very funny and generally nice person. He took his life due to the fact he thought no one loved him. What he didn't know was how much sorrow everyone felt after he was gone R.I.P GEORGE GREEN 4eva <3

[ForgotenReaper9]

@AJ4LYF95 I am sorry for your loss. I truly am. But I've got so many reasons for going through with this. I'd tell you but I'm afraid of being judged by everyone else who can see what I'd put I on here. The things I've seen still haunt me to this day. I WILL NEVER FORGET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!

[AJ4LYF95]

@ForgotenReaper9 Shit dude... I hope somehow it gets better for you... No matter what :]

[ForgotenReaper9]

@AJ4LYF95 Life can only get worse. The odds of it getting better are a trillion to 1.

I've wanted to die for 12 years and haven't been able to comit suicide although I have tried but had failed every time. I guess thats another thing I'm not good at. another reason to kill myself as just been put on my list.

[AJ4LYF95]

@ForgotenReaper9 If it gets worse... it gets worse... then at least you can live life. Once your dead there's no going back

[ForgotenReaper9]

@AJ4LYF95 Whats the point in living a life that gets so worse you die of lonelyness, heart ache, depression, grief, missery, and Sadness. Can you explain why? Cause every day of my life I suffer and every day I feel less.

[AJ4LYF95]

@ForgotenReaper9 ... What do you want from me... I can't give you an explanation... I just tried to advise you that life could get better, might not, but could. If you do not want to listen to me then that is fine. I can't stop making you do anything. It's your life not mine...

[ForgotenReaper9]

@AJ4LYF95 All I really want is a friend, someone totalk to is all. I never really had a friend or someone who I can talk to without being afraid if they'd have me locked up again... Is it too much to ask for a friend? Someone to talk to? I'm sorry if I've made you made its just my life has been getting worse each day... I just want a friend or someone to talk to with out being afraid ofthem having me locked up again.

:(

[bigsid1207]

@ForgotenReaper9 reach out to someone... anyone! it truly won't make things better...

[myme2156]

Rest In Peace @PricsillaRodriguez </3

[behappy4life610]

@pride0021 Depression can really wear you down. It takes a lot of energy, saps motivation, and gets tiring. But it is treatable. With the right help, depression can be managed and successfully treated. Sometimes change doesn’t seem possible, but it is—one step at a time. I encourage anyone who is suffering from depression to please get professional help and don’t quit.  I also recommend the crisis line 800-273-8255 – they offer helpful resources and contacts.

[Gkush613]

are u fucking kidding me? you have to be joking. its sad as it is, let alone make a video about it. Think about the ppl who actualy had somebody who had some1 commit suicide .. " Would you stil do it anyway " .. ur joking .. fuck u man . u dont even know how much this video pisses me off.

[supermuddymud]

@Gkush613 I agree with you there buddy. Ive been to the brink, and it just aint as simple as people think, and so they write cheesy songs about easy fix solutions... It pisses me off too.

[behappy4life610]

@pride0021 It’s sad to hear that you attempted suicide several times & feel no one cares. I don’t know your situation, but I’ve seen (in your channel) that the pain you suffered has led you to reach out to others with love, concern and a desire to help. Always remember-truth breaks through the darkness of hopelessness. Love conquers hate and fear. Belonging and acceptance replace isolation and loneliness. Good overcomes evil. We love you Dave. Keep the vids coming & never ever give up!

[camibeard1969]

I lost my husband to suicide almost a year ago, and his suffering was my suffering before, now he is gone and his pain is at rest, my heartache and pain will be with me for the rest of my life!!

[supermuddymud]

Why does everything about suicide mention the people it affects. I understand that it does, but its nothing like the hell that the person that did it, was living in, while others go on about their happy life, and laugh off or ignore the signs. 

[behappy4life610]

@supermuddymud The hell a suicidal person goes through is truly indescribable. Their suffering is very intense and serious and in need of intervention. Sometimes when people appear to laugh off or ignore the signs, they may be unaware, in denial, anxious, or afraid to face the reality of someone’s pain. They may not know what to do or say, and they may act inappropriately or indifferent. Suicide negatively affects everyone involved regardless of how they may appear or behave.

[supermuddymud]

@behappy4life610 I have gone through this hell many, many times. I live with it every day. And I know what you said about peoples reactions toward a person reaching out, is probably true in most cases... But when you are going through this hell, what that appears to be to you, is that they simply do not care. People need to understand this. Life looks so much different through the eyes of a suicidal or very depressed person. I guess, really, its just a confusing situation for all.

[heywood400]

@supermuddymud I agree and disagree with your comment. When I had just turned 16 I lost my mother to suicide. She was a single and had 4 children with my youngest brother being only 8 years old. We grew up witnessing the severe depression and numerous suicide attempts. She was constantly hospitalized. We all wished for her to be happy and none of us ignored it. But ultimately she finally succeeded years later.

[heywood400]

@heywood400 I was the one who told my 8 year old brother his mother was dead. I saw a piece of him destroyed and taken from him. he was not given a chance. Yes people need to start reaching out more. But you can not categorised all survivors the same way.

[supermuddymud]

@heywood400 Im sorry to hear of your loss, and your turbulent childhood. I know it was, because I am bipolar, and I know what I go through, I could only imagine what an unsuspecting child must go through, watching this. I am not saying that I believe other people can always stop suicide. They can in some cases im sure, but for a lot of people, just knowing that people care helps. Some things cant be cured though, and the hell inside finally has to be relieved. May your mother rest in peace

[AJ4LYF95]

@heywood400 I feel truely sorry for you. I know a lot of people say. But i really am. Sorry mate

[cgerwels]

@supermuddymud In 2 days it will be 2 years since my mother hung herself. Never saw it coming. Iive with this every day and not understanding how i couldn't have known. I was fine before and now every single day I battle with my own suicidal thoughts. The only thing keeping me here is my own daughter. I don't wan't to put her through the same thing. So while yes I understand the person who commits suicide has gone through a lot of pain, they do not realize how much pain it can cause another.

[todukeoflies]

@supermuddymud That's stereotyping everyone involved with suicide. The person who committed suicide didn't necessarily show signs that they were going to do it. And maybe the friends and family of the person did notice the signs and tried to help them. You can't always prevent it. Imagine losing a dad or a brother. Now imagine that they had killed themselves. How would you feel?

[aelita0hopper0]

@supermuddymud because; let's say that a parent commits suicide... how will the child feel? My mother tried killing herself 3 times when I was little... for years I thought that they were my fault because she didn't explain why she tried to do it. She didn't want to talk to me for a while afterwards, so I thought that it was definitely my fault. I found out it wasn't, but it really messed with me emotionally. It also affected my dad, grandparents, aunts/uncles, all of us. Thank god she failed...

[Evaspie]

@supermuddymud

yeah, what was I supposed to do as a 3 year old when my dad commited suicide? Hmm?

[greetingsiamnobody]

@supermuddymud I know it really pisses me off. I mean its like the loved ones are ignoring the incredible pain one goes through when they are suicidal!

[cindybloch1]

This is so touching!!~~It really brings a tear to my eye..I will pass this on!! It really makes you think ....Very touching .......<3 <3