Anxiety, Manic Depression, Bi Polar and friends. Part 2

[RobMonty248]

Bi-Polar, *polarity? As in Electromagnetics? Yes. Which is also Frequencies? Yes.

Doesnt TV emit Frequencies? Yes, Radio? yes, Cell phones? yes.

Are they bad for us? Yes. Has it been proven? Yes. Where? Dirty electricity.

Do they know, Yes. Is it a method of control? Yes. The mind is a frequency? Yes. Does tv alter this? Yes.. How? Magnetics.. Polarity is magnetics as much as a frequency of light/sound. Learn about all of this, but, Meditation will Return you to normal, i promise you all.

[8317rob]

man you dont have shit your just a homo

[meanmrmustard89]

Geordie boy! Are you from County Durham?

[leesalexander]

im sorry to say this, but your normal.

[AntiChristClub]

Bra what the fuck man you look like a fucking retard I cant watch this nor listen to you because you sound just as fucking stupid im out of here.

[irockwithbillgates]

I would normally say lip piercings look "gay", but they look cool on you. :)

[352miranda]

i think your adorable,i love your hair aha.im bipolar so not manic tho,deppressive.i HATTTTE it

[fathersonnholyspirit]

You don't have to go through this anymore. I use to suffer with this for years. Check out my channel. God bless...

[Aloxic]

if i can suggest one thing that i think may help is simply taking a peice of paper and writing down 100 words that are positive and that promote happiness. ex. love, spring, loyalty, honesty, creation, curiosity.. lolol.. i think im going to go write my own list. i did that about a year and a half ago and what it does (i think anyway) is bring positive emotion into oneself. thanks for your video, it really helped me alot. i hope you make more.

[warsuron]

im the same bro spot on match . are you from newcastle by the way

[xxPurpleTurtle]

my mum has had loads of pannic attacs, she has bpd (borderline personality dissorder) and bi polor, she used to self harm and she gets introbble with the police alo, shes been manic depressed befor to. You will get through it though, I just think of it as a big war you have to fight... x

[lalombriz0072000]

WTF? god'?? dude boy some shorts smooke weed and go to the ocean, some hot place...

Get a job, see how people live with no food and with nothing , kiss

[richyhowat]

your one of them fucked up wierd self harmers who will commit suicide in the next year n destroy your mothers head and it will be a riot

[ACIDRAIN139]

@richyhowat - your one of those big mouths who one day opens his mouth to the wrong person and ends up in hospital.

[casadejoey]

Holy shit. That was the perfect comeback.

[richyhowat]

no one will put me in hospital you fuckin freak, u incest fuck

[ACIDRAIN139]

U have "sell drugs also" on your profile - u call that an occupation ur scum so don't message me....yes I smoke weed but I dont sell it to kids ur scum.

[richyhowat]

@ACIDRAIN139 thats a joke ya fuckin spastic fuck, i dont touch any drugs and hardly drink aswell, smokin weeds the reason why ur heads up ur arse n ur a we depressed idiot lookin for comfort on youtube, away n kill yerself ya fuckin pussy

[ACIDRAIN139]

@richyhowat - who says im depressed?

I saw this video and noticed some little idiot mouthing off when it was completely unnecessary...... what im saying is ur a drug dealing piece of skum trying 2 look big.... how does that say im depressed? judging by ur video ur 13 years old.... kids selling kids drugs i should have said.....

[ACIDRAIN139]

@richyhowat - why are u looking at the video then? ha ha ha u fkn reject?

[ACIDRAIN139]

@richyhowat  - and u listen to faggot pussy music, i wouldnt shit on new monkey and afterdark..... and the trance u listen to is old cheezy spanish shit....... look up push, yves deruyter, signum, armin van buuren, laurent veronez, vincent de moor, then u will understand trance music u drug dealing depressed cheeze tune head...

[richyhowat]

@ACIDRAIN139 shut up you fuckin mess, a dont even really like trance a prefer hardstyle hardcore n gabber. away and take your face for a shite mate your boring and cant say anything, your a freak

[NovemberLightningVII]

Fantastic well put informative fantastic

thank you

[dwayne1138]

Subcheck out bipolarorwakingup on youtube

[Grapejuice22]

You look a bit like me lol.

Well I suggest getting off drugs and turning to God. it does help opening up to him and talking to him, he does answer prayers as long as u are sincere.

[Grapejuice22]

I find that having a cold shower can make you come to your sences.

[Grapejuice22]

They probably do watch you because you are different than the majority of people the way you dress.

I get looked at too. Because there are two types of people those who blend in and those who stand out.

[shushinkata]

okay...you are sick.. but i think that you use drugs..Just dont do this..Good luck

[anitasseo]

Good luck, pal. You know.. living dont make much sense to me, but, if i was you (and this is what i plan to do), i would get off city societies. I would just find someone and leave town. NATURE, this means god, NOT PILLS, is probably the answer. I got out of the city for 2 weeks, to the mountains, few months ago, and NEVER felt any panic thing. ever. just getting the wood and playing guitar, i was perfectly well.

[anitasseo]

in my case had more to do with anxiety, antisociality, hate my job, everyday in an office working for somebody else is KILLING ME, feeling my life is slipping away for NOTHING, etc; so the mix of all this gets me to a state in which im afraid, see double, not heartache bue yes goes super quickly, my mind wont stop thinking too much, cant stand ANYONE speaking to me, think everyone is pathetic, cant sleep... and most of all, thins I a pathetic and a fake.

[anitasseo]

Did i read "depression can last up to 6 months"? how can somebody make such affirmation? So, this means that day 1 after the 6 months, you wake up and you´re happy? Oh, COME ON. and about the panic attacks thing, i agree with snarlez; there´s not only one kind, but many of them. i´ve experienced them and am actually fighting them right now (they gave me pills but i´m trying not to take them, unless it gets really serious..);

[orthon360]

a person's COMT gene has 2 enzymes in the frontal lobe, Met158 & Val158 that control the level of epinephrine, or how anxious some1 gets.

[catinblood]

you sound like me

i actually think i've got social phobia which i believe i've had since i was very young which i think caused me depression E.g

when i'm the bus listening to my mp4 i worry if people can hear me breathe and stuff like that...when i walk down a road and someone is walking on the side i can't actually breathe when they walk past me..it's like i can't breathe around lots of people and i have to get out..

[Snarlez]

The different between personality disorder and Bi-polar panic attacks... You never had a panic attack dude. So get over yourself, A panic attack will honestly make you believe you are having a heart attack and or dieing. my mania come with schizo paranoia symptoms. However a panic attack Is way worse than what you are saying and no disrespect.

[cactus57]

I always thought that a panic attacks were supposed to be more intense, but when I describe how I feel to dr's I get told its a panic attack. So i just figured there was different levels of attacks. But then what Dr's say isnt always correct, so who knows, not I. Reading up on it, I'd say I feel short of breath, but not chest pain really. Aside from that though, it sounds correct. So... either I'm having panic attacks, but not full blown ones, or something else similar but without the intensity?

[Snarlez]

Yeah there are different levels such as more to do with anxiety. You might have had an anxiety attack. Although what had happened to me was where I was sweating heart beating I went to go to the bathroom and I collapsed right on the floor as I felt a wave overtake me. yet right before I got It felt chest pain. The chest pain comes before or after the attack because of nerves. Good luck with your issues though... I hope you do not get a sever one because you actually want to call 911.

[ballflesh3]

@Snarlez Hey you seem to have some knowledge about panic attacks. Ok so a year ago i took some L.S.D yeah it was great fun and all until my friend whipped out a spliff. Soon after that i had the most craziest experienced, i was thinking i was king of the world or something like that but then out of know where thoughts of self doubt which led to panic. I thought my heart was going to come out of my chest. Anyway how come everytime i go to bed or do some exercise i get nervous about my heart rate?

[ballflesh3]

@Snarlez btw I do my best to stay away from weed (kinda hard a lot of people you know blaze up) and i wanna do L.S.D 1 more time just because i wanna do it without weed.

[wiccamelissa]

well hello sexy!

[cactus57]

Heh, you flatter me far too much :p

[Okalani5000]

Heh- Not to sound mean or anything... Okay, BP isn't about mood swings. It's about changes in mental behavior throughout time. Depression can last up to 6 months, and Manic moments can be as brief as a day to as long as a month. Sometimes the body gets confused and goes both ways.

[pleasemallorie]

allow me to suggest that you not psych yourself out

I was speaking for a presentation on mental illness awareness and preventing stigma at my high school and I told everyone about how I had bp1 and what bp was

Unfortunately I didnt tell them what bipolar wasnt

When I was finished I had at least 30 students most of whom were very intelligent some were even my close friends who were convinced that they had bp

moods usually last longer than a few minutes

see a Doctor

[cactus57]

Well, thats why i'm kinda hesitant to outright say "I am bipolar, i definatly have it". I have depression, i am 100% sure of that, but i'm not sure which type. BP is the one which closley matched my symptoms, so i'm leaning towards it.

I saw a doctor, a couple, they said i had depression, but refused to tell me which type because "you don't need to know" and "it might hinder your recovery", i tried to convince them that i just wanted to understand it, they refused to tell me. So bleh at them.

[beefyb1638]

ah yes I've ran into that problem before. Maybe it's because we're in differnet countries (i assume), but I think that there is a law that you have a right to know your diagnosis.

And yes, it is hard to mistake being depressed. I can always tell when i am depressed, but manic - that isn't always so easy to pinpoint, that is until i've been awake for a couple of days and cannot "turn my mind off."

I do believe that you do know what you're doing with this, though. Good luck with everything

[Okalani5000]

I made a new video....Go check it out *points at video responses* Ahh, the good part about being Bipolar. XD

[cactus57]

Hrrrrm I saw the vid, but when i went to accept it as a response, it was gone.. gone gone gone...

Fancy trying to do it again, and i'll see if it works 2nd timne around

[Okalani5000]

NUUU!!! So did you try clicking on my name?

[cactus57]

As far as being a perfectionist, you know, i'm not sure i am. I get the feeling that i just like procrastinaton too much, as in "i won't do *next job* untill *current job* is perfect" kinda thing. But i dunno. my opinon changes too quickley! :)

[Okalani5000]

I agree with how you feel as a profectionist. I am like that with the kitchen...Feeling less of a person, GAWD I HATE THAT FEELING! From self experience, I tend to do strange things, though harmless, they are questionable. Please respond soon to me in some way. I appritiate it if you do. If not, I will be okay...You know, it is hard controlling your thoughts unless you type. I tend to become a profectionist at times too. I am a VERY artistic woman.

[Okalani5000]

I apologize for the excessive commenting, I have been manic since I woke up. Did you know that women suffer worse from being MD? Stupid hormones! But anyways, have you ever woken up and hallucinate for at least a half a minute? I have at least 2 or 3 times.

[cactus57]

No worries about the commenting, sorry for taking so long to get around to replying! i tend to have spats of mass-replying to stuff about twice a month.

Afraid i've not had much in the was of halucinations, i've had what i would call an out of bady experience once, maybe twice. but generally i'm not "tuned in" with that kinda stuff.

[Okalani5000]

You're right about getting lost in yourself. On the sleep part, I have actually sleep walked and didn't remember a thing. I usually never do that, and I did it because of my insomnia. Ever wake up and go back to sleep, only to wake up an hour later? I mean, in the middle of the night more than once.

[cactus57]

I sometimes get broken sleep like that. My sleeping patterns are totally unreliable as it is, if i havn't had much sleep for a few days i tend to only be able to sleep for an hour at most.

[Okalani5000]

I donno if you do this, but sometimes I need things repeated to me. If not, I need to read things or listen to things repeatedly. I totally relate to you in the zoning. Sometimes I can multi-task, other times I feel crowded enough to make me too scared to do anything. But I don't KNOW people are watching, the feeling is just so strong.

[cactus57]

Yeah, i get the re-reading things quite alot. I've been struggling to read a short book for about 6 months maybe? I just can't focus and end up 5 pages along without absorbing what i've read, so i end up going back and re reading it ect ect...

[BleedingScarlet666]

I often feel like I'm being judged by everyone so I understand how you feel.

[TheHorrorOfTheTruth]

thanks for the sharing! wellll yeah sorry for ranting!!

my minds tired and that happens you know

[TheHorrorOfTheTruth]

continued.

when i'm at school usually,i get what you might call anxiety?i'm not sure.darty eyes and i get restless. organizing papers and pens on my desk, maybe for a attempt to organize myself, my mind. anyways i have ranted enough. its 4:30am and i should try to sleep.

thanks! you seem like nice person.

[cactus57]

Whenever i'm stuck in waiting rooms i end up reorgamising my wallet, tapping tunes with feet, counting things in room, ect, and never can make eye contact with other people waiting. Darn anxiety eh?

[TheHorrorOfTheTruth]

reading things that always happens to me.

when i HAVE to read something i just can't listen to what i'm trying to read,and i give up. my problem is when something gets hard or i have any stress or anxiety, i'll shut down run away from it i'll isolate. its just how i deal.

[cactus57]

I've kinda been the same with my procrastination, i just keep running away from my problems in hope that they'll pass.

[2MinutesToMidnightt]

thankyou so much for this.

i was diagnosed with manic depression (either 1or 2 they don't know me well enough to say yet)but i've gone my whole life ( and i'm only 15 ) of psychosis, mania and severe depression, etc. and know one understood at all or still understands ( which is why i try to fake everything usually). it's exciting for me know, that there are finally people like me out there.

[ladyreign21]

Like right now I have insomnia, as bad as I wanna go to sleep I can't and this has been going on for 2weeks. My mind is always racing and full of thoughts at times it feels like its gonna explode. My episodes are getting worst everyday although I'm not suicidal I so am afraid of what my doctor might say to me. This is so hard everyday is challenge. I don't know what to do. Can someone please help me?

[ladyreign21]

I have been battling depression since I was a child and often felt like an outkast and different from my peers. Every fall and Winter season I have severe manic cycles then the depression kicks in and I feel like the worst person in the world like everything I do is wrong. My relationships suffers and there are times when I don't wanna be around anyone I just close my blinds,stay in bed and watch tv or I'll surf the net.

[ladyreign21]

I think that I might have Bipolar Disorder. I am very moody, I have more bad days that good. My son has been diagnosed with Bipolar I have been diagnosed with Anxiety/ depression and currently taking Wellbutrin.

[madmali35]

mate i know exactly waht you mean about the reading thing...if u find out what it is PLEASE contact me and tell me. ps ur room loks cool

[subwaysleuth]

Yes, I know that "all looking at me" feeling. Of course, they're not, but try to tell us that!

...Sylvester of Times Square

[xsilencefallsx]

To me the fact you are self-questioning is a beautiful thing. In my eyes you appear as a particularly gifted, valuable human being. As for feelings of self doubt, all I can say is try to detach yourself from those thoughts as best you can. Remember that there are a lot of people out there, myself included who will unconditionally love you for the person you are.

Kat <3

[2MinutesToMidnightt]

ah my good friend. it's easier said than done.

but i do agree with you

:-)

[xsilencefallsx]

The sheer rapidity of though that materialises as you come to terms with the person you are can seem very bewildering. All I can say is try and ride it out. I know at times self-reassurance can turn to self-doubt then low self esteem and you can start believing your own internal propaganda. I've been there and I know what it feels like. So I really care about you.

[xsilencefallsx]

Don't tell any doctors about this. They can easily misconscieve your internal voice -your internal self-questioning desire for self-liberation, for a hallucinatory voice.

Doctors pshrinks etc, *all* have internal dialogue. So you are as comparatively sane as they are! Only you appear to be experiencing reality somewhat more intensely than usual.

[xsilencefallsx]

Voices in one's head. Everybody experiences an internal narrative when trying to make decisions. 'Shall I do this?' 'Shall I do that?''Shall I be like this?' 'Shall I be like that?' Even the psychiatrist is asking these questions all the time. The important thing is to continually have the prescence of mind to be aware that the self-questioning voice is yours.

[xsilencefallsx]

sleep patterns and anxiety. I've had panic attacks in the past in the middle of the night. lots of people get panic attacks at some point. Try and get between 7 & 9 hours sleep every 24 hours. Horlicks, Cocoa and Valerian is good combo. Maybe even Melatonin, -that can help regulate sleep patterns. I've got quite a few manic friends who've been messed up with lithium and haloperidol. I think the best thing to do is *not to tell the doctor*!

[xsilencefallsx]

Your panic attack at the concert. The people were probably looking at you 'cos you're better looking than the band! Concentration problems when reading -perhaps you need to address the things you're thinking about when reading more fully, whatever they are.

[crowcity]

You are very attractive.