Ok So still what is the cause of your pain is the question I have been asking you. Fibermyalgia. MS, Cancer? Thats all I was wondering how you can live like this. Miserable!
@AngeliaClaire I have a an uncoordinated oesphagus that as soon as anything passes into it,it cramps up.Like a cramp in your fott really bad,but in my oesphagus.This 'cramp' can last a few minutes,hours & days.3 times now it has lasted for over 3 months!
They have just found abnormal cells in the oesphagus,so now my chances of cancer there are about 75%.
I aslo have a paralized gut & intestines.Compaired to my A,this doesn't give me too much trouble pain wise.
@AngeliaClaire The Fibro is faily new.It's been over a year now,but compaired to the pain I usually suffer,Fibro pain,depending where it is,doesn't even warrant me taking a Panadol for it.Just some rest.BUT when Fibro,Gastroparesis pain AND Achalasia pain ALL kick in at once,I scream & cry.There is nothing I can do except call an ambulance when i can't take it anymore.
@AngeliaClaire Because I hate pain medications and what they do to me.
Plus i can't be on them and do nursing.
What you are seeing in this video is actually the pain I go through every day after eating or drinking.Fun hey?!It's not.But I would rather be med free than not.
@AngeliaClaire Now that my profile page has been changed back to the original. I hated the new one. You can read exactly why I have this pain all the time.
the only way not to feel pain so much is to avoid drinking and eating at all.
After reading the info in my profile. Please feel free to ask any questions you may have.
@balckbettystack Well you HAVE to eat.I still am unclear as to WHY you have pain when you eat or drink. Does drink mean alcohol or any kind of liquids? Gosh that is horrible. How can you not live unless you have a feeding tube. Wow. Dear that is something I would not wish on anyone.
@AngeliaClaire When you have so much pain,as seen in this video,eating seems not worth it to end up with pain like that.When I mean drink,I mean ALL fluids,like water,milk etc.I have had 2 feeding tubes straight into my stomach surgically implanted.1 out the nose for 7 weeks.Never again.
I will send you a message with my Support page on it so you can have a much better understanding.
Guys,ok there are many people with same problem. I want to know, what are you doing for money?.Personally, we were smugglers, dealers and robbers (my crew), and what was your story?
@frankyboi187 Sorry to hear that :(....there are some folks who just don't tolerate it well....you may be one of them... I dunno how much you tried.....at least five people I know have disregarded use/dose instructions and just loaded up on it the first time, and (of course) got sick....but there is a percentage of folks who just don't tolerate it well...Coincidenatlly, those folks usually have trouble tolerating tramadol also.
And not a couple of weeks, I'm at Darmouth 8/12 months out of the year.... I leave the fucking Intensive care unit a couple days after my pain stops and I suffer withdrawals EVERY fucking time. I hate thewaymorohine makes me feel.... But that's life. It never goes your way
@TheSteveONeil You now what?Your withdrawals were no worse or better than mine.I am sick to death of current drug/opiate Users comong to my videos and thinking somewhere in their cooked brain that withdrawals have always been a competition.
Well it's not!You ane not only belittling me,although I can take it,you are belittling all the people who come to my page & watch my videos,& then ask me for support, to give them so hope.Your spitting in everyone's face.
@TheSteveONeil You have no idea of what this woman has been through before you yapping off at the mouth. "my pain was worse than your pain" Id rather have your life and an arm missing than what she has been through. Watch and read all of her videos and im sure you'll come back and say your mistaken, but you wont do that, you dont have it in you to say you were wrong...
@TheSteveONeil depends on the reason in which you take morphine .. if symptomatic treatment, then 10 mg are more than 50 taken for pleasure... I took 500 mg every 6 hours, after nearly 4 years of continuous assumption.. well, I had to stop with anti epileptic and anti psycotics etc, for about 3 months of treatment, and withdrawal symptoms have lasted almost 20 days ... happy?
@TheSteveONeil I tkae quater gram Morphine daily through Oxycodone, I have Chroni Pain Syndrome and it is caused my a Central Nervous System Malfunction, Morphine Sulphate does not work on me at all, Oxy is the only thing with combination of Valium for muscle relaxants that work. I been a user thru doctor for 3 years and when I had to go days without, the pain issue is unbearable, it still is even with pain relief, but better than nothing. I have not had a single withdrawal luckly
Yeah it sucks for those of us with chronic pain.We don't have too many choices.But I have tried them all.Finally settling on a non-opiate device.I use electricity to try & halt or lower my pain.My pain get's so bad some times.But I don't want to take meds again.They messed my head up.
@mikefiftynine The person in this video in NO actress.It me myself.And I am not an actress.
I am not being "over the top" as stated by your narrow minded attitude.Because you can't seem to understand basic English I will explain this in Dummy language.I stopped taking masses of doses of opiates & benzo's that I was on to control the pain you see me in,in the video.I was in excruating pain from a sip of milk.That's why I am so distressed.I'm in a great deal of pain from Achalasia.
Everythings better with a bag of weed...people say weed leads to worse things,I've smoked weed for almost 10 years and I have a successful career and am not in this state...work it out for yourself
Have you considered the IT pump? Apparently when administered this way... the morphine doesn't bind to your opiate receptors like oral meds do, and you can get just as much, if not more pain relief at a fraction of the oral doses. You seem like a perfect candidate for one. They can also put other medication in the pump as well (prialt).
@MrJazzeman I have heard of these as Medtronic,the company I am an Ambassador for,not only makes my neurostimulator but the pain pumps too.Because of the large area I need coverage for,the pump would not be the best as it is for more direct,smaller areas & works wonderful for spinal pain.I instead have an electrical impant that blocks signals reaching the brain.So you feel a pleasant tingling sensation.It's allowed me to give up the pain meds.I love it.
Why does every heroin or morphine withdrawal video have some asshole who starts an argument about weed? Get your ass off the sofa with your bag of chips watching intervention, thinking you know it all about how bad drugs are cause the people on tv say so, you goody two shoes. Educate yourself before you make half assed and critical comments.
Holy shit I can't believe I thought my withdrawals were bad. I was lucky with not having to severe of withdrawals coming off a yr of on and off opiate use
@balckbettystack Betty, please can I ask what is the cause of your chronic pain? (Aside from the withdrawals I mean) Do so suffer from fibro or CPS or something? I'm interested coz my missus was diag. with fibro recently.
@Blexine It's all written on my profile page.I have Achalasia and Gastroparsesis.Every time I eat or drink I have severe chest pains as if someone is ripping my chest apart.these pains can last from a few minutes to hours at a time,to even weeks non-stop.
I am glad I don't have Fibro but I do suffer some of the symptoms but have never been diagnosed with it.If you wife needs pain meds,she should take them,but be careful with them.
Morphine, not heroin (although they are closely related, heroin being diacetylmorphine).
Pretty ignorant comment though... weed and opiates are not similar AT ALL. I am a recovering heroin addict, and I hate how weed makes me feel (as do a lot of people). I understand that your intentions are completely good and you want to help, but you have to realize that this concept of "just stick to the green" is completely unrealistic in most cases and is a huge oversimplification.
hi...i have been smoking H for over 1.5 month regularly but very less quantity in smokes i need help want to quit i just put fire on the rest of H i had i want to quit but if i do not have it i feel like i cant sleep...and can any one tell me any good substitute plzz i need help want to quit this shit
I could never not take my morphine when pains this bad.
Mine's different, Mine's back and head pain, 2 different conditions.
I don't get high on morphine. The amount it'd take would probably kill me. it Pisses me off when people just assume your not in as much pain as you reckon your in, just to take drugs. we don't all get high. some of us need it to have any small quality of life.
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@TheMensaGenius Imagine being me having this pain whenever I try to eat or drink! It's so painful & draining physically,mentally & emotionally all the time.I have attempted suicide quiet a few times just over the pain & it wearing me down.It is PURE HELL.
Every day I suffer this pain.BUT I also choose not to take pain killers.When I am admitted to hospital and given pain meds now,it works of course so much better.Then I get out & stop taking any pain meds they prescribed for me when I get home.
I am back working and still off pain meds.Apart from using the neurostimulator,I also use relaxation & visualisation to deal with my pain which of course never went away after getting off pain meds.But became more intense.
BUT I'm alive & feel better than when I was on all that much needed crap at the time.
I've been in chronic nerve pain for almost seven years now...and life can be pretty shitty sometimes. it is inspiring to see this tho, i've been able to drastically reduce my pain meds over the past two years as the pain has let up a bit. It's still vicious pain but every time i go down from the meds even slightly i get very excited...looking forward to that normal life again, free of meds and pain. i hope your situation gets better and will keep you in my prayers, i know how much it sucks.
I've been in chronic nerve pain for almost seven years now...and life can be pretty shitty sometimes. it is inspiring to see this tho, i've been able to drastically reduce my pain meds over the past two years as the pain has let up a bit. It's still vicious pain but every time i go down from the meds even slightly i get very excited...looking forward to that normal life again, free of meds and pain. i hope your situation gets better and will keep you in my prayers, i know how much it sucks.
Why even take morphine recreationally that shit doesnt get me hight at ALL. I get more of a buzz off a 5mg percocet than morphine. You want to experience REAL withdrawls? Take Xanax for a couple months then quit cold turkey. You will long for the days of your little opiate withdrawl.
@balckbettystack I can tell by your demeanor, you are STILL HIGH! Also, body language suggest you made this video because friends/family or someone close to you came to you and told you that they thought you had a problem, so you are looking for an excuse to keep using. You need a detox, not more morphine!
I am NOT high.I'm well & trully off my pain meds by this video.
It was MY IDEA TO DETOX.If I was looking for an excuse to keep on using Morphine then I would still be getting scripts for it & of course using it.Neither are occuring.
I use electrical stimulation to control my pain now.NOT DRUGS.
@balckbettystack: What kind of pains are or have you coped with? Migraines? REAL headaches or something else? It is ironic that the thing that they prescribed you to get rid of your pain ends ripping you apart piece by piece!
@DNchap1417 Every time I eat, drink or swallow my own saliva,I get extreme chest pain.It's like someone is trying to pry apart my sternum.I also get pain down each arm,usually one at a time,but not always.Pain up into my jaw and face.I describe it to being like in the movie Alien,where the Alien breaks through people's chests.That's what it feels like to me.So pain medication & hospital admission are sometimes unavoidable.
Pain meds are a necessary evil in some people's lifes & time.
@balckbettystack i want to know why is this happening to you what did you do ?? did u smoke heroin or coc or any thing like that ?? and could you tell me i want to quit H its been like a 1.5 months now and i want to quit any idea how can i quit ??
@maxkeo1 She's feeling TRUE delibitating, raw, unyeilding pain. She's not high, shes suffering. I know how to recognize it bc I have chronic 24/7 pain & I'm not very healthy either. Pain & I mean REAL pain, (not a slight backache) will take you down quicker than almost ANY sickness or disease will. Chronic 24/7 REAL pain will break your fight, spirit, will, energy & then depression sets in. That's after only 4-5 days of suffering! Some ppl really do take em for QUALITY of life, not 2 get "high"
@WiseInfant does this dude look like he is trying to just get high? and did you not read the description in the video? plus, morphine doesnt get you that high because it only has around a 30% oral bioavailabilty. oxycodone is close to a 90% oral bioavailabilty. stick some morphine in your arm and then tell me it doesnt get you high.
I honestly feel so terrible for chronic pain patients who have to also deal with dependence and all the things that come along with it, such as tolerance.
@g0tmike There have been days when I have given up totally.
I have taken many OD's to try and end my suffering but for some reason my body still keeps on going. But all this stress through pain and my disease has caused my 2 heart attack this year in a one month period. I was only 39.
@balckbettystack I get it. When I was at my bottom I shot 4 grams of heroin. That really made me upset because 1) my tolerance was so high that 4 grams couldn't kill me, and 2) I didn't die. That was the biggest mind-fuck I've experienced
everyone gets addicted no matter whether you have pain or not, it's called dependance but it is the same thing, you can not help but become addicted and especially when they use fuck drugs like fentanyl 24/7...try coming off that and you will be in full withdraws for a year or better, grow your own poppies.
You wouldnt be in this shape if you used your medication CORRECTLY. you obviously were abusing it not using it. no one to blame but yourself. People like you who abuse are the reason ppl who REALLY need it find it difficult to get. doctors mistrust due to people like you. selfish bitch
@dieselskyy I was using my medication correctly.In fact I was using LESS than prescribed.But for an extended periods of time.When ANYONE stops cold turkey they will go through withdrawals.
So go and fuck you ugly mother and stay off my videos!
@dieselskyy AGREED i suffer from cronick pain but becaus ethere so many ppl abusing it i cant even get a tylenol 3 pathetyic and other ppl who arent even sick get pills thrown at them,,disgusting
kratom is great for opiate withdrawals. ibogaine is the best though (for just about any addiction really), but you would have to dig really far into the rabbit hole to be able to find some, at least in the US.
why dont u try to keep yourself busy by reading information that will help you better understand this so called "reality". instead of being a junkie thats being manipulated by the system for a day learn about the truth of humanity.
@abongnelah I get this pain not just from drinking milk,but water,coffee anything.With food,which is like baby food,it's even worse.
I have given up eating at a number of times just to avoind this pain you see in the video.I no longer go out to eat as I don't want this happening in public.
@balckbettystack Hey girl, thanx for sharing!! I know what you mean, I'm in the same position, but I don't think my pain is as severe as what you experience. lucky me huh! The stigma of addiction sucks, I don't know if the majority of people can understand the difference it makes, but you do, as I do too. Chronic pain patients rot in methadone clinics here in NZ. They can get support for addiction, but none for pain management. It takes enormous inner strength to handle the pain, stay strong!!
Why didn't you try using opium for withdrawal? It's 100% natural, cheap and effective.
As one famous philosopher said: "Among the remedies which it has pleased Almighty God to give to man to relieve his sufferings, none is so universal and so efficacious as opium. "
@kittykatro Because opium is what herion, Morpine and other ipoides are made out of.
You take opium,you are getting 100% pure drug.Way more addictive & just as hard,if not harder to get off of.
Opium was used in medicine & for medicimal purposes,before they understood the implications of using opium.
Your quote is a perfect example.If you had pain,headache,even a cough,have some opium & you feel great.It would fix the most painful of pain.Even in childbirth.
I went to college for 3 years to get into Nursing School. When I was accepted into a
the #1 program in the country and we started the actual hospital work I knew I would
never be able to do it. I already had a back and neck injury from an old car accident.
It was hard because I had wanted to be a Nurse Midwife-but knew I would be in pain all the time. So I went to the administration office and withdrew from school. I am really sorry to hear that so many nurses are having to resort to pills.
i know just how u are filling i get 60mg morphine sulf 2 times a day but now i need to take 3 just to git any relief so when i run out fore the month im so fuck for a week
Thanks for the reply..So if you are a nurse, you must be aware that there are many people who can get the MD, and yet should not be practicing. Personally what your doing sounds like attention seeking. What do you want people to say about your videos? It really is, only, documenting pain that you are choosing to be in...and if I'm incorrect, please enlighten.
@any12u Nearly all Nurse's are on some form of pain medication.Our job is physically hard & backs don't last long.You can Nurse on pain killers but NOT one's that alter your perception,such as opiates.But your Boss can also be notified by your GP about what you are taking & when.We DO have drug tests.We know we can't turn up to work on opiates,so if they are taken for pain,they are taken when the shift has finished.
A LOT of Nurse's are also on alcohol & use that at the end of theshift to relax
@balckbettystack Yeah Ive been to rehab...and I dropped an ambien , and the nurse was looking around for it , and the other nurse comes in and is like what happened? "dropped a pill" and she replies oh was it yours? all serious about it. Also the fact it is easy to read when someone is Crazy happy about what there doing...your obviously not gunna be happy about working with a bunch heroin addict thugs..
@SmokinChiva Because we sign for it we are legally bound by the number of tablets left.They get counted every shift by 2 people.So if you drop one,your arse is grass.That's why the panic.A LOT of Nurse's used to hate addicts because they could never understand but now they do more.
@SmokinChiva More is learnt in school & work.It's something we have to face & not ignore.I LOVE the challenge of working with addicts.They are very funny when they open up & relax.They also trust me & don't give me lip which makes for an easier shift.
@any12u If A & D become an issue the Practicing Board is notified & it is recorded for al to see.Each time I have been on heavy pain meds & been through withdrawal I have been unemployeed or on extended sick leave.
Why do you say I am attention seeking?My videos were made for 60 Minutes Australia & education.They are not personal to me but to educate.This is why I leave on even nasty comments.
THIS VIDEO is showing the pain I suffer 24/7 WITHOUT pain meds.
@any12u This video also introduces a video I have done about,not directly as yet,about Achalasia.Which I have & causes my pain.In this video I am deep pain & also in WD,
I wanted to show too that not everybody get's on pain meds because they want that high.It's because they have to.What a way to live for me in this video all the time??
I do my videos about my WD's because I edicate & enlighten people.Often I have some who ask for my help & support.I am so PROUND of my one's who beat this demon
Can you understand what she is saying? People who go through true opiate withdrawals do so with tears in their eyes, no such thing as dry eyed withdrawal. Don't believe everything you see and here on this video.
@moseseseseses What are you saying? That I am faking in this video and my other's? Not everyone cries. And not everyone does so on video.
IN THIS VIDEO I am struck my my usual chest pain from having a glass of milk. That is what you are seeing. Pain rom drinking. This is the pain that I took pain meds for.
@moseseseseses The tears come from the detox effects. The sinuses open up, as well as the tear ducts, thus you tend to 'cry' a lot. Your nose runs non-stop, you yawn constantly, and you do cry.
Of course if you mean cry intentionally, then yes, when it gets bad, you do that too.
But you do make a good point. She might have a different reaction to withdrawl though. Hard to say.
@HellsGladiator This video I was in PAIN which I hate crying about.But if you could have seen me 2 days ago you would have been shocked.I drove the nurse's crazy with my insane crying like mad.But my pain & stress was intense.I fully agree with what you say also.Usually I am dribling like a wet towel but not at thistime in this video.Plus it's not very nice to make a video with snot all over the place.
I don't think you took the wisest road to be free of the pain medication. Dehydration is very dangerous and you can easily become sickened to the point of not being able to call for help!
@inkey2 It deppends on the dosages you are on?And what medications you are on?How long you have been doing them?if you have been taking them as prescribed or not?How you can cope mentally with pain?How you are physically & mentally,in fitness levels?Is your heart,BP, pulse all up to a withdrawal?
As you can see there are veried & many wyas in which a withdrawal will last & how bad it will be.
I feel better after 4 days.Better after a month.A month later I could tackle work.
@inkey2 opiate withdrawals last about a month or more (physical symptoms). then there is the post acute withdrawals which is the psychological symptoms which last from months to years... some up to a decade and some are perm. Depends on the person, length of use, dosage, mental stability etc. opiates help pain but is EXTREMELY ADDICTIVE. It eventually kills the person even if they get pain relief their life is shortened. 2 things in this world which is agony PAIN and MENTAL SUFFERING.
Having been addicted to opiates before from my own stupidity, I have to say you're an absolute machine for coming off them willingly when you have actual pain. Congrats.
@TheBiddleMan I sometimes would say I'm pretty bloody stupid.
But the thing is,being on pain medications,the body suffers from opiate induced hyperalgesia.This is when the body feels mor pain that what it normally would off of medication.
It's stupid when you think about it.You take meds to ease your pain,but in turn,these meds cause you more pain.
Once off meds though,it settles back down to normal again.So horrific pain feels like just bad pain again.
im addicted to a downer....( klotapin ) and an upper ( suboxone) for years .........6 years every day...and im only 22 years old......u think u got it rough.......come on over
Alcohol and benzo's are the worst and most damgerous to withdrawal from.
Alcohol is the deadliest causing seizures, brain damage, coma and death.
Benzos, give you seizures. And can also lead to brain damage, coma and death.
People just don't realsie this enough or just don't know. Especially kid's who drink thinking it's cool. But I can tell you it's not cool when they end up with brain damage & their best friends no longer come to see them.Too late by then.
you really shouldn't be afraid of morphine. its not neurotoxic, epatotoxic, nephrotoxic, its not toxic at all. thats why even the greatest heroin addict can recover 100% if he decides to stop.
the only side effect is that you have to take morphine for the rest of your life, but hey, i wouldnt care. good luck.
@balckbettystack maby u can try kratom, its not very strong and natural, it can make addiction too but it has not as much side effects as pharma painkillers.
OMG you poor lady!!It makes me want to cry just seeing you suffering. I am so sorry you're in such terrible pain. That is so unfair you're suffering. I wish it will go away forever!! ((hugs))
I have it now.It's 2am & I can't sleep because of the pain.My Neurostimulator isn't even knocking the pain out.it's just dulling it a bit.But it still hurts like Hell.
@balckbettystack look i am only 18 but i feel for you yeah this is a vidio people who choose to use opiates for getting high need to see i can see the agony in your eyes this is a messed up world we live in i just hope you can find relief asap .peace
Ur just lying to get opiates... Don't be scared to just admit that you live a better life and are happier on opiates... They are not as bad as people make them out ot be... :)
@HerbalJah Mate I was getting OFF the opiates NOT taking them.
If I wanted opiates I could have knocked them off at work. But I don't. My Dr also would have no hesitation in prescribing. BUT I DON'T want the stupid things.
PLUS I still have opiates and benzo's sitting in my med basket. They would be gone by now if I was addicted.
@Andreas748 True in most cases our bodies can adapt to some sort of low grade pain.But when it's 24 hours a day,7 days a week and intense,your body and mind just break.9years of this sort of pain has broken me.
Even tonight I have horrific chest pain that is so bad it may be a trip in the Ambulance to hospital just to control it.BUT I'll do everything I can first to avoid hospital & the pain.
Chronic pain can drive people to suicide.It's a hard thing to live with every day.
@balckbettystack Try getting some marijauna if you want a low grade pain killer with low side effects. Oxycontin will fix the pain but it is hard stuff. Marijuana is good for coming down or quitting drugs.
@fuckcomments I have heard many stories about marijauna. I know a few people in my support group who are on it for the same sort of pain I have. They find it works for them.
But my Neurostim works. If it ever got that it was not helping anymore,which there is a slight chance of happening,I would look into medical marijuana.
I quit smoking 15 years ago though. One puff & I would probably cough my gut's up.
Ok So still what is the cause of your pain is the question I have been asking you. Fibermyalgia. MS, Cancer? Thats all I was wondering how you can live like this. Miserable!
AngeliaClaire 2 days ago
@AngeliaClaire I have a an uncoordinated oesphagus that as soon as anything passes into it,it cramps up.Like a cramp in your fott really bad,but in my oesphagus.This 'cramp' can last a few minutes,hours & days.3 times now it has lasted for over 3 months!
They have just found abnormal cells in the oesphagus,so now my chances of cancer there are about 75%.
I aslo have a paralized gut & intestines.Compaired to my A,this doesn't give me too much trouble pain wise.
I also have Fibro.
balckbettystack 1 day ago
@AngeliaClaire The Fibro is faily new.It's been over a year now,but compaired to the pain I usually suffer,Fibro pain,depending where it is,doesn't even warrant me taking a Panadol for it.Just some rest.BUT when Fibro,Gastroparesis pain AND Achalasia pain ALL kick in at once,I scream & cry.There is nothing I can do except call an ambulance when i can't take it anymore.
balckbettystack 1 day ago
@AngeliaClaire I hope that explains it now?
If you have any more questions? Please ask.
balckbettystack 1 day ago
this is nothing compared to benzo withdrawl shit this stuff lasts for 2 years on benzos
munkfunk123 3 days ago
@munkfunk123 Of course not BUT if you read the video you are seeing the pain I am in all the time without painkillers.
Besides I am sick to death at saying withdrawals are never a competition.
balckbettystack 2 days ago
@balckbettystack yeah sorry I was a little hasty jumping the gun a bit, youve done well keep fighting sister!
munkfunk123 2 days ago
@munkfunk123 Thank you for the appology.
I will answer the question left on my profile tomorrow I hope.
balckbettystack 1 day ago
Why did you do this to yourself?
AngeliaClaire 1 week ago
@AngeliaClaire Because I hate pain medications and what they do to me.
Plus i can't be on them and do nursing.
What you are seeing in this video is actually the pain I go through every day after eating or drinking.Fun hey?!It's not.But I would rather be med free than not.
That's me personally.
balckbettystack 5 days ago
@balckbettystack Why Do you have pain? I was wondering what exactly cause you to be in this state? Poor thing.
AngeliaClaire 5 days ago
@AngeliaClaire Now that my profile page has been changed back to the original. I hated the new one. You can read exactly why I have this pain all the time.
the only way not to feel pain so much is to avoid drinking and eating at all.
After reading the info in my profile. Please feel free to ask any questions you may have.
balckbettystack 3 days ago
@balckbettystack Well you HAVE to eat.I still am unclear as to WHY you have pain when you eat or drink. Does drink mean alcohol or any kind of liquids? Gosh that is horrible. How can you not live unless you have a feeding tube. Wow. Dear that is something I would not wish on anyone.
AngeliaClaire 3 days ago
@AngeliaClaire When you have so much pain,as seen in this video,eating seems not worth it to end up with pain like that.When I mean drink,I mean ALL fluids,like water,milk etc.I have had 2 feeding tubes straight into my stomach surgically implanted.1 out the nose for 7 weeks.Never again.
I will send you a message with my Support page on it so you can have a much better understanding.
balckbettystack 2 days ago
wow 10mg is nothing holy fuck your a cry baby try doing half gram to gram of heroin for 2 years and kick then cry
w33dbluntz 1 week ago
@w33dbluntz Blah. Blah. Blah.
Sick of hearing it.
And I was suffering my usual fucking chest pains in this video.Or can't you read???
balckbettystack 1 week ago
@w33dbluntz try a 16 addiction to Heroin and methadone .....
mazar1212 4 days ago
Guys,ok there are many people with same problem. I want to know, what are you doing for money?.Personally, we were smugglers, dealers and robbers (my crew), and what was your story?
svetabozinovic04 2 weeks ago
I am having a hard time hearing her clearly. What is wrong?
AngeliaClaire 3 weeks ago
@AngeliaClaire I can hear the video OK.Some videos are hard to hear though.
balckbettystack 1 week ago
I hope you better.
supervonzipper 3 weeks ago
Ibogaine.. I just kicked methadone and morphine with one dose of Ibogaine, It is the purest natural medicine ever and I feel amazing...
lbaxx77 4 weeks ago
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econoroller 1 month ago
@econoroller kratom got me so sick i NEVER want to try that again
frankyboi187 4 weeks ago
@frankyboi187 Sorry to hear that :(....there are some folks who just don't tolerate it well....you may be one of them... I dunno how much you tried.....at least five people I know have disregarded use/dose instructions and just loaded up on it the first time, and (of course) got sick....but there is a percentage of folks who just don't tolerate it well...Coincidenatlly, those folks usually have trouble tolerating tramadol also.
Kratom worked great for me.....
Everyone is different, though....
econoroller 2 weeks ago
And not a couple of weeks, I'm at Darmouth 8/12 months out of the year.... I leave the fucking Intensive care unit a couple days after my pain stops and I suffer withdrawals EVERY fucking time. I hate thewaymorohine makes me feel.... But that's life. It never goes your way
TheSteveONeil 1 month ago
Haha 10MG? I was doing a 4mg drip and a 50mg every two hours.... IV as well.... You ain't felt withdrawals until you feel a couple months of that.
TheSteveONeil 1 month ago
@TheSteveONeil You now what?Your withdrawals were no worse or better than mine.I am sick to death of current drug/opiate Users comong to my videos and thinking somewhere in their cooked brain that withdrawals have always been a competition.
Well it's not!You ane not only belittling me,although I can take it,you are belittling all the people who come to my page & watch my videos,& then ask me for support, to give them so hope.Your spitting in everyone's face.
balckbettystack 1 month ago 5
@TheSteveONeil You have no idea of what this woman has been through before you yapping off at the mouth. "my pain was worse than your pain" Id rather have your life and an arm missing than what she has been through. Watch and read all of her videos and im sure you'll come back and say your mistaken, but you wont do that, you dont have it in you to say you were wrong...
1968bigcity 3 weeks ago
@TheSteveONeil depends on the reason in which you take morphine .. if symptomatic treatment, then 10 mg are more than 50 taken for pleasure... I took 500 mg every 6 hours, after nearly 4 years of continuous assumption.. well, I had to stop with anti epileptic and anti psycotics etc, for about 3 months of treatment, and withdrawal symptoms have lasted almost 20 days ... happy?
MrMedico33 2 weeks ago
@TheSteveONeil since when its a contest of who feels the most pain? wtf man
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3sharney 2 weeks ago
@TheSteveONeil I tkae quater gram Morphine daily through Oxycodone, I have Chroni Pain Syndrome and it is caused my a Central Nervous System Malfunction, Morphine Sulphate does not work on me at all, Oxy is the only thing with combination of Valium for muscle relaxants that work. I been a user thru doctor for 3 years and when I had to go days without, the pain issue is unbearable, it still is even with pain relief, but better than nothing. I have not had a single withdrawal luckly
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Farfromhere001 1 month ago
I suppose it is all Big Pharma's fault right? Take this stuff down. It isn't a real condition. No doctor would allow someone to suffer like this.
mikefiftynine 1 month ago
@mikefiftynine Oh my God.You really don't listen do you?I don't blame any Pharmacy makers.it's not their fault.
Achalasia is a VERY REAL condition.look it up for yourself.Or is that to hard for you to do?
No.No Dr will let someone suffer like this.That is why they put me on pain meds idiot.
balckbettystack 1 month ago
@balckbettystack sorry there is a lot of this stuff on youtube
it is a shame for those with real pain issues
mikefiftynine 1 month ago
@mikefiftynine Thank you for finally understanding.
Yeah it sucks for those of us with chronic pain.We don't have too many choices.But I have tried them all.Finally settling on a non-opiate device.I use electricity to try & halt or lower my pain.My pain get's so bad some times.But I don't want to take meds again.They messed my head up.
balckbettystack 1 month ago
ha ha come on .. take this down . what a joke
mikefiftynine 1 month ago
@mikefiftynine Why is it a joke?
Did you bother reading the title of the video before commenting on it?
This video shows the pain I deal with day in and out that I was on pain meds for.
The pain is from an extremely rare condition called Achalasia.
So the video is no joke. And NO it is NOT coming down.
balckbettystack 1 month ago
@balckbettystack the woman in the movie is an actress,, don't believe it is you
i've know ppl on these drugs and this is way over the top
mikefiftynine 1 month ago
@mikefiftynine The person in this video in NO actress.It me myself.And I am not an actress.
I am not being "over the top" as stated by your narrow minded attitude.Because you can't seem to understand basic English I will explain this in Dummy language.I stopped taking masses of doses of opiates & benzo's that I was on to control the pain you see me in,in the video.I was in excruating pain from a sip of milk.That's why I am so distressed.I'm in a great deal of pain from Achalasia.
balckbettystack 1 month ago
@mikefiftynine So get your head out of your stoned arse & listen & understand about what's going on in this video.
The fact I was on day 2 of WD is just a side angle.
NOW do you understand?
balckbettystack 1 month ago
Everythings better with a bag of weed...people say weed leads to worse things,I've smoked weed for almost 10 years and I have a successful career and am not in this state...work it out for yourself
cherrygirl1ne 1 month ago
@cherrygirl1ne so true.. weed makes everything better or more tolerable.
WhenYourStrange93 1 month ago
get some methadone into you that will fix things.
Methadoniazroolz 1 month ago
Have you considered the IT pump? Apparently when administered this way... the morphine doesn't bind to your opiate receptors like oral meds do, and you can get just as much, if not more pain relief at a fraction of the oral doses. You seem like a perfect candidate for one. They can also put other medication in the pump as well (prialt).
MrJazzeman 1 month ago
@MrJazzeman I have heard of these as Medtronic,the company I am an Ambassador for,not only makes my neurostimulator but the pain pumps too.Because of the large area I need coverage for,the pump would not be the best as it is for more direct,smaller areas & works wonderful for spinal pain.I instead have an electrical impant that blocks signals reaching the brain.So you feel a pleasant tingling sensation.It's allowed me to give up the pain meds.I love it.
balckbettystack 1 month ago
@MrJazzeman I will message you with a link to my story that tells a lot more indepth about my pain & how I found out how to live with my conditions .
balckbettystack 1 month ago
@balckbettystack Did you get the link?
balckbettystack 1 month ago
Why does every heroin or morphine withdrawal video have some asshole who starts an argument about weed? Get your ass off the sofa with your bag of chips watching intervention, thinking you know it all about how bad drugs are cause the people on tv say so, you goody two shoes. Educate yourself before you make half assed and critical comments.
BreezesofConey 1 month ago
@BreezesofConey smoke some fuckin weed then tell me different.
WhenYourStrange93 1 month ago
Wow....this intense!!! My heart goes out to you <3
Really really hope I never have to go on pain meds for an extended period of time :(
StephieGucci 2 months ago
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MufuFinkie 2 months ago
Holy shit I can't believe I thought my withdrawals were bad. I was lucky with not having to severe of withdrawals coming off a yr of on and off opiate use
theAYLEEYUN 2 months ago
@theAYLEEYUN YOUR JUST A FUCKING JUNKY ASS
01chaddie 2 months ago
@01chaddie Do NOT come onto my page and say nasty things to anybody else.
balckbettystack 2 months ago
@balckbettystack Betty, please can I ask what is the cause of your chronic pain? (Aside from the withdrawals I mean) Do so suffer from fibro or CPS or something? I'm interested coz my missus was diag. with fibro recently.
Blexine 2 months ago
@Blexine It's all written on my profile page.I have Achalasia and Gastroparsesis.Every time I eat or drink I have severe chest pains as if someone is ripping my chest apart.these pains can last from a few minutes to hours at a time,to even weeks non-stop.
I am glad I don't have Fibro but I do suffer some of the symptoms but have never been diagnosed with it.If you wife needs pain meds,she should take them,but be careful with them.
balckbettystack 2 months ago
i think so far i have smoked 15 grams of H or may be 18 grams in 3 months but 1.5 months almost daily 6-7 smokes a days :(
waqar0348 2 months ago
I suggest you drop the heroin and start smoking weed, you dont need this horrible drug my friend. Stick to the green.
RitchieJake 2 months ago 3
@RitchieJake
Morphine, not heroin (although they are closely related, heroin being diacetylmorphine).
Pretty ignorant comment though... weed and opiates are not similar AT ALL. I am a recovering heroin addict, and I hate how weed makes me feel (as do a lot of people). I understand that your intentions are completely good and you want to help, but you have to realize that this concept of "just stick to the green" is completely unrealistic in most cases and is a huge oversimplification.
morrisd9 2 months ago
hi...i have been smoking H for over 1.5 month regularly but very less quantity in smokes i need help want to quit i just put fire on the rest of H i had i want to quit but if i do not have it i feel like i cant sleep...and can any one tell me any good substitute plzz i need help want to quit this shit
waqar0348 2 months ago
Recovery is out there in Narcotics Anonymous
amberdawnlee1 3 months ago
Have you ever tried medical marijuana ?
laurent1995 3 months ago
I could never not take my morphine when pains this bad.
Mine's different, Mine's back and head pain, 2 different conditions.
I don't get high on morphine. The amount it'd take would probably kill me. it Pisses me off when people just assume your not in as much pain as you reckon your in, just to take drugs. we don't all get high. some of us need it to have any small quality of life.
best of luck to you. x
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osubeavers05 3 months ago
This is the worst video I've ever seen, it makes me feel like this is what hell is
TheMensaGenius 3 months ago
@TheMensaGenius Imagine being me having this pain whenever I try to eat or drink! It's so painful & draining physically,mentally & emotionally all the time.I have attempted suicide quiet a few times just over the pain & it wearing me down.It is PURE HELL.
Every day I suffer this pain.BUT I also choose not to take pain killers.When I am admitted to hospital and given pain meds now,it works of course so much better.Then I get out & stop taking any pain meds they prescribed for me when I get home.
balckbettystack 3 months ago
i agree mate, looks horrible
TheDevilWearsAdidas 3 months ago
that brings tears to my eyes. i hope you got through it and made a better life for yourself.
TheRobinD123 3 months ago
@TheRobinD123 It's been 3 years now.
I am back working and still off pain meds.Apart from using the neurostimulator,I also use relaxation & visualisation to deal with my pain which of course never went away after getting off pain meds.But became more intense.
BUT I'm alive & feel better than when I was on all that much needed crap at the time.
balckbettystack 3 months ago
see if she had good cannibis none of this would be happening then again there wouldnt be this video hope all is well
asus3571 3 months ago
I've been in chronic nerve pain for almost seven years now...and life can be pretty shitty sometimes. it is inspiring to see this tho, i've been able to drastically reduce my pain meds over the past two years as the pain has let up a bit. It's still vicious pain but every time i go down from the meds even slightly i get very excited...looking forward to that normal life again, free of meds and pain. i hope your situation gets better and will keep you in my prayers, i know how much it sucks.
PatBProductions 3 months ago
@PatBProductions I can FULLY anderstand where you are coming from & how frustrating pain can be.Be on pain meds or be in pain.great options!
I hope your situation improves.Being a nurse I hate seeing people in pain.Being a pain sufferer myself I can understand.I hate seeing people suffer.
You are in my prayers too that yor pain can be resolved some how.
balckbettystack 3 months ago
I've been in chronic nerve pain for almost seven years now...and life can be pretty shitty sometimes. it is inspiring to see this tho, i've been able to drastically reduce my pain meds over the past two years as the pain has let up a bit. It's still vicious pain but every time i go down from the meds even slightly i get very excited...looking forward to that normal life again, free of meds and pain. i hope your situation gets better and will keep you in my prayers, i know how much it sucks.
PatBProductions 3 months ago
To me you didn't seem like u were hanging out, but aye thats my opinion.
suvette72 3 months ago
@suvette72 I was in PAIN in this video.
This is the pain I live with 24/7 that I was taking pain meds for.
balckbettystack 3 months ago
Why even take morphine recreationally that shit doesnt get me hight at ALL. I get more of a buzz off a 5mg percocet than morphine. You want to experience REAL withdrawls? Take Xanax for a couple months then quit cold turkey. You will long for the days of your little opiate withdrawl.
WiseInfant 4 months ago
@WiseInfant Once again I have to explain what this video is about.
I DON'T EVER take Morphine recreationally.It is prescribed to me IN HOSPITAL.
This video shows the pain I suffer from day in and day out without the use of pain meds.
I have been through a 29 day withdrawal of so much shit that I plan never to let it get that far again.
Does that make it a bit more clearer for you?
balckbettystack 3 months ago
@balckbettystack I can tell by your demeanor, you are STILL HIGH! Also, body language suggest you made this video because friends/family or someone close to you came to you and told you that they thought you had a problem, so you are looking for an excuse to keep using. You need a detox, not more morphine!
maxkeo1 3 months ago
@maxkeo1 You don't read body language very well.
I am NOT high.I'm well & trully off my pain meds by this video.
It was MY IDEA TO DETOX.If I was looking for an excuse to keep on using Morphine then I would still be getting scripts for it & of course using it.Neither are occuring.
I use electrical stimulation to control my pain now.NOT DRUGS.
So your assumption was way off.
By the way.It's been three years clean now.
balckbettystack 3 months ago
@balckbettystack: What kind of pains are or have you coped with? Migraines? REAL headaches or something else? It is ironic that the thing that they prescribed you to get rid of your pain ends ripping you apart piece by piece!
DNchap1417 3 months ago
@DNchap1417 Every time I eat, drink or swallow my own saliva,I get extreme chest pain.It's like someone is trying to pry apart my sternum.I also get pain down each arm,usually one at a time,but not always.Pain up into my jaw and face.I describe it to being like in the movie Alien,where the Alien breaks through people's chests.That's what it feels like to me.So pain medication & hospital admission are sometimes unavoidable.
Pain meds are a necessary evil in some people's lifes & time.
balckbettystack 3 months ago
@balckbettystack i want to know why is this happening to you what did you do ?? did u smoke heroin or coc or any thing like that ?? and could you tell me i want to quit H its been like a 1.5 months now and i want to quit any idea how can i quit ??
waqar0348 2 months ago
@waqar0348 I was on heavy painkillers.I choose to stop them though.I have only done illegal drugs once & that was only smoking 1 bong.
I can support you if you want to quit.I can offer you guidance.
I will message you.
balckbettystack 2 months ago
@maxkeo1 She's feeling TRUE delibitating, raw, unyeilding pain. She's not high, shes suffering. I know how to recognize it bc I have chronic 24/7 pain & I'm not very healthy either. Pain & I mean REAL pain, (not a slight backache) will take you down quicker than almost ANY sickness or disease will. Chronic 24/7 REAL pain will break your fight, spirit, will, energy & then depression sets in. That's after only 4-5 days of suffering! Some ppl really do take em for QUALITY of life, not 2 get "high"
venuslock35 3 months ago
@WiseInfant does this dude look like he is trying to just get high? and did you not read the description in the video? plus, morphine doesnt get you that high because it only has around a 30% oral bioavailabilty. oxycodone is close to a 90% oral bioavailabilty. stick some morphine in your arm and then tell me it doesnt get you high.
pfog 3 months ago
I honestly feel so terrible for chronic pain patients who have to also deal with dependence and all the things that come along with it, such as tolerance.
I don't know how you do it.
g0tmike 4 months ago
@g0tmike There have been days when I have given up totally.
I have taken many OD's to try and end my suffering but for some reason my body still keeps on going. But all this stress through pain and my disease has caused my 2 heart attack this year in a one month period. I was only 39.
balckbettystack 4 months ago
@balckbettystack I get it. When I was at my bottom I shot 4 grams of heroin. That really made me upset because 1) my tolerance was so high that 4 grams couldn't kill me, and 2) I didn't die. That was the biggest mind-fuck I've experienced
I wish you get the relief you need!
g0tmike 4 months ago
l.ol
vmonroig21 4 months ago
everyone gets addicted no matter whether you have pain or not, it's called dependance but it is the same thing, you can not help but become addicted and especially when they use fuck drugs like fentanyl 24/7...try coming off that and you will be in full withdraws for a year or better, grow your own poppies.
movadoband 4 months ago
You wouldnt be in this shape if you used your medication CORRECTLY. you obviously were abusing it not using it. no one to blame but yourself. People like you who abuse are the reason ppl who REALLY need it find it difficult to get. doctors mistrust due to people like you. selfish bitch
dieselskyy 4 months ago
@dieselskyy I was using my medication correctly.In fact I was using LESS than prescribed.But for an extended periods of time.When ANYONE stops cold turkey they will go through withdrawals.
So go and fuck you ugly mother and stay off my videos!
balckbettystack 4 months ago
@dieselskyy You are a useless piece of meat.This video shows the pain I go through everyday WITHOUT the use of pain medications.
If you would get your head out of your arse and READ the description you would know that.
balckbettystack 4 months ago
@dieselskyy AGREED i suffer from cronick pain but becaus ethere so many ppl abusing it i cant even get a tylenol 3 pathetyic and other ppl who arent even sick get pills thrown at them,,disgusting
corybiro 4 months ago
I do heroin the side effects arent bad for ones who dont shoot up. If you wanna go to sleep take a nap.
31behold 4 months ago
I've just checked out your home page and read about the terrible health conditions that you have.
I've made myself a promise, the promise that I'll never complain again. May everything work out for you in the future.
Finnbar01 4 months ago
smoke weed brah
trueblue151 4 months ago
kratom is great for opiate withdrawals. ibogaine is the best though (for just about any addiction really), but you would have to dig really far into the rabbit hole to be able to find some, at least in the US.
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laffizzle 4 months ago
why dont u try to keep yourself busy by reading information that will help you better understand this so called "reality". instead of being a junkie thats being manipulated by the system for a day learn about the truth of humanity.
laffizzle 4 months ago
milk does this to you? uhh
abongnelah 4 months ago
@abongnelah I get this pain not just from drinking milk,but water,coffee anything.With food,which is like baby food,it's even worse.
I have given up eating at a number of times just to avoind this pain you see in the video.I no longer go out to eat as I don't want this happening in public.
This disease has turned my life upside down.
THIS is the pain I live with everyday.
balckbettystack 4 months ago
@balckbettystack Hey girl, thanx for sharing!! I know what you mean, I'm in the same position, but I don't think my pain is as severe as what you experience. lucky me huh! The stigma of addiction sucks, I don't know if the majority of people can understand the difference it makes, but you do, as I do too. Chronic pain patients rot in methadone clinics here in NZ. They can get support for addiction, but none for pain management. It takes enormous inner strength to handle the pain, stay strong!!
HineTuAtchU 4 months ago
@balckbettystack I feel so bad for you... wish it could stop... bless your heart :(
jakehutton56 4 months ago
Why didn't you try using opium for withdrawal? It's 100% natural, cheap and effective.
As one famous philosopher said: "Among the remedies which it has pleased Almighty God to give to man to relieve his sufferings, none is so universal and so efficacious as opium. "
kittykatro 5 months ago
@kittykatro Because opium is what herion, Morpine and other ipoides are made out of.
You take opium,you are getting 100% pure drug.Way more addictive & just as hard,if not harder to get off of.
Opium was used in medicine & for medicimal purposes,before they understood the implications of using opium.
Your quote is a perfect example.If you had pain,headache,even a cough,have some opium & you feel great.It would fix the most painful of pain.Even in childbirth.
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osubeavers05 5 months ago
I dunno you but I am so proud of u. Stay strong!
iamkarrys 6 months ago
@iamkarrys Thank you and God bless you.
balckbettystack 5 months ago
I went to college for 3 years to get into Nursing School. When I was accepted into a
the #1 program in the country and we started the actual hospital work I knew I would
never be able to do it. I already had a back and neck injury from an old car accident.
It was hard because I had wanted to be a Nurse Midwife-but knew I would be in pain all the time. So I went to the administration office and withdrew from school. I am really sorry to hear that so many nurses are having to resort to pills.
doula2010 6 months ago
@doula2010 I am still out on sick leave.But I miss it like crazy.
Even in pain I want to nurse.Which is stupid I know.
I am so sorry you had to drop out of something you would have loved.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
The only answer for withdrawal is discipline, God and recovery. Don't get it twisted it is the only answer for your pain.
gh0sted1 6 months ago
@gh0sted1 That is what I believe as well.But some people have no choice to be on pain killers.I use relaxation & neurostim to control my pain.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
and yet...weed is still illegal..and pain killers are still being subscribed..wtf is wrong with this picture here..am i the only one seeing this???
BluntSnBowls601 6 months ago
@BluntSnBowls601 Dr's have a legal obligation to treat pain.Hence they still prescribe.if you leave your patient in pain, your in shit.
It's then the brain that becomes addicted.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
i know just how u are filling i get 60mg morphine sulf 2 times a day but now i need to take 3 just to git any relief so when i run out fore the month im so fuck for a week
SuperLemonFuck 6 months ago
Hey Betty, how do you feel about the non-opiate painkiller Tramadol?
I've used it before, and I feel it should be a scheduled drug now.
It's over prescribed, due to doctors feeling it's ok since it's a non narcotic.
Yet it's a designer imposter drug. There are numerous dangerous to it. And the withdrawl off of it, was FAR worse than true opiate painkillers.
Would you agree it needs to be a schedule III drug?
HellsGladiator 6 months ago
Thanks for the reply..So if you are a nurse, you must be aware that there are many people who can get the MD, and yet should not be practicing. Personally what your doing sounds like attention seeking. What do you want people to say about your videos? It really is, only, documenting pain that you are choosing to be in...and if I'm incorrect, please enlighten.
any12u 6 months ago
@any12u Nearly all Nurse's are on some form of pain medication.Our job is physically hard & backs don't last long.You can Nurse on pain killers but NOT one's that alter your perception,such as opiates.But your Boss can also be notified by your GP about what you are taking & when.We DO have drug tests.We know we can't turn up to work on opiates,so if they are taken for pain,they are taken when the shift has finished.
A LOT of Nurse's are also on alcohol & use that at the end of theshift to relax
balckbettystack 6 months ago
@balckbettystack Yeah Ive been to rehab...and I dropped an ambien , and the nurse was looking around for it , and the other nurse comes in and is like what happened? "dropped a pill" and she replies oh was it yours? all serious about it. Also the fact it is easy to read when someone is Crazy happy about what there doing...your obviously not gunna be happy about working with a bunch heroin addict thugs..
SmokinChiva 6 months ago
@SmokinChiva Because we sign for it we are legally bound by the number of tablets left.They get counted every shift by 2 people.So if you drop one,your arse is grass.That's why the panic.A LOT of Nurse's used to hate addicts because they could never understand but now they do more.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
@SmokinChiva More is learnt in school & work.It's something we have to face & not ignore.I LOVE the challenge of working with addicts.They are very funny when they open up & relax.They also trust me & don't give me lip which makes for an easier shift.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
@any12u If A & D become an issue the Practicing Board is notified & it is recorded for al to see.Each time I have been on heavy pain meds & been through withdrawal I have been unemployeed or on extended sick leave.
Why do you say I am attention seeking?My videos were made for 60 Minutes Australia & education.They are not personal to me but to educate.This is why I leave on even nasty comments.
THIS VIDEO is showing the pain I suffer 24/7 WITHOUT pain meds.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
@any12u This video also introduces a video I have done about,not directly as yet,about Achalasia.Which I have & causes my pain.In this video I am deep pain & also in WD,
I wanted to show too that not everybody get's on pain meds because they want that high.It's because they have to.What a way to live for me in this video all the time??
I do my videos about my WD's because I edicate & enlighten people.Often I have some who ask for my help & support.I am so PROUND of my one's who beat this demon
balckbettystack 6 months ago
Can you understand what she is saying? People who go through true opiate withdrawals do so with tears in their eyes, no such thing as dry eyed withdrawal. Don't believe everything you see and here on this video.
moseseseseses 6 months ago
@moseseseseses What are you saying? That I am faking in this video and my other's? Not everyone cries. And not everyone does so on video.
IN THIS VIDEO I am struck my my usual chest pain from having a glass of milk. That is what you are seeing. Pain rom drinking. This is the pain that I took pain meds for.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
@moseseseseses Also have you ever been through withdrawals yourself? Or nursed someone through it many times in your job?
balckbettystack 6 months ago
@balckbettystack This is ME in the videos.
I have also nursed many people through withdrawals and had patient's that are addicted to non-prescription and prescription medications.
I am also a qualified as a Alcohol and Other Drug Withdrawal Counceller.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
@moseseseseses The tears come from the detox effects. The sinuses open up, as well as the tear ducts, thus you tend to 'cry' a lot. Your nose runs non-stop, you yawn constantly, and you do cry.
Of course if you mean cry intentionally, then yes, when it gets bad, you do that too.
But you do make a good point. She might have a different reaction to withdrawl though. Hard to say.
HellsGladiator 6 months ago
@HellsGladiator This video I was in PAIN which I hate crying about.But if you could have seen me 2 days ago you would have been shocked.I drove the nurse's crazy with my insane crying like mad.But my pain & stress was intense.I fully agree with what you say also.Usually I am dribling like a wet towel but not at thistime in this video.Plus it's not very nice to make a video with snot all over the place.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
I don't think you took the wisest road to be free of the pain medication. Dehydration is very dangerous and you can easily become sickened to the point of not being able to call for help!
any12u 6 months ago
@any12u Yeah I know.I ama nurse as well and know better.But I monitor myself medically and I visit my GP often to make sure everything is still OK>
If he was at all worried about me,he wouldn't let me do this on my own at home.
balckbettystack 6 months ago
so how long does a person have to go before the painful withdrawl symptoms cease........days...weeks....months?
inkey2 7 months ago
@inkey2 It deppends on the dosages you are on?And what medications you are on?How long you have been doing them?if you have been taking them as prescribed or not?How you can cope mentally with pain?How you are physically & mentally,in fitness levels?Is your heart,BP, pulse all up to a withdrawal?
As you can see there are veried & many wyas in which a withdrawal will last & how bad it will be.
I feel better after 4 days.Better after a month.A month later I could tackle work.
balckbettystack 7 months ago
@inkey2 opiate withdrawals last about a month or more (physical symptoms). then there is the post acute withdrawals which is the psychological symptoms which last from months to years... some up to a decade and some are perm. Depends on the person, length of use, dosage, mental stability etc. opiates help pain but is EXTREMELY ADDICTIVE. It eventually kills the person even if they get pain relief their life is shortened. 2 things in this world which is agony PAIN and MENTAL SUFFERING.
SuperDelta000 5 months ago
I don't take meds of any kind. Oh...and what did you say??
rnjburch 7 months ago
@ChrisInChains932 Maybe you should re-read the statement above,
You CAN NOT die from opiate withdrawal although you feel like it unless you are already unhealthy & at risk of premature death.
Benzo's and alcohol ARE THE MOST DEADLY to withdrawal from.They give you seizures,coma and death.
I am a Nurse and an alcohol and dug worker.I do know the truth.
balckbettystack 7 months ago
Having been addicted to opiates before from my own stupidity, I have to say you're an absolute machine for coming off them willingly when you have actual pain. Congrats.
TheBiddleMan 7 months ago
@TheBiddleMan I sometimes would say I'm pretty bloody stupid.
But the thing is,being on pain medications,the body suffers from opiate induced hyperalgesia.This is when the body feels mor pain that what it normally would off of medication.
It's stupid when you think about it.You take meds to ease your pain,but in turn,these meds cause you more pain.
Once off meds though,it settles back down to normal again.So horrific pain feels like just bad pain again.
balckbettystack 7 months ago
im addicted to a downer....( klotapin ) and an upper ( suboxone) for years .........6 years every day...and im only 22 years old......u think u got it rough.......come on over
CLOVERCITYY15 7 months ago
Can some people go into shock or have seizures from withdrawal?
TearsOfWar1 7 months ago
@TearsOfWar1 YES. Very true.
Alcohol and benzo's are the worst and most damgerous to withdrawal from.
Alcohol is the deadliest causing seizures, brain damage, coma and death.
Benzos, give you seizures. And can also lead to brain damage, coma and death.
People just don't realsie this enough or just don't know. Especially kid's who drink thinking it's cool. But I can tell you it's not cool when they end up with brain damage & their best friends no longer come to see them.Too late by then.
balckbettystack 7 months ago
you really shouldn't be afraid of morphine. its not neurotoxic, epatotoxic, nephrotoxic, its not toxic at all. thats why even the greatest heroin addict can recover 100% if he decides to stop.
the only side effect is that you have to take morphine for the rest of your life, but hey, i wouldnt care. good luck.
mat5813 7 months ago
@MrJacobey123 Withdrawals are long over but my battle with pain continues. I just refuse to turn to pain medication.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
@balckbettystack maby u can try kratom, its not very strong and natural, it can make addiction too but it has not as much side effects as pharma painkillers.
BEERPOWERkata 7 months ago
OMG you poor lady!!It makes me want to cry just seeing you suffering. I am so sorry you're in such terrible pain. That is so unfair you're suffering. I wish it will go away forever!! ((hugs))
denisethepainter 8 months ago
@denisethepainter I would give anything, apart from being on pain killers, to be rid of this pain and disease.
But I battle on each day. It's my lot in life but I make the most of it.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
fuck :(
SALVOTHESTONEDONE 8 months ago
@SALVOTHESTONEDONE Nice pain I suffer with 24/7 isn't it?
I have it now.It's 2am & I can't sleep because of the pain.My Neurostimulator isn't even knocking the pain out.it's just dulling it a bit.But it still hurts like Hell.
It's going to be a long night.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
@balckbettystack fuck may i ask why you used morphiene ... good luck love hope it all goes well :(
SALVOTHESTONEDONE 8 months ago
@SALVOTHESTONEDONE They prescribe it to me whilst I am admitted to hospital for procedures to help my pain, to eat more easily or for pain control.
I don't want to take the shit so I get off of it as soon as I can.
I suffer chronic chest pain that feels like an alien is bursting out of my chest every time I eat or drink.
This condition will never get any better only worse, I have damaged nerves in my oesphagus & my stomach doesn't work.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
@balckbettystack look i am only 18 but i feel for you yeah this is a vidio people who choose to use opiates for getting high need to see i can see the agony in your eyes this is a messed up world we live in i just hope you can find relief asap .peace
SALVOTHESTONEDONE 8 months ago
@SALVOTHESTONEDONE It's just my pain I need to get a handle on without resorting to pain killers.
My Neurostimulator is working but the pain is going above that.
I will live and soldier on though.
Thanks.
balckbettystack 7 months ago
i feel for u. i hope ur doing better now
xcherokeeangelx 8 months ago
@xcherokeeangelx It's been 3 years now. So doing really well.
So wish I could help everyone that needs or wants help.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
oxycodone is even worse than morphine withdrawal and methadone is even worse than oxycodone. though all opiate withdrawals suck in their own way.
Butown 8 months ago
@Butown I have heard many times that Methadone is a wicked drug to try and get off of. I have sympathy to all those of it for addiction and pain.
Because Oxycodone has Codeine in it which is metabolised into Morphine by the liver, it would make it harder to withdrawal from.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
Ur just lying to get opiates... Don't be scared to just admit that you live a better life and are happier on opiates... They are not as bad as people make them out ot be... :)
HerbalJah 9 months ago
@HerbalJah Mate I was getting OFF the opiates NOT taking them.
If I wanted opiates I could have knocked them off at work. But I don't. My Dr also would have no hesitation in prescribing. BUT I DON'T want the stupid things.
PLUS I still have opiates and benzo's sitting in my med basket. They would be gone by now if I was addicted.
So get your facts straight.
balckbettystack 8 months ago
@HerbalJah yes they are as bad as people make them out to be. u try withdrawaling with no help and see how u feel.
xcherokeeangelx 8 months ago
stupid slut haha
jazza699 9 months ago
Pain lets you know your alive. Your body can adapt to any pain
Andreas748 9 months ago
@Andreas748 True in most cases our bodies can adapt to some sort of low grade pain.But when it's 24 hours a day,7 days a week and intense,your body and mind just break.9years of this sort of pain has broken me.
Even tonight I have horrific chest pain that is so bad it may be a trip in the Ambulance to hospital just to control it.BUT I'll do everything I can first to avoid hospital & the pain.
Chronic pain can drive people to suicide.It's a hard thing to live with every day.
balckbettystack 9 months ago
@balckbettystack Try getting some marijauna if you want a low grade pain killer with low side effects. Oxycontin will fix the pain but it is hard stuff. Marijuana is good for coming down or quitting drugs.
fuckcomments 9 months ago
@fuckcomments woman in the video is retarded, go away.
SonyaOOOlights 9 months ago
@SonyaOOOlights YOU are such a waste of time and space.
Iv'e been reading up about you Sonya.Your a drug addict who can't quit.Jealous?I think you are.Such childish comments.
I'm not even going to delete this comment.
YOU DON'T upset me.Get it?
balckbettystack 9 months ago
@fuckcomments I have heard many stories about marijauna. I know a few people in my support group who are on it for the same sort of pain I have. They find it works for them.
But my Neurostim works. If it ever got that it was not helping anymore,which there is a slight chance of happening,I would look into medical marijuana.
I quit smoking 15 years ago though. One puff & I would probably cough my gut's up.
balckbettystack 9 months ago