you people are freaks i dont get this transvestite shit if its because u want to feel better about urself smoke some weed like a normal fucking person
@420bakery Well done, so your an idiot, a bigot , and you smoke to deal with your shit...If thats being "normal" , I'm glad to not be part of your sad little club.
Its interesting how internet trolls like yourself seem to spend so much time watching videos about transexuals , maybe you should STFU and learn something.
i apologize for my last comment i am a very unstable person so i ll think one thing one minute and change my mind the next. im very sorry to anyone who took that comment into consideration. i am in no position to judge and thout i had the authority or right to make judgement but i was really just revealing my ignorance and made myself look like a fool. i think you are a beautiful WOMAN and you should be very proud of all the people you've helped. Jah Blessed Ras Tafari
i'm a guy just like you are and trust me i don't fit in. i actually have an uncontrollable thing where i faint when i here about sex ed. things or anything IN your body. BUT the solution is not to displace your entire idenity. i used to be a materialistic fool who took the phyisical world seriously but now i'm a dreadlock rastafarian and i'm tellin you meditation is the sole way to find the truth. you are going to experience awkward moments your whole life without meditation
I agreee that Meditation, or, in my case, a state on near constant thought and analysis reveals fantastic things, however, I think that you may be making the assumption that she looked at all the things differant in her like and came to the conclusion, from that, that she was a female. Rather, I believe, at least this was the case with me, thatI looked at my life, and I finally knew who I was, and all the differances were the results of my disconnect as it were.
I think its worse to be bad at sports when your a boy then to be bad at sports when your a girl. :-P I bet you could outrun me in a race. I could hold my breath underwater longer than you though!! lol
i get that question a lot. It's confusing to answer because you feel like one gender your whole life it's just when you figure out... it's strange. Thankfully I came out after sex ed, so I was lucky. But it doesnt sound like ur voice dropped very much. It cracks sometimes but it's pretty high. (THat's a good thing.) If I was born a boy I would have been called Redmund or Arlan, but I started calling myself Charlie at footlocker and then I called myself Isaac at a brooks brothers.
My childhood was very similar. I never felt right as a boy growing up, I didnt get along with the boys. But I actually really need sleep now, I'll watch the rest of your blogs some time soon.
Good Night and seriously thank you! Thank You! THANK YOU! You fill me with confidence that I can do this, and it puts to rest many of my fears about transitioning. I was overjoyed to the point of tears by some of your videos. Your my greatest inspiration, Thank you!!
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Jen's class? Holy shit, you're teaching kids that it's OK to be like you. Good God almighty you can't indoctrinate kids into your perverted lifestyle. They should lock you and Jen up. It's too bad no one taught you right from wrong. You truly are perverted, have you not realized that by now or have you just surrounded yourself with homo sympathizers that tell you it's ok to be a mutant?
obviously u never got taught about things like this,and this is why u are such a hating a negative person,u should open up ur eyes in the world,and accept ppl for what they are..why not teach kids about these topics,surely if they are taught this,they wont grow up with issues,or the not understanding,and totally hateful attitude towards people,or situations they dont know about,it is people like you,why these people like icecoldbath,and bella ect that have such hard times in society
Hi Ashley, I'm a student in Jen's class and I wanted to thank you for taking the time out to make these videos for us! I really enjoyed them. I think you're awesome and I hope everything goes great for you.
Yes, the term pivotal moment. I tried to tell a psychologist in school about 23 years ago, and he just said it was OK to crossdress sometimes. Just lost, plod on, kind of androgynous at points, get on with job, cut hair short, try to live up to partner's expectations, be more masculine... Then my father dies, and the year after I'm identifying the body of my uncle after an accident - life is short, wanting to be more like me, happier; and the pieces come together again.
i remember in high school when my hormones kicked in, it was so freaky and nothing felt right anymore.
when my voice droped i got realy upset and so scared, at least now i cant wait until the female hormones kick in and i get back some of what i lost....
It's okay to be jealous about what the girls went through and wanting that I felt the same way. Though i didn;t do any like you to change my body. I was just jealous about the clothes females get to wear,
Yep, Ashley, you and I began to become aware of our "difference" at about the same times in our lives. It was in kindergarten when I felt the pressure to "be a boy." It was very difficult and I didn't know how to be a boy. Life was a bit difficult until my transition 32 years ago. The rest was easy by comparison.
Oh, I felt that way in high school/now too. I was so jealous that the guys were growing up and I wanted to get taller and muscly and deep voiced too. Yeah, and back when I was little I usually played with the boys, but I too was often picked last because although I like sports I suck at them.
Sorry to hear about your Mom's death. I know for me my Mom's passing was also a hugely significant event, even coming much later in my life. I think being trans we form a unique and very different bond with our Moms.
you say ''umm'' alot.
sweetcakexdd 11 months ago
you people are freaks i dont get this transvestite shit if its because u want to feel better about urself smoke some weed like a normal fucking person
420bakery 1 year ago
@420bakery Well done, so your an idiot, a bigot , and you smoke to deal with your shit...If thats being "normal" , I'm glad to not be part of your sad little club.
Its interesting how internet trolls like yourself seem to spend so much time watching videos about transexuals , maybe you should STFU and learn something.
Rubberbandgirl75 1 year ago
you're beautiful. ...if that doesn't sound creepy. i admire you a lot. you're a very beautiful person. keep doing what you're doing. :)
Polarsuku 2 years ago
You could be really cute with the right hair style.
ABN234 2 years ago
i apologize for my last comment i am a very unstable person so i ll think one thing one minute and change my mind the next. im very sorry to anyone who took that comment into consideration. i am in no position to judge and thout i had the authority or right to make judgement but i was really just revealing my ignorance and made myself look like a fool. i think you are a beautiful WOMAN and you should be very proud of all the people you've helped. Jah Blessed Ras Tafari
smokasomeweed 2 years ago
i'm a guy just like you are and trust me i don't fit in. i actually have an uncontrollable thing where i faint when i here about sex ed. things or anything IN your body. BUT the solution is not to displace your entire idenity. i used to be a materialistic fool who took the phyisical world seriously but now i'm a dreadlock rastafarian and i'm tellin you meditation is the sole way to find the truth. you are going to experience awkward moments your whole life without meditation
smokasomeweed 2 years ago
I agreee that Meditation, or, in my case, a state on near constant thought and analysis reveals fantastic things, however, I think that you may be making the assumption that she looked at all the things differant in her like and came to the conclusion, from that, that she was a female. Rather, I believe, at least this was the case with me, thatI looked at my life, and I finally knew who I was, and all the differances were the results of my disconnect as it were.
Overcher 2 years ago
u look amazing. i wish i could look that good
WordsYouForget 2 years ago
Baby, are you eating? You are looking skinny.
wolfofthewhitemt 2 years ago
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nice video , but at the end of the day YOUR STILLA MAN, BECAUS EU HAVE A DICK, AND gOD MADE U A BOY,
gOD DOESNT MAKE MISTAKES.
MRbossman1982 2 years ago
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_FREESHEMALESONLINE._COM_ wow the thought of making a gay bomb is soo gayLOL
Samue231321 3 years ago
im terrible at sports too. :-P
I think its worse to be bad at sports when your a boy then to be bad at sports when your a girl. :-P I bet you could outrun me in a race. I could hold my breath underwater longer than you though!! lol
GLBTQcommunity 3 years ago
<3 *hug*
anlashokna 3 years ago 2
I love you Video's Keep them Coming
37682 3 years ago
i get that question a lot. It's confusing to answer because you feel like one gender your whole life it's just when you figure out... it's strange. Thankfully I came out after sex ed, so I was lucky. But it doesnt sound like ur voice dropped very much. It cracks sometimes but it's pretty high. (THat's a good thing.) If I was born a boy I would have been called Redmund or Arlan, but I started calling myself Charlie at footlocker and then I called myself Isaac at a brooks brothers.
GLBTQcommunity 3 years ago
My childhood was very similar. I never felt right as a boy growing up, I didnt get along with the boys. But I actually really need sleep now, I'll watch the rest of your blogs some time soon.
Good Night and seriously thank you! Thank You! THANK YOU! You fill me with confidence that I can do this, and it puts to rest many of my fears about transitioning. I was overjoyed to the point of tears by some of your videos. Your my greatest inspiration, Thank you!!
MiteGai 3 years ago
My mom misguessed the gender of her children all three times she was pregnant. I was to be Sarah, my sister, Jonathan, and my brother, Ana.
RosebudOfCane 4 years ago
i feel the same way with my sisters :( they should of been the boys and me the girl :(
mejw1 3 years ago
Lookin' good ^_^
lonelyskater14 4 years ago
Good video Ashley.
florydorygirl 4 years ago
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Jen's class? Holy shit, you're teaching kids that it's OK to be like you. Good God almighty you can't indoctrinate kids into your perverted lifestyle. They should lock you and Jen up. It's too bad no one taught you right from wrong. You truly are perverted, have you not realized that by now or have you just surrounded yourself with homo sympathizers that tell you it's ok to be a mutant?
Yereviltwin2 4 years ago
You sure are obsessed with us trannies. Feel a little feminine sometimes? ;)
Love and smooches,
Ashes
icecoldbath 4 years ago
You're an idiot.
Trenholmes 4 years ago
obviously u never got taught about things like this,and this is why u are such a hating a negative person,u should open up ur eyes in the world,and accept ppl for what they are..why not teach kids about these topics,surely if they are taught this,they wont grow up with issues,or the not understanding,and totally hateful attitude towards people,or situations they dont know about,it is people like you,why these people like icecoldbath,and bella ect that have such hard times in society
lisaovdarlo 4 years ago
Hi Ashley, I'm a student in Jen's class and I wanted to thank you for taking the time out to make these videos for us! I really enjoyed them. I think you're awesome and I hope everything goes great for you.
socialche 4 years ago
Hey thanks for watching. It was an honor and a privilege to work with Jen on this. Hope you got a good grade!
icecoldbath 4 years ago
I did! Thanks. I hope you had a wonderful holiday.
socialche 4 years ago
GR8 group of vids!
some1 give this girl a medal!
pigpen7471 4 years ago 2
Thank you!
icecoldbath 4 years ago
Yes, the term pivotal moment. I tried to tell a psychologist in school about 23 years ago, and he just said it was OK to crossdress sometimes. Just lost, plod on, kind of androgynous at points, get on with job, cut hair short, try to live up to partner's expectations, be more masculine... Then my father dies, and the year after I'm identifying the body of my uncle after an accident - life is short, wanting to be more like me, happier; and the pieces come together again.
AndrogyneMichinaga 4 years ago
Things change and rearrange.
icecoldbath 4 years ago
hi ashley
i remember in high school when my hormones kicked in, it was so freaky and nothing felt right anymore.
when my voice droped i got realy upset and so scared, at least now i cant wait until the female hormones kick in and i get back some of what i lost....
hugz!
~bethany
bethanyann26tg 4 years ago
Yeah. Boy puberty = no good.
icecoldbath 4 years ago
It's okay to be jealous about what the girls went through and wanting that I felt the same way. Though i didn;t do any like you to change my body. I was just jealous about the clothes females get to wear,
riommada 4 years ago
never was a huge cross dresser, but go you!
icecoldbath 4 years ago
Yep, Ashley, you and I began to become aware of our "difference" at about the same times in our lives. It was in kindergarten when I felt the pressure to "be a boy." It was very difficult and I didn't know how to be a boy. Life was a bit difficult until my transition 32 years ago. The rest was easy by comparison.
GenieP 4 years ago
Yeah, they just tell you growing up is hard, you don't know when its too hard, if I had known that I might have spoke up.
icecoldbath 4 years ago
Oh, I felt that way in high school/now too. I was so jealous that the guys were growing up and I wanted to get taller and muscly and deep voiced too. Yeah, and back when I was little I usually played with the boys, but I too was often picked last because although I like sports I suck at them.
fugazi0311 4 years ago
Sorry to hear about your Mom's death. I know for me my Mom's passing was also a hugely significant event, even coming much later in my life. I think being trans we form a unique and very different bond with our Moms.
unmeasuredinstances 4 years ago
Yeah, maybe I will make a video about my mom. Yours moved me a lot.
icecoldbath 4 years ago