Ean Jay Santos Nicolas - Journey of Life

[hauolilovesrhiannon]

this made me Cry ! 

[TheLegendaryGame1000]

Ervin and Julie, I am wishing you both a wonderful life together. Your mother and father (the whole family,too!) are in our hearts always. Judy, Jim, Dylan Lauren and Jake

[markksf]

praying for you two and ean jay! God Bless you 3. Much love to you.

[iloveyouvinny14]

omg im crying

[nicolelovesyou4141]

i usally never cry im always happy go lucky buut when i watched this a cryed like a baby!),:

[aleeeirra]

damn, I can't imagine the pain that you guys were put through. Two very strong parents! My heart goes out to you guys.

[lokdit]

how did yooh make this video??? it's really cute :) i lyk it... i wanna mek my son's slideshow kinda lyk this video... i reallly LOVE the ending nd the part that where the song "what hurts the most" :)

[JahkayBabeey]

This Is Heart Breaking To See </3 You Two Didnt Deserve To Loose Your Son <3 When I See Your Pictures I Think To Myself Wow Im Suprised The Child Didnt Survive, But Think How STRONG Ean Was Surviving 28 Days WIth So Much Operations, I Wish Luck To You Two Youll Be GREAT PAREnTS <333333333

[rumeysaThebest]

damn this made me cry

[KashgroundTM]

Damn...

[mcx3h]

this is the most touching video i have seen in years. i couldnt imagine the pain it must have caused u guys. watching this video made me feel pain

[Ayuumiix3]

This is very beautiful and touching<3 No words can explain the parents love towards their son. God Bless to Baby Ean and Parents!

[liymenello]

MY SOBS. HEARD THROUGHOUT THE CITY.

[bernie122661]

I know the feeling. I also lost my daughter, still born seven monhs..but now, I have three children, two girls and 1 boy ages 29, 19 and 15. They are all beautiful and smart. I'm your Dad's( Ernesto Nicolas) classmate whom I just found via FB after 33 years. Just be strong and maintain your faith in Him. In His time, He will give you His blessing...God bless...

[xbabygirl375]

this is so sad, i cried so much, rip <3

[iiBBYLOVE]

T___________________T!!

RIP Ean Jay Santos Nicolas! Thank you for this story that you've shared.

[xoxomissma]

This made me cry :(so sad

[MsJudy63]

Your strength, courage, faith and hope are an example to all parents. May God bless you with house full of healthy children. Ean is a beautiful angel in heaven!

[tinyboyy1120]

Aww Hope You Both Are Okayy ! You Guys Are So Strong ! Hope The Best For You In The Future And One Day You'll Meet Your Son Again One Day .

[tiianaboo]

i ball my eyes out everytime i watch this . its so sad , i couldnt imagine going through that , <3

[72shar72]

Thank you for sharing your story. I miss my 3 angels everyday. May God grant you both with the blessing of a healthy baby.

[TheBloodline99]

MY HEARTS GOES OUT TO YOU. I LOST MY LITTLE GIRL TOO. BUT DON'T GIVE UP. EACH BABY HAS A SPECIAL PART IN OUR LIVES AND NO MATTER WHAT BE STRONG FOR BABY EAN IS LOOKING DOWN SMILING SAYING HEY MOM & DAD THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR OUR JOURNEY TOGETHER & I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU.

[yeahyooh]

RIP Baby Ean * watch over your beautiful parents and keep them strong !

[animeluv4eva1998]

I cant control my tears right now...But it's okay because Ean is in a happy place with God. now <3 Everything happens for a reason, there's always a brighter side to every dark storms, comes a rainbow. Dont ever give up. Hope you guys the best :) Smile, it's the best medicine.

[ohmykilax3]

I'm so sorry for your lost. I teared a lot. It's so sad "/ He's so cute too. Rest in piece Ean Jay Santos Nicolas. <3

[lisaswifey]

I am so sorry for your lost!!! I cried my eyes out!!! I hope that your next baby is healthy and strong just like you two were!!! It breaks my heart to see what you guys had to go thru!!!! my deepest condolenses and symphathys go out too you both!!!! Again i as so sorry for your lost!!!!

[penguinmav]

bawling my eyes out, I'm so sorry for your loss.

[TeineAshleyBoo408]

Wthell? How could those 15 ppl dislike this video? Stupid.

[TheVortex808]

I hope you guys like this cuz im uncle and its really hard,so I hope 109426 people who viewed this video teaches what my sister eans mom and my brother eans dad went through to have a baby.hope so.

[SweetCotton5]

This is the longest tym i ever cried! rest in peace ean!

it al most fill up half of my cup!

god help this poor child ! Please!

[jabbawockeez78]

i live in hawaii too :)

[icreamcakes2]

RIP (: STAY STRONG GOD BLESS

[Hellorudegirl]

i just got a headache from crying so much <3

[xo32cat]

this made me cry really hard, i really hope you guys will regain your strength from this painful situation. He was adorable, and when you have another one im sure he/she will be to :) i prayed that god would keep him safe with him and to watch over you guys after i watched this. i hope good things will help follow through, and I'm sorry for your loss.

[karenlove20]

Ahhww  )';

Im so sorry about your baby , but he is is peace now and in a better place (:

he was strong and he fought his hardest to try and stay alive & atleast he gave you guys a chance to get to hold him and see him before he went (:

My thoughts & prayers to your baby and family <3

[cupcake4271]

15 people who dislike don't have a heart !

[adeestor]

i don't usually complain about dislikes on videos but there is absolutely no reason to dislike this.

[karenlove20]

@adeestor

This is so true, i dont know why people are hating !

I totally agree !

[jiggadeetraxx]

Very heartfelt. May your faith and love grow stronger.

[dref444]

So sorry! He is such a beautiful baby, my thoughts & prays are with you always.

[Xl0ser1X]

D: This made me cry so baddd. May he rest in peace. : ')

[LVwuzgood]

kawawa naman :(

[yankeegirl2013]

They tried to hold on, but the angels were calling. Rest In Paradise Ean Jay.

[ItszKathleeen]

Who gives a fuck if tumblr bought you here ? Watch the damn video.

[671marvin]

This deserves more views .

[4wtf20]

thank you for being so strong for your son...your video is so touching and everyone should watch it...me n my mom watched it n she said that you guys are so strong...and that she would not have been as strong or had as much faith as you both...we cried...Ean would have been so proud to call you guys mom and dad...

god bless you, love,

caitlin francisco

[Nitika2011]

RIP EAN.

This video made me cry :'(

Ean, your lucky to have a parents like them

God Bless youu <3

[BabiiLove28]

RIP Baby Ean :')

-3

[PhunkiFLiP]

Rest In Peace Ean Jay Santos.

[67nalani]

Touched my heart .........may the LORD bless you and not lose faith in him.

[Cutiebabe70]

Arww how sad, :( RIP little Angel

[francesarabelle]

Sooo sad!! ): Haven't cried like this in months. Really touched my heart. <3<3<3

Baby Ean rest in peace. ♥

[HannahIsTheShitMane]

whoever dislike this is brain dead </3 

[HeartsAndStarsXD]

I'm soo sorry for your loss, I cant even imagine the pain that you've gone through and even though I was sobbing through most of this video I know that it was nothing like what it was/is like for you. Know that he loved his parents for being so amazing, staying strong for him and loving his with all there hearts. <3

[joieeXV]

:(

[iheartblazers]

;,,(

God bless you, & your family. <3 Ean you will always be rememberd by your parents. Don't forget them.. <3

[doowoopsandswag]

God bless you and your family, God bless Ean. Everyone who watched this are praying for you and your family. Stay strong and thank you for sharing us about the story.

[Dennyboy190]

THIS IS FUCKIGN BEAUTIFUL DONT MAKE "TUMBLR BROGUTH ME HERE" THE TOP COMMENT WHEN IT SHOULD BE SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL I CRIED

[xiliketoeatadobe]

i feel the pain that you do. i was supose to have another baby brother, but he died in my moms stomach, i miss you so much boy<3

[kikiharrow]

omg stay strong and thanks for sharing your story!!

[propertyofmacsina01]

:( I MISS MY aunt

[LVwuzgood]

:(

[fullhouseXDD]

Ean is one strong baby.

And I hope he's smiling happily with God right now.

May God bless Ean and his lovely parents <3

[Sweetcute1212]

*lost*

[Sweetcute1212]

The description says it all. I really feel like crying, but to be honest I don't like watching sad things...it's just so...sad! I'm sorry, but I cannot go on to finish this video...sad.. and I'm sorry about your lose..

[alohaboy25]

Very sorry for your son! I couldn't stop crying. Thank u for sharing such a personal part of your life with the world! Ean will be remembered world wide. Ean is now a powerful angel n is watching from above! Much love goes out to Ean n the family! Stay strong n God Bless you!!!

[otheraccountbrew]

:(

[whkdc321]

My kids made me watch this video. I didn't want to watch it because I was busy. I cried so hard, my heart felt the pain as if he's one of my kids:( I wouldn't want anybody to go through something like they went through. I prayed to God not to let this happen to me because I won't know what I would do. I don't think I can be that strong like his parents were. My 12 yr old son cried, my daughter cried. After watching the video, my sister watched it. She cried and I still cried with her. My sincer

[kaatibaabyx3]

this video made me cry... ):

i'm sorry for your lost.

[babeelover1]

I am so sorry for your lose i have no idea what i would do if that will ever happen to me. But yet im still to young. to even have a kid but i don't know how you took it. It must have been really hard. But just remember to keep your head held high and remember that your son will always be with you and is always watching you guys. Just seeing this video is so heart breaking so sad. I feel for you guys i feel your guys pain. I AM SOO SORRY.!!): :'(

[ChuniMunkee]

I hope your next baby will be healthy and strong :))

[babyjerick1]

@ChuniMunkee

yuups daawg...we full fill this faith, Hope, and love for the next love of Ean.

[TobiAznProduction]

I disliked this because the baby died :[

[godsonHI]

:') everything WILL be okay!!!

[BSchnizzleness]

Why did I cry? -.- oh my goodness<3

[kahlanii2]

this is so sad :( theyre such troopers

[chibipanda1000]

Im not a sensitive girl but this made my cry buckets of tears i really wish the best for both of you, even if this experience is heartbreaking, dont give up. who knows...maybe your next baby might be ean's soul :)

[RedCherryLips247]

Balled my eyes out.

[Qwal2]

Dear parents of Ean Jay, don't give up. Try again. God is great, God has everything planned out for both of you. I'm sure. Good luck! :)

[exgurlfrend]

So sorry to hear about your loss of your beautiful son. May God give you both the strength and abundance of peace to recover. God bless you friend!

[rosebaki]

. Ean (our little Angel) is now in the care of our FATHER in heaven. He is happy & looking down laughing with joy that you are his parents! @Rose, thank you for posting this video on FB.

[rosebaki]

This is a beautiful recording of Ean's life journey. Irvin & Julie Nicolas you were blessed with a life of love, just because Ean is not with us here on earth, he lives in your hearts & all those of us that you've shared this video with! This video/documented recording of Ean to share with your future gifts (children) will show them how much love you both have to give them as well, the extend that your love will go for each one of them. Ean (our little Angel) is now in the care of our FATHER.

[rosebaki]

This is a beautiful recording of Ean's life journey. Irvin & Julie Nicolas you were blessed with a life of love, just because Ean is not with us here on earth, he lives in your hearts & all those of us that you've shared this video with! Th...is video/documented recording of Ean to share with your future gifts (children) will show them how much love you both have to give them as well, the extend that your love will go for each one of them. con't

[koro32ta]

Earvin, Julie, and the rest of the Ohana so sorry about the lost of Ian Jay. Lucky you two are so strong and have strong families. The whole video was so sad, but when Earvin said to take me instead of Ian that really touched me, because I would say and wish the same thing with my 8year old son.

[Jordyduran43]

I'm sorry about your loss you guys would r great parents but now he will be taking care of you guys from above. I wish you guys the best!!!!! R.I.P baby Ean

[babylover8093]

Omg ; this has me crying and crying nonstop :( I feel so sad for you guys

[h3nrydildo]

this would be so much better if it was about a puppy

[sujusnowwhite4ever]

aw.. I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel & this video really touched my heart, I bawled after it hit the five minute mark in this video. but don't worry, over time you guys will heal.. know that Ean loves you guys very much. may he rest peacefully. <3

[iagie007]

this made me cry to the max :(

[Nai5569]

This made me cry, I know how you feel I lost my baby and I can't stop thinking about him/her , Never knew the sex of the baby, But all I know is I would of loved my baby like there was no tommoro...Rest in Peace baby Ean

[ssakbff]

I'm deeply sorry for what happened to your baby son Ean. My mother lost her son too. I wasn't born yet but I still here her crying his name at times. I know Ean would've liked to stay but he is always watching you and loves you. I'm praying for the day when you two get to see him and hold him once again. I'm so so very sorry :'( My prayers and love for you! <3

Kirsten

[xSunshineTee]

this made me cry :( rip baby Ean <3

[WittyCharm]

i was moved... *tears*

[camizmommy]

From our family to yours,

Our deepest condolences and much prayers for the both of you. You are both very strong and I give you so much credit for being able to share this with everyone. Take care and God bless!

[aikomaLove]

;( i cant stop crying. 

[elmovang]

OMG! SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. my first son went threw an open heart surgery and lived up to only 1 month and 2 days. may godd bless both our child i know how hard it is to lose the one you'll love the most. seeing ur video made me cry thinking about mines.

[koolkatrocker]

this is hella sad! i cant stop crying

[joaniebarcinas]

Your story was very moving. Thank you for sharing it with the world. Ean Jay, may you rest in peace. Mom and Dad, thank you! God bless!

[MsNishiaG]

This story really touched me. My heart goes out to you. Ean is so beautiful and you two are very strong.

[another00person]

I don't cry easily and this brought me to so much tears.

[SHARMAZiNGbby]

god bless this family. it hurt watching this video and listenin to what you both have went through. i am so sorry. i have kids of my own, and watching this video made me turn to look at them and thank god for the million time for blessing me... you now have beautiful angel... may god bless you both and heal your hearts....

[Hakusword]

thats really sad man....

[ynavillamarmusic]

Whoever disliked this video... you're heartless.

[vahhnessaa]

rip<3

[ALFan0505]

I cried so hard :'(

[ranoushkhouri]

omg i cant stop crying this touched my heart :'( people who disliked this video have no hearts u just r so stupid!!! i feel so sad :'(

[Reydenization]

Rip Ean you'll see your parents soon.

have a good time up there, maybe i can meet you there.

see you :)

[TisMishyYoochunBish]

The tears won't stop. D:

[rilievska]

wow this is the most touching video ive ever seen in my life. i dont usually comment on videos but this one really got to me. i literally cried my eyes out. im so sorry for your loss.

[TaekoBored]

who gives a f*ck if Tumblr brought you here? seems like THAT is more important than the actual message of the story.

RIP Ean. Things happen for a reason, and I know great things are on their way <3

[ferndapanduhh]

Wow.. this really got to me. =[

[aj5salas]

RIP baby Ean. You are so handsome. Watch over your mommy & daddy & one day they will be with you. You were so strong & brave baby Ean. Love you baby boy!

[thetracygirl10]

Also crying can't stop!!

[thetracygirl10]

You guys were such a happy family but one day u will go to him so don't worry and Ian rest in peace and ur parents will come to u and parent god will bless you!

[albanianmusiclover]

honestly crying.

[EwaGrownBoi98]

cried from 9:30-9:50 :(

[ningnong19]

So sad and so sorry

[rudeking3000]

12:47 <3 [crying]

[lajenwuzhere]

so sad! crying :'(

[rudeking3000]

11:23 <3 [tearing]

[LaydeeJ808]

This made me cry. God bless you both! Rest In Paradise Baby Ean : ) You're an angel in the sky now!

[visreal08]

when she picked up the bear&held it as if it was her Ean, broke my heart,

rest in peace Ean.

[yimistheshiets]

God bless you baby Ean. You were such a handsome baby boy. I cried throughout this video, rest in peace.

[freeleighrandom]

Beautiful & touching <3 May GOD bless you :) RIParadise baby Ean.

[DelishDaniBami]

RIP Ean<3

[ayeeitsmeereeuh]

Omg </3 Rip

[TheQuestionMrk]

my condolences to baby ean's family he is in a better place now .

[2isthebestmw]

God is with them

[OBEYxSUPREME]

Im sure if he was still alive he would have been the most handsome boy ever :)

R.I.P

[arilovesyou27]

This touched my heart! -3 But you guys stood strong and that means a lot! It's precious, very indeed.

[iTeamDummyFanClubb]

I have never cried so much watching a video . My condolonces go out to you guys & your family .

R.i.P Baby Ean <3

[ShaylaBaybeh]

soo sad ..R.I.P baby ean </3

[iibigbangfan]

Fuck Man, I cried like a baby. God is watching over you guys :)

[emilydolla]

This is beautiful. The faith that you guys have is just remarkable. Please stay strong and remarkable people. Bless you both.

[pedobuddiex]

tumblr brought me here.

[1farahnaz]

simply beautiful.. I wish you both a lot of strength and love, you are such great parents and you deserve to give your love to your children. may God bless you with great and healthy children in the future <3

[Alohatime24]

A friend of mine (who worked with mom) text me to watch this...

I'm very sad and in tears for your loss of cutie pie, Ean Jay. Obviously he touched everyone in those 28 days (and still going!) he'll never be forgotten. I hope you both find the strength to live on. Aloha and bless you both.

[randyallenmusic]

@themorbidimmortal lets just say for a moment you were a parent, and you were going through their same situation. But instead of God you had something else that gave you strength amidst the hard time. Clearly Ervin & Julie relied on God and believe that ALL things are under his control and has an ultimate plan. I'm not asking you to believe in God, more to respect Ervin and Julie and their belief. I do pray that God will someday show you the truth about HIM someday. Take Care

[808Gorgeous]

I wAs deEplY saDdeNEd bY tHe dEatH of ur sOn Ean Jay..

JuSt sTay sTrOng Both Of U gUys..DoNt lOSe HoPe..

AlWays ReMeMber EaN jaY iS in GOd HAnDs NoW..:(

[kingkonghitme]

you're either you're lying or havent watched the whole thing, if you say this didn't touch your heart enough to make you cry.

i cried.

[guess90210]

@kingkonghitme I watched the whole thing and im not lying, I didnt cry. Just thought I would let you know.

[randyallenmusic]

@guess90210 I'm sorry this video isn't about you bro. I hope that it at least touched your heart in a positive way :)

[kingkonghitme]

@guess90210

WOOT WOOT. YOU WIN

[betty20boop11]

The word STRONG is the both of you! There is no other word that We can find that discribes you two. Our love and prayers goes to you two all the way from Kekaha Kauai. God Bless.

[foreverLOVELYx3]

God bless to you & your family. I have never seen such a strong and powerful parents. My condolences goes out to you and your family. Stay strong. God bless. 

[heonrad]

Seeing how much Ean Jay's parents love him, and knowing that God's love for Ean and each one of us is even greater and beyond our understanding is very heartwarming :')

[O808G]

God bless you guys and your families. Our condolences go out to y'all

[Ac041110]

This video is worth my 15:15 of my life.

[808k1k2k3k4k5]

i cried so hard watching this beautiful video......Ean is with Jesus now and that's all that matters

[itzx0owitzdrksyd]

My condolences to the family. I have heard about his battle thru a friend and was confident that hes gon win it. My heart broke when I watched this. May he rest in peace :,(

[pwisidakeninomw]

Rest in Love Ean Jay. to the parents, be strong. Hes in good hands. He's your angel. God bless you both.

[kiyomi72]

I have no idea who this couple is ... but my heart aches for them.  Wishing your entire family love and aloha from Hawaii .. Ean Jay will always be with you and watch over you.

[cherisex3]

God bless him -3

No matter how many times i watch this, i cry my eyes out.

[RideeBabyVroomVroom]

<3 God bless you

[idonteatpizza]

How do you recover from losing a child? I lost a sister and it's the hardest thing i have and still going through. Rest in Peace Ean

[EatFood13]

The whole thing made me cry. I'm so sorry for you but he will always be around.

[thecrumpetgirl]

Im sorry for your loss. Ean will be forever in our hearts <3

[nesjay16]

awww so sad condelence

[amythegreat789]

awwwww what a great tribute to him......he is watching over you and you are in my happy thoughts and prayers

[kaeleebraden]

God has a plan you if He took your angel away that just means He needed him in heaven. Don't give up the faith.

[mszberry101]

the end had me in tears :'( r.ip ean jay

[fanmade12345678910]

im crying my eyes out here

[PhilipJDM]

sorry for your loss, this video touched my heart. my condolences to you and your family and baby ean rest in peace.

[HiBreezy808]

aww :(, sorry for your guys loss. hes in good hands now. gods watching him. pray and love him. R.I.P ean

[danni96706]

I'm sorry about your loss :'( he's special never forget that . This touched my heart

Aw baby Ean rest in paradise -3