That is so sad. I only just "met" Shawn on youtube last night and now I see this and feel a loss. He leaves a great legacy of speaking truth and being incredibly bold in his actions.
Dont be sorry if you cry over deaths of people close to you. It only shows that you are human. I'm sorry for your loss, and i hope that you're doing better now.
This cult needs to be fuckin' stopped... Till just recently, I thought Scientology was merely creepy, y'know? Just the ravings of some crazy old man from the 50's and the new celebrity fad. Hearing all of this stuff now makes me angry that I didn't know about it sooner and why it's taken so long to gain this kind of attention. I pray that I see this disgusting charade of a religion crushed in my life time. May God rest Shawn Lonsdale and bless you ToryMagoo.
If you think I am bull shitting you with the mind control. Tell me something how many times you catch yourself doing something stupid and you just don't know what you were thinking. Like your about to run a red light and stop your self all those are attempted attacks by these mind control warriors that I believe are attacking earth right now. They might be Scientologists on the OT levels using this just as a drill. At their level they just say oops while you die.
So at what level of OT do you have the ability to kill? Is it possible to kill another through mind control. Remember on OT VIII LRH mentions that our genetic mutation puts us at risk for mind control. Thats what the mutation is meant to do. So maybe scientology uses this to experiment in killing its own enemies. Mind control to kill. Also if you notice how many stars are falling in Hollywood. Think about it an OT can disturb the body's electrical field and kill you. And these abilities are in.
Jesus would not allow this to happen. He came to save mankind from sin and this terrible world mislead by Satan. L. Ron Hubbard was a Satanist and a friend of Aleister Crowley.
@StevieG1066 Memory for ever! Never Forgive! Never Forget! Scientology = Communism. They can make you disappear and make it look like suiside. You think its bull. You see mobster movies all the time. But think ablout it.
Any protest = -$300,000 per person that decides not to go in. People can kill for less.
@gombis666 What do you mean when you are saying it is maybe a bit dicey to say that Shawn Lonsdales death is a bit suspect? To who should it be dicey?
@gombis666 Its actually what you mean. I know what Tory said about especially OTVlll in that connection. What do you mean, what kind of danger are you talking about?
@globe255 $cientology has done some scurrilous criminal things to people in the past (operation Snow White, Operation Freakout, the deaths of LRon's child, Lisa McPherson, etc). These were Scientology POLICIES in action. If you are even trying to suggest that this cult isn't capable of such crimes, just read the history of this cult and LRon's HCO Bulletins on Fair Game, tone scale etc. It's a dangerous cult and I put NOTHING past them. Do you?
@gombis666 I think the cult of scientology are capable to do the worst possible crime, and they will do it if they find it necessary. Its not even the worst, the worst is that they can get away with it, like nothing has happen. Just as you mentioned the Lisa McPherson and the one Tory is talking about namely Lonsdale. I must say i would like to see the end of this cult, but with that attitude from the court, im sure it never will happen. They have members in all positions.
@globe255 - Agreed...I think that the end of the current corrupt management of this cult is fast approaching. They do more to hurt themselves and ruin their reputation than anything Anonymous could do to them.
@gombis666 As long as brainwashed people like Tom Cruise and other rich actors are paying to the cult i will exist forever. People who are protesting against the cult must be aware of the fact that they are risking their lives (scientology are risking nothing). They can get away with their crimes as long as the systeme is corrupt. They see a poor protester as nothing, if he/she dies, well yes thats just an accident- it can happen to all.
the muslims knows this activities.. According to Islamic scholars, "The Jinni enters the one seized by fits and causes him to speak incomprehensible words, unknown to himself; if the one seized by fits is struck a blow sufficient to kill a camel, he does not feel it." and dat is what happen to L. Ron Hubbard the last time someone saw him he looking dirty didnt clean maybe for months
the muslims knows this activities.. According to Islamic scholars, "The Jinni enters the one seized by fits and causes him to speak incomprehensible words, unknown to himself; if the one seized by fits is struck a blow sufficient to kill a camel, he does not feel it." and dat is what happen to L. Ron Hubbard the last time someone saw him he looking dirty didnt clean maybe for months
the muslims knows this activities.. According to Islamic scholars, "The Jinni enters the one seized by fits and causes him to speak incomprehensible words, unknown to himself; if the one seized by fits is struck a blow sufficient to kill a camel, he does not feel it." and dat is what happen to L. Ron Hubbard the last time someone saw him he looking dirty didnt clean maybe for months
Possession by evil spirits (Jinn) or the Devil (Shaitan) and is like exorcism if someone belief SCIENTOLOGY that person dat person is not him self.the higher up you go, the larger chances their are of death.or opposite ..............
sorry for your lost dont 4get everyone will die soon or later. i always say if death leave you alone the age doesn't leave you alone ..... and im 100% sure SCIENTOLOGist are evils every member sold his soul 2 da devil wan you committee suicide the devil is controls you soull is like
"L.R. Hubbard was the disciple of a known satanist of the 20th Century, Alistair Kroule and was involved in a most repulsive form of occultism. According to KGB archives in Russia (MIA), Scientology is one of many forms of satanic sects, that have crime-demonic direction, actively use psychotropic methods in order to achieve control of its members... According to the teaching of L. Ron Hubbard, the originator of Scientology, any democracy is worthless."
Well, Hubbard used drugs all the time he wrote "Policies" telling his members they should not, and they *should* be able to handle things (illnesses, sickness, etc) with his supposed "Tech" (for technology---aka: BS re most of Scientology).
Omg Tory do not be sorry for showing that you are human. You actually made me cry also. You show your thanks and love, through your videos! Dont you ever be sorry for crying oks. Hugggggs Tory, RIP Shawn, Alot of people will miss you! Good lord I am stil crying.
I feel sorry for scientologists and their minions. Scientology killed Jett. Not epilepsy. Scientologists are ego-thriving psychopaths. Its a "my way or the highway" attitude. John Travolta allowed his life and Son to become compromised and exploited as a result. Always believe in YOURSELF. Never a false prophet. Especially the JEWS. They love profitting as a result of propoganda. They are very good at it. As John learned.
No, Diskeeper was owned by Craig Jenson who is a Scientologist. It isn't a front group---I believe it was purchased by Microsoft. C of $ does have many front groups, WTH, CCHR, AS, WISE, but Diskeeper isn't one of them---and because we use PCs doesn't mean we are supporting C of $---although one member did make a lot of money selling it.
PS: This is about the many deaths that happen within Scientology/C of $. If you are "in".....be very careful the higher up you go, the larger chances their are of death. They say the opposite, their statistics prove to be true. Watch "The Unfunny Story about Scientology". That tells some of it.
These people are AFRAID of EXPOSURE....., they FEAR being shown as they truly are....., if they were truly "CLEARED" of negative emotions then they would not have to resort to harrassment to stop any critisism
From what I've researched this CULT is no better than Jim Jones' cult or the Moonies....., I've READ dianetics....., and wile I don't agree with the medicating of America....., I thisng it would be best if this "religion" just went away...., there is a BIG difference between RELIGION and SPIRITUALITY....., religion has created WARS......, I believe these people are as corrupt as anyone could be....., so cry and be sad for those who have passed to expose this cult for what it is....,
syrtyr, what did you read in dianetics? I don't undertand why one cannot just raed the books. Is there information not in the books that are supposedly in the "courses"?
the book is full of psuedo-psychology, the terms are different but it is all basic psychology. Why should anyone PAY for COURSES to help you? I have been in a 12 step program for years and got myself "clear" for free with no one holding my "crimes" over my head to bend me to their will. I can LEAVE a 12 step program anytime I want with no repercussions. In my research I have found this to be a VERY dangerous CULT, and I approached this with a very open mind to gather information.
sandalwoodred, thanks for showing the coldness of your group. You totally don't give a damn about your own members and their tragic deaths. Instead, you prefer to try to slime psychiatry. Thanks for showing your heartless, creepy actions, once more.
Blessings to ALL who lost their lives, within this insidious Cult, and their families and loved ones.
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For every death that has occured at the hands of the church of scientology, 10's of thousands of people have died over the years in the hands of Psychiatrists.
"He punched me in the face at least ten times and my glasses fell off, I was thrown up against a desk unit, a counter top, and that was the moment right then when I realized I could go no further down than this, to be beaten by the leader [David Miscavige] of my so-called church." - Marc Headley, ex-Scientologist and former Executive Producer at Golden Era Production (production company owned by Scientology), Glosslip April 27, 2008
David Miscavige will do the same to you. Blow now.
If Hubbard had gotten his way millions of people would have been "disposed of quietly and without sorrow" (read: killed)
There is no group more evil, unethical, immoral and dishonest as the cult of $cientology. We're not going to sit back and watch more people be victimized by your crime syndicate.
Don't like it? Tough shit. Go whine to someone who gives a damn.
You are just one more brainwashed person. Your life is not your own and you PAY and PAY and PAY to get "Clear" I got "clear" through the 12 steps FOR FREE and have NO ONE keeping track of my PAST to HOLD it OVER my head. Bruce Lee has a saying and this is it. "If someone makes an ass of themselves there will ALWAYS be someone there to ride them." Scientology has made an "ASS OF ITSELF" now there are FREE people here to RIDE it into the ground. ANONYMOUS is riding Scientology into the GROUND
Shawn Lonsdale died/??? Jesus, that's jarring. That man had balls of steel to do what he did right in Clearwater. I hope he rests in peace. Rest assured we will continue his work in honor of all those who, in one way or another, had their lives taken away or shattered by the cult.
Don't apologize for crying hun! *hugs* it's ok to cry especially when so many you loved died because of this stupid cult. Thanks for doing what you do!
Absolutely. Her genuine emotion made her message so much more powerful. The last time I cried was at the age of ten when i got hit by a hockey puck in the shins. But, and this is embarassing to admit, tory managed to wrench a tear out of me with her solo vigil.
My friends and I got lucky. Our friend Bryan got out in time. He escaped on his own on February 7th, 2009. He even tells me still: "I'm very lucky to be out. I'm lucky to still be alive and well." He said this to me the week after he got out. He was a part of the Sea Org. Bryan has been shocked by the stories of the deaths. He cried watching some of the videos. My friend Bryan has realized how lucky he was and lives every day now to the full. Scientology isn't worth it. Great message Tory ~~~ DE
typical scientologist view- blame it on the victom. r u really saying that theres suicides in scientology because theres suicides outside it too, so the rate is the same, isnt that saying A LOT about scientology as a self help program? if these people killed themselves well they were trying to imporve their life that means scientology isnt actually doing anything, so why shouldnt people be allowed to learn all this on their own from the net and NOT pay all their savings?
Iv come to some final conclusion after being in the church for 15 years. The truth is, its very harmfull to people and it makes them crazy.....because they dont know any better...they need to wake up to the universe.......so many people are blind and dumb.......they need the truth and knowledge
Tory if you still check messages on this Video, Dont ever feel sorry for the tears you shed in memory of loved ones and friends. Your feelings are beautiful because they come from your heart. Your tears prove that you have escaped scientology with your humanity. Keep strong. God loves you. : )
Really powerful stuff. The most emotional video ive ever seen on youtube. Tis real shame and a terrible tradegy these kinda things have to happen especially if t seems avoidable. Sorry for your loses I have much respect for what your doing.
I am really very sorry for the loss that you have experienced. Yet, thank you for posting this, it was both moving and informative. I just finished a paper on the "church" of scientology for school, this was one of the videos that got me interested into studying this cult.
I am soooo sorry for your losses... u r right, the people at the churches won't even want to recieve the comm... they says "It's en-theta and it's not their fault, and that it was the persons reactive mind killing them...etc" Even if it is their reactive mind- the fact is- scientology says they want to help, but when someone really needs the help- they ignore them! I know- I was one of them....
Tory, You are blessed and will be rewarded for your standing up and speaking TRUTH. Keep fulfilling your purpose, the purpose of the Creator and our Source. Your light is amazing. KEEP THE LIGHT AND KEEP TRUTH>
Blessings for all that is good and right in light and peace.
I'm very sorry for you, I wish you well hun. Scientology has gone too far, they need to be stopped and if the law won't do it, then go Anon!! Blessed be )O(
LOVE you Tory. You Honor the departed by doing EXACLTY what your doing. By you speaking out and telling the world of your experiances and your beloved friends stories. WE ALL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!! your an extremely strong individual!!!!!!!
When people cry and have that giggle laughter, which I have when I have cried; It's because it hurts, really bad to cause a broken heart. Trying to remember the person, and realizing you won't see them again. I almost went insane when my mom died (Not in Scientology), but a loss is a loss and you really feel it.
My heart is broken for you and your friends and their families. No one should have to suffer what you all have suffered. Keep fighting the good fight.
Tory, you made me cry. Is a little late to post this, but I just wanted you to know that Im very grateful of your videos. They show exactly the truth.
L Ron Hubbard thought he was the incarnation of Satan and founded Scientology to create his own school of thought and therefore to implement satanism subversively. Also L. Ron Hubbard wrote in his inner circle memoirs about the maccabean landing (second coming) and talked harshy of an actual Jesus calling him a lover of boys. watch hollywoods war on God. Scientology=Satanism brainwashing at it's finest.
Tori I'm feel so sorry for your losses , And Thank you so much for your massages!
Its almost normal , so many zombies around me (not even talking about Scientology) You try to talk to them but they have a glaze over there eyes , they don't care .
Bless you Tory, stay strong we all are uniting and vibrating love truth and understanding~!
"THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN CONTROL PEOPLE IS TO LIE TO THEM. You can write that down in your book in great big letters. The only way you can control anybody is to lie to them."
Hey Tory, I am soooo sorry for your pain! I weep with you. Know that where there is a false, there is a true. Jesus is the true way, and He cries with you for your pain. He loves you, and is the real deal. I will keep you in my heart and prayers.
It's ok if you cry. You do whats right, but becareful. They might seriously start harasing you and try to kill you. I know it's hard. But this needs to be stopped. Your doing the right thing.
"Dianetics A mechanistic technique of therapy developed in 1948 by L. Ron Hubbard. It is based upon the belief that memories reach back before the moment of conception to previous lives or existences even in non-human forms or on planets elsewhere in the universe, and that if these memories can be recalled without pain or emotion an individual will be freed to develop his personality and 'beingness'. Dianetics later developed into scientology."
Tory, I'm so sorry for all of the losses you've endured. Please know that the work you do to expose the COS is the highest honour you could bestow upon the friends you lost.
Hey. I know it is a huge task,but can you write a book? And if you have,where can I get it? You have an insight that few others have. I would LOVE the stories that you have shared with us already shared with the blind world. Please consider it if you haven't already.
Tory, we love you and for what you have suffered in our behalf. You have saved, literally, SAVED many lives. How many of this cult could say the same? They profess to be "saving the planet"?
For all those who died, were betrayed, destroyed, and made to cry from the very soul like you just did, Tory - we will chant down the walls of this new babylon.
Thank you all SO very much! Your kindness, understanding and willingness to expose this insidious CULT is A M A Z I N G---and the results are beyond belief! It's happening, and I thank each one of you for helping.
I know IF all of my friends who died or took their own lives could tell you one thing, it would be: **THANK YOU** AND PLEASE TAKE IT TO A DONE.
I already went today, I am only 13 but I still believe that scientology is a disgrace to all things. I first heard of scientology when I was 8 or 9. I heard when I saw the unfunny truth about scientology. It was then I new that they were disgusting people. And I say to my fellow anons, do not forgive their crimes, neither must you forget them. And I mourn you all the way from England. Fact is I saw so many things about this cult so very early. And I ask why are they dead? Well we all know why.
let this be a warning to scientology: WE ARE WATCHING YOU! WE ARE LEGION, WE DO NOT FORGIVE! WE DO NOT FORGET! WE ARE ANONYMOUS! EXPECT US! AND RIGHT NOW WE ARE ANGRY!
Yeah it a bad situation when you have a large paranoid company that hides as a religion and stops free speech. I just hope the anonymous protests go on and does not die of as a fad. The general public need to be told in a way that will make them focus as it seems only people who care know about it. Most people are just sleepwalking in think that it has something to do with science and is good!
its unlikely anonymous will stop, but if it did the damage its done to scientology is HUGE. also, there is a protest tomorrow and im going to be there.
She left the cult about 8 years ago I believe and when she was talking about friends she heard that had died in the religion...she was hearing it from someone in scientology and why would they want to tell their members that previous people of the church had been killed by them or they suicided because of the religion?
Keep going, Tory. You are an inspiration. Stay strong.
Erna155 2 weeks ago
so sorry for you hun xx
pugwash84 3 months ago in playlist More videos from ToryMagoo44
Ur a beautiful person Tory. Keep up ur work
paradoxcal 6 months ago
i respect you so much.
FluroTEE 8 months ago
That is so sad. I only just "met" Shawn on youtube last night and now I see this and feel a loss. He leaves a great legacy of speaking truth and being incredibly bold in his actions.
corydora2012 11 months ago
please never apologize for feeling sad
amsalespush 1 year ago
I am speechless.
Bearlizard777 1 year ago
I just want to hug you! And thank you for your videos, I've learned a lot.
xavadorex 1 year ago
You are a liar.
You are against humanity.
You are the definition of a SP.
People like you will be handled at some point in time.
You scared I can see right through you.
Rassiya2us 1 year ago
@Rassiya2us
How is she against humanity?
She has poured her heart out and cried in this video and you call it lies?
She is trying to stop people being brain washed and possibly driven to suicide, and you call it "against humanity".
How is she scared? She stares scientology in the face and laughs most of the time.
She will most definitely not be "handled", what you have just said are scare tactics that do not work.
People like you who are so far into the lies are not humans, you are monsters.
Leroysification 1 year ago 2
@Rassiya2us So living is against life? Does that mean atheism supports god? What!
Bearlizard777 1 year ago
Dont be sorry if you cry over deaths of people close to you. It only shows that you are human. I'm sorry for your loss, and i hope that you're doing better now.
Anonsoldier93 1 year ago
In the United Kingdom Druidism has become a recognised Religion, while Scientology is still refused. I bet they hate that ;) small pleasures :D
whde2000 1 year ago
Today is World Suicide Prevention Day, let us remember all the scientologist whom have taken their own lives.
LFraudHubbard 1 year ago
It should be obvious that it's not a religion by now, seriously people.
yournube 1 year ago
This cult needs to be fuckin' stopped... Till just recently, I thought Scientology was merely creepy, y'know? Just the ravings of some crazy old man from the 50's and the new celebrity fad. Hearing all of this stuff now makes me angry that I didn't know about it sooner and why it's taken so long to gain this kind of attention. I pray that I see this disgusting charade of a religion crushed in my life time. May God rest Shawn Lonsdale and bless you ToryMagoo.
swordsmanfabian18 1 year ago
If you think I am bull shitting you with the mind control. Tell me something how many times you catch yourself doing something stupid and you just don't know what you were thinking. Like your about to run a red light and stop your self all those are attempted attacks by these mind control warriors that I believe are attacking earth right now. They might be Scientologists on the OT levels using this just as a drill. At their level they just say oops while you die.
roboptions 1 year ago
So at what level of OT do you have the ability to kill? Is it possible to kill another through mind control. Remember on OT VIII LRH mentions that our genetic mutation puts us at risk for mind control. Thats what the mutation is meant to do. So maybe scientology uses this to experiment in killing its own enemies. Mind control to kill. Also if you notice how many stars are falling in Hollywood. Think about it an OT can disturb the body's electrical field and kill you. And these abilities are in.
roboptions 1 year ago
Injustice, Nuff Said
MilataB32 1 year ago
Jesus would not allow this to happen. He came to save mankind from sin and this terrible world mislead by Satan. L. Ron Hubbard was a Satanist and a friend of Aleister Crowley.
watchmanbelowradar01 1 year ago
Anonymous will be there for you forever. :'(
StevieG1066 1 year ago
@StevieG1066 Memory for ever! Never Forgive! Never Forget! Scientology = Communism. They can make you disappear and make it look like suiside. You think its bull. You see mobster movies all the time. But think ablout it.
Any protest = -$300,000 per person that decides not to go in. People can kill for less.
roboptions 1 year ago
I'm sorry if this may be a bit dicey to say but I still find Shawn Lonsdale's death a bit suspect.
gombis666 1 year ago
@gombis666 What do you mean when you are saying it is maybe a bit dicey to say that Shawn Lonsdales death is a bit suspect? To who should it be dicey?
globe255 1 year ago
@globe255 - Dicey in that the CO$ may have been involved with his death.
gombis666 1 year ago
@gombis666 Do you mean it is dangerous if other are about to do the same thing as Lonsdale?
globe255 1 year ago
@globe255 - Depends on what you mean by "dangerous." Listen to what Tory says. The cult of Scientology is a cult and should be treated as such.
gombis666 1 year ago
@gombis666 Its actually what you mean. I know what Tory said about especially OTVlll in that connection. What do you mean, what kind of danger are you talking about?
globe255 1 year ago
@globe255 $cientology has done some scurrilous criminal things to people in the past (operation Snow White, Operation Freakout, the deaths of LRon's child, Lisa McPherson, etc). These were Scientology POLICIES in action. If you are even trying to suggest that this cult isn't capable of such crimes, just read the history of this cult and LRon's HCO Bulletins on Fair Game, tone scale etc. It's a dangerous cult and I put NOTHING past them. Do you?
gombis666 1 year ago
@gombis666 I think the cult of scientology are capable to do the worst possible crime, and they will do it if they find it necessary. Its not even the worst, the worst is that they can get away with it, like nothing has happen. Just as you mentioned the Lisa McPherson and the one Tory is talking about namely Lonsdale. I must say i would like to see the end of this cult, but with that attitude from the court, im sure it never will happen. They have members in all positions.
globe255 1 year ago
@globe255 - Agreed...I think that the end of the current corrupt management of this cult is fast approaching. They do more to hurt themselves and ruin their reputation than anything Anonymous could do to them.
gombis666 1 year ago
@gombis666 As long as brainwashed people like Tom Cruise and other rich actors are paying to the cult i will exist forever. People who are protesting against the cult must be aware of the fact that they are risking their lives (scientology are risking nothing). They can get away with their crimes as long as the systeme is corrupt. They see a poor protester as nothing, if he/she dies, well yes thats just an accident- it can happen to all.
globe255 1 year ago
@gombis666 I dont think just one of those they say have killed themselves, actually did it themselves, no! they were all killed (my opinion).
globe255 1 year ago
@gombis666 sorry they were all killed by scientology.
globe255 1 year ago
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the muslims knows this activities.. According to Islamic scholars, "The Jinni enters the one seized by fits and causes him to speak incomprehensible words, unknown to himself; if the one seized by fits is struck a blow sufficient to kill a camel, he does not feel it." and dat is what happen to L. Ron Hubbard the last time someone saw him he looking dirty didnt clean maybe for months
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the muslims knows this activities.. According to Islamic scholars, "The Jinni enters the one seized by fits and causes him to speak incomprehensible words, unknown to himself; if the one seized by fits is struck a blow sufficient to kill a camel, he does not feel it." and dat is what happen to L. Ron Hubbard the last time someone saw him he looking dirty didnt clean maybe for months
MAILMAFIA 1 year ago
the muslims knows this activities.. According to Islamic scholars, "The Jinni enters the one seized by fits and causes him to speak incomprehensible words, unknown to himself; if the one seized by fits is struck a blow sufficient to kill a camel, he does not feel it." and dat is what happen to L. Ron Hubbard the last time someone saw him he looking dirty didnt clean maybe for months
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Possession by evil spirits (Jinn) or the Devil (Shaitan) and is like exorcism if someone belief SCIENTOLOGY that person dat person is not him self.the higher up you go, the larger chances their are of death.or opposite ..............
MAILMAFIA 1 year ago
sorry for your lost dont 4get everyone will die soon or later. i always say if death leave you alone the age doesn't leave you alone ..... and im 100% sure SCIENTOLOGist are evils every member sold his soul 2 da devil wan you committee suicide the devil is controls you soull is like
MAILMAFIA 1 year ago
Is it true Scientology uses drugs?
"L.R. Hubbard was the disciple of a known satanist of the 20th Century, Alistair Kroule and was involved in a most repulsive form of occultism. According to KGB archives in Russia (MIA), Scientology is one of many forms of satanic sects, that have crime-demonic direction, actively use psychotropic methods in order to achieve control of its members... According to the teaching of L. Ron Hubbard, the originator of Scientology, any democracy is worthless."
rakovsky 1 year ago 2
Well, Hubbard used drugs all the time he wrote "Policies" telling his members they should not, and they *should* be able to handle things (illnesses, sickness, etc) with his supposed "Tech" (for technology---aka: BS re most of Scientology).
ToryMagoo44 1 year ago
you don't have to apologize 4 crying. What you've been through is unbelievable. anon has got your back. :)
0sebas00 2 years ago 5
Omg Tory do not be sorry for showing that you are human. You actually made me cry also. You show your thanks and love, through your videos! Dont you ever be sorry for crying oks. Hugggggs Tory, RIP Shawn, Alot of people will miss you! Good lord I am stil crying.
scotschic 2 years ago 4
I feel sorry for scientologists and their minions. Scientology killed Jett. Not epilepsy. Scientologists are ego-thriving psychopaths. Its a "my way or the highway" attitude. John Travolta allowed his life and Son to become compromised and exploited as a result. Always believe in YOURSELF. Never a false prophet. Especially the JEWS. They love profitting as a result of propoganda. They are very good at it. As John learned.
7514328 2 years ago 4
Interesting commentary about the Kosher menace. Stop on by my channel, my profile should proof interesting...
thoughtcrime1933 1 year ago
tory tory... you are a diamond!! keep keeping on
markh2 2 years ago 6
It's sad how so many lives are lost.
I sympathize for the loss of your loved ones.
I'm afraid of the scientologists. Their bullbaiting scares me.
You poor thing!
I shall send my prayers for you!
Buddhism, Christianity, Catholism,Muslim, They all sound religion-like, but Scientology sticks out like a sore thumb. You can tell it's Artificial.
Bless all who have lost their lives to this!
And i want you to be careful as well! May goodness watch over you!
POKOHelba 2 years ago 12
And Diskeeper is a Scientology Front and all you people who buy and use this software suport Scientolgy
athono 2 years ago 2
No, Diskeeper was owned by Craig Jenson who is a Scientologist. It isn't a front group---I believe it was purchased by Microsoft. C of $ does have many front groups, WTH, CCHR, AS, WISE, but Diskeeper isn't one of them---and because we use PCs doesn't mean we are supporting C of $---although one member did make a lot of money selling it.
Best to all :)
Tory/Magoo
ToryMagoo44 2 years ago
PS: This is about the many deaths that happen within Scientology/C of $. If you are "in".....be very careful the higher up you go, the larger chances their are of death. They say the opposite, their statistics prove to be true. Watch "The Unfunny Story about Scientology". That tells some of it.
MY best :)
Tory/Magoo
ToryMagoo44 2 years ago
These people are AFRAID of EXPOSURE....., they FEAR being shown as they truly are....., if they were truly "CLEARED" of negative emotions then they would not have to resort to harrassment to stop any critisism
syrtyr125 2 years ago 4
From what I've researched this CULT is no better than Jim Jones' cult or the Moonies....., I've READ dianetics....., and wile I don't agree with the medicating of America....., I thisng it would be best if this "religion" just went away...., there is a BIG difference between RELIGION and SPIRITUALITY....., religion has created WARS......, I believe these people are as corrupt as anyone could be....., so cry and be sad for those who have passed to expose this cult for what it is....,
syrtyr125 2 years ago 3
syrtyr, what did you read in dianetics? I don't undertand why one cannot just raed the books. Is there information not in the books that are supposedly in the "courses"?
quitejaded 2 years ago
the book is full of psuedo-psychology, the terms are different but it is all basic psychology. Why should anyone PAY for COURSES to help you? I have been in a 12 step program for years and got myself "clear" for free with no one holding my "crimes" over my head to bend me to their will. I can LEAVE a 12 step program anytime I want with no repercussions. In my research I have found this to be a VERY dangerous CULT, and I approached this with a very open mind to gather information.
syrtyr125 2 years ago
the courses cost money and as you go up in Scientology you pay more and more and more. Some people have spent $250,000 + on curses.
syrtyr125 2 years ago
Dont appologize for showing emotion.
It's one of the benefits of being able to do freely when not brainwashed to consider human life less important than money.
Nolebrab 2 years ago 4
sandalwoodred, thanks for showing the coldness of your group. You totally don't give a damn about your own members and their tragic deaths. Instead, you prefer to try to slime psychiatry. Thanks for showing your heartless, creepy actions, once more.
Blessings to ALL who lost their lives, within this insidious Cult, and their families and loved ones.
Tory/Magoo
ToryMagoo44 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
For every death that has occured at the hands of the church of scientology, 10's of thousands of people have died over the years in the hands of Psychiatrists.
Why isn't Tory "Boo Hoo" ing over them?
sandalwoodred 2 years ago
Hey OSA!
"He punched me in the face at least ten times and my glasses fell off, I was thrown up against a desk unit, a counter top, and that was the moment right then when I realized I could go no further down than this, to be beaten by the leader [David Miscavige] of my so-called church." - Marc Headley, ex-Scientologist and former Executive Producer at Golden Era Production (production company owned by Scientology), Glosslip April 27, 2008
David Miscavige will do the same to you. Blow now.
OpenComments 2 years ago
"Why isn't Tory "Boo Hoo" ing over them? "
If Hubbard had gotten his way millions of people would have been "disposed of quietly and without sorrow" (read: killed)
There is no group more evil, unethical, immoral and dishonest as the cult of $cientology. We're not going to sit back and watch more people be victimized by your crime syndicate.
Don't like it? Tough shit. Go whine to someone who gives a damn.
cultssuck 2 years ago 2
You are just one more brainwashed person. Your life is not your own and you PAY and PAY and PAY to get "Clear" I got "clear" through the 12 steps FOR FREE and have NO ONE keeping track of my PAST to HOLD it OVER my head. Bruce Lee has a saying and this is it. "If someone makes an ass of themselves there will ALWAYS be someone there to ride them." Scientology has made an "ASS OF ITSELF" now there are FREE people here to RIDE it into the ground. ANONYMOUS is riding Scientology into the GROUND
syrtyr125 2 years ago
so thats how you justify your "church" killing people... whos next? maybe you.. if you need help getting we're here
cyraxandflyraxHaters 2 years ago
Shawn Lonsdale died/??? Jesus, that's jarring. That man had balls of steel to do what he did right in Clearwater. I hope he rests in peace. Rest assured we will continue his work in honor of all those who, in one way or another, had their lives taken away or shattered by the cult.
SharksKid 2 years ago 4
Don't apologize for crying hun! *hugs* it's ok to cry especially when so many you loved died because of this stupid cult. Thanks for doing what you do!
pixelatedxdeath 2 years ago 4
Absolutely. Her genuine emotion made her message so much more powerful. The last time I cried was at the age of ten when i got hit by a hockey puck in the shins. But, and this is embarassing to admit, tory managed to wrench a tear out of me with her solo vigil.
SharksKid 2 years ago 2
Scientology is not a religion!
fuckedupsickfuckboy 2 years ago 6
Bless You Sweetheart. What you're doing is very brave. Scientology is beyond evil. Thank you for your courage.
haypenny 2 years ago 10
It is if you're in your forties, as she obviously is.
mafaldacrumbwitty 2 years ago
Bless you for memorializing Shawn Lonsdale and other Scilon victims. You're a wonderful advocate for the truth. I so admire your bravery.
mafaldacrumbwitty 2 years ago 2
Oh, wow! Terrible! Thank you for posting this video and exposing the truth about Scientology.
nonew3 2 years ago 4
My friends and I got lucky. Our friend Bryan got out in time. He escaped on his own on February 7th, 2009. He even tells me still: "I'm very lucky to be out. I'm lucky to still be alive and well." He said this to me the week after he got out. He was a part of the Sea Org. Bryan has been shocked by the stories of the deaths. He cried watching some of the videos. My friend Bryan has realized how lucky he was and lives every day now to the full. Scientology isn't worth it. Great message Tory ~~~ DE
DeadEnd39 2 years ago 8
typical scientologist view- blame it on the victom. r u really saying that theres suicides in scientology because theres suicides outside it too, so the rate is the same, isnt that saying A LOT about scientology as a self help program? if these people killed themselves well they were trying to imporve their life that means scientology isnt actually doing anything, so why shouldnt people be allowed to learn all this on their own from the net and NOT pay all their savings?
lejink 2 years ago 2
You have to be kidding, right? Sneak around and read for yourself what you're not allowed to read as a scientologist. Choose to think for yourself.
xxxild 2 years ago 5
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Iv come to some final conclusion after being in the church for 15 years. The truth is, its very harmfull to people and it makes them crazy.....because they dont know any better...they need to wake up to the universe.......so many people are blind and dumb.......they need the truth and knowledge
johnrobertsvideo 2 years ago 2
Tory if you still check messages on this Video, Dont ever feel sorry for the tears you shed in memory of loved ones and friends. Your feelings are beautiful because they come from your heart. Your tears prove that you have escaped scientology with your humanity. Keep strong. God loves you. : )
kaizer18 2 years ago 8
sucide and religion i thought scientology was pro-life
but in britain we have had sucide acceptance notes from scientologists saying it was alright to commit sucide
Galacticmaster 2 years ago 2
Really powerful stuff. The most emotional video ive ever seen on youtube. Tis real shame and a terrible tradegy these kinda things have to happen especially if t seems avoidable. Sorry for your loses I have much respect for what your doing.
JustJohn85 2 years ago 2
Shame on you Scientology..NOT COOL,NOT COOL AT ALL. Keep telling the truth Tory!!
AlphaDragonOmega 2 years ago 2
I am really very sorry for the loss that you have experienced. Yet, thank you for posting this, it was both moving and informative. I just finished a paper on the "church" of scientology for school, this was one of the videos that got me interested into studying this cult.
4given4Him 2 years ago 4
I am soooo sorry for your losses... u r right, the people at the churches won't even want to recieve the comm... they says "It's en-theta and it's not their fault, and that it was the persons reactive mind killing them...etc" Even if it is their reactive mind- the fact is- scientology says they want to help, but when someone really needs the help- they ignore them! I know- I was one of them....
Mostwantedpower 2 years ago 2
I suggest you move out of where ever $cientology is if you're near it, if they find out you spilled the shit on them, they'll come for you next.
em0andl33t 2 years ago
Tory, You are blessed and will be rewarded for your standing up and speaking TRUTH. Keep fulfilling your purpose, the purpose of the Creator and our Source. Your light is amazing. KEEP THE LIGHT AND KEEP TRUTH>
Blessings for all that is good and right in light and peace.
rosiebrownejackson 2 years ago 4
I'm very sorry for you, I wish you well hun. Scientology has gone too far, they need to be stopped and if the law won't do it, then go Anon!! Blessed be )O(
englishbiyatch45 3 years ago 5
Down with the cult of $cientology!
prjctblue 3 years ago 5
Rest In Peace Shawn Lonsdale.
<3
anonymousbackup 3 years ago 7
$cientology MUST be stopped. This Nation is based on freedom, Scientology is COMMUNISM.
em0andl33t 3 years ago 12
She thanked Anonymous.
sassappeal 3 years ago 6
You are an awesome person!
It amazes me to hear the stories of those who have come out of Scientology.
What strength of character I have seen in those who have managed to come out of Scientology alive.
You are a pillar of strength. You all are.
God bless you.
angelcollector22 3 years ago 6
LOVE you Tory. You Honor the departed by doing EXACLTY what your doing. By you speaking out and telling the world of your experiances and your beloved friends stories. WE ALL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!! your an extremely strong individual!!!!!!!
anonorasta 3 years ago 6
My thoughts on L Ron Hubbards death:
Good riddance.
The world doesn't need scum like you and your twisted life/money scamming cult.
*hugs*
belair3d 3 years ago 4
Ron is gone but the con lives on!
trvius 3 years ago 4
When people cry and have that giggle laughter, which I have when I have cried; It's because it hurts, really bad to cause a broken heart. Trying to remember the person, and realizing you won't see them again. I almost went insane when my mom died (Not in Scientology), but a loss is a loss and you really feel it.
Imariscent 3 years ago 9
Shawn will never be forgotten, especially by those who encountered him, even briefly.
The organized crime cult will pay for him and all the people on whyaretheydead - dot - net.
Never forgive.
Anonymous4647 3 years ago 9
Tory,
My heart is broken for you and your friends and their families. No one should have to suffer what you all have suffered. Keep fighting the good fight.
Glory
oldestglory84 3 years ago 20
Freedom!
Freedom!
May anonymous swiftly and justly destroy scientology and may liberty and justice run the world at last!
drz55 3 years ago 8
Heartbreaking...made me cry
SlapjackRLSH 3 years ago 17
The Intergalactic Lord Xenu has more chance of becoming the next president of the USA then Scientology ever has coming to power!!
Hail Xenu
Mitsy2k 3 years ago
Especially with the way we've been voting these past few years. :P
He seems to be the only logical candidate THIS year.
vlcupper 3 years ago
Oh Draz
I thought Scientologists didn't believe in heaven and hell - back to your channel you little scallywag
Mitsy2k 3 years ago
Fair enough. Scientology is a pseudoreligion. BTW, is this another sockpuppet of TruthUnderFire?
JanusChrist 3 years ago 2
Tory, you made me cry. Is a little late to post this, but I just wanted you to know that Im very grateful of your videos. They show exactly the truth.
soulnova 3 years ago 7
I didn't know evil was actually existant until now, Co$ is going down, no question.
XCNUN55 3 years ago 2
Tory DONT APOLOGIZE WE WILL ELIMINATE THOSE BRAINWASHED DRONES WHO CAUSED U THIS PAIN FIGHT .ANONYMOUS!!!!
bloodnation13 3 years ago 5
Keep talking and one day it will stop.
1plus1equalssex 3 years ago 4
You were really, really brave and strong to leave Scientology. I'm so sorry you have lost so many friends on the way.
Hang in there, Tory :)
Simanda 3 years ago 4
cult
unosegundo 3 years ago
Even catholic priests say scientology is evil. Hell catholic priests say evangelicalism is evil.
unosegundo 3 years ago
Lol
AweSomo84 3 years ago
L Ron Hubbard thought he was the incarnation of Satan and founded Scientology to create his own school of thought and therefore to implement satanism subversively. Also L. Ron Hubbard wrote in his inner circle memoirs about the maccabean landing (second coming) and talked harshy of an actual Jesus calling him a lover of boys. watch hollywoods war on God. Scientology=Satanism brainwashing at it's finest.
StopMKold 3 years ago
Tori I'm feel so sorry for your losses , And Thank you so much for your massages!
Its almost normal , so many zombies around me (not even talking about Scientology) You try to talk to them but they have a glaze over there eyes , they don't care .
Bless you Tory, stay strong we all are uniting and vibrating love truth and understanding~!
We will prevail,
Erik
AweSomo84 3 years ago 2
Fuck $cientology!
"THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN CONTROL PEOPLE IS TO LIE TO THEM. You can write that down in your book in great big letters. The only way you can control anybody is to lie to them."
-L. Ron Hubbard
TheDarkLordLucifer 3 years ago 7
Rest in Peace Comrade. Hey scientologists We do not Forget.
bloodnation13 3 years ago 6
*hugs* Bless you, Tory.
MuseDria 3 years ago 2
shawn was going so hard at theese creeps he was right on the button he was in there face with no mask and very coherent LIVE ON SHAWN!
minusblame 3 years ago 2
this is so wrong, and people know it, and still, no1 is doing anything against scientology.
millenia111 3 years ago 7
Hey Tory, I am soooo sorry for your pain! I weep with you. Know that where there is a false, there is a true. Jesus is the true way, and He cries with you for your pain. He loves you, and is the real deal. I will keep you in my heart and prayers.
profeticone 3 years ago 2
Issac Hayes was just found dead.
I
soph7133 3 years ago 3
His name was Shawn Lonsdale...
We really should get a program up for the relatives or survivors of Scientology to cope with the trauma they suffered.
If you were like this right before me Tory, it would've been easier to comfort you. I don't know if words will ever sooth your pain.
We love you Tory.
SirSmokeal0t 3 years ago 4
I love you Tory! Please don't apologize for crying, your story is so moving.
MeganOMally 3 years ago 2
It's ok if you cry. You do whats right, but becareful. They might seriously start harasing you and try to kill you. I know it's hard. But this needs to be stopped. Your doing the right thing.
mu4mer 3 years ago
God bless you darling . I'm sorry to hear about the victims of the cult .
mcorbett1977 3 years ago 3
Don't be sorry Tory dear, we all hear your words.
letsgetthisoverwith 3 years ago 2
I know of Phillip Gale... didnt he create the language used by Earthlink for it's internet service?!
ContrastY 3 years ago
Lonsdale did NOT commit suicide. The CULT needs to be taken down.
metrx330 3 years ago 5
Scientology is definitely a cult. Twisted, cruel, manipulative and greedy.
Buddhism FTW :)
Peace be with you my friend.
maranrolta 3 years ago 7
she shouldnt be crying people! she need to get angry MORE!
minusblame 3 years ago
You're absolutely right. Wise words.
TheFrenchGuy 3 years ago 2
R.I.P. all victims of scientology.
darkwindmill 3 years ago 4
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your wrong lady
sarahantoo 3 years ago
Tory, I watched this video and I wish to ask a question.
Why, why, why, why be sorry for CRYING for goodness sake?. THAT is "not right" (I quote YOU here lol)
WHY SHOULD someone have to be sorry for CRYIING?
DiamondAnastasia 3 years ago
Back off, obviously she was distraught.
kingquadroon 3 years ago 2
omg can someone plz explain too me what the hell is scientology?
nametaken70 3 years ago 3
"Dianetics A mechanistic technique of therapy developed in 1948 by L. Ron Hubbard. It is based upon the belief that memories reach back before the moment of conception to previous lives or existences even in non-human forms or on planets elsewhere in the universe, and that if these memories can be recalled without pain or emotion an individual will be freed to develop his personality and 'beingness'. Dianetics later developed into scientology."
dsmith530 3 years ago
There's hugs in Australia for you also Tory, stay strong.
drukenhard 3 years ago 5
I just want to send you a big hug. :(
Imbrickle 3 years ago 6
oh shit, sorry. I didnt mean to thumb down that :( I wish I could give her a hug too :)
Felpman 3 years ago 4
Stay strong Tory, we are all with you.
Obeying666 3 years ago 4
Tory, I'm so sorry for all of the losses you've endured. Please know that the work you do to expose the COS is the highest honour you could bestow upon the friends you lost.
spiritofwicca 3 years ago 3
dude shes not to dramatic, she lost a bunch of her friends... wow ur a retard.
Hayloh3fan 3 years ago 6
wow thats weird, before i knew that scientology was a crazy cult, but i never knew that it was that bad
Hayloh3fan 3 years ago 5
thank you for sharing your hurt and your heart, tory. don't ever give up. don't ever stop trying. don't ever let them win AGAIN.
rhomo 3 years ago 4
I just want to give you a HUGE HUG! Thank you so much for sharing your stories - keep letting your Light shine, Tory!
AyleeRose 3 years ago 2
This comment has received too many negative votes show
Hey Anikaa 92 why don't you have a nice tall glass of shut your fucking mouth! I wish I could meet you so I could spit in your face you stupid cunt.
Violatorclown 3 years ago
I know I felt betrayed coming out of Christianity, and they are an actual "religion" that doesn't kill its members.
I can't imagine what you feel, but I try. Stay strong Tory, the world needs your voice.
andid 3 years ago 4
She lost some of her best friends.
I'd love to see U tone it down if ur best friends die.
Roxy4Crow 3 years ago 6
This lady rocks... for telling people about this evil religion!!!!
Let's bring these crazy nuts down!!!!
JCFREAK7777 3 years ago 5
I blame all the deaths on Lron FUCKING hubbard.
azjeff1971 3 years ago 6
Stay strong Tory, we all thank you for using your experience to open the eyes of others.
ITaggersI 3 years ago 14
This was so touching, Tory. I love what you've been doing. Please keep making videos!
Sylv0r 3 years ago 10
go ahead tory cry your tears as long as you need to
joemoma92 3 years ago 10
Hey. I know it is a huge task,but can you write a book? And if you have,where can I get it? You have an insight that few others have. I would LOVE the stories that you have shared with us already shared with the blind world. Please consider it if you haven't already.
jtswhip 3 years ago 11
Tory, we love you and for what you have suffered in our behalf. You have saved, literally, SAVED many lives. How many of this cult could say the same? They profess to be "saving the planet"?
darthspeaks 3 years ago 9
Sorry for calling you Tori, Tory. Does it matter? Do you go by Tori sometimes like David goes by Dave?
darthspeaks 3 years ago 4
bless you tory. you are amazing.
so sad that people die because of
this horrible cult and their abusive
ways.
peaceorchestra 3 years ago 5
Wow, this video put tears into my eyes, I would like to hug you.
KroxiGore07 3 years ago 8
i owe you a huuuug:(
hjalti50 3 years ago 7
We love you Tory.
For all those who died, were betrayed, destroyed, and made to cry from the very soul like you just did, Tory - we will chant down the walls of this new babylon.
We do not FORGET.
RIP Shaun
lockyer 3 years ago 5
My heart goes out to you. I cry for you. Which makes me look a trifle odd in this computing lab. :(
And my heart goes out to those you have lost. I promise here and now that I will work to not let it happen again.
Tory, you are amazing, and I hope you never stop campaigning and making videos.
paulbottomley42 3 years ago 6
Thank you all SO very much! Your kindness, understanding and willingness to expose this insidious CULT is A M A Z I N G---and the results are beyond belief! It's happening, and I thank each one of you for helping.
I know IF all of my friends who died or took their own lives could tell you one thing, it would be: **THANK YOU** AND PLEASE TAKE IT TO A DONE.
Blessings to ALL :)
See those at the picket, tomorrow: May 10th!
Tory/Magoo~~
ToryMagoo44 3 years ago
I already went today, I am only 13 but I still believe that scientology is a disgrace to all things. I first heard of scientology when I was 8 or 9. I heard when I saw the unfunny truth about scientology. It was then I new that they were disgusting people. And I say to my fellow anons, do not forgive their crimes, neither must you forget them. And I mourn you all the way from England. Fact is I saw so many things about this cult so very early. And I ask why are they dead? Well we all know why.
Japesh 3 years ago 3
Amen, fellow teen. Amen. This is very sad indeed.
Konoha107 3 years ago 5
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let this be a warning to scientology: WE ARE WATCHING YOU! WE ARE LEGION, WE DO NOT FORGIVE! WE DO NOT FORGET! WE ARE ANONYMOUS! EXPECT US! AND RIGHT NOW WE ARE ANGRY!
Griffin9857 3 years ago 4
Tory you were put on this earth for a reason.....this is the reason. Your courage is amazing. You are helping so many people. Inside and out.
Thank you,
Lynn
sister727 3 years ago 3
She is amazing. I hate what was done to her. Scientology needs to be obliterated. No question.
michaelthepiggybutt 3 years ago 5
Powerful video, you're an amazing person Tory, stay strong and keep spreading the message!
ThirstyonThursday 3 years ago 4
My heart goes out to you Tory.
Let their deaths not go unnoticed.
Never forgive, Never forget.
AnAnAnAnon 3 years ago 4
Yeah it a bad situation when you have a large paranoid company that hides as a religion and stops free speech. I just hope the anonymous protests go on and does not die of as a fad. The general public need to be told in a way that will make them focus as it seems only people who care know about it. Most people are just sleepwalking in think that it has something to do with science and is good!
bbrovers5 3 years ago 4
its unlikely anonymous will stop, but if it did the damage its done to scientology is HUGE. also, there is a protest tomorrow and im going to be there.
Griffin9857 3 years ago
She left the cult about 8 years ago I believe and when she was talking about friends she heard that had died in the religion...she was hearing it from someone in scientology and why would they want to tell their members that previous people of the church had been killed by them or they suicided because of the religion?
awl19 3 years ago 2
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Hey why do you practice Scientology if your friends killed themselves for it ?
Annie3433 3 years ago