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  • NO I DONT WANNA JOIN YOUR INTERNET CLUB

  • @sk8rboimike No. Phil's got more important things to do. Like living on the heroin calendar ;)

  • Regret!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • 91 days clean and sober! Thank God I'm not on "the schedule" anymore.

  • @Mkultradeth Well done my friend! Let's all keep away from that calendar.

  • Just passed 40k+ views today and still no dislikes! Gonna put it in the description. Thanks everyone!

  • Heroin is fucking awesome. Or people wouldn't do it. If there's anything better, God kept it for herself.

    Addiction, however, sucks.

  • Dam that chick is sexy.Shes pretty clueless it seems to what Phil is talking about.But Im certain she wood do him.

  • I was so angry when i read it on the front cover of a metal mag that Phil had overdosed and nearly lost his life to Heroin, Pantera was my whole world when i was growing up i was obsessed with their music, Dime was my idol and Phils raw vocals/ lyrics were untouchable in the 90s and every album that followed got heavier and faster it was a very exciting time just waiting for what was going to come next from Pantera. Long live Pantera the kings of the Power Groove - Rest In Peace Darrell Abbott.

  • @dangerjbl Pantera in the 90s. The golden days. Very exciting times indeed!

  • 174 likes 0 dislikes as it should be.

  • @Soundwasteland Keepin it clean!

  • Yeah well why feel sorry for him? I'm. Sure his skinhead loser friends will hold him..lol. Sounds like a punk crying about that monster on his back. That's the cruelty of heroin it doesn't care how tough or white you are and it controls you. Yeah,I like his music but he's got the money to feed that monster so what's the problem? Oh, let me guess nobody gives a damn..lol..priceless.

  • @RealSmellyFrog Of course people give a damn. Read the comments!

  • @karlpokus Maybe.my point is man you can't run around talking about how tough you are but soon as YOU realize you're a junkie like any other junkie you want people to listen to your pain.C'mon! We all make mistakes and say stupid shit. You get my attention when you be a man and say, "I'm not as tough I thought I was and I've said alot of ignorant shit. I was wrong." Till then you're just a white-trash,junkie, wannabe tough guy crying cause you know it won't be long till your ass on the streets.

  • @RealSmellyFrog Well I think Phil is very embarressed by his addiction. So if you claim that: "You get my attention when you be a man/.../I'm not as tough I thought I was/.../said alot of ignorant shit. I was wrong." then you ought to like the vid!

  • @RealSmellyFrog skinhead? skinhead are not racist. bonehead are racist, not skinhead.

  • This is sooo deep.. I feel for him. It is actually kind of a scary recount because all of this happens in one day. Addiction really makes you watch the clock and count down the minutes till you get a fix.

  • @lunchboxwhmpa Yup. That clock is important. Don't think it aint ;)

  • I like Phil but thats nothing.. he have the money, the heroin-related problems didnt touch him.. heroin down spiral comes when you are out of money, you must do a lot of shit you dont wanna do. Steal, rob, sell your family stuff, sell your ass, be stabbed and get beaten up, treated like dirt by your pusher by police and society etc. thats the real life of a smack addict. often broke and ALWAYS without that heroin. out for hunt.. I know this because two of my friends live this way, its sad..

  • @ghostbuster4 Yeah. But no matter the amount of dollars he would run out of it if he'd kept on going. Good for him that he quit.

  • @ghostbuster4 i feel you ive had family go through this but that doesnt take away that this video is truthful and speaks to alot of users who have been there or for people who are on that track. And if he did have all that money for his heroin im sure that wouldnt help his addiction in anyway. the fact that he quit when he had plenty opportunities and the cash to score makes him more commendable for staying sober. good for him ya know

  • Count how many bags he did... He did 12 when he only had 10. Hahaha..

  • @3l3ktr0h34d I think I got the same but then I realized that he mentioned the 2nd or 3rd intake twice.

  • That day sux...

  • I could listen to Phil talk allllll day

  • @ChimChimandChimaira You're in luck. Phil talks all day! ;)

  • @karlpokus :D Cheers!!

  • WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY MAN!!!?

  • @golftrailsucks He´s living on the heroin calendar. This is what happens :(

  • @karlpokus he lived, not living.

  • @Silverblood88 Very true. We're lucky he got out.

  • Deep shit man

  • Man, he could become a poet. Always loved his lyrics but he's talented with words

  • @80sMeavyHetal Agreed. His lyrics are both cool, deep and funny. Really talented.

  • I lost a good friend to this shit... people who never had an addiction shouldn't say shit because you ... just... don't know.

  • so bad that kids and stuff only laugh at this....... just wait untill THEy doing the same, maybe die...

  • What is the background song?

  • @mrblujet Planet Caravan, 10s and Hollow.

  • @karlpokus Thanks.

  • @karlpokus Thanks for the song buddy - I purchased it for my iPod !

  • @mrblujet Great! Keep supporting the artist.

  • Hes been through hell and back ... i got alot respect for Phil

  • being an ex-addict (painkillers that is) and having been to meetings, rehab and all that shit that comes with that, I gotta say that Phil delivers the best, most down to earth, realistic talk on what being an addict, hard core addict is all about...hey he did it, he cleaned up...god bless it, just shows....it just shows!!!!

  • Love him or hate him this is a true account of a heroin addict. Such sadness, though so much truth and honesty. Wow

  • @alkohaulica7 True. Thanks for sharing.

  • Go on Phil! you're strong and amazing! Take care of you precious life! I hope you clean now!

  • And thats one of my fucking heroes right there. I love you Phil. You've brung joy into my life and a way out with music and art. Love you man.

  • wow...thats powerful....thank god i never did that shit

  • @megaaustin334 Yeah. Tough to get out of.

  • Can i have the name of the song that's played in the background ? Thank you .

  • @Spiratorial Planet Caravan, 10s and Hollow.

  • smoke break...lol

  • @thebailey67 Probably lots of those when you're your own boss and also on the heroin calendar :)

  • I know this feeling all too well...

  • its 4 years that i'm xclean , 10 bags at day , now i'm born again and ready for the LIFE , special thanks to my family,friends and my love GIUSY

    HUGS GUYS FROM venice - italy

  • @misterpako Great! You should be proud!

  • So he was smoking his heroin?

  • @xRooster731x No he was shooting it up

  • @xRooster731x damn thats pretty hardcore i just thought he was smoking it and at the end he shot up.

  • you can tell phil is one deep motherfucker. makes me respect him even more.

  • Been there man wake up with 10 bags and shit to do!Horrible way to have spent more than 10 yrs of my life!Thank god I made it thru....Overdoses ,robberies and just personal turmoil! Phil goes into blasts of regret man was he spot on ....If your any kind of decent human,You dont like or want to live like this but its got you! SO glad to see a man give his perspective soo similar to mine...From a 13 bag a day habit to clean took 3 yrs of methadone but never the less im 9 years clean!

  • @1selassei1 Great job. Well done!

  • @1selassei1 Thats so great! You are so strong, you can do anything in life, if you are strong enough to stop with heroin! I wish you all the best! Enjoy your life!

  • @1selassei1 Me too hun, I also wasted a whole decade of my life. Methadone didnt work for me atal! It took my boyfriend dying in my arms before i saw sense and i did it cold turkey. I am now 4 yrs clean. Well done you! :) I had to write and congratulate you as not many of us actually recover. Peace & Love xXx

  • @1selassei1 10 years!!! wow your still alive!!

  • @1selassei1 dude, Dont you like to write your history.... im very intersted to have testimonies of adictions, i´m counseller and i would like to use things like this for the students... cause this shows the real story of drugs, i´ll be very grateful if you do me this favor, sorry my english dude...

  • @cyulian89 Feel free to use the video in class. I bet Phil don't mind.

  • @1selassei1 congratulations man! bless you

  • @1selassei1 How are you able to stay off Heroin? Are you on a Methadone program or something similar? Viktor, Norway. 

  • Thats spot on except most of us cant spend 500 dollars a day.Fucking heroin.

  • @sleepiswrong667 Yes. Probably even worse when you're "wealthy enough to have suicide delivered upon request".

  • that chick is hot.

  • HOLLY FUCK explained like this is even worst than i imagine!

  • @TheMordius It probably is. Phils obviously shaken by his own story.

  • Heroin is a BITCH!!!!!!

  • i love p. anselmo but danm his brain is fried.........his curse will be ageing geting old and be forgotten.... dime did  died young and will be a legend for ever

  • @dadvian1

    i dont think his brain is fried i think he's making more sense and speaking more clearly than ever- and with a sense of purpose, a positive message. Agreed, my god dimebag was incredible.

  • Heroin is Satan

  • who's the fine female on phil's right?

  • @vomitedshit Don't know. Check the orginial via link in description.

  • touching...teaching...

  • Never did heroin, but I'm on my way to getting clean from my vicodin addiction. Even vicodin withdrawal can be nightmarish so I can imagine how fucking horrible heroin withdrawal is.

  • @tehrapeyturtle Good for you. Well done.

  • @tehrapeyturtle good job man, ive been on pills for like 2 years, cant break em, and dont want to... the thing is, i have alsores in my esophagus from them, and i know if i keep doing them, ill get even more fucked up... i like weed, but when i go places or am infront of people it wears off, when im on pills, it lasts, and its good. they fucked me up, but they have been great moments behind em. tryed committing suicide 2ce, and i live on the edge now, but when i have some good pills, lifes good

  • @tehrapeyturtle I'm dying to know, how much "Vicodin" were you doing? How many MG per day?

  • @tehrapeyturtle yeah dude i hear ya i used to be real bad with morphine been clean for just over a year now

  • @tehrapeyturtle yea and by the way don't switch to suboxone unless you wanna deal with a withdrawal 10x worse than vics. Way way worse. Some think its just below methadone, and above heroin. But yea vics are hard to stop too. Any opiate or opiod is. But please just stick it out and it gets better. Suboxone will only prolong the misery and add to it way more. And suboxone is way stronger than vicodin, like 10x.

  • Been there done that more then once...finally on the road to recovery @ last!! I've been a fan of Anselmo's for years during his stint as Pantera's frontman & Daddy of Down! I give the man 100% props for living through this hell on earth, mustering up the courage to seek sober living & taking the time to share his experiences with the rest of the world in hopes of possibly preventing another individual falling to "The Demon" called HEROIN!

  • @sadiepit5164 Thanks for sharing. You're not alone according to the comments around here.

  • Ive watched the full video of this and I cant express how happy it makes me feel when I see how Phil overcame all that shit and is now as healthy as ever. He really is "STONGER THAN ALL"

  • Heroin is a true nightmare youngsters...please...as fellow metalheads...dont even try it...smoke weed,drink,fuck,and enjoy music...greetings from IRAN

  • @XenaXerxes666 Hello IRAN!

  • fuck, i need subtitles :(

  • @FedexCs666 Try the CC-button under the clip. It's beta so don't expect to much tho.

  • @karlpokus Did u put the music in the video?

  • @DOOM3PLAY3R yes. I put it there. I didn't play it. Pantera did.

  • @karlpokus I know they played it but i asked u bc it fit so perfectly with wht he was sayin. good job bro ;)

  • @DOOM3PLAY3R Thank you! I'm happy you liked it. I used iMovie. Took me about 45min from import to export.

  • LMAO hot damn the heroin calendar permits you to do absolutely nothing but smoke shoot cry and call people to fix your front porch.

  • @Philanselmofan777 Ha ha. Right! Even painting it without it being fixed.

  • @karlpokus Poor Phil, I wonder if his porch ever did get fixed.

  • @Philanselmofan777 Guess not. Although I heard he's clean now and off the heroin calendar so there's hope! :D

  • @karlpokus eaqh he's been clean fora while now. Looks like that porch is finally going to be fixed.

  • @Philanselmofan777 Thank you methadone!

  • Damn i learned all kinda shit out of this video, finally conquered that subtracion problem i got, THANKS PHILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • How about typping the "where and when" in the description?!

  • @Guilherme81 I did! It says Recorded March 16, 2009, Loyola University, New Orleans.

  • @Guilherme81 Ups, My bad! Didin't see the video description! My bad! Sorry!

  • song at 3:24?

  • @tommW13 the songs are planet caravan, 10s and hollow.

  • Is 10's by Pantera about heroin?

  • @MartyrOfMetal amongst other stimulantia.

  • @karlpokus Oh haha okya.

  • @MartyrOfMetal Yes mate, and it's corrupted, treacherous love/hate relationship.

  • That chick is SMOKIN!

  • Heroine, never has such a beautiful/dispicable drug beEn created. My days on H werent anything like Phils' but none the less i am fully able to RELATE. thank the gods for methadone because i honestly believe i would be dead. To all you young folks considering experiementing with this or any other opiate, be forwarned, please...

  • @inkdskndeep You will be cursing the demons of methadone if you miss more then 3 days or try and get off it,when I decided to kick methadone I started to shoot dope so the kick wasnt too bad.Didnt work now im back on the don probably for life its liquid ball and chain wrapped tightly against my leg

  • He should have told this to Layne Staley. R.I.P.

    and Mike Starr. R.I.P.

  • @BT1ZER Shit! Didn't know Mike died too. That sucks.

  • @BT1ZER holy fuck when the hell did mike die, the last i heard of him was on celebrity rehab i had no clue he died.rip mike and layne

  • @caseyjones67 He died this past May 8th

  • This guy is way better than Charlie Sheen!

  • "Planet Caravan" by PanterA

  • @bjthepumpkinguy you mean by Black Sabbath off the Paranoid album

  • @TheRalphus666

    yes sir.

  • Darrell would forgive him.thats the kind of person he was,a good hearted man. When it all comes down to it, forgiveness is special.Pantera will live on.

  • Thank god he is still alive

  • Don't knowck on him for being an addict, he destroyed Pantera because of his addiction, and was barred from dimebags funeral, I'm sure now that he's clean he regrets all of his poor mistakes, I'm sure you don't know how hard it is for him to speak this openly, I respect his honesty, he's not doing this to be funny, he's doing this for other addicts to realise how poor their decisions are and to hopefully help one of them by doing this

  • @Levelride311 yup. Kinda like Kiedis book scar tissue

  • if u dnt kno, do Not criticize! count your lucky charms, keep silent n keep it movin'. you dnt ever want to know. is not what it seems. Too many ppl dyin', & I can't live with out!?

  • I don't really get what he is talking about...is he talking about his experience with heroin ?

  • @TheM3TaLMeTaLLiCa Yes. Lots of heroin living on the heroin calendar.

  • This video should be required viewing for high school students.

  • @JanusChristIsRisen fo sho.

  • @JanusChristIsRisen i did more dope that this clown in 10th grade when bags were double sealed and i used to mix acid too.im shocked he didnt at least get a brick.he is a famous rocker right??? hes a looser and i hate his music now because of this.

  • @ShereKhan77 You where doing junk and acid in the 10th grade and you're gonna call someone else a loser? .....Yeah.

  • @JanusChristIsRisen at least i didnt stand there and watch my boy get gunned down along with thousands of supporters who claim to be tough guys.oh by the way chief,i been sober since i was 17.school kids shoudnt watch this.most of this bands supporters are racist white trash without degrees in anything worthy.im shocked you took your hands off your wang to reply to this.damn crackers...

  • @ShereKhan77 You are being very disrespectful to the memory of Dimebag Darrell and to the other victims of the Alrosa Villa shooting. You quit drugs but still have a hateful and judgmental attitude which doesn't elevate you over anyone. You are racist and arrogant and ignorant of the fact that you're no different from the rest of the shit chucking apes (humans) that populate this planet. You owe some apologies for your comments but I doubt we'll ever get one.

  • @JanusChristIsRisen i have enough hate in me to give most people a stroke.its what drives me through my day.i had a dream last night i was sitting by a cauldron eating and when i started to puke,i was throwing up human fingers.yes i have a hateful attitude toward just about everyone.you should see how i treat my own blood relatives.like i said,there were hundreds of people and one man with a gun that didnt have that many bullets.tell your story walk'n man.i have the right to free speech.

  • @ShereKhan77 Hey idiot! No one cares about your hate. Fuck off!

  • @karlpokus gladly.thanks for the reminder.just reviewed most of the commentary.my personal fav is the one about vicodin addicion and how they think its not herion hahaha at least they were getting the same dose everytime and not getting weak or shorted bags.drug promo,awesome :) keep it up.maybe ill read about the rest of the band or its followers.hate is an ugly word try saying passionately dislike.i took time from gangbang porn to reply to this hahaha im going back to jerk'n.have a good week.

  • @ShereKhan77 See? That was a nice reponse. Wasn't so hard was it? You're welcome to stay if you behave. You have a good week too!

  • why do we have anti drug commertials with preppy 16 year old fucks? fucking get this for a commertial but naw this is to real

  • I can't believe people live in such a pathetic existence. Fucking depressing.

  • @vladhogan Like the man says: being wealthy enough to have suicide delivered upon request.

  • this man speaks the truth!!! kinda hard to hear him speak so frank about it.

  • @LordWormx420x yeah. Phil i not known for his modesty I guess.

  • Think about it that way.

  • HAhaha, like Freeride montainbike

  • You are a good men, fuking drugs, dont use, make some sports

  • @Benebikes yeah. like boxing.

  • The Hollow!:D I Love that song!

  • that is your own damn fault for shooting that shit into your veins....your faoult, phil...i have no pitty for you...you broke up PANTERA..you should have been the one who was shot and not Dimebag..i mean that......I'm from Atlanta and I would fight Phil any time....fuck him and all of his 'side bands'....

  • @octoberlust1313 you sound like a fucking fool. its dumb pricks like you who are keeping pantera from reuniting. quit crying.

  • @warlockmetal1

    first off you fucking fool.. Pantera cannot ever reunite!!! how can they with Dimebag dead...Don't tell me that you ARE ONE OF THOSE FUCKUPS WHO THING THAT ZAKK WYLDE SHOULD FILL IN FOR DIMEBAG??? IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AND HE EVEN SAID SO....

    Phil and his drug habits and side bands ruined Pantera.....Im 'not crying' over them....there days were numbered when phil started shooting that shit into his veins...

  • @octoberlust1313 There you go, saying the same shit. Im not even talking about them playing a show, im talking about an emotional/personal reunion you twat. If Vinnie would bury the hatchet with Phil, then everyone would be satisfied, and then POSITIVE shit would happen, unlike your stupid fucking idea. Maybe theyd start a new band. Anything would be great. But its ignorant crybabies like you that are saying the same shit Vinnie is. Phils heroin and dimes death are 2 separate things. (CONT...)

  • @octoberlust1313 (..cont) If Dime wouldnt have died, no one would be on Phils back like they are. It would just be "Oh, he left Pantera. Sucks, but so what." OH, but now that Dime is gone, people think that him leaving Pantera is related to Dimes death. That motherfucker was gonna kill no matter what band played the Alrosa Villa that night-Pantera or Damage Plan. The only thing Phil did wrong was heroin, and that should be forgiven. So what if they were arguing. That shouldn't keep friends apart

  • whats the 2nd song

  • @NirvanaFavorite 10s off of Great southern Trendkill

  • @Tylerrr51 planet caravan off of far beyond driven

  • I've seen this whole interview....nice effect adding the song, great job.

  • @daniellekelly84 thanks.

  • man that sound's sooooooooo fucking bad my god

  • @andrew19vato its actually way worse than he made it sound, remember, phil had money. most addicts dont and miss out on the luxury of being able to stay in bed and wait for the drugs to get to them.

  • phil the man. Unscarred and stronger than all, thats for sure!

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