Great vid - I really related to just about everything you said in it. Been almost a year now for me, and still haven't got the right meds, etc. But struggling on. I have 100% confidence this won't beat me.
This is a great clip and helps give a small insight into what we experience. My husband wants to understand but can't so it's great to be able to show him things like this. Thank you.
I have not been to the doctors to get checked, but i know for sure that i have a bi polar disorder. Plus im suffering with depression. Im always upset about something. I'll get happy and then something little will turn my whole day down. I feel like everyone hates me and doesnt wanna be around me or anything. I feel like my boyfriend hates me sometimes because i cant control it.. And he knows that, he just gets upset that im depressed and everything. The only reason why im still alive is him
my story is similar except i hate my little brother for a reason i cant explain, and my farther. i know im bipolar but havnt gone to doctors to check because im scared for some strange reason. i feel like the whole world i against me and that every one hates me and urggh, its hard to explain!
The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting us from abusive or coercive practices.
CCHR has fought to restore human rights to mental health, including, full informed consent regarding the medical legitimacy of psychiatric diagnosis, risks of psychiatric treatments,
and the RIGHT TO REFUSE TREATMENT. I was a victim of psychiatry 4 many years and agree 100% with cchr.org Know your rights
Thank you for making this video. I am bipolar type II and I understand well what you are saying about. It's a really nightmare :( and you are right, if someone never felt this illness, he/she would not understand all the pain, agony and the suffering. You are right "they just don't know the half of this illness" it's more than just a nightmare for me :(.
i dont remember doing some things. like i know im depressed but then im happy when someone tells me that happened i wont remember :/ . i also have done things i thought was right when it was wrong and it gets me so upset over it its like i dont want to be alive :/ i cant help what happens :// it just happens
im living throu this every single day (for the last years).... its killing me, ripping me off from inside.... ive been @ MD but he told me that im just depressiv (YE OFC I AM >_< STILL IM MANIC SO MANY TIMES ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CANT CONTROL MY THOUGHTS, DRIVING ME CRAZY LATELY) this is like living in hell (really bad cycle nowadays... changing every 2-3 minut... from manic to depressed... KILLING ME... dis disorder is going 2 ruin my entire life and seems like nobody could help me thorugh
@sakentje I am in exactly the same boat, my mind is racing as i type this, I have been this way since I was 10, I used to hear laughing voices back then, but now the cycles are so fast I have trouble explaining them to my doctor so he tells me that Im just depressed.....but there is a demon watching me and he has been for my whole life, I think he is part of what is so wrong with me.....ofcourse deep down I know the demon isnt real but I havent been able to explain this to my doctor, embarassed.
Omg... Ive thought for a while that i was bipolar this video just proves that i was right, I have had problem with it for years but i keep getting told ive only got depression but i knew there was somthing wrong ... thank you!
@tadeArmenian Jesus !!! Man made MYTHS !!!! HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THESE MAN MADE MYTHS KILLED !!!!! AND I DO NOT MEAN THE CRUSADES, I TALKING ABOUT OUR MODERN DAY AND AGE...RELIGION IS PART OF THE FUCKING PROBLEM, IF YOU (LIKE EVERY OTHER) BELIEVE YOURS IS THE ONLY CORRECT RELIGION AND SENT TO YOU BY GOD, THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE THERE SO MANY OTHERS CLAIMING THE SAME THING, ITS SIMPLY SEGREGATIONAL AND WILL DIVIDE US UNTIL WE ARE ALL DEAD, ITS THE SAME AS MONEY,FUCK OFF WITH YOUR MEDIEVAL IDEAS !
I'm afraid I might be bipolar and I don't know what to do. I have those "episodes" as they're called, but I've only had one where I felt I should be dead...but I'm also terrified that I'll feel like that again. What should I do?
@jampie06 Jesus you're like, really unfunny. I'm not offended (at all) it's just, you have the same sense of humor as my 2 year old cousion who still laughs at "why did the chicken cross the road" jokes.
my eyes were filled with tears after watching this video. I know how it feels to be a bipolar, the feeling of being the most loneliest person in the world where no one cares for you and that there's no one in this world like you.
i have sudden mood changes n my parents call me mad but its gettin uncontrollable im in debt dont no how i have arguements n fights n dont remember wat has happened or how it was started am always 4getin things n 4getin 2 turns taps off or closing doors or wat day it is if i go 2 a doctor they r gonna think im weird wat do i do
i have bipolar mixed state what that means is you get all those symptons that were in the video all at the same time it fucking sucks but im not alone thx for the video
There is extensive research on PubMed showing BIPOLAR is often a cynical fraud+hoax to explain/EXCUSE/justify: irrational unjustified vicious selfish self-centered immoral unreasonable deceitful vindictive boastful vile/evil conduct to get sympathy/drugs/attention/ welfare checks! Advice how to deal with these cheats: RUN! Shun them FOREVER. IMMEDIATELY. It'll save time & grief. You can't "cure" them - they want to be this way. Find someone worthy of your kindness/affection. You've been warned!
What does bush have to do with this? lol Hitler received daily injections of methamphetamine from his personal physician, Dr Theodor Morell. Meth addict.. yes! Look it up captain obvious. I thought you were some hitler expert judging by your profile, I'm sure you love self indulging in your ego lying to you that you're actually smart or think you know anything. Funny you waste your time boating around preaching your highly uneducated preschool outlook and mentality. Makes me chuckle
You brought Hitler into it, I did not. I responded with Bush as both are mass murderers. The meth doses Hitler received were at very low levels, insufficient to make him addicted. Hitler received a mass of other drugs at the same time from the same source. However, his wickedness long pre-dates this.
Are you mentally-ill? Your comment "Don't you know it's a proven fact hitler was a meth addict?" is bizarre.
I just went through every thing IN this video for the last 9 months I am 45 years old and a mother af two teen age boys I wAS OUT OF IT !.AND HOSPITALIZED THREE TIMES FOR CUTTING MYSELF IT HAS BEEN A FRICKIN NIHGTMARE.BUT WITH THE RIGHT MEDS AND HELP FROM gODS gRACE I AM BACK!! pLEASE DONT GIVE UP!! I ALMOST DID!!! I LOVE LIFE AGAIN !! If you just be patent!And get a good doctor and the right meds you will be ok! I truly feel for anyone that has this affliction! I wish I could help you!
i want my mom to see this...since i was in 6th grade ive been like this not exactly knowing why..ppl calling freak and being bullied..then in 8th grade my friend asked me are you bipolar? i looked it up and damn! i asked to my self could i be? im in 10th grade still have this mood swings..and mom still says its normal..how is it normal when i tried to commit suicide when i was 12? wtf she needs to see this.
I was diagnosed at the age of 8, or at least the doctor told my mom I would be bipolar. Since then (I am 23 now) I have been hospitalized 6 times and have attempted suicide once. The first time I went to the loony toon house I was there for 2 months, 2nd time I was there for about a month. Keep in mind this is when I was 8. Having this disorder is a fucking nightmare. It's like being in a bad dream that you can't wake up from. Only solution is meds and they fry your brain. Can't win.
don't be so pessimistic about it. You CAN find the right meds. It just takes a long time. And yes, the things you went through were hard. And yes, you were young. But don't lose hope. Just keep trying to find something that helps. Once you do things may not get better right away. But they will.
Ohh Kayarlynnean everything you say in this video is so true your video made me cry it is well done I congratulate you and that song really matched your video once more congratulations everything this video says it's true well done God Bless You.
Yeah it's so true and Bipolar People can really do something good for us I was just so amazed that Abraham Lincoln suffered this disease I never imagined take care.
It's a good video, but if you're "up one minute, down the next" I'd lean more toward Borderline Personality Disorder...or do you have ultra-rapid cycling bipolar?
aw made me cry but that could b cuz im 'down' right now
just got diagnosed nt even a wk ago meds r jus kicking in n yeah everything is still lil shaky had an earthquake 2day n at first i thought it was the meds
if you need to talk about it or anything, I was diagnosed a long time ago and I probably know some things that might help. But if you want to talk you can message me.
When you live with it everyday though, it's not as bad as it seems to others, because you learn how to live with it, it's just harder sometimes more than it normally is. It just takes a little while to get used to.
.... woah.... nail... hammer... right on the head. foshizzle ma nizzle fo shizzle. nice. you sound like me. :) funny.
indigo19923 2 weeks ago
Great vid - I really related to just about everything you said in it. Been almost a year now for me, and still haven't got the right meds, etc. But struggling on. I have 100% confidence this won't beat me.
citcat299 1 month ago
This is a great clip and helps give a small insight into what we experience. My husband wants to understand but can't so it's great to be able to show him things like this. Thank you.
vicstar78 3 months ago
I have not been to the doctors to get checked, but i know for sure that i have a bi polar disorder. Plus im suffering with depression. Im always upset about something. I'll get happy and then something little will turn my whole day down. I feel like everyone hates me and doesnt wanna be around me or anything. I feel like my boyfriend hates me sometimes because i cant control it.. And he knows that, he just gets upset that im depressed and everything. The only reason why im still alive is him
FanofApawk18 6 months ago
@FanofApawk18
my story is similar except i hate my little brother for a reason i cant explain, and my farther. i know im bipolar but havnt gone to doctors to check because im scared for some strange reason. i feel like the whole world i against me and that every one hates me and urggh, its hard to explain!
majid123abc 3 months ago
The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting us from abusive or coercive practices.
CCHR has fought to restore human rights to mental health, including, full informed consent regarding the medical legitimacy of psychiatric diagnosis, risks of psychiatric treatments,
and the RIGHT TO REFUSE TREATMENT. I was a victim of psychiatry 4 many years and agree 100% with cchr.org Know your rights
AkathisiA101 6 months ago
Thank you for making this video. I am bipolar type II and I understand well what you are saying about. It's a really nightmare :( and you are right, if someone never felt this illness, he/she would not understand all the pain, agony and the suffering. You are right "they just don't know the half of this illness" it's more than just a nightmare for me :(.
Estrogen7 7 months ago
sounds more like schizo effective disorder ..
Carzeyday 7 months ago
i dont remember doing some things. like i know im depressed but then im happy when someone tells me that happened i wont remember :/ . i also have done things i thought was right when it was wrong and it gets me so upset over it its like i dont want to be alive :/ i cant help what happens :// it just happens
LauraMckay1992 9 months ago
There are new techniques! Hoorah! After considerable research we can now add this therapy.
Keep taking your meds. If they aren't working well, keep nudging them around with your Psychiatrist. Don't do it on your own.
Now, in addition to cognitive-behavioral therapy, yoga, music therapy, art therapy, aroma therapy there is THIS :
EMDR
Eye movement desensitization reprossessing.
It causes your brain to switch from left to right and back again. It untangles your thoughts. Try!
imagineers0 9 months ago
Have some mary jane not meds and believe in good and have no doubt of good this has helped me a great lot, go with god
captainkipms91 10 months ago
i Always thought i was Bipolar, amd now i know i am. all signs are meeeeeeee.
iiAmDrEaMzDeSTiiNy 10 months ago
Wow, thankyou so much. This vid meant alot, and came at a time I really needed to hear it. xxx
THanks for taking the time... its helped me.x
justme171980 11 months ago
im living throu this every single day (for the last years).... its killing me, ripping me off from inside.... ive been @ MD but he told me that im just depressiv (YE OFC I AM >_< STILL IM MANIC SO MANY TIMES ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CANT CONTROL MY THOUGHTS, DRIVING ME CRAZY LATELY) this is like living in hell (really bad cycle nowadays... changing every 2-3 minut... from manic to depressed... KILLING ME... dis disorder is going 2 ruin my entire life and seems like nobody could help me thorugh
sakentje 1 year ago
@sakentje I am in exactly the same boat, my mind is racing as i type this, I have been this way since I was 10, I used to hear laughing voices back then, but now the cycles are so fast I have trouble explaining them to my doctor so he tells me that Im just depressed.....but there is a demon watching me and he has been for my whole life, I think he is part of what is so wrong with me.....ofcourse deep down I know the demon isnt real but I havent been able to explain this to my doctor, embarassed.
mariss711 10 months ago
Omg... Ive thought for a while that i was bipolar this video just proves that i was right, I have had problem with it for years but i keep getting told ive only got depression but i knew there was somthing wrong ... thank you!
DaDappaBarbieBaby 1 year ago
HEY PEOPLE! HEAR ME?? JESUS CAN LET YOU FREEEE OF IT!
tadeArmenian 1 year ago
@tadeArmenian Jesus !!! Man made MYTHS !!!! HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THESE MAN MADE MYTHS KILLED !!!!! AND I DO NOT MEAN THE CRUSADES, I TALKING ABOUT OUR MODERN DAY AND AGE...RELIGION IS PART OF THE FUCKING PROBLEM, IF YOU (LIKE EVERY OTHER) BELIEVE YOURS IS THE ONLY CORRECT RELIGION AND SENT TO YOU BY GOD, THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE THERE SO MANY OTHERS CLAIMING THE SAME THING, ITS SIMPLY SEGREGATIONAL AND WILL DIVIDE US UNTIL WE ARE ALL DEAD, ITS THE SAME AS MONEY,FUCK OFF WITH YOUR MEDIEVAL IDEAS !
mariss711 10 months ago
She loves me...she loves me not etc. Put all of them in a land fill and cover it up. See if they can bipolar their way out. lol
jampie06 1 year ago
I'm afraid I might be bipolar and I don't know what to do. I have those "episodes" as they're called, but I've only had one where I felt I should be dead...but I'm also terrified that I'll feel like that again. What should I do?
Uzzie101 1 year ago
@Uzzie101 Throw yourself in a looney bin and play with the martians and pink elephants. lol
jampie06 1 year ago
@jampie06 lol, you fail at humor XD
Uzzie101 1 year ago
@Uzzie101 You fail at being sane crazyperson..
jampie06 1 year ago
@jampie06 Jesus you're like, really unfunny. I'm not offended (at all) it's just, you have the same sense of humor as my 2 year old cousion who still laughs at "why did the chicken cross the road" jokes.
Uzzie101 1 year ago
@Uzzie101 You´re a loser crazyboy.
jampie06 1 year ago
@jampie06 You're ventureing more into the dark realms of fail. You're the worst troll in history XD!
The target isn't supposed to laugh at YOU!
Uzzie101 1 year ago
@Uzzie101 Target?? WTF are you talking about? Can you even read?
jampie06 1 year ago
@jampie06 Wow, you really are fucking stupid! XD
Uzzie101 1 year ago
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@Uzzie101 I´m smarter than your mother. lol
jampie06 1 year ago
Story of my life...I'm sitting here crying my episode is so bad. Thanks for sharing
GeminiAuntie 1 year ago
my eyes were filled with tears after watching this video. I know how it feels to be a bipolar, the feeling of being the most loneliest person in the world where no one cares for you and that there's no one in this world like you.
muzammilali007 2 years ago
i have sudden mood changes n my parents call me mad but its gettin uncontrollable im in debt dont no how i have arguements n fights n dont remember wat has happened or how it was started am always 4getin things n 4getin 2 turns taps off or closing doors or wat day it is if i go 2 a doctor they r gonna think im weird wat do i do
kaycoyle86 2 years ago
if it is bad go to emerg.
Tiahur76 2 years ago
Thanks for making this video.Now I'm feeling better.
Fizogaru 2 years ago
i have bipolar mixed state what that means is you get all those symptons that were in the video all at the same time it fucking sucks but im not alone thx for the video
roxymumbles 2 years ago
I know some one, now he has a good life and he is happy. YOu ccan have a good life and manage it well, that is very true
katdanmo2 3 years ago
GurnSi 3 years ago
Don't you know it's a proven fact hitler was a meth addict?
helianimal 3 years ago
"hitler was a meth addict"
Probably not. Hitler's insanity and evil is a mixture of his genes, his peculiar upbringing, his experiences and his CHOICE.
What is Bush's excuse?
GurnSi 3 years ago
What does bush have to do with this? lol Hitler received daily injections of methamphetamine from his personal physician, Dr Theodor Morell. Meth addict.. yes! Look it up captain obvious. I thought you were some hitler expert judging by your profile, I'm sure you love self indulging in your ego lying to you that you're actually smart or think you know anything. Funny you waste your time boating around preaching your highly uneducated preschool outlook and mentality. Makes me chuckle
helianimal 3 years ago
"What does bush have to do with this?"
He's a drug addict (alcohol + heroin for sure).
You brought Hitler into it, I did not. I responded with Bush as both are mass murderers. The meth doses Hitler received were at very low levels, insufficient to make him addicted. Hitler received a mass of other drugs at the same time from the same source. However, his wickedness long pre-dates this.
Are you mentally-ill? Your comment "Don't you know it's a proven fact hitler was a meth addict?" is bizarre.
GurnSi 3 years ago
You're calling me bizarre?
helianimal 3 years ago
helianimal gurgled "You're calling me bizarre?"
No, actually. First, given the poverty of what you 'write', I would assume you did not know what "bizarre" means.
Second, bizarre implies, among other things, being somewhat interesting. You are boring. You aren't bizarre. You are merely dumb and gullible.
:)
GurnSi 3 years ago
You're so bitter and angry. How come?
helianimal 3 years ago
cos he aint had is fix of meth yet.
Iamfukenripped 3 years ago
people just dont understand what its like to be Bi polar,they just think your a fuckin weirdo.
bluenose40 3 years ago
"people just dont understand what its like to be Bi polar,they just think your a fuckin weirdo."
Yep, people are right. :)
GurnSi 3 years ago
Awe.. ur just like a little kid. Predictable and fun. I think your mommy didn't love you.
helianimal 3 years ago
what are you trying to say?
ilw121608 2 years ago
I just went through every thing IN this video for the last 9 months I am 45 years old and a mother af two teen age boys I wAS OUT OF IT !.AND HOSPITALIZED THREE TIMES FOR CUTTING MYSELF IT HAS BEEN A FRICKIN NIHGTMARE.BUT WITH THE RIGHT MEDS AND HELP FROM gODS gRACE I AM BACK!! pLEASE DONT GIVE UP!! I ALMOST DID!!! I LOVE LIFE AGAIN !! If you just be patent!And get a good doctor and the right meds you will be ok! I truly feel for anyone that has this affliction! I wish I could help you!
Ryanagan 3 years ago
the end made me cry
now i dont know if dying is really the right choice. id do anything to find that somebody
matter0ni 3 years ago
i want my mom to see this...since i was in 6th grade ive been like this not exactly knowing why..ppl calling freak and being bullied..then in 8th grade my friend asked me are you bipolar? i looked it up and damn! i asked to my self could i be? im in 10th grade still have this mood swings..and mom still says its normal..how is it normal when i tried to commit suicide when i was 12? wtf she needs to see this.
AmelieAndie 3 years ago
my moms the same way but if she saw this she still wouldent give a shit :(
ilw121608 2 years ago
Thank you so much for the Vid.
chommanee1 3 years ago
i pity you..... aggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh i have just read your info bit i am going to die now.... agggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh
duffduffbeerbeer 3 years ago
BIPolar is awesome i love it!!!!!!11
Disturbed433 3 years ago
I was diagnosed at the age of 8, or at least the doctor told my mom I would be bipolar. Since then (I am 23 now) I have been hospitalized 6 times and have attempted suicide once. The first time I went to the loony toon house I was there for 2 months, 2nd time I was there for about a month. Keep in mind this is when I was 8. Having this disorder is a fucking nightmare. It's like being in a bad dream that you can't wake up from. Only solution is meds and they fry your brain. Can't win.
timspot5000 3 years ago
don't be so pessimistic about it. You CAN find the right meds. It just takes a long time. And yes, the things you went through were hard. And yes, you were young. But don't lose hope. Just keep trying to find something that helps. Once you do things may not get better right away. But they will.
Kayarlynnean 3 years ago 4
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I let you free from that disease and i know you want to, FREE! in the name of Jesus Christ the only powerful God! Free you child of God.
tadeArmenian 1 year ago
beautiful.
pyrosplodeyflames 3 years ago
that was touching.
yousurferr 3 years ago
*sniff sniff* :'(
yousurferr 3 years ago
Ohh Kayarlynnean everything you say in this video is so true your video made me cry it is well done I congratulate you and that song really matched your video once more congratulations everything this video says it's true well done God Bless You.
Lizzieloco2 3 years ago
Then we're 2 lizzie =)
Very touching, and the song just adds to the effect
Demolith 3 years ago
Yeah it's so true and Bipolar People can really do something good for us I was just so amazed that Abraham Lincoln suffered this disease I never imagined take care.
Lizzieloco2 3 years ago
fantastic!
bminternet43 3 years ago
It's a good video, but if you're "up one minute, down the next" I'd lean more toward Borderline Personality Disorder...or do you have ultra-rapid cycling bipolar?
Octophobia 3 years ago
aw made me cry but that could b cuz im 'down' right now
just got diagnosed nt even a wk ago meds r jus kicking in n yeah everything is still lil shaky had an earthquake 2day n at first i thought it was the meds
PsychoAunt 3 years ago
if you need to talk about it or anything, I was diagnosed a long time ago and I probably know some things that might help. But if you want to talk you can message me.
Kayarlynnean 3 years ago
Great video,it sums everything up how we are affected by bipolar.
bluenose40 3 years ago
not quite everything, but yeah
Kayarlynnean 3 years ago
what a great vid.
bminternet43 3 years ago
This made me almost cry ;( So sad..
HyperBlondeRikku 4 years ago
When you live with it everyday though, it's not as bad as it seems to others, because you learn how to live with it, it's just harder sometimes more than it normally is. It just takes a little while to get used to.
Kayarlynnean 4 years ago
you're not being sarcastic... are you?
Kayarlynnean 3 years ago