I know it's not an easy disorder, but there is a way to live with it! I'm bipolair and haven't been depressed or manic in 8 years now. My advice (nothing more, nothing less) is to be honest to yourself. Try to accept it and take good care of yourself. Recognise the first signs when you're about to get down or up. The people who are close to you can help you with that. That way you can ask for (any kind of) help in time.
I am Bipolar 2 and was just finally correctly diagnosed after my second hospitalization. It is rare so it is not nearly as well understood as depression which is so commonplace in our overweight and lethargic society here in the U.S. People with bipolar disorder are just like everyone else just to a different extreme. We have a different rhythm through which our moods cycle and our highs are higher and lows lower. It can be so simple and so complex at the same time.
I spent three years being the best friend of someone severely and clinically depressed. Her mother is bi-polar. My own mother has clinical depression. It opened my eyes to the world of mental illness. This song reminds me of her and my friendship, I'd try and try to keep her calm and not hurting herself, keep her happy, but it wasn't that simple. I'm so glad she's finally getting help.
My partner has bi-polar. it is hard but just something you cant help and have to live with. he makes me cry but i know its not his fault and i just normally walk away untill hes calmed down.
I'm both glad and sad to say I overcame my bipolar and depressive stages.I say I'm glad that I did because I'm just so much happier and I feel so much more HAPPY in general.But still when I was bipolar...there was something.....it was so hard to break,but there was SOMETHING mkaing me not want to break it.I broke it anyways,but I still cant figure out why I didn't want to break it and maybe it's the fake feeling of peace and serenity.But it was fake,but did I still think it was fake.I don't know
@thehontry1luver Can't get rid of bi-polar, unfortunately. The Neurotransmitters produce the chemicals imbalanced and all that good stuff. Not fun. To cure Bi-polar, it'd be to cure those glands...which is impossible, so far. Taking bulls**t meds are the only brake from it.
@Fefefoth Well I guess I'm a miracle.I'm so happy.And I have been for months.I never thought I could have happiness but I have so much.....it's crazy.But it happened and I'm thankful for it.Guess it was a gift from god. :)
@thehontry1luver you probably had something like bipolar, or a certain form I'm not aware of lol. I have bi-polar, and about 80% of my family has it, it's hereditary :/ But whatever happened, that's awesome. Hopefully your happiness/peace stays
i have suspected bi polar. i have gone through manic stages and depressive stages. i have lost friend because i got angry at them. its awful when your manic you happy but you can have thoughts going around your head all at once and you cant stop them. when your depressed you just cant cope living no more.. :( I have attacked my sister and felt guilty when i have come out of manic :( its awful to live everyday!♥
i am bipolar. the emotional highs and lows makes my life hell. i wouoldnt wish it upon my worst enemy. i was doing well and was managing my life fairly well on a manic and then attempted suicide just a few days later. its terrible living this way...i never know what to expect.
My best friend is bipolar. Sometimes I don't know how to comfort her when she's feeling depressed and talking to me about suicide. I'm depressed myself, but I'm not bipolar...
I really wish I knew what to say to help her out. :(
@animekristy1 i know what thats like-its not even my best friend but one of my first.im not exactly depressed but this past year was extremely hard,so i know where you're coming from.it really sucks.and my friend isnt even bipolar-just bigtime clinically depressed....i wish you luck
@cutiebunnygurI5 I'm 13 and bipolar too. Not to mention manic depressive. Both of my parents were bipolar so naturally I got the gene from both sides. My mother doesn't care enough to put me on anything, but it's good you're on something. Even if I won't ever get better, I'm glad you will♥
@sunnyblossoms I homeschool myself..but thanks for your concern. I've been trying to find a therapist or something, even one of those group things (for lack of better words). No luck so far, but I'm not giving up any time soon.
@anonymousrandoms I'm not trying to sell you anything or spam you. :) I use this site whenever I need help .I've seen a lot of people ask on the expert section for help finding places (such as planned parenthood or a therapist group) for the area they live in. You don't have to give your zipcode or address or anything you don't want to. Their very reliable (been around for 10 years).
I'm pretty sure I'm manic depressive... Thinking about the people who have to put up with it makes me feel worse... But They stay for some reason... and I love them for it
This song makes me cry soo much everytime I listen to it. I think about my relationship with my boyfriend and how he can put up with my bi-polar ways. I take medicine and try to curb it, but it just comes out sometimes. He just hugs me and tells me it'll be alright. We've been together for two years and he's still putting up with it. That's how much he really loves me I guess ;)
Only someone who has really known suffering like this could have written this song. So raw and beautiful from a situation that isn't so beautiful. Thank you, Tiffany Lee <3
i,m,not,i,do,some,makes,me,healthy,no,pills,you,hebt,geen,verstand van echt manic jy weet niet wat het is met jou kan je niets opaan jy haat me love me nooit in my past jy bent onstabiel jy weet ik ben sterker
My dads is bi-polar. I know sometimes it's not his fault but he or it's part of the reason for my anxiety, depression, and self-injury... Anyone who thinks bi-polar isn't serious has never had to deal with it.
@ScarletWhite you should really stop wit your i know betta comment there cause its a my gift you dont know it does not take value sorry you wasted your comment i know what others say
@WindIove i do use my beautifulsoul often by my name ty why dont you use your nonjudgement before you know a person happen to know people know me as the one who gives the best hugs the license office lady in my town even ask me to give her a hug to start her day and plus i am known for my deep poetry
People look at bipolar as having such a stigma, and being so terrible, and it really does suck, and takes a VERY heavy toll on you.... BUT, by the time I was 19, I was a certified hedge fund manager running a $20M investment fund, getting my own business off the ground, and now a year later have top credentials across a half dozen fields and industries.
The depressive stage sucks, but you spend a few years on a manic stage, and the accomplishments just pile up higher and higher.
Unfortunately that's also what keeps so many of us off meds. I know every time I get on meds I start itching for the manic stages, but they never last long for me anyways. Go you for putting it towards something good though!
This song describes me. I'm not bipolar, just confused. It's not easy for me to open up always, so i do stupid things. I almost lost my best friend because of my actions. I don't think I'm geniunely bipolar. My parents are going through a divorce, and that's hard, and it took alot away from me. I can't trust or talk like I used to. I had everything stripped away from me and it left me fragile in this bleak dark hole. I'm trying to get better, but at the same time all I want is to be left alone.
@cutenessoftheemi wow i am the same way, except the divorcing parents part, im sorry about that, but my parents fight all the time and i makes me act out and i want to be left alone and my school thinks i am a freak for it..... i only have a few friends who are helping me and i go to church, and i pray for it all to end, sometimes i even pray for my life to end
@EUSEBASTIANUL that was a real bullshit move dude you dont know them why the fuck would you make it hard some fuckup people can only get so far and for them to post that.means alot to them is much stronger than that weak shit you put up and another thing dont talk out of you ass you shit stinks
@cutenessoftheemi there's a god shaped hole in all of us... i hope you've heard plumb's other songs.... i understand you completely, everything you wrote is something i've written before. i could lie and tell you it gets easier, but the truth is, i haven't reached the light at the end of the tunnel, but i can see it, and the hope that someday life will be better is the only thing that keeps me going. cherish your good days, and try not to dwell on the bad ones
Wow awsomeeee a song about my disease yes so tired of people joking sayin oh i am having a bipolar moment they dont care how us who have it know what it is to have it for real specially switching meds i am bipolar type 1 not fun
I hate how people, especially teens, use the word 'bipolar' as a joke to describe someone's behaviour who is clearly not bipolar, just having a bad day. It completely trivialises the illness.
@CrystalHoo I quite agree. It's common, seemingly, to use words like gay, bipolar, rape...ect... out of context - but it dosent make it right. Quite often with the word 'bipolar' however, people are not even aware of what the illness really is, which is sad.
Thsis song is about whatever you take it to mean. what's the point in arguing about it, really? I'm pretty sure I have an ED and am also very depressed and I can relate to this song somehting serious so uh yeah.
im in a really dark mood right now and feel like i need to cry....this band has helped me cry because they've touched this ice heart of mine...love them...
I'm bipolar.. this spoke to my heart. haven't been having the easiest time in my life lately..... really tryin to turn to God but its so hard when your brain is so screwed up you can barely focus
@MegaGonewild bi polar is a chemical imbalance and you get very down fast your moods swing very easily and you can't tolerate somethings ... really weird thing to have to deal with the people are unprodictable and I know because my sister has this, but as she grows up i am not sure if she has it but I don't live with her so I don't see it as often ...
.... in the middle of one myself right now. muahahahaha. . Gotta love being fucking bipolar in the rush of a manic episode not wantings to get to sleep after class and an 8 hour shift. You think you can take on the world, but then the next moment you feel like dying. :/ I gotta admit it's interesting.
i cried when i read the lyrics, like a mental breakdown, it feels like i'm the girl she's singing about, i lose it, then im all bubbley, its horrible to live life not knowing what your going to do next, not knowing if you just might cut again, or you might hurt your boyfriend. its horrible knowing there is nothing you can do, that its the way you are....
@BLEACHFANGRL1234 I agree but ive took it upon myself to blame me not the illness. Say if i blamd myslf 4 hurtn my bf Does dat make since Da lyrics r sad & i feel like dat 2. Its irritatn. I think that if i dont take blame 4 thngs then i wldnt b a gd person. I cut a lot & i also blame myself. 1 day my frend said stop feeln srry 4 urslf & i was all ya ur rite i am, took blame & work with it, its pretty intense sumtims. Sorry if I irritate u jst tryin 2 share my experiences w/others
The song is talking about someone who is a "manic"depressant. Ore Bipolar. There are two sides to her, the side that brings the sunshine, and the side that brings the rain. I'm Bipolar and this pretty much describes my everyday life. I love this song.
@ContraLaVolu Pretty much. You can feel one feeling one moment, like extreme happiness, and then the next you can feel a deep depression, or even hate. Both Bipolar and Manic Depressants show those signs. So, at least to me, that's what this song was about. Someone with an illness they can't control.
I kind athink she got hurt when she was younger or something, 'cause most of her songs are about rape and stuff. they relate to a lot of people, and I love it. but I wonder if she ever used to herself once upon a time, too. . .
i can relate to this song, im up n down with my moods, i get this odd monthly thing wen i get depressed for no reason, only lasts a few hours, then its just gone :/ so ican relate to this song in that way. Shes awesome.
@MsAmorLoca mainc or maina is a part of bipolar disorder basicaly your really exited allways running around have a thousnad ideas at once and never finsih any of em. Very easy to anger jittry some even devolp insomina during maina. Just look up Bi-Ploar Disorder you'll find more stuff on the whole desise I cant really explain it as well as some others can just trust me when I say its one hell of a ride
oh goodness!!! i'm Bipolar...and this song is sooooooooooooooo perfect for me!!! there is a chemical in your brain...it's pouring sunshine and rage....you can never know what to expect.....
Theres no excuse for your actions if you hurt those you love your responsible for it... I should know this song fits me fairly well XP. *Theres a chemical in your brain, thats pouring sunshine and rage* XD Thats it.
We are to be a blessing to each other by enhancing each other's lives, not by making demands, criticizing or trying to make others fit into our idea of what we think they should be.
She asks when will she heal from this? People who have manic depression or other such illnesses rarely, if ever, heal from it. It's not like catching a cold or getting sick because you didn't take care of yourself. People are born with a chemical imbalance in their brains and bodies they didn't ask for, and many are abused on top of that, which intensifies the illness. That abuse wasn't asked for either.
@TazD3vilzz, be careful of assuming that her goal was to portray maniac depression. The song is about the relationship. The relationship, then, is what keeps changing and she keeps writing it off as "oh, there's just a chemical deficiency". It's not a healthy relationship. She's trying to portray that. At any rate, I don't think she ever said he just snaps. She is saying he's maniac, but she never really says what won't happen again.
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This song is good but it makes out that manic people just change in a complete second? and manic people don't feel good when other cry,not all of them,I am myself,this is a reason why I hate it,plumb doesn't know what she's singing about.. people who are manic do NOT change in a split second..it's only if something goes wrong that they change just like everyone else,and they just over react (I know I do) don't reckon I'm dissin manics,I'm one myself ;)
@TazD3vilzz- when your anorexic you cant just start eating again- it takes a long time to overcome anorexia and getting medication for depression it takes a lot to just stand up and say i need help
Mate,I know that, I am just starting to get sick of everyone saying their life sucks, and with the depression part,I am depressed myself,and if someone says they are depressed then they should be able to say "I need help" if they keep it to themselves then their mind isn't in the state of wanting help,Now with my depression,I stood up pretty much right away so don't go saying It takes a lot ;) becuase it actually doesn't.
well it's not entirely fair for you to say it's easy. What maybe have been simple for you miiiight be the hardest thing for somebody else. BEsides, what made you depressed might be 10 times easier than what made omebody else depressed. It's not fair to assume that everybody is on the same level of depression.
yeah anorexia is very mental, and most of the time anorexics need help to overcome the disorder which is why there are anorexia/bulimia clinics, its not like they just dont eat because one day they wake up thinking they are fat, it takes a lot of hard work to overcome it and alot of times a person can overcome it but relapse back again its just like an addiction.
@xxBlackDragonessxx I no longer have an ED, I changed my ritual of bullimia and anorexia and began eating a raw vegan diet.. it worked.. i no longer felt the need to binge purge or starve.. everyone can find a way out.. but its hard.. x
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L0vebuzZ13 4 weeks ago
I know it's not an easy disorder, but there is a way to live with it! I'm bipolair and haven't been depressed or manic in 8 years now. My advice (nothing more, nothing less) is to be honest to yourself. Try to accept it and take good care of yourself. Recognise the first signs when you're about to get down or up. The people who are close to you can help you with that. That way you can ask for (any kind of) help in time.
L0vebuzZ13 4 weeks ago
I lost my ex fiancee my 2 ex girlfriends and 3 friends and respect from mostly everyone cuse of my bi polar.It has messed things up for me.
BHeat1979 1 month ago
I am Bipolar 2 and was just finally correctly diagnosed after my second hospitalization. It is rare so it is not nearly as well understood as depression which is so commonplace in our overweight and lethargic society here in the U.S. People with bipolar disorder are just like everyone else just to a different extreme. We have a different rhythm through which our moods cycle and our highs are higher and lows lower. It can be so simple and so complex at the same time.
angelfish1017 2 months ago
I don't have Bipolar, So why does this song describe me? :|
LauraGizmoDory 2 months ago 4
Ive heard of Bi-Polar but i dont have it my friend has it she has suicidal thoughts.........its sad to see her like that
Takeninthelight 3 months ago in playlist my themes :3
I spent three years being the best friend of someone severely and clinically depressed. Her mother is bi-polar. My own mother has clinical depression. It opened my eyes to the world of mental illness. This song reminds me of her and my friendship, I'd try and try to keep her calm and not hurting herself, keep her happy, but it wasn't that simple. I'm so glad she's finally getting help.
karebear4Christ 3 months ago
My partner has bi-polar. it is hard but just something you cant help and have to live with. he makes me cry but i know its not his fault and i just normally walk away untill hes calmed down.
HUprincess15 3 months ago
I LOVE THIS SONG!! IT SOUNDS AMAZING IN MY CAR STEREO SYSTEM!!
I'M ALSO MAKING AN AWESOME MV FOR SOMETHING USING THIS SONG!!
God, this song is so incredible.
I can't wait to listen to it as I'm riding in the car during the evening on a highway, looking out at the grass and the sky.. ;)
xJadeIrisx 4 months ago
I am bipolar- and yes- am MANIC AND MANIC AND MANIC- I never know what thoughts are mine- and what is this stupid disease.
iclandgirl 4 months ago
I'm both glad and sad to say I overcame my bipolar and depressive stages.I say I'm glad that I did because I'm just so much happier and I feel so much more HAPPY in general.But still when I was bipolar...there was something.....it was so hard to break,but there was SOMETHING mkaing me not want to break it.I broke it anyways,but I still cant figure out why I didn't want to break it and maybe it's the fake feeling of peace and serenity.But it was fake,but did I still think it was fake.I don't know
thehontry1luver 4 months ago
@thehontry1luver Can't get rid of bi-polar, unfortunately. The Neurotransmitters produce the chemicals imbalanced and all that good stuff. Not fun. To cure Bi-polar, it'd be to cure those glands...which is impossible, so far. Taking bulls**t meds are the only brake from it.
Fefefoth 3 months ago in playlist Fefefoth's favorites
@Fefefoth Well I guess I'm a miracle.I'm so happy.And I have been for months.I never thought I could have happiness but I have so much.....it's crazy.But it happened and I'm thankful for it.Guess it was a gift from god. :)
thehontry1luver 3 months ago
@thehontry1luver you probably had something like bipolar, or a certain form I'm not aware of lol. I have bi-polar, and about 80% of my family has it, it's hereditary :/ But whatever happened, that's awesome. Hopefully your happiness/peace stays
Fefefoth 3 months ago
I suffer from minor anxiety and depression. I get stressed out whenever I do homework, and this is a way I relax myself.
elisabethcatland9 4 months ago in playlist More songs..
i have suspected bi polar. i have gone through manic stages and depressive stages. i have lost friend because i got angry at them. its awful when your manic you happy but you can have thoughts going around your head all at once and you cant stop them. when your depressed you just cant cope living no more.. :( I have attacked my sister and felt guilty when i have come out of manic :( its awful to live everyday!♥
ArianaFanx 4 months ago
anytime i talk about Plumb, no one knows who im talking about. more people need to know about them, they are an amazing band and people need to know
idateawesomeninjas 4 months ago
@idateawesomeninjas Plumb is not a band, she's a singer
RhythmGotGirls 4 months ago
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thecatlands 5 months ago in playlist Writing songs
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thecatlands 5 months ago in playlist Writing songs
i am bipolar. the emotional highs and lows makes my life hell. i wouoldnt wish it upon my worst enemy. i was doing well and was managing my life fairly well on a manic and then attempted suicide just a few days later. its terrible living this way...i never know what to expect.
Jaydensmama19 5 months ago 2
my boyfriend...well...ex... is bipolar... and it's so hard...
i wish i could help him, but sometimes his moods get so bad i feel completely helpless...
EssenceEvans 6 months ago in playlist EssenceEvans's Favorited Videos
My best friend is bipolar. Sometimes I don't know how to comfort her when she's feeling depressed and talking to me about suicide. I'm depressed myself, but I'm not bipolar...
I really wish I knew what to say to help her out. :(
I feel like such a failure as a friend.
animekristy1 6 months ago
@animekristy1 i know what thats like-its not even my best friend but one of my first.im not exactly depressed but this past year was extremely hard,so i know where you're coming from.it really sucks.and my friend isnt even bipolar-just bigtime clinically depressed....i wish you luck
horselover40 5 months ago
amazing....... all i can say about this song..... amazing
idateawesomeninjas 6 months ago
♥She Will Bleed From Insecurity♥
xElleVictoriax 6 months ago
im manic deppression n its so hard to put up with
Bittermanxi 6 months ago
I have bipolar disorder and a personality disorder. It's not easy, but nothing is easy.
cheetahcupcakez 6 months ago
im 13 and bipolar its one the hardest things to deal with but right now the manic part in controlled with lithium
cutiebunnygurI5 6 months ago
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anonymousrandoms 6 months ago
@cutiebunnygurI5 I'm 13 and bipolar too. Not to mention manic depressive. Both of my parents were bipolar so naturally I got the gene from both sides. My mother doesn't care enough to put me on anything, but it's good you're on something. Even if I won't ever get better, I'm glad you will♥
anonymousrandoms 6 months ago 2
@anonymousrandoms You could ask the school nurse for help with this you know. Im sure they could help you out. Or go to your counselor.
sunnyblossoms 6 months ago
@sunnyblossoms I homeschool myself..but thanks for your concern. I've been trying to find a therapist or something, even one of those group things (for lack of better words). No luck so far, but I'm not giving up any time soon.
anonymousrandoms 6 months ago
@anonymousrandoms I'm not trying to sell you anything or spam you. :) I use this site whenever I need help .I've seen a lot of people ask on the expert section for help finding places (such as planned parenthood or a therapist group) for the area they live in. You don't have to give your zipcode or address or anything you don't want to. Their very reliable (been around for 10 years).
sunnyblossoms 6 months ago
@anonymousrandoms Oh and you have to make an account but their free and very friendly.
sunnyblossoms 6 months ago
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thecatlands 5 months ago in playlist reapeat
I am bi polar.It's how i lost my recent ex. It's hell on earth for me.
LexxMan1979 6 months ago
I'm pretty sure I'm manic depressive... Thinking about the people who have to put up with it makes me feel worse... But They stay for some reason... and I love them for it
keybladequeen1316 7 months ago
This song makes me cry soo much everytime I listen to it. I think about my relationship with my boyfriend and how he can put up with my bi-polar ways. I take medicine and try to curb it, but it just comes out sometimes. He just hugs me and tells me it'll be alright. We've been together for two years and he's still putting up with it. That's how much he really loves me I guess ;)
IGiveYouMyHeartxP 7 months ago
Only someone who has really known suffering like this could have written this song. So raw and beautiful from a situation that isn't so beautiful. Thank you, Tiffany Lee <3
OutOfMyMindAndAway 7 months ago
This song reminds me of my stalker. o.o
BittersweetMoonlight 7 months ago
want to know what its like to be me?
this song describes me exactly.
twneecbr 7 months ago
i,m,not,i,do,some,makes,me,healthy,no,pills,you,hebt,geen,verstand van echt manic jy weet niet wat het is met jou kan je niets opaan jy haat me love me nooit in my past jy bent onstabiel jy weet ik ben sterker
mollysangelique 8 months ago
i'm bipolar and i have depression issues and i hate it
xElleVictoriax 8 months ago
My dads is bi-polar. I know sometimes it's not his fault but he or it's part of the reason for my anxiety, depression, and self-injury... Anyone who thinks bi-polar isn't serious has never had to deal with it.
xbarelysurvivingx 8 months ago
@ScarletWhite you should really stop wit your i know betta comment there cause its a my gift you dont know it does not take value sorry you wasted your comment i know what others say
BeautifulSoulgurl 8 months ago
@WindIove i do use my beautifulsoul often by my name ty why dont you use your nonjudgement before you know a person happen to know people know me as the one who gives the best hugs the license office lady in my town even ask me to give her a hug to start her day and plus i am known for my deep poetry
BeautifulSoulgurl 8 months ago
@BeautifulSoulgurl you really shouldn't be bragging about your 'beautiful soul' and 'deep poetry' it just takes the value away from it. just sayin :D
ScarletWhite 8 months ago
People look at bipolar as having such a stigma, and being so terrible, and it really does suck, and takes a VERY heavy toll on you.... BUT, by the time I was 19, I was a certified hedge fund manager running a $20M investment fund, getting my own business off the ground, and now a year later have top credentials across a half dozen fields and industries.
The depressive stage sucks, but you spend a few years on a manic stage, and the accomplishments just pile up higher and higher.
BlueRaven7 8 months ago 13
@BlueRaven7
Unfortunately that's also what keeps so many of us off meds. I know every time I get on meds I start itching for the manic stages, but they never last long for me anyways. Go you for putting it towards something good though!
PB8TU 7 months ago
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mollysangelique 8 months ago
hey,20jaar,niet,manic,door,met,jou,2x,hoe,kan,het,zeggen,docs,ze,is,jaren,stabiel,ze,trof,een,vent,die,haar,nachten,meetrok,the,dark,in,hy,remt,zelf,nooit,leeft,snachts,he,likes,it,she,won,t,he,makes,her,ill,his,influence,thats,the,truth
mollysangelique 8 months ago
This song describes me. I'm not bipolar, just confused. It's not easy for me to open up always, so i do stupid things. I almost lost my best friend because of my actions. I don't think I'm geniunely bipolar. My parents are going through a divorce, and that's hard, and it took alot away from me. I can't trust or talk like I used to. I had everything stripped away from me and it left me fragile in this bleak dark hole. I'm trying to get better, but at the same time all I want is to be left alone.
cutenessoftheemi 8 months ago 32
@cutenessoftheemi wow i am the same way, except the divorcing parents part, im sorry about that, but my parents fight all the time and i makes me act out and i want to be left alone and my school thinks i am a freak for it..... i only have a few friends who are helping me and i go to church, and i pray for it all to end, sometimes i even pray for my life to end
idateawesomeninjas 6 months ago
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@cutenessoftheemi besides the divorce (which i am sorry for) you are just like me....
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@cutenessoftheemi you can try a new type of medication called "bullettotheheadzepam" ;) works like a charm
EUSEBASTIANUL 2 months ago
@EUSEBASTIANUL that was a real bullshit move dude you dont know them why the fuck would you make it hard some fuckup people can only get so far and for them to post that.means alot to them is much stronger than that weak shit you put up and another thing dont talk out of you ass you shit stinks
PheonixMaiden999 1 month ago
@EUSEBASTIANUL you sick freak, what is wrong with you
Serelenntidude 1 month ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Plumb
@cutenessoftheemi there's a god shaped hole in all of us... i hope you've heard plumb's other songs.... i understand you completely, everything you wrote is something i've written before. i could lie and tell you it gets easier, but the truth is, i haven't reached the light at the end of the tunnel, but i can see it, and the hope that someday life will be better is the only thing that keeps me going. cherish your good days, and try not to dwell on the bad ones
videnmividaloca 1 month ago
wow i only discovered Plumb yesterday and i already love them and i have only heard about 5-8 songs by them
fairtomidlandluvr 8 months ago
Wow awsomeeee a song about my disease yes so tired of people joking sayin oh i am having a bipolar moment they dont care how us who have it know what it is to have it for real specially switching meds i am bipolar type 1 not fun
BeautifulSoulgurl 9 months ago
@BeautifulSoulgurl i sorry that you have to go through that, i dont have bipolar so i dont know what it is like but i can only imagine that it sux
fairtomidlandluvr 8 months ago
@BeautifulSoulgurl According to your YT name, you have a beautiful soul. Why not show it often so people can see it?
WindIove 8 months ago
I hate how people, especially teens, use the word 'bipolar' as a joke to describe someone's behaviour who is clearly not bipolar, just having a bad day. It completely trivialises the illness.
CrystalHoo 9 months ago 3
@CrystalHoo I have three friends who have been told by doctors that they have minor bipolar. It's so sad...
jacky111bensonn 8 months ago
@CrystalHoo I quite agree. It's common, seemingly, to use words like gay, bipolar, rape...ect... out of context - but it dosent make it right. Quite often with the word 'bipolar' however, people are not even aware of what the illness really is, which is sad.
aC1dxN1gHtM4rEs 7 months ago
if ppl hate videos then dont watch them or dont click dislike its not cool. luv the song by the way!! :)
vampoof94 9 months ago
My oldest friend directed me to this song, said it fit me... Manic depression seems to affect two out of three females in my family.
I love it. The song, not being bipolar.
BinkyBoysGirl 9 months ago
@BinkyBoysGirl it's normal to feel depression , i have it like 24/7 lol.
roleplayman 9 months ago
I am she.
IuniCookiez 9 months ago
my friend is bipolar so i know what this song is about. its scary to see what she's going through.
greatmusiclvr1 9 months ago
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THIS TOO IS MY NEW FAV SONG!!!!!!!!!!
mikenlilly08 9 months ago
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thebookreader11 9 months ago
7 people are manic
winterssmith 11 months ago
Here I am again....i want to disappear. I try to pretend im fine but deep down i know im not....i need help. I dont know what to do anymore
TheMostHappy1533 11 months ago
7 People don't know good music when they hear it!
moneyyea96 11 months ago 2
This song is about BIPOLAR DISORDER- NOT ANOREXIA. I was anorexic for 15 years and bipolar tied together. This song is about BIPOLAR disorder.
iclandgirl 11 months ago 4
SHe Is in Her 20`s not that old i cant tell right now.
MegaPandora2 11 months ago
This song, I can really relate to. I'm not manic but my love is. These lyrics are so exact.
TheDrPepper47 11 months ago
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thankallahalltime 11 months ago
She will bleed from insecurity </3
iheartsjonas 1 year ago 11
Thsis song is about whatever you take it to mean. what's the point in arguing about it, really? I'm pretty sure I have an ED and am also very depressed and I can relate to this song somehting serious so uh yeah.
iheartsjonas 1 year ago 4
my mom has bi polar :(
eerikaanne1298 1 year ago
@eerikaanne1298 Mine, too.
MissObsessiveHMG 1 year ago
im in a really dark mood right now and feel like i need to cry....this band has helped me cry because they've touched this ice heart of mine...love them...
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brittanystorm16 1 year ago
love this song it kind of explains whats going on for me right now
BoltTheSuperDog1999 1 year ago
I'm bipolar.. this spoke to my heart. haven't been having the easiest time in my life lately..... really tryin to turn to God but its so hard when your brain is so screwed up you can barely focus
CourtneyLiette 1 year ago 7
I really like this song (:
And I love Phobic too :D x
classicalpiano101 1 year ago
she does sound like shakira everynow and then
SuperGunnels 1 year ago 4
This song and other songs by Plumb, have really helped me when my life was filled with darkness and maddness. Its odd, but they gave me a hope.
TheMostHappy1533 1 year ago 7
autsj.. Sounds a bit too much like me..
WickedBlackSnow 1 year ago
I have depression and this song really speakes to me
AlexandLacey101 1 year ago 3
I like how there are light parts and heavy parts in this song...sort of reflects what its about actually. Just my opinion. :P
ImmatureShenanigans 1 year ago 23
This is my theme song =)
RapedByAPyramidHead 1 year ago
My bf is bi-polar. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
one4sorrow 1 year ago 65
@one4sorrow Its not easy for us...
sanitariumcalls 1 year ago
@one4sorrow It's horrible. Believe me.
anonymousrandoms 6 months ago
@one4sorrow I hear you... Mine is bi-polar and adhd... makes things hard, but he's worth it :)
Elyse6heart6 6 months ago
@one4sorrow someone actually dates us? because of my mood swings i can't keep friends, let alone a girlfriend. you must love him a lot. good for you
thegangsta80 5 months ago
Story of my life.... :| xXx
Llibuth1 1 year ago
explains it so perfectly...
BloodAppleKiss 1 year ago
i love this song ! I am bipolar and it makes me feel not alone !
cutiebunnygurI5 1 year ago
What does bi polar even mean?
MegaGonewild 1 year ago
@MegaGonewild: Manic Depression. Wiki it.
DGF666KTG 1 year ago
@MegaGonewild bi polar is a chemical imbalance and you get very down fast your moods swing very easily and you can't tolerate somethings ... really weird thing to have to deal with the people are unprodictable and I know because my sister has this, but as she grows up i am not sure if she has it but I don't live with her so I don't see it as often ...
JesusGodHolySpirit3 1 year ago
@JesusGodHolySpirit3 oh okay tanxx ;)) gosh dats an aweful things then
MegaGonewild 1 year ago
.... in the middle of one myself right now. muahahahaha. . Gotta love being fucking bipolar in the rush of a manic episode not wantings to get to sleep after class and an 8 hour shift. You think you can take on the world, but then the next moment you feel like dying. :/ I gotta admit it's interesting.
lilleh23 1 year ago
love this song!!!
smurf2510 1 year ago
i cried when i read the lyrics, like a mental breakdown, it feels like i'm the girl she's singing about, i lose it, then im all bubbley, its horrible to live life not knowing what your going to do next, not knowing if you just might cut again, or you might hurt your boyfriend. its horrible knowing there is nothing you can do, that its the way you are....
BLEACHFANGRL1234 1 year ago
@BLEACHFANGRL1234 I agree but ive took it upon myself to blame me not the illness. Say if i blamd myslf 4 hurtn my bf Does dat make since Da lyrics r sad & i feel like dat 2. Its irritatn. I think that if i dont take blame 4 thngs then i wldnt b a gd person. I cut a lot & i also blame myself. 1 day my frend said stop feeln srry 4 urslf & i was all ya ur rite i am, took blame & work with it, its pretty intense sumtims. Sorry if I irritate u jst tryin 2 share my experiences w/others
Auddierox 1 year ago
@Auddierox If it helps, I think you must be an incredibly strong person.
IamCaseyyyy 1 year ago
@IamCaseyyyy thanx that helps :)
Auddierox 1 year ago
The song is talking about someone who is a "manic"depressant. Ore Bipolar. There are two sides to her, the side that brings the sunshine, and the side that brings the rain. I'm Bipolar and this pretty much describes my everyday life. I love this song.
TwitardGirl 1 year ago
@TwitardGirl Realy, Is it when you have two thoughts on that in nice and one that is bad?
ContraLaVolu 1 year ago
@ContraLaVolu Pretty much. You can feel one feeling one moment, like extreme happiness, and then the next you can feel a deep depression, or even hate. Both Bipolar and Manic Depressants show those signs. So, at least to me, that's what this song was about. Someone with an illness they can't control.
TwitardGirl 1 year ago
what genre is is song?
usagi418 1 year ago
@usagi418 alternative
coolzen27 1 year ago
weather its in 3rd person or taking about someone she knows.....i relate to it...must cry now.
coolzen27 1 year ago
I kind athink she got hurt when she was younger or something, 'cause most of her songs are about rape and stuff. they relate to a lot of people, and I love it. but I wonder if she ever used to herself once upon a time, too. . .
lilzobel 1 year ago
i can relate to this song, im up n down with my moods, i get this odd monthly thing wen i get depressed for no reason, only lasts a few hours, then its just gone :/ so ican relate to this song in that way. Shes awesome.
No1mjfan88 1 year ago
my theme song <3 hehe
xTaokaka 1 year ago
this is me and its refreshing seeing that someone relates to this
SasuNaruluva 1 year ago
I love this song!<3 My mom sent it to me on facebook, I guess she thinks I'm manic, which may be true...
sexyAkoshiaMoka 1 year ago
I love this song..
chayala224 1 year ago
love the flower you used and love this song
KeiraAnimeGirl 1 year ago
Ahh manic depression...
I had to do a research project on it for psychology. This describes it so well....
Good Song
smurfiam 1 year ago
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"You sat it won't happen again"...
DanishAnimalFreak1 1 year ago
what the heck is manic??
MsAmorLoca 1 year ago
@MsAmorLoca mainc or maina is a part of bipolar disorder basicaly your really exited allways running around have a thousnad ideas at once and never finsih any of em. Very easy to anger jittry some even devolp insomina during maina. Just look up Bi-Ploar Disorder you'll find more stuff on the whole desise I cant really explain it as well as some others can just trust me when I say its one hell of a ride
Inuyourichi 1 year ago
i love listening to her more serious songs because it gets me closer to feeling the pain of others.
i have never felt some of what she sings about, but i understand where they are coming from when i listen to stuff like this.
its amazingly sad.
but its still great that she puts it all into a beat and it becomes a song. a rather good one at that.
Curious1195 1 year ago 29
@Curious1195 What's it talking about?
WolfGazer119 1 year ago
this discribes my friend from skool T-T
amy2159 1 year ago
oh goodness!!! i'm Bipolar...and this song is sooooooooooooooo perfect for me!!! there is a chemical in your brain...it's pouring sunshine and rage....you can never know what to expect.....
shannonrae39 1 year ago
I love this song - it reminds me of the villain in a story I'm working on.
TarielVanari 1 year ago 5
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KittyKraz13 1 year ago
Theres no excuse for your actions if you hurt those you love your responsible for it... I should know this song fits me fairly well XP. *Theres a chemical in your brain, thats pouring sunshine and rage* XD Thats it.
lilleh23 2 years ago 2
We are to be a blessing to each other by enhancing each other's lives, not by making demands, criticizing or trying to make others fit into our idea of what we think they should be.
YeshuaYehweh 2 years ago
She asks when will she heal from this? People who have manic depression or other such illnesses rarely, if ever, heal from it. It's not like catching a cold or getting sick because you didn't take care of yourself. People are born with a chemical imbalance in their brains and bodies they didn't ask for, and many are abused on top of that, which intensifies the illness. That abuse wasn't asked for either.
YeshuaYehweh 2 years ago 9
ehmagawdd! plumb is amazinggg!
SoccerRocker221 2 years ago
@TazD3vilzz, be careful of assuming that her goal was to portray maniac depression. The song is about the relationship. The relationship, then, is what keeps changing and she keeps writing it off as "oh, there's just a chemical deficiency". It's not a healthy relationship. She's trying to portray that. At any rate, I don't think she ever said he just snaps. She is saying he's maniac, but she never really says what won't happen again.
13SuperiorZemnas 2 years ago
my brother said she sounded like shakira in this song
starkeeper888 2 years ago 52
No not really.
No to me.
CindyNihgt 2 years ago
@starkeeper888 yeah thats kinda what i thought at fisrt im like oh wait no it isnt xD its the same type of beat tho soo yeah
ColorfulLilRagdoll 1 year ago
@starkeeper888 true!!
xDuchessx 1 year ago
@starkeeper888 she does a little and she reminds me of evanescence in i cant do this x
HannahWinchester9 1 year ago
@starkeeper888 yeah, but she sounds a lot better than Shakira.
bloomingtemptress 10 months ago 4
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This song is good but it makes out that manic people just change in a complete second? and manic people don't feel good when other cry,not all of them,I am myself,this is a reason why I hate it,plumb doesn't know what she's singing about.. people who are manic do NOT change in a split second..it's only if something goes wrong that they change just like everyone else,and they just over react (I know I do) don't reckon I'm dissin manics,I'm one myself ;)
TazD3vilzz 2 years ago
well there are also different degrees or types of bipolar, some rarely have manic episodes and some have rapid cycling episodes.
Joannie3tears 2 years ago 4
okay Im both anorexic and bipolar and it realates to both
ps my life sucks...alot anyway love this song
anagirl3251 2 years ago
My ex is extremely bipolar, she used to always play this when she was super depressed. It really sucked :/
yaxxee 2 years ago
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@anagirl3251 then start eating,and get on medication for your depression
TazD3vilzz 2 years ago
@TazD3vilzz- when your anorexic you cant just start eating again- it takes a long time to overcome anorexia and getting medication for depression it takes a lot to just stand up and say i need help
xxBlackDragonessxx 2 years ago 82
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Mate,I know that, I am just starting to get sick of everyone saying their life sucks, and with the depression part,I am depressed myself,and if someone says they are depressed then they should be able to say "I need help" if they keep it to themselves then their mind isn't in the state of wanting help,Now with my depression,I stood up pretty much right away so don't go saying It takes a lot ;) becuase it actually doesn't.
TazD3vilzz 2 years ago
@TazD3vilzz
well it's not entirely fair for you to say it's easy. What maybe have been simple for you miiiight be the hardest thing for somebody else. BEsides, what made you depressed might be 10 times easier than what made omebody else depressed. It's not fair to assume that everybody is on the same level of depression.
KittyKraz13 1 year ago 5
yeah anorexia is very mental, and most of the time anorexics need help to overcome the disorder which is why there are anorexia/bulimia clinics, its not like they just dont eat because one day they wake up thinking they are fat, it takes a lot of hard work to overcome it and alot of times a person can overcome it but relapse back again its just like an addiction.
Joannie3tears 2 years ago 4
@xxBlackDragonessxx I no longer have an ED, I changed my ritual of bullimia and anorexia and began eating a raw vegan diet.. it worked.. i no longer felt the need to binge purge or starve.. everyone can find a way out.. but its hard.. x
poppymoone 1 year ago
@poppymoone 0.0 Aww. I feel all mushy now. -.- Curse my emotions. >:l
WolfGazer119 1 year ago
Can't we all just stop dissing each other when there's a good video here?
DarkWolfsFire 2 years ago 8
It Doesnt Matter If You Relate This Song To Twilight Or Not.
You Shouldnt Put Others Down For Reminding Them Of Twilight Jus Cuz It's Not Yur Cup Of Tea Doesnt Mean You Have To Shit On Them.
qtpiegal 2 years ago 3
a little part of this reminds me of the movie new moon when bella keeps waking up and screaming and stuff btw ilovee this song
mewkiki1 2 years ago
Twilight is fucking ghey. Don't EVER relate good music to that abomination.
Thank you.
MegaJesta 2 years ago 2
*cough* i only watched it cuz of my friend btw i know it is but still =p reminds me of it oh btw if this helps it also relates to me
mewkiki1 2 years ago
@MegaJesta Nah, Twilight's not gay. That's its problem.
KytallasFavourites 2 years ago 5
I agree it reminds me of the screaming parts.
NightmareCCL 2 years ago 5
It's strange how i can relate myself to this song...
Still, i love it<3
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honysia 2 years ago 5