COMING OUT STORY (GAY 004 - Part 2 of 4)

[Moey9271]

Dam this genuinely made me tear lol :'). I used to think the exact same thing wit the praying at night n stuff, n the whole "i will be bi"....but eventually in sophmore year it came out, n I lost my bestfriend too ...basically i can relate :'), its kinda amazing to hear ur story. It brought back memories lol ina gud way though

[68sky123]

you sexy as fuk

[macbern7010]

You weren' his friend but were his friend so expect  a lot from him

[pphantoms4lyfe]

these videos explain so much and i feel what your sayin too! i waited until after i graduated and it was the hardest thing in the world!!

[KyngSufiiixTv]

this is sooo natural and honest and open. i have fallen in love with your human spirit and will be subscribing ....hope you will watch my video and if you enjoy you will subscribe to . please keep doing what you are doing

[ccfan81]

awww im really sorry to hear about losin your friend that's really hard.

[josiahgobert]

this sucks because im going through this im afraid to tell pepole that im bisexual because everybody is sooooooo fucking jugemental but evertime i watch these videos there is a little bit of (well maybe it woudnt be a problem if i just came out but im still afraid help meeeeeeeeeeee

[ccfan81]

@josiahgobert if your freiends still dont accept you, they weren't really your friends. part of it is just remembering it's all about YOU - you kick ass. everyone around u claims they're stright, but it's like they're faggot liberal pieces of shit themselves, you know what I mean? This type of anti-social behavior is what got me through high school. fuck people.

[josiahgobert]

@ccfan81 thanks man i really apreciate that

[ccfan81]

@josiahgobert hey no problem man

[josiahgobert]

@ccfan81 yea iv actually grewin and iv became stronger i know longer listen to people who talk and bash on gays cause its wrong i am who i am and im gonna stand tall for me and everyone this situatiion

[munchie0697363]

omg this hit me!!!! damm will you marry me???? lol

[hmongfame]

YOUR STORY HAS HELPED ME TREMENDOUSLY. I REALIZED I HAD FEELINGS FOR GUYS IN ABOUT THE 4th GRADE. I TRIED TO SUPPRESS THESE FEELINGS BECAUSE I THOUGHT THEY WERE WRONG, I KEPT THEM HIDDEN FOR ABOUT ANOTHER YEAR.

IN SIXTH GRADE I HAD A SUPER KOOL FRIEND AND WE WERE REALLY CLOSE. WE SAT AN TALKED ALMOST EVERYDAY. IN THAT YEAR I DID SOME SEARCHING ON THE INTERNET ABOUT GAYS AN STUFF. I REALIZED THAT I WAS GAY BUT FELT LIKE IT WAS HORRIBLE, SO I SETTLED ON BISEXUALITY. I TOLD MY FRIEND THAT I WAS

[Tacoflavoredkiss1]

I am so touched by this. I'm going through this right now as a lesbian in high school. This is so hard for me because no one would ever guess I'm gay. I'm so scared to tell my best friend because I know she won't take it well and things won't be the same.

[chuckpalalay]

@Tacoflavoredkiss1 throughout high school i realized who my "real" friends were and the "fake" friends were.. remember your real friends will always be there for you not matter what... and those are the friends you would want to keep in your life... i was scared to tell my best friends too... and i am still best friends with them... but along the way you will also make new friends or loose friends...

[Tacoflavoredkiss1]

@chuckpalalay thank you soo much!!! I actually told my best friend and she's fine with it and we're still best friends haha. So I wish you the best of luck!

[ascruffyandscentlade]

carthartic stuff - great videos

[gaylolful]

LOL so you're bi or just gay? I'm really confused you keep changing what you say!

[WillLOVESYELLOW]

Awww, lot and lots of hugs. I know what it's like to lose a best friend

[sjim1994]

your story is very touching

[ANTM55]

I think what we can all learn is how many of us young gay (and lesbian) people go though the same shit! Even in different countries. We all gots to be strong and not hate eachother. Set the example.

[Ladychaos232]

your story sounds so similar to mine.i applaud the fact u told your story.i have mad respect for u and u r cute 2

[truerobert80]

I remember my coming out situation back in 1999 my senior year of high school I lost the fake ass friends and I kept and gained real ones this story remined me of my story so much I hope I don't creep you out but I have love for you my gay brother always keep yo head up man

[Glass11]

wow so sad....

[sadguyfoundout1]

I love you so much! You are very out there and really open yourself to what you have experienced all your life! you are very cute too! ;)

[HappyMyTime]

"hEY gIRL, *snap* HEYYY, WHATS UP?"

That part made me laugh. Beautiful video.

[LAZY08]

Wow... I didn't even have a best friend to come out to.

[evenstephen85]

dude we are twins!

i prayed every single night begging god to change me... :(

i feel ya

[michaelpamin]

I also did that...I used to pray every night about my sexuality...

[changeISinevitable]

wow i came from a private school too. I wonder how old are you, youve finished college?

[ericos]

I'm so hooked to your 'gay' series. *continuing to part 3*

[juaneezy19910209]

josephine...jamie...janine....­joaquin...wtf lmao I cried ....i disagreed... i flicked you off...good times!!!

[swizz85]

he said to one of my colleagues from college: "so.. did "he" ever come out the closet yet." I was just so shocked that he had the impression and never said anything. But i guess it [being gay] was just following me...

[swizz85]

Jeeh, this was very heart felt. I swear that you were recalling most of my experiences when you mentioned the different reactions of everyone, and just the need to share it with everyone. I didnt come out until college, but the funny thing is that in my senior year of high school I took a law class with this cute guy, and one day we were in class and he just said to me and this other girl that was pretty cool: i wonder what its like to meet a gay guy." Funny thing is that about a month ago..

[Hollywhite1]

You are such a cutie!!!! with a BIG heart, I hope you love that last forever!!

a "straight female" you are so loyal you will get a bestfriend again

[ilikejoaquin]

thanks!!! =] hart u

[jmarrlelbee]

wow these are inspirational with my coming out story i was so scared to do it but now i may be ready thank you

[ilikejoaquin]

wow. thanks for the feedback. god bless and hope you get through it. real talk =] thanks love

[ilikejoaquin]

tissue =]

[itsalliebetch]

omg this like made me cry

awuhhhh

[coolsteven2]

enjoyed hearing ur story and u seem really cool =]

[ilikejoaquin]

im glad :D yay

[Tofux3]

dude Joaquin yur freakiin awesome.and you've heard this from me before but thats because its true. Joaquin you are an inspiration. a freakinn INSPIRATION. you make people feel stronger and more courageous. and i think that you are one of the most awesome person in the world cuz you have made a mark on so many lives..=] tip:write a book! haha

[ilikejoaquin]

thanks for the love and support real talk! :D thank you!!! im glad i can inspire you and others =] maybe i should write a book hehe

[killar11]

When you talked about that bestfriend who basically pushed you away, that was sad. ): But then when you talked about those other girls, they're amazing. you're lucky to have them as yoru friends. hahah, again, i won't stop saying this, you're  amazing. (Y)

[ilikejoaquin]

hahah oh you =] thank you. yeah i have the best of friends. creme of the crop =]

[EASings]

Madd respect, pa!!  Lovin this series! Bless!

[ilikejoaquin]

thank you so much for the support and love

[MyzSiguriztah]

ok lovely. u really have to make ur sounds louder. i am on full blast and i can't hear a damn thing u are saying. love ya but yea. ok

[ilikejoaquin]

ill try :P sorry

[aznmatt5]

omg when you tear up a bit , it got to me too, thank you for sharing your life stories , cant wait for part 3...

[ilikejoaquin]

=/ aww yeah...part 3 and 4 coming soon =]

[canitapthatt]

About the best friend thing, like I said before, same situation happened to me. Except I started to grow feelings for him, which I guess weirded him out even more. Like he said he accepted it, but he gradually drifted away from me. We barely talk now. It sucks b/c I thought we would be best friends forever and that nothing could break us apart, but I was wrong. But I guess in the end it's for the better. But ughhh I was tearing up when you were about to cry! Brought back so many memories... =(

[lilezy909]

wow madd respect 4 u!!!

fa realz i think its great dat sum1 is willing to talk about it openly

[ilikejoaquin]

thank you. it took me awhile to get to this point but thanks for the feedback =]

[18tweety]

i love what you are doing. this series is amazingly brave. love you for doing it. and i cant wait for part three! take care and god bless

[ilikejoaquin]

thank you :P hope it helps olks

[juancho0504]

love it u go boy

[ilikejoaquin]

go where? :D haha

[Atothekz]

Gosh..

i got MAD respect for you, broo.

that was really nice. i was like sitting here, LISTENIN to you!

really nice.

=]

[ilikejoaquin]

thank you =] thanks!!!

[nancykebabiee]

Do you still talk to Janelle?

[Ladyloyalty818]

=] I love you & your videos.. lol!

Much love.

[sfcalvinaz]

You are the coolest person on the planet for this 9 minutes 27 seconds! Man, you know this is therapy for you and therapy for us! Thanks. You're my hero!

[barbarasboi]

ok..i had to leave a comment. i have so much respect for you. what your doing is gonna help out a lot of people out there! you have such a big heart and much courage, keep doing what you're doing...by the way..i need you to please email that background music. hearing that music while listening to you talk almost put you in a spell...yea, so you need to hook a brotha up:)..aight man..much love!

[xjaaasmine]

Damn , i love how your so open (; more people need to be like that (; instead of keeping inside(;

-Jasmine(;