I got out of Black Canyon on Valentines Day and I called him to surpise him & let him know I was out so he could see and touch my belly - I had put on some pounds lol whenI told him happy valentines day on the phone he said Its just another fucking day to me but what the fuck are you doing out so soon - I served 6 months in Black Canyon I wrote him he never wrote me - not once. I was 15. I trusted him. We were a mistake - now we are just trying to be good parents for our kids.
But my girls are 3 and 2 years old now and I am glad they dont witness that arguing or a hostile environment - Me and there Dad have shared custody our communication is only about the kids - I am in a new relationship and I am happier than ever :) I love My Man he takes care of me and really makes me happy. The father of my kids was there for the birth of our first child although he was absent for most of my pregnancy and wouldnt attend ultra sound appointments with me
- I would ride or die for this man but he was to caught up into to himself to see that I was on his team I believed in him - and he pushed me away viewed me as any enemy. He never loved me- He lead me on like a fool thats why we will never be together. He broke my heart and I had to see my babys face everyday just wanting things to just somehow work out and we could be fixed & happy.
There Dad has stepped up to the plate for them we are not a couple I have moved on... You cant give yourself to someone who doesnt cherish you or apperciate your worth- I loved him so much I would of given anything just to have my family complete but love is a two way street and he didn't want my affection
1 two months prior to the birth of my second daughter. My second daughter was a preemie so she would wake up every two hours for a feeding and then my 1 yr old was a good baby she would sleep all night she never gave me too much trouble - I would love holding my little baby she was 5 weeks early but healthy.
though when I got the order of protection I was 4 months pregnant with my second daughter by him, I dropped the order of protection against him about 2months after I had my 2nd daughter he was not there to cut her umbilical cord or to comfort me through labor - the night I gave birth I was taking care of my newborn and my 1st child who had just turned
drop the order of protection and I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt and give him a chance to be a father - although he later came clean about the lies - I was rather furious but the honesty of him coming clean eased my mind and I did see more of a commitment to being a father and wanting to be with his daughter now we have 2 little girls
Well I ended up getting an order of protection against him because our relationship was very explosive, I made him attend anger management not like that helped any he lied and told me he completed it and had a certificate so he requested that we
Thiss Song Fron Daii 1st i herd it I Cryedd. Even Thou This Hassent Happend To me i Still feel Badd For anyy Chickk who qoinqq Threww al Dihss Bullshxtt.
@homielokitas yea i no der more vatas out der lik me ...lik here att my barrio ders many vatas like datt tooo...i qet itt dat i fuken uhpp....but at least i need ppl by by side...nd aha naw its all qudd yhu aintt beinqq noisyy...well dat vato is qna help me wit da baby cus he said hes qna try to be a qud dad fer da baby.!!!!
diss is myy sonq rite here no lie....i qot en i fite wit my jefes cuss my jefes found out i banq but den dey apolegized i accepted it but den i found a vato who stoled my heart im berly 14 nd im already praqnet..i qess i fuked uhp cus i was in jail fer sumthinq i did i was in jail wit my baby..now im free nd diss sonq i always hear cuss dis sonq says everythinq dat happend to me.!
@420muthafukenmj Daamnn Mija.. Dat sOme hard shiet yOu went thrOuqh but dnt wOrry yOur nOt alOne! You qOtta keep yOur head up nOw mOre dan ever especially fOr yOu & da baby... Not tO be nOisy perO wat happend tO dat fOOl ?
@420muthafukenmj i know ur story mi homegurl paso por lo mismo pero chin up mija im happy for u nd ur new baby ur baby is noiw numba one now u donty need no man to tell u how to live
T0 ALL Y0U FEMALES WH0 L0VE Y0UR VAT0S & THEY TELL Y0U SHiT DAT DER ALWAiiZ GUNNA BE HERE EVEN WHEN Y0U GET PREG0 MAKE SURE U KN0W iTZ REAL ACTi0NS SPEAK L0UDER DEN W0RDS AL0TTA MiJAS BE LiSTENiN 2 DEM LiES & 0NCE iT C0MES D0WN 2 iT DA MAN AiNT N0WHERE iN SiGHT & iF Y0U HAVENT F0UND A MAN D0WN F0R Y0U D0NT TRiP iTS N0T DAT UR N0T A G00D EN0UGH iTS JUST ALL THESE DUMBASS VAT0S D0NT DESERVE Y0UR L0VE JUST TAKE LiFE AS iT C0MES & KEEP UR HEAD UP.
@GueraMagic13 , do you have any advise like i mean after everything how did you manage to get over him ?
shawtyindaclub08 1 month ago
This song is telling my sister story and she is only 13
alwayslovejk 1 month ago
Aww this is a sad song :/
3319Adrian 1 month ago
I love it..ur right its messed up but luv is messed up. Beautiful intro. Hope amanda-guera is doing ok
msmuneca1981 1 month ago
@GueraMagic13 it's so good to hear that things are getting better for u now(:
(i'm 15) lol
IaMmEmily0 2 months ago
i love my vado but this right here is wrong man i tell ya u know how young girls do their shit with their vado you know
MyPinky67 2 months ago
Remeber hearing this song a year back, it still gets to me, homielokitas u did an awesome job:) and thx for posting it up
The01latina 3 months ago
Damm This Is My Lifee Right now real talk , esta song to all them Cholos that be their for in them goods s anger bads . xSwCx ♡
PatrickJenni 3 months ago
Damm Love This Sonqq .!! It Touches Mah Heart .!!
SierraSerna7611 4 months ago
I got out of Black Canyon on Valentines Day and I called him to surpise him & let him know I was out so he could see and touch my belly - I had put on some pounds lol whenI told him happy valentines day on the phone he said Its just another fucking day to me but what the fuck are you doing out so soon - I served 6 months in Black Canyon I wrote him he never wrote me - not once. I was 15. I trusted him. We were a mistake - now we are just trying to be good parents for our kids.
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
But my girls are 3 and 2 years old now and I am glad they dont witness that arguing or a hostile environment - Me and there Dad have shared custody our communication is only about the kids - I am in a new relationship and I am happier than ever :) I love My Man he takes care of me and really makes me happy. The father of my kids was there for the birth of our first child although he was absent for most of my pregnancy and wouldnt attend ultra sound appointments with me
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
- I would ride or die for this man but he was to caught up into to himself to see that I was on his team I believed in him - and he pushed me away viewed me as any enemy. He never loved me- He lead me on like a fool thats why we will never be together. He broke my heart and I had to see my babys face everyday just wanting things to just somehow work out and we could be fixed & happy.
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
There Dad has stepped up to the plate for them we are not a couple I have moved on... You cant give yourself to someone who doesnt cherish you or apperciate your worth- I loved him so much I would of given anything just to have my family complete but love is a two way street and he didn't want my affection
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
1 two months prior to the birth of my second daughter. My second daughter was a preemie so she would wake up every two hours for a feeding and then my 1 yr old was a good baby she would sleep all night she never gave me too much trouble - I would love holding my little baby she was 5 weeks early but healthy.
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
though when I got the order of protection I was 4 months pregnant with my second daughter by him, I dropped the order of protection against him about 2months after I had my 2nd daughter he was not there to cut her umbilical cord or to comfort me through labor - the night I gave birth I was taking care of my newborn and my 1st child who had just turned
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
drop the order of protection and I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt and give him a chance to be a father - although he later came clean about the lies - I was rather furious but the honesty of him coming clean eased my mind and I did see more of a commitment to being a father and wanting to be with his daughter now we have 2 little girls
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
Well I ended up getting an order of protection against him because our relationship was very explosive, I made him attend anger management not like that helped any he lied and told me he completed it and had a certificate so he requested that we
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
i mite be pregnant too, but maa man is beside me and i feel stronger, just hope he doesnt regret having the babii
The01latina 6 months ago
love you can never escape because even you tried to forget you will never forget and soon you reamber
nely54321 6 months ago
Well,,diz is s
lyke sumwat my storie.i.mite be prego.nd i mite runaway.but shiitt im Mexikan!:D
amayranie21 7 months ago
Damm thats so fucken mean when a guy do that to a girl bt 4 some reazon things happened keep ur head up girl...:):)
032290y 7 months ago
Dayyum Good Rola Righty Here..
Forever13Lety 7 months ago
diz ryte here iz one of mha favorite sonqs from Mc.Magic.but sum of dee lyrics are wronq.its amanda not samanthaa.!(:
amayranie21 7 months ago
@amayranie21 This song was written about me on a serio tip
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
@amayranie21 This song was written about me on a serio tip my name is Amanda you are correct -
GueraMagic13 5 months ago
I ranway for some stupid shit I didnt realized at the time what I was doing im still confused even though im na pregnet happen long time ago
360jenny 8 months ago
Dam that was.kida my life
360jenny 8 months ago
This song tells my life i got pregnant at 14 and my parents treated me like shit except tht i didnt end up in jail...i feel u guera!!!
J5L9D07 8 months ago
@puppy4599 Sorry 4 Laqqinq it, pero its Urban Hook-Upz
H0MIElokitas 9 months ago
I like this video because it a true store
andablo2 9 months ago
good ass song
samantha37801 9 months ago
diz 1 i dedicate 2 my homita esa dreamer :) shiit fck dat vato i lub u nd josph nd babe on itz way i lub yhu 3 :)
1babycheeks3 9 months ago
@puppy4599 Which one da first or second one ?
H0MIElokitas 9 months ago
i love this song
samantha37801 9 months ago
THIS SONGS SO TOUCHING....SO SAD AND TRUE:(
quinterolucy 10 months ago
Sonqss Is Greatt i hate The Part where he says "This Baby qonna Kill My Box And Dreams"
kronoshrndz 11 months ago
Thiss Song Fron Daii 1st i herd it I Cryedd. Even Thou This Hassent Happend To me i Still feel Badd For anyy Chickk who qoinqq Threww al Dihss Bullshxtt.
kronoshrndz 11 months ago
@homielokitas yea i no der more vatas out der lik me ...lik here att my barrio ders many vatas like datt tooo...i qet itt dat i fuken uhpp....but at least i need ppl by by side...nd aha naw its all qudd yhu aintt beinqq noisyy...well dat vato is qna help me wit da baby cus he said hes qna try to be a qud dad fer da baby.!!!!
420muthafukenmj 1 year ago
diss is myy sonq rite here no lie....i qot en i fite wit my jefes cuss my jefes found out i banq but den dey apolegized i accepted it but den i found a vato who stoled my heart im berly 14 nd im already praqnet..i qess i fuked uhp cus i was in jail fer sumthinq i did i was in jail wit my baby..now im free nd diss sonq i always hear cuss dis sonq says everythinq dat happend to me.!
420muthafukenmj 1 year ago 13
@420muthafukenmj Daamnn Mija.. Dat sOme hard shiet yOu went thrOuqh but dnt wOrry yOur nOt alOne! You qOtta keep yOur head up nOw mOre dan ever especially fOr yOu & da baby... Not tO be nOisy perO wat happend tO dat fOOl ?
H0MIElokitas 1 year ago 6
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i love this song
MyPinky67 2 months ago
@420muthafukenmj
You have been tru much but hey like HOMIElokitas says keep ur head up..i bet u will be a good mom dont ever give up mija!
VivanLosMexicanos 9 months ago
@420muthafukenmj i know ur story mi homegurl paso por lo mismo pero chin up mija im happy for u nd ur new baby ur baby is noiw numba one now u donty need no man to tell u how to live
sanchezhector28 8 months ago
Itz hard not to forgive someone u love bt inside u no u can live WITHOUT them
Gabino126 1 year ago
LaMalosa432 1 year ago 30
im quera. <3
ShORTiEhh 1 year ago
Dis shxte happens to me bt im not kind of happy anymore except if im wit da man i love tho
JessicaMosies4ever 1 year ago
Am i the only guy who likes there songs?
julioarroyo751 1 year ago
I am Guera Myspace: Guera Magic search by name
claud213shorty 1 year ago
this sonq is soo sad.
but ii love it.<33
tHAtMEXiibABii 1 year ago
i like this songg.
danielitta1000 1 year ago
dayum diz song is so sad but very true
daniellaluvsyew 1 year ago
thiz song iz the shit, itz awesome, thx 4 postin it up, thx
The01latina 1 year ago 2
@The01latina Youur Welcomee, Any Sonnq Youu Wannt Get At Me! (:
H0MIElokitas 1 year ago
DIZ SONG IZ DA BOMB BUT SAD
angela1ify 1 year ago
thisz sonq isz qood but sad.
tha same shit has happened to me & is still happeninq.
sexcylatina09 2 years ago