Lost and Insecure [Izzie]

[Marlene90210]

Brilliant! 

[meeshell384]

@Marlene90210 - Thank you very much!

[Xtool0]

Awsome video. never though this music work so well with Izzie (shame that she is gone now)

But a 5 * editing =) love it

[meeshell384]

@Xtool0 - Well I'm glad to hear you say that! (I miss her too!)  Thanks!

[bexitah]

Brilliant! It's a sad but perfect vid! I love Izzie and I hope that in the end she will get out of all this even more stronger! =D

[meeshell384]

bexitah - Thank you!

And yea, I hope things work out for Izzie this season. She's had a tough couple of years.  Haha.

[Adesh58]

WOOW ! I really need some characters video in my contest , you should enter !

[KenHidaka84]

this was so sad ._______.

I love Izzie so much! Thanks for sharing! Awesome!!!

[meeshell384]

KenHidaka84 - Thanks a lot!

[lolliip0ps]

really good vid :) can you just tell me the name of the song at the beginning ? thx

[meeshell384]

lolliip0ps - Thank you!

Ivy - The Edge of the Ocean

[krazzeeaj]

Great video. I always thought that this was the best song for the season.

[meeshell384]

krazzeeaj - Thank you! Yea, this song is insanely fitting for most of the characters this year.

[elizka000]

Wow!!!! BRILLIANT!!! Amazing vid!!! Beautiful song:)

[meeshell384]

elizka000 - Thanks a lot! :D

[Miro0oMariam]

Awesome video again :D :D :D Cant stop watching it :D :D and love your intro soo much :D can you enter my intro contest :D

[meeshell384]

Miro0oMariam - Thank you very much!

And I did. I used another Grey's vid though since this one is in Naty's contest.

[xLoveMitchiex]

omg this was so sad! But really great! The season hasn´t aired here but it already makes me sad, i really like izzy!

Great job!

[meeshell384]

xLoveMitchiex - Aw, thanks so much!

This season was so amazing, especially towards the end. I really think you'll enjoy it. :D

[gossipgirlsmylife]

Oh and if you don'tmind telling me, what program do you use and how do you make her dress change colors in the beginning ?

[meeshell384]

gossipgirlsmylife - Thanks!

I use Sony Vegas Pro 8. I use the Color Corrector (Secondary) effect to change the color of her dress. Try searching for tutorials on the one color effect.

[gossipgirlsmylife]

Thank you :)

[gossipgirlsmylife]

Loved it <3

[Lordsf]

Great video!!

[meeshell384]

Lordsf - Thank you!

[MyThemeSong]

Amazing, i haven't watched grey's anatomy in a while but now about the whole Izzie thing, can you tell me what episode 1:33 (George/Izzie) is from?:)

[meeshell384]

MyThemeSong - Thank you very much!

And it's from the end of 4x08.

[Isabuffy]

Super...perfect! I loved it!

[meeshell384]

Isabuffy - Thank you!

[twistedapathy]

This song screams izzie and you did an excellent job portraying that

[meeshell384]

twistedapathy - Thank you very much!

[rgqf]

Yet again, I'm watching this video, I told you, I never get bored of it!!!:D

I have one editing question though, what effect did you use to get that yellow coloring???

[meeshell384]

rgqf - Aw, you're definitely this video's number one fan! :D

And I used color corrector and brightness & contrast. NORMALLY, that's how I colorize my videos.

[starbuxxchick8]

aww..izzie.,3

i stopped watching the show right after my sister left..:( but when we use to watch it together izzie was one of our fave characters!!:)

great job.

i loove thisss.

[meeshell384]

starbuxxchick8 - Aw, Izzie. She's so amazing.

And thanks!

[sabsrh86]

This was really good! Great job

[meeshell384]

sabsrh86 - Thank you very much!

[McSpuffy]

amazinggg

i love the cuts in all your videos

(: Loved it.

[meeshell384]

McSpuffy - Oh thank you so much!  :D

[tinycherry30]

awsome! favorited!

[meeshell384]

tinycherry30 - Thanks!

[LeylaFenixx]

Amazing job. Though Izzie is nowhere in my favourite character list you managed to make me understand her a little bit more. Waiting to see more from you soon.

[meeshell384]

LeylaFenixx - Ah. I'm glad I helped you get to know her a bit better. I won't try to sway you, but she's usually a big part of my Grey's vids since I love her so.

And thank you!

[lileybreyton]

There is something magical about the way that Katherine delivers herself on camera and Thursday's episode proved just that. This video, this song is perfection and it just proves the simple fact that Izzie Stevens is the heart of this show.

[meeshell384]

lileybreyton - I completely agree. It was pretty much assumed that Meredith would be the heart... But I think Izzie really took over without meaning to. There's just something so lovable about her. And if she leaves the show, there will always be something missing.

[Haley452]

OMG, this really is amazing!! totally fell in love with it! great job!! five stars!!

[meeshell384]

Haley452 - Thank you very much! :D

[karolinka0000]

WOW! That was perfect! perfect song! perfect editing! perfect colors! one of best GA video ever!! amazing job! :)

[meeshell384]

karolinka0000 - Oh wow. Thank you so much! That's very nice to hear! :D

[zosne84]

amazing video!!!so sad

[meeshell384]

zosne84 - Thank you so much!

[edimodmd]

who sing this song?

[gabby19]

it's you found me by the fray

[hokiepokie728]

wow. this video brought me to tears. you did a wonderful job showing her from the start of the show up until right now. Which made it deep, the song was perfect for her too. it's perfect.

[meeshell384]

hokiepokie728 - Thank you very much!

[Co91Le]

Wow! Again you did an amazing job! It is just perfect.

You're rally a genius when it's about making vids!!

I think it's all down to the essential thing now with Izzie. 'Lost and insecure' I think I would feel the same...

Congrats!

[meeshell384]

Co91L - Aw, wow. Thank you so much!

[JateCharaireFATE]

amazing!

[meeshell384]

JateCharaireFATE - Thank you!

[MatingGameAnatomy]

Wow this made me cry :'(

Gorgeous <3

[meeshell384]

MatingGameAnatomy - Glad to be of service! ;D

[thesweetestlove]

MEESH! This was great. It was touching and fit so well for what's going on now. Well done. :D

[meeshell384]

thesweetestlove - Aw thanks so much LEE! :D

[tvfan33two]

I heart Izzie (and Heigl), this was a very well made video. I still do not understand why Izzie is such a hated character these days, I have always loved her the most from any GA character!

Favourited. :)

[Kat4luv]

tvfan33two: WORD!!! & sorry for ranting Meeshell384 but with what' going on wtih Izzie recently I tend to rewatch passed seasons of GA. Izzie has always been there for her friends ALL of them even when having her own issues she will step up and be there FOR them!! But in her matter of life and death moment they didn't see her before her surgery instead she's the one who has to defend her friends to Bailey who knew if the surgery failed her friends wouldn't be able to see her every again, alive.

[meeshell384]

Kat4luv - Oh I know! That was my main issue with last week's episode. How could all of them (EVEN GEORGE) just abandon her like that? Yea, it's awkward. And you don't know what to say to someone in that situation. But you suck it up, and knit with her.

Bailey is love.

[meeshell384]

tvfan33two - Oh I'm so with you! I love Izzie. And Katherine... I love her as well.

I always end up in huge arguments with people who dislike her because I really don't see how. She really has the biggest heart on the show. How could you hate someone who loves everyone?

[cr8tivedzign]

WOW that was AMAZING!! Your editing was PERFECT! The clips matched the lyrics perfectly! BEAUTIFUL vid!

[meeshell384]

cr8tivedzign - Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked it that much!

[AlinaYAW]

Wow! this is amazing! :)

I love Izzie, she my favorite character ;D

the song is perfect!

5* & fave :)

[meeshell384]

AlinaYAW - Thank you!

And she's mine as well!

[Kat4luv]

" You found me....just a little late" that words put me in tears as it fit what going on with Izzie. You make cry but it's ok cuz the vid is that da*p good.

[meeshell384]

Kat4luv - Aw, thank you so much!

[emy570]

Izzie is my favorite character in this show !! this is AMAZING hun !! :D I love so much this song and you did a fantastic job !! You matched the lyrics very well and your editing is awesome ! This is so sad i almost cried ! Very intense and emotional !! You're so talented but you know it ! :D 5* and faves of course !! :D

[meeshell384]

emy570 - It's really nice to know that there are so many Izzie fans out there. We need to bond now. *sigh*

I'm so happy you liked this since she is your favorite. Thank you!

[CATSFN91]

Wauw Michelle!

THIS

IS

AMAZING!

The story of izzie, it is just perfect!

[meeshell384]

CATSFN91 - Thanks so much!

[MikeyT0601]

I always wondered when you were going to do a video only on Izzie. Too bad it's during this part of the storyline. But, at least you did it in the way that only you can, truly beautiful and in great taste. Great job, Michelle.

[meeshell384]

MikeyT0601 - I'm crinkling my nose right now because I'm embarrassed by your flattery. Thank you very much.

[lovingjackdawson]

Okay, to start off, just let me say my understanding of this show is limited to the weekly rant my mother has at me every Friday about everything that happened on the show the previous night. See, very limited, so here we go... You had some amazing matches to the lyrics, especially "lying on the floor..." You chose the dialogue very well too. Very impressed with this video. Great as always.

Well, now I have to totally send this to my mom. Izzie is her favorite character. :)

5/5

Alyssa

[meeshell384]

lovingjackdawson - Aw, thank you so much! The "lying on the floor" part is the main reason I chose this song. And her fight with Christina is just... so heart breaking.

I hope your mom likes this as much as you! ;D

[mary1209]

wow this was stunning *tear* her storyline is heartbreaking! I loved it :)

[meeshell384]

mary1209 - Thanks so much!

This story is torture.  It needs to end... happily. :P

[sandra123marar]

very well done

[meeshell384]

sandra123marar - Thank you!

[Bellarose1994]

Absoloutly amazing even though i was crying nearly all the way through

You just made the best Izzie video ever

[meeshell384]

Bellarose1994 - Aw, thank you so much!

*hands you a tissue*

[MissMagic23]

is amazing I love it!!! I really don't want Izzie to die!

[meeshell384]

MissMagic23 - Aw, thank you!

Me either. I love her!

[nowand4ever91]

Amazing job!

[meeshell384]

nowand4ever91 - Thank youuu!

[rgqf]

I already commented on this video, but I have to tell you again, it's beautiful!! I already watched it like 30 times and I'm still not bored!!

great character+beautiful song+perfect editing= BEST VIDEO EVER!!

[meeshell384]

rgqf - That's 30 more times than I'd expect anyone to watch this. Thank you so much! :D

[rgqf]

No problem!:D

I've become so addicted to this song, I'm thinking of making a Gossip Girl video to it!

[avecia]

Dear god I actually teared up during this and had a huge lump in my throat.

Really excellent video. I loved it.

x

[meeshell384]

avecia - I'm not going to lie. Making you cry was my goal. Glad I succeeded. ;D

Thank you!

[avecia]

Lol - well thank you for being honest!  I'm glad you succeeded too.

x

[bfroses]

omg, this is so beautiful! I love Izzie, she has always been my favorite GA character. I cried like a baby in the last episode and now I almost cried again with your video :) Loved it!

[meeshell384]

bfroses - Aw, thank you so much!

I was a complete wreck during last week's episode. The blanket I had on was covered in my tears and snot.  It was not pretty. Don't even try and talk to me if she dies. I won't come out of my house for like a week. Haha.

[centragal86]

?? I haven't watched this show since I graduated from college...what kind of cancer does she have? Has the show gone far enough for us to know what happens to her?

[meeshell384]

centragal86 - She has skin cancer. And it spread to her brain and a few other organs. It's not looking good at all. :/

[bethybaby008]

GAH !! Hunnie this is amazing !! and im so behind on watching vids buut im glad i clicked on this one (: well worth it this is incredible! Mind if i join your club? love this song to much :D suits izzies character so well to love this

[meeshell384]

bethybaby008 - You can totally join the club! Come on in!

I feel so bad spoiling these eps for you. I never would have predicted this would have happened this way. You're about halfway there though.

[lflower29]

Amazing as always. I love Izzie's character and you made a fantastic video for everuthing she has and is going through.

[meeshell384]

lflower29 - I'm so happy you think that! Thank you!

[buffythegossipgirl]

wow...so beautiful !

i almost cried xD

[meeshell384]

buffythegossipgirl - Thank you!

[SunshineHarmony]

You're the best... really

I'm speechless

It's just perfect

And I love Izzie

She can't die!!

Well... I loved your vid

Take care!

[meeshell384]

SunshineHarmony - Aw, thank you so much!

I'm with you! She can't die!

[HPGem27]

Oooo AND i've had the idea to use this song for a vid too! Its a trio/jacob & bella vid which i obv got the idea from Meg lol. Erm, yeah...i don't know if i'll actually do it but i think the song is good for them soo..yeah, i might give it a shot :P

[meeshell384]

HPGem27 - Queen of Emotion. I totally love that title. I shall flaunt it now.

And that's so flattering to hear that you were getting goosebumps from a fandom you're not even familiar with. Seriously. That's the best thing to hear. Thank you.

[HPGem27]

I tell you hun, you are the Queen of Emotion.

I've probably told you before, but I've never seen GA so the only way i find out stuff about it is by watching your vids, and i have to say, it's probably the best way too. I don't know anything about these characters (well, I know Izzie now has cancer..poor izzie :( ) but i had goosebumps throughout the whole of the vid and i could just feel the emotion so so much. I love the colouring, but ofc you always choose the best colourings :P

[SarahMarie78]

You made me cry so much again but i guess it's ok because i get to see your amaziness in full swing. I really loved how you put in the clip of her and Denny in the black and white at the start the tears were streaming ......I love how you kept the pace throughout the while vid becuase i know that at some parts it can be hard to do that haha. Ok ... Huniee you are seriously my fave vidder ... the fact you can make me cry so much is a joy really thanks for this vid and please keep them coming :)

[meeshell384]

SarahMarie78 - I am so NOT your favorite vidder! You are crazy! I was just able to fool you into thinking so for a few minutes. You'll find someone better qualified shortly. ;D

But seriously... how perfect is this song for her? The Grey's music people need to jump on this song.

[SarahMarie78]

OMG 0___0 Prepare for my seriosuly long comment mwahaha... i mean i was totally going crazy when you said you were doing an Izzy vid but OMG you did it to this song too :) I am totally addicted to thissong right now i love it. Ok anyway .. i am sooo in love with your vid the whole thing was set up perfectly and was totaly perfect for Izzy atm. ....

[catou121]

Your editing was beautiful.. Simple, but very very emotional, this song fits your video so well! You made me cry, Michelle! Are you tired of doing that?! :P I started crying like a baby, because of 2:34-2:58

Your choice of clips is really well done, each clips fits the lyrics! It really impressed me! I really like your choice for 1:54 Ouhh, yellow colouring:D

[meeshell384]

catou121 - Aaah! You watched?! I was not expecting you to! You can have links, or I'll send you the eps to the links I can't get.

I will never tire of making you cry. I think it's my goal in life now. ;D

You are so sweet to say all of this. Thanks so much, hun!

[meeshell384]

catou121 - Oh, and Izzie really is getting the short end of the stick (this season especially). From what I know, she's got a whole bunch of surgeries lined up, and her treatment is going to be rough. I seriously hope she makes it. What will I do if they kill off my favorite character??? *mopes*

[catou121]

What?! Noooooooo, she has cancer?! :( Oh noo, Izzie!! :( Like I said before, the writters of this are really bad people! Why everything happens to her! Does she get the surgery? Do you think she will die? OMG and if she dies, poor you! Your fav character.. I need to watch now the season 5, I dont care if I get killed by my mom, next time we speak, give me those links! Please!!

[Jessen0wnt]

Loved it, amazing new video! I can't wait till these episodes coming on Dutch TV :d

[meeshell384]

Jessen0wnt - Thank you! I want you to get them too! Everyone needs a little Grey's. ;D

[hollywoodgirl2005]

this was AMAZING!! Izzie's my fave female character on the show, i really hope she doesn't die. this was an awesome tribute :D

[meeshell384]

hollywoodgirl2005 - Aw, thanks so much! I love her too, and will be crushed if she dies.

[sanaazzy]

That was really beautiful! Truly amazing!

[meeshell384]

sanaazzy - Thank you so much!

[ciaimpala]

This broke my heart all over again! This song perfectly captures what is happening with Izzie, and your video perfectly captures it too. I loved this so much!

[meeshell384]

ciaimpala - Wasn't last week's episode so amazing (despite how depressing it was)? I fell in love with Grey's all over again because of it.  It was so nice to see my 5 interns together again.

I'm happy that you think this measures up to the actual episode. Thank you.

[meeshell384]

luvtheheaven - Haha. I know. And for that, I thank you again.

Wow. That really is the perfect description of what's happening to Izzie right now. I really think she has the best nature out of all them. And even if Katherine does want off the show, what a horrible thing to do to Izzie. She just doesn't deserve it. *sigh*

[meeshell384]

luvtheheaven - Your comments crack me up. It's sort of like you're talking to yourself. Haha.

I'm just blown away by everything you said though. Thank you so much for that.

And oh no! You caught on to my evil plot! Haha. I actually was going to use the scene of her calling her mom about the cupcakes.. but the audio ran over. Ooooooh well. XD

Speaking of her mom... She needs to appear now. It's a good time.

And yay for another Izzie lover! *dances*

[CheckeredRedHearts]

This is even better the second time :) I think I get the story...? haha idk. But I like how they are all supportive of her and there for her...If only school wasn't whooping mah ass, I might watch this amazing show

[meeshell384]

CheckeredRedHearts - Summer time. Maybe?

I seriously hope the rest of the season was as good as Thursday's episode. It's been depressing... Then weird. This week's was just... amazing (*glares at anyone who wants to fight me on it*). You might need to come here and stroke my hair if they kill her though. It's not looking good.

[lyricsgirl7]

wow!!! just breathless, absolutely breathless *sigh*

[meeshell384]

lyricsgirl7 - Thank you so much!

[allieandannmarie]

omgsh this video is beautiful, amazing job!

but whats wrong with izzie? ive missed the last few episodes..someone let me know please, thanks =]

[meeshell384]

allieanddanmarie - Thank you so much!

She's got cancer. It's not looking too good. Meh.

[whitelilly0989]

Aw, Meesh! My meesh! this is fantabulous. Gah, it really touched my heartstrings. I loved how you used the friendships and the pairings... it was really brilliant. And yes, I've told HO and the people in the comm that this song is meant to be SAD, and you nailed it. It's a character study and it's sad, and beautiful and simple... and it's everything I've been wanting to see in a "you found me" vid. Awesome. I adore this!

[meeshell384]

whitelilly0989 - At first listen, you'd think this was a happy song. However, I'm with you - It's all about the sadness.

And this is everything you've been wanting to see in a video with this song? Aw, YOU are amazing. Thank you so much sweetums! *squishes you*

[rgqf]

This video is one of the most powerful videos I've seen! Excellent work, I love it.

[meeshell384]

rgqf - Really? That means so much! Thank you!

[CheckeredRedHearts]

ok dude. I am jealous of your talent. THERE. I said it. This was SO moving! I loved it. GAAH. And you ended with the right clips. And I loved how you showed friendship throughout this. :( You're so fucking fantastic. I love/hate you fit it :P GAAH. I am in such an emo mood. But then again, your editing + excess of Physics always does that to me haha. JK not your editing...just physics *grumbles*

[meeshell384]

CheckeredRedHearts - Oh hush up. You aren't.

Now stop being a potty mouth, finish your physics, and watch 4 1/2 season of Grey's to catch up, a'ight?

[InspiresProductions]

this was so AMAZING!!! absolute tearjerker :)

[meeshell384]

InspiresProductions - That was my goal. Thank you! :D

[lolohannah]

Absolutely AMAZING! Seriously, beautiful character study and the song fits so perfectly! *applause*

[meeshell384]

lolohannah - Thank you so much! I'm so happy you liked it that much!

[aSadPie]

Wow, sad. I loved the texture you used!! And your editing was absolutely flawless, as always. =)

[meeshell384]

aSadPie - Thank you so much!

(Psst... It's the same texture from my Hermione/Nate video. I'm all about recycling. ;D)

[ohsemantics]

ahh, i am tearing up as i type this!! wow, a video has not done this to me in quite a while haha. beautifully edited--it was simple but powerful. plus, i've been irritated with izzie for the past two seasons but suddenly i'm feeling sympathetic--what are you doing to me?! ;D

[meeshell384]

ohsemantics - Watch enough of my Grey's vids and I'll make you love her. She's my fav character, and I only show her in the best light. Haha. But I'm so glad that you felt that connected to this. It means a lot. :D

[JFresshhh]

This is srsly one of my favorite songs. I'd be more than happy to join the club with the Ho and the girl whose sick. lol.

Aww, I reallly love this, Michelle! Your clip choice was perfect. Very touching.

[meeshell384]

JFresshhh - This song is so ah-mazing. I'm with ya on that. ;D

[tigerlily536]

hey i've missed the last few eps, what's wrong with izzie?

[meeshell384]

tigerlily536 - She has cancer. And it's really bad. I could really see them going either way (killing her off or not). *tear*

[tigerlily536]

:'( that's so sad! I read somewhere that Kathrine Heigel and T.R. Knight AREN't leaving G.A. so... idk...

[MCnineteen91]

Omfg, this nearly had me in tears! This was beautifully done, Meesh. I love how you didn't keep it bias towards any pairing, but showed them all. This makes me wanna do a vid for her sooo bad, but I'm just too lazy to download the eps. One day I will! haha.

[meeshell384]

MCnineteen91 - I almost got Mikey to cry?? *dances* That is my new goal now. Maybe with my next vid. *evil grin*

You need to get off your lazy ass and dl the latest eps. I need a new GA vid from you. My birthday's coming up. So you have to. *stomps foot*

[OClvr45]

omg. this is so powerful and wonderfully done. i love the flow of your vids, and this one is no exception. the song choice seems perfect for izzie even though i haven't watched grey's in ages. seriously though, i loved this. another amazing job :).

[meeshell384]

OClvr45 - Aw, thanks so much hun!

Last week's episode brought me back to season 2. It had the same feel as the episodes of yesteryear in my opinion. Just ignore all the ish in between then and now. ;D

[CheckeredRedHearts]

I would LOVE to join

[LadyRebelGrace]

Absolutely heartbreaking. Amazing job. ^.^

[meeshell384]

LadyRebelGrace - Thank you so much!