Definitly feel confused & unworthy & stupid.....fight depressrion constitently. Granted i'm seeing it now for what is is with the help of all your videos so i'm starting to get strong....Love watching these.
I experience all that you described. I've been abused by a person who suffers from bipolar disorder which makes the person very abusive and impulsive. Not all that have bipolar disorder abuses, but I think they are vulnerable to becoming an abuser because of their mood disorder.
@MagicalSunrise1984 I understand what you are saying, but I've experienced something to make me think otherwise.My gf is against all violence and all types of abuse to the point where she gets involved in abuse awareness & was pretty active about abuse prevention.The thing that is puzzling is that she did a complete turn around and became an abuser despite the fact that she is very well against abuse.She became her worse nightmare.It is rather interesting to me now.She is my subject of study now
@MagicalSunrise1984 Yes, her mother abused her and caused her to run away most of her teens. Abuse is a cycle. The abused retaliates towards the abuser in a form of abuse thus completing the circle. Once recognized, you can stop the cycle. I've never known anyone to change totally the opposite direction. It puzzled me at first but now that I'm learning more about psychology which I will study to get my degree in, it leads me to believe more that her changes is caused by biochemistry, not choice.
I also believe biochemistry is more to do with it than free choice. For example - the person that assulted me - i wrote to him - after the assult that my feelings for him (before it happened i had developed feelings of love for him) were based on my belief he is pure hearted, and if that is an illusion, than so is my love for him.
He was so happy and told me i am one of the few people who noticed that about him.
This made me think WHY did so little ppl notice that about him?
Hey there! Have you heard about anxiety zero technique (I think its at anxiety0.info)? Ive heard some awesome things about it and my work buddy pretty much cured panicks with it.
My soon to be ex husband should be the king posterchild of 2011. The emotional abuse almost killed me, but today, again, I rise. I will not become him, I will expose him & all like him. Monsters in human form, vampiries from hades. Please is there a part 2 to this topic?
I say it's time we reclaim our selfworth! I'm here going through the netherland, isolation experience. But he will not win! I will shout it out & not be silent. Stay beautiful warriors!
I wish that people understood the truth that mental abuse is just as obtrusive as physical. As you know, all you say is so true for me. Ability to work or lack there of - at least in a normal environment. I feel like I'm getting better. Is the damage reversible?
im sick of being targetted by religous psychos that are trained to threaten us and blackmail us for money. im sick of living in fear and having no freedom. im sick of ignorant thugs in uniform who tell us to sort it out ourselves. ive spat blood and tears at officers begging for help only for them to tell me they cant and wont protect me. the religous psychos around me nearly killed me for having a child and have made it clear im not allowed to have a relationship with a man. wheres my freedom?
the death threats abusers repeatedly made to me were backed up by abusers sending their sick friends after me offering the hand of friendship and then attacking me and spiking my food and drink with poisons and drugs to make me sick. a few members of the gang that operates locally drugged me up and strangled me til i passed out. i remember waking up with one of them blowing into my mouth. they like to play god and did this make it clear they mean their death threats. no-one listens. no-one helps
I am recovering ( with my daughters 7/10) in safety , this is so much of what I have survived . The attraction was so great , how he smelled and sexual prowess comes into the " drug" of his condition. He was a beautiful man , the potential that he had , genius violin maker , musician etc.THe starving artist , etc. Now I see clearly that this was his false self and facade , wow . Feels like getting run through in a duel .
@bombria he said " more rarely men " It sounds like he could do three video's just on that subject alone. It may not have the violence that this is covering , therefore he is talking to a specific group and not intentionally disregarding your case study.
Interesting .. I have a friend that was abused by her boyfriend witch was a narcissist. And aside of the lack of emphaty he acted very irrational with confronted with evidence that exposed him . The question is .. Is a narcissist able to acknowledge from a logical perspective the fact of his destructive influence and the state he is in and understand it ?? To better co op with the rest ??
@resistanceunion Narcissists are capable of introspection and self-awareness, but they have no emotional insight. Knowing something without feeling anything about it yields no psychodynamic outcomes: no changes to the personality.
absolutly,they can not give you what you want most real love,real sorrow, this is what really messes with your mind,, RUN if you can, try to save your heart if you can, find GOD find something greater then you ,,Become what you are meant to be,a fabulous shining spirirt.,i never thought that this type of human was possible it is not our faults ,but now that we know the truth as Sam has shown us, we need to do something to save ourselves, they are nothing,they are empty, feeding off of supply.
Definitly feel confused & unworthy & stupid.....fight depressrion constitently. Granted i'm seeing it now for what is is with the help of all your videos so i'm starting to get strong....Love watching these.
Dassy0607 3 months ago
Abuse and abandonment from a parent causes borderline personailty disorder
missdarkangelxxx 5 months ago
@missdarkangelxxx it can, that is one theory, but not everyone who is abused (even severely and chronically) and/or abandoned develop BPD.
lexikalfanfic 4 months ago
I experience all that you described. I've been abused by a person who suffers from bipolar disorder which makes the person very abusive and impulsive. Not all that have bipolar disorder abuses, but I think they are vulnerable to becoming an abuser because of their mood disorder.
tkathryyn 6 months ago
@tkathryyn
Bi Polar disorder does not make the person abusive and impulsive
however ,a person can be abusive and impulsive in addition to suffering from Bi-Polar
people who suffer mood disorder are not more or less prone to either abuse or be abused
The healing process from a trauma, however, is more difficult because of their oversensitivity.
wish you strenght (i have encountered a person with mental problems and that encounter caused hurt as well, and have mood disorder)
MagicalSunrise1984 5 months ago
@MagicalSunrise1984 I understand what you are saying, but I've experienced something to make me think otherwise.My gf is against all violence and all types of abuse to the point where she gets involved in abuse awareness & was pretty active about abuse prevention.The thing that is puzzling is that she did a complete turn around and became an abuser despite the fact that she is very well against abuse.She became her worse nightmare.It is rather interesting to me now.She is my subject of study now
tkathryyn 5 months ago
@tkathryyn
has something happened to her? was she abused?
i had been abusive towards a person that assulted me once - but that was only towards him - not towards others - it had a therapouetic affect on me
MagicalSunrise1984 5 months ago
@MagicalSunrise1984 Yes, her mother abused her and caused her to run away most of her teens. Abuse is a cycle. The abused retaliates towards the abuser in a form of abuse thus completing the circle. Once recognized, you can stop the cycle. I've never known anyone to change totally the opposite direction. It puzzled me at first but now that I'm learning more about psychology which I will study to get my degree in, it leads me to believe more that her changes is caused by biochemistry, not choice.
tkathryyn 5 months ago
@tkathryyn
I also believe biochemistry is more to do with it than free choice. For example - the person that assulted me - i wrote to him - after the assult that my feelings for him (before it happened i had developed feelings of love for him) were based on my belief he is pure hearted, and if that is an illusion, than so is my love for him.
He was so happy and told me i am one of the few people who noticed that about him.
This made me think WHY did so little ppl notice that about him?
MagicalSunrise1984 5 months ago
@tkathryyn
of course - because his ACTIONS were not pure at all: sexual harassment, psychological violence, abuse of friends or people who feel love for him
and if he had a choice he would not act like that at all
It is understandable why people feel such empathy for the people who assulted them in this way
I began to understand just what you concluded from studying the subject
I believe this can be reversed - i read about a treatment that does allow psychopaths to return to society and
MagicalSunrise1984 5 months ago
@tkathryyn
hurt again - have you heard about it also? I wish i knew which therapy exactly it is or how it works... i could have sent you a link or so
MagicalSunrise1984 5 months ago
Hey there! Have you heard about anxiety zero technique (I think its at anxiety0.info)? Ive heard some awesome things about it and my work buddy pretty much cured panicks with it.
miltakos29 7 months ago
Well done. Not exhaustive, but what has been included is right on the bullseye.
JuvieFirst 9 months ago
I'm so glad I found your posts, I only wish I could of known this information some years ago. Still, it's not too late. Thank you.
redsylo 9 months ago 4
Thank you for sharing this. It is quite helpful.
mlisamh 9 months ago
My soon to be ex husband should be the king posterchild of 2011. The emotional abuse almost killed me, but today, again, I rise. I will not become him, I will expose him & all like him. Monsters in human form, vampiries from hades. Please is there a part 2 to this topic?
Mrsoriginal13 10 months ago
I say it's time we reclaim our selfworth! I'm here going through the netherland, isolation experience. But he will not win! I will shout it out & not be silent. Stay beautiful warriors!
Mrsoriginal13 10 months ago 2
this video makes me real depressed...
patriciacarrasco 10 months ago
Create a test software , let us all to take it, to see how much of this vice we have hidden in us.
woodyaan 10 months ago
I FELT AS IF YOU WERE EXTRACTING WHAT I EXPERIENCED.
RELIEF, ONCE AGAIN.
contemplations100 10 months ago 8
I wish that people understood the truth that mental abuse is just as obtrusive as physical. As you know, all you say is so true for me. Ability to work or lack there of - at least in a normal environment. I feel like I'm getting better. Is the damage reversible?
audreymichellepoet 11 months ago 3
im sick of being targetted by religous psychos that are trained to threaten us and blackmail us for money. im sick of living in fear and having no freedom. im sick of ignorant thugs in uniform who tell us to sort it out ourselves. ive spat blood and tears at officers begging for help only for them to tell me they cant and wont protect me. the religous psychos around me nearly killed me for having a child and have made it clear im not allowed to have a relationship with a man. wheres my freedom?
saffnpepa 11 months ago
@saffnpepa
Maybe its just ur church and the people within it but then again i dont know your life or what you are going through
IdentityRemains 11 months ago
the death threats abusers repeatedly made to me were backed up by abusers sending their sick friends after me offering the hand of friendship and then attacking me and spiking my food and drink with poisons and drugs to make me sick. a few members of the gang that operates locally drugged me up and strangled me til i passed out. i remember waking up with one of them blowing into my mouth. they like to play god and did this make it clear they mean their death threats. no-one listens. no-one helps
saffnpepa 11 months ago
These are good videos! I suggest processing the audio so that is does not clip at high levels. You can use a hardware/software compressor for that.
conkerzzz 1 year ago
I am recovering ( with my daughters 7/10) in safety , this is so much of what I have survived . The attraction was so great , how he smelled and sexual prowess comes into the " drug" of his condition. He was a beautiful man , the potential that he had , genius violin maker , musician etc.THe starving artist , etc. Now I see clearly that this was his false self and facade , wow . Feels like getting run through in a duel .
ttulley 1 year ago 2
OMG this is exactly what has happened to me since being married to that whacko for half my life! Makes so much sense! TY for posting this.
evictingfaith 1 year ago
Absolutely. Look for my article "Female Narcissists" on my Website.
samvaknin 1 year ago
@samvaknin "Female Narcissists" ... yeah, they call those females borderlines. Succubus. Human parasites.
ChicagoFusion 3 months ago
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bombria 1 year ago 2
@bombria he said " more rarely men " It sounds like he could do three video's just on that subject alone. It may not have the violence that this is covering , therefore he is talking to a specific group and not intentionally disregarding your case study.
ttulley 1 year ago
Interesting .. I have a friend that was abused by her boyfriend witch was a narcissist. And aside of the lack of emphaty he acted very irrational with confronted with evidence that exposed him . The question is .. Is a narcissist able to acknowledge from a logical perspective the fact of his destructive influence and the state he is in and understand it ?? To better co op with the rest ??
resistanceunion 1 year ago
@resistanceunion Narcissists are capable of introspection and self-awareness, but they have no emotional insight. Knowing something without feeling anything about it yields no psychodynamic outcomes: no changes to the personality.
samvaknin 1 year ago 9
absolutly,they can not give you what you want most real love,real sorrow, this is what really messes with your mind,, RUN if you can, try to save your heart if you can, find GOD find something greater then you ,,Become what you are meant to be,a fabulous shining spirirt.,i never thought that this type of human was possible it is not our faults ,but now that we know the truth as Sam has shown us, we need to do something to save ourselves, they are nothing,they are empty, feeding off of supply.
59Disciple 4 months ago 2