I try not to judge you because you have a great message. I hurt for you. All the tats and piercings indicate true emotional pain. It's just a outward sign of what is going on internally. I pray that you get the opportunity to do some inner child work yourself before it's too late. I too have an eating disorder, but with years of therapy, I now weigh 143lbs. I also have been on medications that have helped tremendously. Good luck and God bless!
I like your vid's this one just came up so I watched it, I'm not big on body art, I'm not saying you shouldn't be doing it because it is your body and what you do with it is up to you.
I love you too , like all tot people, my high is 5.5 and my goal is 160lbs, i was 260lbs back on December , right now I`m 175lbs, I`m so happy with my body now, but i still want to be in my goal, people star telling me i have anorexic problems.
i don``t care cus no one loose 85lbs in 8 months..
Beautiful tattoo the ballerina one -- it really touched me. to like what you see on the scales and be capable of living and dancing - c'est magnifique xx
Johnny you are extremely respectful of others...I so admire that. You are an inspiration, that maybe there can be something positive out of this. Maybe I will figure my story out one day. I don't know how long it took you to become so positive (and we all have off days for the days that you are not). Right now I can't see the ending of my ED..I hope to be as positive as you are. Even for just 1 hr. a day. You rock.
when i watched the first part of this video and you talked about your dad and his tribute tattoo i cried...myparents think i'm trashy bc of my tattoo and i really hope i can do one for them someday despite their problems w/it...i know its all about love...and also your very inspiring to me...i dont have an eating disorder but i think your a strong and beautiful person <3
my favourite tatt is the "i hope you dance" in french. however, it will be the cherry blossom tree, when you reach your healthy gw! =] i believe in you! oh, and my favourite peircing is the upper right lip.
the meaning behind the ballerina on point on the scale is just beautiful!
I Just Want To Say, You Seem Like A Lovely Person, And I Know How Hard It Is, To Eat When You Have Anorexia. I Hope You Stay Strong, And Keep Smiling :)
I'm not anorexic, nor am I bulimic, nor have I had any eating disorder or problems with my self-image. However, I think you're the essence of beauty as a person. You are among my heroes & greatest influences, please know that. Keep fighting, what a beautiful soul you are.
I love the stars and what they helped you to do. I love the message in the ballerina on the scale, happy with how she is. And I really love the bondage girl tattoo! I think that your rainbow ear piercings are very cool and I wish I had the pain tolerance to get something like that done!
I love all your piercings but right away I fell in love with the rainbow star earrings that you have. Even with the other side not done it looks so good...Kinda says a lot about your personality too-open, bright and friendly. Thanks for showing us!
I lovelovelove your stars! I think those are my favorite piercings. (I love all of them)
And then I love your ballerina's. I've allways wanted to get into that...Oh wow..this video is old. And my reply is too late. Oh well. You still deserve to hear it. (:
i like strawberry shortcake too that's so cute! i love your tats i love tats too i only have three and if i could i would get more but i dont have a job right now and my hubby hates tats
I kno I'm late adding a comment to this video, I started watching your vids a month ago. But I wanted to share with you my favorite tatt of yours, it's the ballerina on the scale. Because of you u i am truly starting to understand that weight DOSEN'T matter one bit. It's about loving yourself, and taking care of your body and being happy no matter what shape or size you are. Thankyou xoxo
Some very beautiful tattoos, My favorite would be the ballerina on the scale. I don't have any myself but if I did it would be a portrait of my mother who I love and never remember. Although I have no memories of her in life, I will always have a strong love for her. She was a very beautiful lady.
i think you're really great. i love how you're not just talking about your eating disorder but the rest of your life too, and when you do talk about it it's about how to conquer it and not telling us all how you want to lose weight and that horrible proanorexic stuff. you're so great and individual and you're really good at expressing yourself. congratulations :)
i would like a "don't" tattooed on my thigh (where i used to cut myself) and a "do" right in front of my heart as a reminder to love myself and others instead of cause hard.
Now I know why God makes people like me - and other artists, writers, teachers, doctors, etc. - to educate people like you. You left me 2 comments, if you are going to be insensitive then stay out of my video blog. I will block you.
P.S. I started watching your videos yesterday...i love them all, i love your personality, your sense of humor, your sincerity, your ability to open yourself up so freely, and your strength. You truly are a wonderful person.
I love all your tattoos and all your piercings. I only have piercings on my ears and i have two tattoos on my wrists. Because of my job i cant get a lot of the things i want done but i would totally get piercings and tattoos all over. i love your monroe piercing. i want it soooooo bad!
I think your piercings work really well as a whole, but I must give some extra roses to your rainbow ear piercings! Reminds me of some neon-rave-style... Your tattoos; I love all the pin-ups! Also the Hello Kitties are just adorable! The writing on your chest gives a nice addition to the rest. Gain some weight soon so you can treat yourself with a new beautiful tattoo! The cherry tree will also look stunning! x
i'd just like to comment that i feel inclined to say that you come across as a wonderful soul. i've always been a youtube lurker (not in a cinical way, but nothing of my own posted, and never even posted a comment. anyway, i'm in the midst of grappling with a fair bit myself these days. your body art is gorgeous. i have a few pieces myself, ... but yours kick ass... thats it for now. best with doing what you do. ps. you have an friend in the struggle, and your beautiful.
i love watching ur vids n seeing how dedicated u r to getting better. my fave tattoo wuld be the scale one if i were to get a tattoo rite now it wuld be similar to that one bcz it gives such a positive msg to those suffering frm an eating disorder luv ya hope u do well in recovery
woops accident.. **i'd say the lips are my favourite, i want mine done too :) and the tattoos..umm very hard choice but i think i like the j'espere tu danses one just because i'm french lol but they are all lovely..
I love your ballerina tatts. I love that they're en pointe too, because that's pretty hard to achieve. The story behind the one on scales made me smile...It's positive and the art work is gorgeous :) Thank you for sharing your art and your stories with us, it must be hard for you sometimes, but I appreciate that and the effort you go to to make your story heard *hugs* Thank you.
i really hope you get better, you have such a great personality, your so full of energy and say the most cutest things! like littlesheree said, you can chat away =P
i would say that my favorite tattoo is the balerina on the scale, it's just kind of meaningful and a creative idea.
the ballarena on the scales is so beautiful, just like you .you may not realise but your sharing and honesty bring such comfort to me with whats happening in my own life and also my sons right now. thankyou so much .
Thank you, honestly, I have heard this a lot and everytime I hear it - it reminds me how bad I need to fight for my life right now so I can one day acheive my goals and dreams. SO you may not know it but that's how dramatic comments like this effect me, thank you.
The monroe is def my fav piercing! I want one but I am scared that it wont look "right" on me =/ We'll see.
I love the French on your chest becase I think the language is beautiful spoken and written, and the message is nice. Very fitting to you :) And I also love ALL the pinups cause I <3 pin up girls! I plan to get one on my calve.
Love all your tattoos! But I really like the pinup with her panties around her ankles... I think its the pink that attracts me! Beautiful work! Love your videos! Thank you so much for sharing...hope this comment posts, i never can get my comments to post.
your recovery tatu really touched me :) i hope you get to where you want to be, because i think you are wonderful and i really wouldnt want you to die. i think the piercing below your eye is cool, did that hurt? you should tell us about the most painful ones you got, because i was going to get some piercing like on the eye brow and lip and maybe under the eye but im afriad it might hurt a lot lol
This is really weird, but when I was watching this last nite before I finally went to sleep, your quote of "I'm gonna flash dance my way out of here" somehow made me have a dream of you of u in the movie flash dance...which is totally weird b/c in real life i've never actually seen the full movie but anyhow u were wearing the outfit you have on on your site where you're posed infront of your car leaping. Where you look really happy. That is what u were wearing. i dream of what i c last mostly.
Right now it's hard to cry but let me tell you, this comment would bring me humble to my knees in tears because I know that where I am at now is not where I'd like to be and right now I can't dance - and your dream, is like a dream to me, thank you for sharing this. There is hope.
I have two favorites. The first is the ballerina on pointe on the scale, because of what it represents. Very poetic. The second are the stars for the positive effect that they've had on you.
i love your recovery tattoo :) and all of them, for that matter. but especially that one. oh and pinups= so hot. i love them.
i only have 1 tattoo so far that i did myself. it's a peace sign on my ankle. i want more so bad though! i just need money... i already have my first one planned out and whatnot - it'll be a big iris (the flower, not the eye part lol) up my spine :)
I love your tattoos. My passion in life is animals so I have paw print tattoos and a feather. I would like a cat silouette next. This is a rather random quiestion and totally off topic but i see it on a few of your comments and I have no idea what it means - <3, It looks like a fart but surely that cant be right. If anyone could enlighten me I would be greatfull.
thanks for posting these videos. your helping me stay strong by not letting my eating disorder take over me. you have no idea what a difference you have made to me.
i love the rainbow earings! there so cute! also i think that the cherry blossom tree is going to be georgous. i hope that it will be inspiration to you. stay strong jonny and good luck sweetie!
Everyday I'm checking your videos and am continually impressed by your motivation, dedication, determination, and strength. You are one incredible human being.
You are not defined by your appearance but by your accomplishments.
And You've gotten this far.
You have gotten through a life time of hardships... Now..a life time of joy, beauty, and peace awaits.
I know that some of the things we can all use now to help motivate you towards recovery are: (most definately) your dancing, your obtaining your PhD, and now your upcoming tattoos. :)
Wow! and TY for showing us your body art! I can tell by the passion inwhich you speak that you are very proud of it and it's expression. I'd have to say my favorite is the ballerina ? I belive in the point shoes near the recovery tat. I feel the most ?heroic ones would be the military #'s and the Recovery one. Good luck on your Cherry Blossom tree. !!
hey! i love the stars. i kind of did the same thing on one of my wrists. i got a rose which is going through my skin. it was meant to remind me also of my cutting, the pain i endured there but the beauty of life at the same time. i will try and make a video soon to show the two i have. i love tattoos that remind me who i am and want to get more also.
Hey Sweetie - thanks for sharing...love your tattoos and piercings..very cool! Keep focusing on that lovely recovery tattoo! I can't wait to see the cherry blossom tree! Keep fighthing!
Random retarded question: is Hello Kitty a cartoon, or just a marketing symbol? (I don't have a girl or cable so I'm a bit out of the loop).
Random observation: PLZ stop apologizing for your body. I understand what you MEAN by it; but it's nothing to apologize for. You have a strong, stubborn, fighting body to match your spirit; it's hasn't given out and neither has your hope. The two are a package. If I accept your mind and spirit, I accept your body.
Favorite piercing is the rainbow stars on your ear - I've noticed that before and I thought it was a safety pin with beads (like we used to put on our shoelaces bitd)
Fav tat - the one you're gonna have when you meet your goal.
I eagerly wait for the day you tell me you are about to get a new tattoo because you're body is ready for it. As you know, I would love to have lots more tattoos too. I like all your piercings, and I really like the anti-eyebrow because it is so unusual and rare. May we both fullfill our bodyart dreams one day soon. XOXO
Thanks for being brave enough to share your story and don't worry about mentioning numbers. It's up to others to look out for themselves; you warned them.
Hi Johnny, I can't wait to know you when you have attained your goal of (those numbers you said)! How exciting - I know you will make it and I want to see your new tatoos! My favorite tat is sexy pinup and favorite piercings are the multi-colored ones on your ear. Cute! I check for new videos every day! I've grown attached....
Well-the 'I hope you dance' tatt WAS my fave til you explained the reason for the ballerina/scale one. My eyes filled up.
You have such passion-for art, recovery, people....that's a gift...and what a blessing; and you've some soooo far. Be patient and gentle with yourself. You're a sweetheart. **hugs**
The cherry blossom tree will be beautiful! I have some cherries on my right forearm.
And you're right you shouldn't have to sensor yourself. It's extremely caring of you to do so. I've seen a lot of ppl put in the description in caps "could be triggering" or some other explanation, as you do, so don't stress about it too much. You're taking steps to warn ppl. Besides you should be able to say what you want in your videos.
i have 2 hell of good tatt artists, the ballerina puppet was my idea/design and one of my tatt artists enhanced it for me, others are pieces or my artists design
I try not to judge you because you have a great message. I hurt for you. All the tats and piercings indicate true emotional pain. It's just a outward sign of what is going on internally. I pray that you get the opportunity to do some inner child work yourself before it's too late. I too have an eating disorder, but with years of therapy, I now weigh 143lbs. I also have been on medications that have helped tremendously. Good luck and God bless!
GOBsux 4 months ago
you are great and beautiful. the world needs people like you. strong and experienced.
DinOCheCkerZz 1 year ago
I like your vid's this one just came up so I watched it, I'm not big on body art, I'm not saying you shouldn't be doing it because it is your body and what you do with it is up to you.
ballucanb1 1 year ago
I love you too , like all tot people, my high is 5.5 and my goal is 160lbs, i was 260lbs back on December , right now I`m 175lbs, I`m so happy with my body now, but i still want to be in my goal, people star telling me i have anorexic problems.
i don``t care cus no one loose 85lbs in 8 months..
take care , i love your videos.
eduarin 1 year ago
@eduarin Hi I was where you started 260 when I was 18, I'm 5'4" I spent most of my young life at 130 to 150.
I didn't like myself at those weights I still looked fat, had the lower body gut look, but now I'm at 108 I was down to 100 and came up.
I will probably stay around this weight because I like it good luck to you..., Bee
ballucanb1 1 year ago
I LOVE THE DANCER AS A PUPETT tattoo!!!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE that like so bad!!!!
101KatieMusic 1 year ago
I love the ballerina. You seem so nice. I hope your recovery works out. I like your lip piercings too.
iWiLLrEaChPeRfEcT 1 year ago
Beautiful tattoo the ballerina one -- it really touched me. to like what you see on the scales and be capable of living and dancing - c'est magnifique xx
madrandombutterfly2 1 year ago
Johnny you are extremely respectful of others...I so admire that. You are an inspiration, that maybe there can be something positive out of this. Maybe I will figure my story out one day. I don't know how long it took you to become so positive (and we all have off days for the days that you are not). Right now I can't see the ending of my ED..I hope to be as positive as you are. Even for just 1 hr. a day. You rock.
malkylamm 1 year ago
I absolutely love you so much. You are a sweet sweet being
Elizabella37 2 years ago
I luv your lip rings.
cocomarshmelow 2 years ago
cool tattoos, meme c'elle en francais.
KrisMTL 2 years ago
I love the ''I hope U dance'' tattoo... says a lot <3
I also really like the ballerina n the tattoo for Ur dad.
Ure an awesome person and I can't stand to see U unhappy n to think about what U've been through. Stay strong n keep hopin <3
SonnyXXInvisible 2 years ago
That ballerina one was a really good idea!
I like the Betty Page one, I <3 her!
sublimelmf 2 years ago
Great tattoo but blimey you must be really passionate (probably not the right word) about this. Take care x
xGobbinsx 2 years ago
You are amazing, I LOVE your videos, ive fallen in love. take care and stay strong
alekinsno1 2 years ago
I really like that tattoo you prized your self wth inside your arm its so amazing !
and do get that cherry blossom tree that would be really beautiful!
PrincessDolce101 2 years ago
you're so precious.
SHEENALEACH 2 years ago 2
when i watched the first part of this video and you talked about your dad and his tribute tattoo i cried...myparents think i'm trashy bc of my tattoo and i really hope i can do one for them someday despite their problems w/it...i know its all about love...and also your very inspiring to me...i dont have an eating disorder but i think your a strong and beautiful person <3
princess37110 2 years ago
My favourite is J'espere que tu danses :-)
audreygeraldine123 2 years ago
I love the ballerina on the scale, but I also like the ballerina marionette, you're tattoos are so beautiful. And the bondage girl is super hot ;)
PinkSugarsaint 2 years ago
my favourite tatt is the "i hope you dance" in french. however, it will be the cherry blossom tree, when you reach your healthy gw! =] i believe in you! oh, and my favourite peircing is the upper right lip.
the meaning behind the ballerina on point on the scale is just beautiful!
singingxsweetie77 2 years ago
Głopol
do kolog ona ma pretensje, niech sie odzywia jak należy a nie je kurz
cansada8585 2 years ago
I Just Want To Say, You Seem Like A Lovely Person, And I Know How Hard It Is, To Eat When You Have Anorexia. I Hope You Stay Strong, And Keep Smiling :)
Meg
Daisy0000011 2 years ago
I love the ballerina tattoo. It's beautful. And the piercing below your eye, I really like that :D
MCRomg 2 years ago
You're recovery tattoo is beautiful
AkiSmexi 2 years ago
I'm not anorexic, nor am I bulimic, nor have I had any eating disorder or problems with my self-image. However, I think you're the essence of beauty as a person. You are among my heroes & greatest influences, please know that. Keep fighting, what a beautiful soul you are.
:3
pshxiloveyou 2 years ago
I really love the ballerina on the scale.
I'm french and I'm a ballerina and i'm anorexic. I wish one day I could just be happy with how I look and with my weight
xfuckinxprincessx 2 years ago
cheer up!!
INMETALWETRUST1988 2 years ago 3
yay now i know... i wish that you dance!! or hope whatever... bravo
mollify420 3 years ago
oh my god, you´re so sweet :')
really beautifull that you´ve foud a way to express your feelings!
MjauMix 3 years ago 2
I love the stars and what they helped you to do. I love the message in the ballerina on the scale, happy with how she is. And I really love the bondage girl tattoo! I think that your rainbow ear piercings are very cool and I wish I had the pain tolerance to get something like that done!
Isabet 3 years ago
I like your top^^ fight on!<3
MethSpook911 3 years ago
I love the girl on the scale... the message is beautiful.
birtaa 3 years ago
Thanks for sharing, very cool, the cherry blossom tree sounds amazing xx
annathewe 3 years ago
I love you.
You made me feel so much better,you speak complete sence, i love your peircings, i love you, you have such a good outlook on life.
FooItzBuffy 3 years ago
I love all your piercings but right away I fell in love with the rainbow star earrings that you have. Even with the other side not done it looks so good...Kinda says a lot about your personality too-open, bright and friendly. Thanks for showing us!
xLIPSlikeMORPHINExxx 3 years ago
you look like the guy on 20/20 the people that like to eat only healhy
aminath3star 3 years ago
um if you check out my video log you will realize that is me... i'm all over the net lol
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Wow your such an amazing person babe! you speak soo much sense ! x
OhhWaldoBaybee 3 years ago
First of all I think you're beautiful.
:3
I lovelovelove your stars! I think those are my favorite piercings. (I love all of them)
And then I love your ballerina's. I've allways wanted to get into that...Oh wow..this video is old. And my reply is too late. Oh well. You still deserve to hear it. (:
happipill 3 years ago
I like the rainbow piercings in your ear the best, and the bondage girl tatoo the best.
sistercarrie 3 years ago
You are an amazing person...
God love you for all you are doing...
kitonthecatwalk 3 years ago
i like strawberry shortcake too that's so cute! i love your tats i love tats too i only have three and if i could i would get more but i dont have a job right now and my hubby hates tats
jdpasino 3 years ago
I think you seem like a REALLY friendly,open person and I think you have a lot of great ideas and outlooks on life.Great video.
:]
XPrettyXSceneXGirl 3 years ago
U r amazing, a great person. please dont let yourself die, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEE! =(
carlacardona 3 years ago
smickra..
i think would make an amazing tattoo, thats really creative :)
NikkiBevan 3 years ago
I love all of your tattoos, and your peircings!!! you seem like a very good person and i wish the best for you! I hope yu have a GREAt day :)
kkpreston629 3 years ago
I kno I'm late adding a comment to this video, I started watching your vids a month ago. But I wanted to share with you my favorite tatt of yours, it's the ballerina on the scale. Because of you u i am truly starting to understand that weight DOSEN'T matter one bit. It's about loving yourself, and taking care of your body and being happy no matter what shape or size you are. Thankyou xoxo
Kaedansmom 3 years ago
Some very beautiful tattoos, My favorite would be the ballerina on the scale. I don't have any myself but if I did it would be a portrait of my mother who I love and never remember. Although I have no memories of her in life, I will always have a strong love for her. She was a very beautiful lady.
Blueyeshining 3 years ago
you are such a beautiful person
i really love your ballerina on the scale, it's beautiful
beautifuldisaster115 3 years ago
i think you're really great. i love how you're not just talking about your eating disorder but the rest of your life too, and when you do talk about it it's about how to conquer it and not telling us all how you want to lose weight and that horrible proanorexic stuff. you're so great and individual and you're really good at expressing yourself. congratulations :)
begstealborrowox 3 years ago
lol i would probably freak if i saw someone with that tattoo. yeah but your amazing <3
prayingxforxxlove 3 years ago
you are amazing.
TerraLogan 3 years ago
i really like the stars.
i would like a "don't" tattooed on my thigh (where i used to cut myself) and a "do" right in front of my heart as a reminder to love myself and others instead of cause hard.
smickra 3 years ago
You are beautiful.
:-)
cosmos34 3 years ago 2
Now I know why we have mental health facilities
delunafa 3 years ago
Now I know why God makes people like me - and other artists, writers, teachers, doctors, etc. - to educate people like you. You left me 2 comments, if you are going to be insensitive then stay out of my video blog. I will block you.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago 2
P.S. I started watching your videos yesterday...i love them all, i love your personality, your sense of humor, your sincerity, your ability to open yourself up so freely, and your strength. You truly are a wonderful person.
RazzleLita 3 years ago
I love all your tattoos and all your piercings. I only have piercings on my ears and i have two tattoos on my wrists. Because of my job i cant get a lot of the things i want done but i would totally get piercings and tattoos all over. i love your monroe piercing. i want it soooooo bad!
RazzleLita 3 years ago
I think your piercings work really well as a whole, but I must give some extra roses to your rainbow ear piercings! Reminds me of some neon-rave-style... Your tattoos; I love all the pin-ups! Also the Hello Kitties are just adorable! The writing on your chest gives a nice addition to the rest. Gain some weight soon so you can treat yourself with a new beautiful tattoo! The cherry tree will also look stunning! x
jojobee42 3 years ago
and your double (?) lip.
you're a gorgeous person. you made me smile today.
KittenKP 3 years ago
the ballerina tattoo is so beautiful.
you're beautiful.
KittenKP 3 years ago
my favorite piercing is the monroe, it really suits you! and my favorite tattoo is the bondage girl, she is hot!
lovemycozmo 3 years ago
You're amazing. <3
whatisbeautiful 3 years ago
I love the marionette ballerina, she is amazing and I think that all of the peircings suit you well. =D
xxstephy09xx 3 years ago
gorgeoussssssssss ballerina tat. very inspirational! good luck in recovery xoxo
barefootcontess 3 years ago
OMG,the ballerina on a scale on point,omg, I love it,you are beautiful also!
PringlesMinis 3 years ago 2
i love listen to you !
your so sweet,hehe.
but please try gain some weight,
just give a fuck in your weight fore a week ore something,
hugs <3
TonjeMt 3 years ago
I think your awesome!!... Very honest and it is refreshing :) ...
meheeer 3 years ago
i'd just like to comment that i feel inclined to say that you come across as a wonderful soul. i've always been a youtube lurker (not in a cinical way, but nothing of my own posted, and never even posted a comment. anyway, i'm in the midst of grappling with a fair bit myself these days. your body art is gorgeous. i have a few pieces myself, ... but yours kick ass... thats it for now. best with doing what you do. ps. you have an friend in the struggle, and your beautiful.
CMEdeV 3 years ago
i love watching ur vids n seeing how dedicated u r to getting better. my fave tattoo wuld be the scale one if i were to get a tattoo rite now it wuld be similar to that one bcz it gives such a positive msg to those suffering frm an eating disorder luv ya hope u do well in recovery
XOXOs Bree
breenna792 3 years ago
i'd say the lips are my favourite, i want mine done too :) and the tattoos..umm very hard choice but i think i like the j'espere que tu dance
harpi16 3 years ago
woops accident.. **i'd say the lips are my favourite, i want mine done too :) and the tattoos..umm very hard choice but i think i like the j'espere tu danses one just because i'm french lol but they are all lovely..
harpi16 3 years ago
nice video!!!
UniversalWF 4 years ago
I love your ballerina tatts. I love that they're en pointe too, because that's pretty hard to achieve. The story behind the one on scales made me smile...It's positive and the art work is gorgeous :) Thank you for sharing your art and your stories with us, it must be hard for you sometimes, but I appreciate that and the effort you go to to make your story heard *hugs* Thank you.
LittleBoiFen 4 years ago
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omgitsmichy 4 years ago
i love watching your vids.
you make me giggle.
i really hope you get better, you have such a great personality, your so full of energy and say the most cutest things! like littlesheree said, you can chat away =P
i would say that my favorite tattoo is the balerina on the scale, it's just kind of meaningful and a creative idea.
kaymarie888 4 years ago 4
You are such a sweetheart. I watch you and just see the love. You are so creative and your spirit is so vibrant. Chat away. I love it.
littlesheree 4 years ago 2
I don't have favorites! Um, the "reward" tattoo, because it was borne from positivity.
forgotmylastusername 4 years ago
LOL @ "Oh! *Raspberry* Fart-head."
You are so sweet.
forgotmylastusername 4 years ago
you are so sweet for attempting to censor. i have ed too and about to go inpatient. i hope you aquire the help you need.
brightgoldenhaze 4 years ago
the ballarena on the scales is so beautiful, just like you .you may not realise but your sharing and honesty bring such comfort to me with whats happening in my own life and also my sons right now. thankyou so much .
princeofsleep 4 years ago
You're so touching ... thanks for posting this. Love your tattoos. Be well ... you are the only you there will ever be. That makes you special.
lilyraisin 4 years ago
you would make an amazing therapist... your demeanor and everything... I feel liked i could sit and talk to you for hours
drugpuppy 4 years ago
Thank you, honestly, I have heard this a lot and everytime I hear it - it reminds me how bad I need to fight for my life right now so I can one day acheive my goals and dreams. SO you may not know it but that's how dramatic comments like this effect me, thank you.
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
The monroe is def my fav piercing! I want one but I am scared that it wont look "right" on me =/ We'll see.
I love the French on your chest becase I think the language is beautiful spoken and written, and the message is nice. Very fitting to you :) And I also love ALL the pinups cause I <3 pin up girls! I plan to get one on my calve.
Great vid!!! Thanks so muc for sharing!!
MandiLynn18 4 years ago
Love all your tattoos! But I really like the pinup with her panties around her ankles... I think its the pink that attracts me! Beautiful work! Love your videos! Thank you so much for sharing...hope this comment posts, i never can get my comments to post.
SyntheticVixen 4 years ago
Ha! I'm working on getting a cherry blossom tree on me too! Mine will start on my side and cascade upwards to cover my stomach and climb up my front.
NotUrTwin 4 years ago
Hiii!
I love your Tattoos really, I'm thinkin about getting a little Hello Kitty =) i never thought about that until i saw yours!
greetz Roseanna
Shahrema 4 years ago
Pubity shook my naked body,
while peer pressure took my soul.
Nobody told me the rules of the game,
Or showed me to the goal!
Dancing needs no gender,
Dancing needs no age,
Dancing gives me courage,
To face the star-lit stage.
millanvally 4 years ago 2
did you write this? it's beautiful
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
Yeah I did, for you :)
millanvally 4 years ago
That cherry blossom tree sounds amazing! I hope you're still making videos when you get it....
LOOinLONDON 4 years ago
your recovery tatu really touched me :) i hope you get to where you want to be, because i think you are wonderful and i really wouldnt want you to die. i think the piercing below your eye is cool, did that hurt? you should tell us about the most painful ones you got, because i was going to get some piercing like on the eye brow and lip and maybe under the eye but im afriad it might hurt a lot lol
miya76 4 years ago
This is really weird, but when I was watching this last nite before I finally went to sleep, your quote of "I'm gonna flash dance my way out of here" somehow made me have a dream of you of u in the movie flash dance...which is totally weird b/c in real life i've never actually seen the full movie but anyhow u were wearing the outfit you have on on your site where you're posed infront of your car leaping. Where you look really happy. That is what u were wearing. i dream of what i c last mostly.
Carriesue81 4 years ago
Right now it's hard to cry but let me tell you, this comment would bring me humble to my knees in tears because I know that where I am at now is not where I'd like to be and right now I can't dance - and your dream, is like a dream to me, thank you for sharing this. There is hope.
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
Ehehe, you were forgetting the tattoo I was curious to see!!
A big hug to you, lovely human being, from gemma.
83gemis 4 years ago
My fav is your bondage girl :P
kirksbabygirl2007 4 years ago
I totally love you. Every las thing about you. I want you to come live with me...and we'll paint our nails, and design new tattoos...
I just found your videos earlier this week and a friend and I have been watching constantly. I think you are an amazing person.
starla1133 4 years ago
I have two favorites. The first is the ballerina on pointe on the scale, because of what it represents. Very poetic. The second are the stars for the positive effect that they've had on you.
peterstigerlily23 4 years ago
I'd pitch in for your cherry blossom tattoo if I could :-) I feel kinda naked with just my one eyebrow piercing!
zander8605 4 years ago
i love your recovery tattoo :) and all of them, for that matter. but especially that one. oh and pinups= so hot. i love them.
i only have 1 tattoo so far that i did myself. it's a peace sign on my ankle. i want more so bad though! i just need money... i already have my first one planned out and whatnot - it'll be a big iris (the flower, not the eye part lol) up my spine :)
insidethemusicbox11 4 years ago
I love your tattoos. My passion in life is animals so I have paw print tattoos and a feather. I would like a cat silouette next. This is a rather random quiestion and totally off topic but i see it on a few of your comments and I have no idea what it means - <3, It looks like a fart but surely that cant be right. If anyone could enlighten me I would be greatfull.
kaifeather 4 years ago
It looks like a heart to me. Or a little mouse. Please...someone who knows, enlighten us?
peterstigerlily23 4 years ago
thanks for posting these videos. your helping me stay strong by not letting my eating disorder take over me. you have no idea what a difference you have made to me.
i love the rainbow earings! there so cute! also i think that the cherry blossom tree is going to be georgous. i hope that it will be inspiration to you. stay strong jonny and good luck sweetie!
xxxx
xnayomeex 4 years ago
wow!! what amazing Body work!! stay strong.xx
HeavenSlut07 4 years ago
Everyday I'm checking your videos and am continually impressed by your motivation, dedication, determination, and strength. You are one incredible human being.
You are not defined by your appearance but by your accomplishments.
And You've gotten this far.
You have gotten through a life time of hardships... Now..a life time of joy, beauty, and peace awaits.
Everyday you're one step closer.
You're still in this.
<3
sunkissed206 4 years ago
I know that some of the things we can all use now to help motivate you towards recovery are: (most definately) your dancing, your obtaining your PhD, and now your upcoming tattoos. :)
Carriesue81 4 years ago
Wow! and TY for showing us your body art! I can tell by the passion inwhich you speak that you are very proud of it and it's expression. I'd have to say my favorite is the ballerina ? I belive in the point shoes near the recovery tat. I feel the most ?heroic ones would be the military #'s and the Recovery one. Good luck on your Cherry Blossom tree. !!
Carriesue81 4 years ago
I love your tatoooooos, there wonderfull.
Betty page, amasing woman, beautiful.
And i love both of the ballet ones, made me want to dance agen, brake in my new pointe shoes!
I have recentley realy wanted more holes put in my body, i want my nape done, and some more in my ears.
The ink i want done will have to wate anouther two years =[
But what i want it "X-ing off the days" and my left wrist and "Fridays child" and my right.
Love to you jonny.
xx
TanitaTanita 4 years ago
hey! i love the stars. i kind of did the same thing on one of my wrists. i got a rose which is going through my skin. it was meant to remind me also of my cutting, the pain i endured there but the beauty of life at the same time. i will try and make a video soon to show the two i have. i love tattoos that remind me who i am and want to get more also.
kawani121 4 years ago
Hey Sweetie - thanks for sharing...love your tattoos and piercings..very cool! Keep focusing on that lovely recovery tattoo! I can't wait to see the cherry blossom tree! Keep fighthing!
gem61580 4 years ago
Random retarded question: is Hello Kitty a cartoon, or just a marketing symbol? (I don't have a girl or cable so I'm a bit out of the loop).
Random observation: PLZ stop apologizing for your body. I understand what you MEAN by it; but it's nothing to apologize for. You have a strong, stubborn, fighting body to match your spirit; it's hasn't given out and neither has your hope. The two are a package. If I accept your mind and spirit, I accept your body.
Period.
One being.
LucyShy 4 years ago
Favorite piercing is the rainbow stars on your ear - I've noticed that before and I thought it was a safety pin with beads (like we used to put on our shoelaces bitd)
Fav tat - the one you're gonna have when you meet your goal.
LucyShy 4 years ago
I eagerly wait for the day you tell me you are about to get a new tattoo because you're body is ready for it. As you know, I would love to have lots more tattoos too. I like all your piercings, and I really like the anti-eyebrow because it is so unusual and rare. May we both fullfill our bodyart dreams one day soon. XOXO
peppernme 4 years ago
Ps: Dammit, you're so cute!
Thanks for being brave enough to share your story and don't worry about mentioning numbers. It's up to others to look out for themselves; you warned them.
peppernme 4 years ago
that cherry blosem sounds really cool, that should give you more motivation to gain a few :D
vivahateakaanabanana 4 years ago
Hi Johnny, I can't wait to know you when you have attained your goal of (those numbers you said)! How exciting - I know you will make it and I want to see your new tatoos! My favorite tat is sexy pinup and favorite piercings are the multi-colored ones on your ear. Cute! I check for new videos every day! I've grown attached....
jambera111 4 years ago
Thanks for these vids.
Well-the 'I hope you dance' tatt WAS my fave til you explained the reason for the ballerina/scale one. My eyes filled up.
You have such passion-for art, recovery, people....that's a gift...and what a blessing; and you've some soooo far. Be patient and gentle with yourself. You're a sweetheart. **hugs**
:-)
thesoothingsurf 4 years ago
Don't care about what anyone else thinks, you're gorgeous inside & out hon!
Anyyyways, I want my body covered too! Except I can't get the inside of my arms done because of the amount of scars. It's insane =(
I looove your piercing just under your eye. I want that! I've got 7 piercings so far.
My fav tattoo is the french one, so cool =)
Take care heyy, never give up. You'll make it.<33
mjenb 4 years ago
The cherry blossom tree will be beautiful! I have some cherries on my right forearm.
And you're right you shouldn't have to sensor yourself. It's extremely caring of you to do so. I've seen a lot of ppl put in the description in caps "could be triggering" or some other explanation, as you do, so don't stress about it too much. You're taking steps to warn ppl. Besides you should be able to say what you want in your videos.
hailstorm1375 4 years ago
always wanted wrist stars, every once in a while i draw themon when i'm bored
saddasdas2 4 years ago
thanks for showing your tattoos!! they are all lovely, but the cherry blossom tree sounds so amazing!!
ParkerWashington 4 years ago
i so cant wait for it - and there will be things under the tree and nestled in it, i just cant wait!
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
Do you draw the girls and then have them tattoed?
unperfectisback 4 years ago
i have 2 hell of good tatt artists, the ballerina puppet was my idea/design and one of my tatt artists enhanced it for me, others are pieces or my artists design
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
I don't normally leave comments, but I just wanted to say that you're adorable. I love your ballerina tattoo, and I hope you get better soon. <3
powerrunsout 4 years ago
thank you so much, i have this beautiful swan lake piece all drawn up for me and ready to tattoo when i am well enough!!!! i love the ballet ones!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago