Once again I just go back to how tragic this is for every person involved. It is saddens me that this is a situation being played out over and over all around the world. I pray for a day when it is no longer so. I am so glad that my son will never have to live a lie like this. He is nineteen and out. I love him without condition. I only want him to live a authentic, happy life.
@CarlD2 I'm torn about that comment. On the one hand, it was pretty harsh. On the other, I do know closeted people where I find that that's precisely my fear. One guy, for example, is an Arab. He's married to a woman and he says he has to remind himself not to tell her the truth because if he does, his life's in danger. We try to be there for him, but obviously we can only do so much and I do wonder when will the pressure get to him and he might do then... :(
@CarlD2 No not really. That isn't what he's saying. He's saying that if he keeps going like he is, being something he's not, that some day he will be so far disconnected from himself he'll look in the mirror and see no one there, and in that moment he'll want to die. If you've never been there it's hard to understand
ok I just cant help but comment that ezra must be a super actor to continue with the scene with a persistent fly running down his back! He didnt even flinch!
@zedstheman He really is! :D I loved it, in a sense it made the scene so much more real, that the fly is there and that the focus of the characters doesn't shift because what they are discussing is so intense... Kudos to both actors for this. :)
such a powerful episode. what really got me was ezra crying at the end and leaning back on the glass table almost to brace himself because it was almost like he couldn't breath or something. subtle but very good. this is just rough on everyone because I am sure ezra never knew the guy he was involved with is married and she didn't know about him and ezra. it is just coming as a shock to everyone involved.
@drkapera I think the reason is that a part of the Israeli population has little or no knowledge of Hebrew, it's a young nation made up of immigrants, mostly from Europe, I know there is a large minority of Russian-speaking people there.
@79butters Thanks.Yes, I thought it would be something related to the literacy of the new immigrant population. But well, the written hebrew seems more complicated than the spoken one
Thanks, Matan! It's interesting Erez said it was Eytan's last chance. Did he have other chances in the past?
And what about this therapist? If he is a secular therapist, will he have any reason to say gay is not OK? Will he tell Eytan something much like Erez did -- that he could be a candidate for suicide later in life for trying to live a lie? Will he tell Neta to accept Eytan as bisexual?
Lots of ways this could go. Erez is sure easy on the eyes!
It is unbelievable how many men live life like Eytan does! When you come to think of it, the traditionally considered 10% is way below the actual level.
*snickers* Yeah, ain't that the truth. On some level, it's difficult for me to believe we still live in a world where coming out is so hard, not to say impossible, for some men. It's about time that stopped being true, Goddamnit!
Oh my god!! New clip! Thanks again! The last scene is very well-written and well-acted by the both actors. I really felt the pain both Eytan and Erez felt. I love the part when Eytan asked Erez why is he reacting so indifferently and Erez replied what difference does it make if he showed otherwise. Although trying to put a strong front, in the end Erez still can't hide his feelings and obviously Eytan still loves Erez. Just take a look at that KISS! So heartbreaking.
And the words the Erez said to Eytan echo the truth - the truth that Eytan can only be his real self when he's with Erez. And I love the small detail about Eytan not being able to look Erez in the eyes because he's lying to himself and Erez when he decided to end things with Erez. Sad... Can't wait for the next installment.
:"> I disable the comment rating because it's a system that can too easily be abused in my personal opinion (a comment which isn't necessarily bad, but enough people disagree with is automatically hidden - ain't right in my book). So I'm glad you took the time to write and support another comment despite that! ;)
I love the dialogue you were referring to so much. It's the moment when you see how unresolved Eytan's feelings and emotions are and you have to ask yourself how does he even think he can pull off getting back together with Neta.
I love the small details too, and I am SO glad that you are continually enjoying this, hon! *MWAH*
Precisely. It's painful to watch, but I found myself watching that scene over and over again because I really like how the scene is acted out - the struggles, the tenderness, the unwillingness to let go - all emotions wrapped into that little scene.
WOW so moving and heartfelt..It must be killing him in side that he must leave his lover, but does he really have to go...he will never be happy with his wife again, no matter what, and now he is in love with a man and he will remain in love with this man, even though parted, that bond will remain strong and will, I think, continue to grow and build in his heart even more than it has already as he can see the pain of his lover as he leaves him alone...yes, I feel there is much more to come...
thank you, and i so agree with the guy, E will reach the point of suicide one day, he may choose life then, but it will get to that low of a point. When you feel so lonely you think whats the point of going on.
This one vid. shows that Neta really needs to listen to her heart. Cause in her hear she knows the truth.
Thanks for uploading for us. This story is breath taking!! Hope that there is more to it.
Yeah, we all know that it can't end well if Eytan doesn't stop pretending. I honestly don't understand how people can do it to begin with. I'm a terrible liar and could never ever do anything close to this.
My pleasure, I'm so happy whenever I hear that you're enjoying it! :) And of course there's more, I'm going to start working on part 7 in a few minutes. ;)
It's a difficult situation because it involves a family with two children, and even though you guys may not agree with me, a family is worth fighting for.
A family is definitely something worth fighting for, but there are different ways of fighting for it and different things you're teaching your kids while you're doing so. I believe that at the end of the day, a family too burdened with secrets can't possibly be a happy one or one that the children leave with a good sense of self, trust and confidence. It's difficult, but coming out *and* fighting to stay the dad is *the* thing to do in my book.
U bet,,, the important thing is that he remains a good Dad to his two girls. If the definition of fighting for your family is that you deny who you are and who you really love,,, its a lie and a definition I want nothing to do with...
oh my god !! its like watching an arabic show !!!!! hebrew is insanely very cloooose to arabic !!
ICantImASaudiGirl 7 months ago
Once again I just go back to how tragic this is for every person involved. It is saddens me that this is a situation being played out over and over all around the world. I pray for a day when it is no longer so. I am so glad that my son will never have to live a lie like this. He is nineteen and out. I love him without condition. I only want him to live a authentic, happy life.
shinojosa8 7 months ago
The boyfriend is so very handsome, but I don't like that "you will commit suicide" part - it's emotional blackmail.
CarlD2 8 months ago
@CarlD2 I'm torn about that comment. On the one hand, it was pretty harsh. On the other, I do know closeted people where I find that that's precisely my fear. One guy, for example, is an Arab. He's married to a woman and he says he has to remind himself not to tell her the truth because if he does, his life's in danger. We try to be there for him, but obviously we can only do so much and I do wonder when will the pressure get to him and he might do then... :(
matan4il 8 months ago
@CarlD2 No not really. That isn't what he's saying. He's saying that if he keeps going like he is, being something he's not, that some day he will be so far disconnected from himself he'll look in the mirror and see no one there, and in that moment he'll want to die. If you've never been there it's hard to understand
phoenix3370 1 week ago
ok I just cant help but comment that ezra must be a super actor to continue with the scene with a persistent fly running down his back! He didnt even flinch!
zedstheman 9 months ago
@zedstheman He really is! :D I loved it, in a sense it made the scene so much more real, that the fly is there and that the focus of the characters doesn't shift because what they are discussing is so intense... Kudos to both actors for this. :)
matan4il 9 months ago
"your gonna commit suicide someday, you know" those are some powerful words to say to someone
lovelydiva06 1 year ago
strong words at the end
thorium222 1 year ago
such a powerful episode. what really got me was ezra crying at the end and leaning back on the glass table almost to brace himself because it was almost like he couldn't breath or something. subtle but very good. this is just rough on everyone because I am sure ezra never knew the guy he was involved with is married and she didn't know about him and ezra. it is just coming as a shock to everyone involved.
ericnfan 1 year ago
That's why I don't want to have nothing to do with married men.. :-/
79butters 1 year ago
Just a quiestion Why is the movie subttiled in hebrew if they are speaking hebrew?
drkapera 1 year ago
@drkapera I think the reason is that a part of the Israeli population has little or no knowledge of Hebrew, it's a young nation made up of immigrants, mostly from Europe, I know there is a large minority of Russian-speaking people there.
79butters 1 year ago
@79butters Thanks.Yes, I thought it would be something related to the literacy of the new immigrant population. But well, the written hebrew seems more complicated than the spoken one
drkapera 1 year ago
@drkapera I think it's done for the deaf and hearing impaired.
TheBartieboy 9 months ago
this soap ? drama?
anyway, so interesting :D
and performers r so attractive.
they r hot :D
jjanoongjjanoong 2 years ago
I've watched all the episodes thus far and have loved them! Is this an on-going series or something short term? At any rate, I love it.
bigdancd 2 years ago
I just watched all 6 parts and I'm hooked. Can't wait for the next part, thank you so much for bringing this to us! :)
dalia 2 years ago
thanks matan!
eytan's got some big decisions to make...
erez is darn handsome, but then again, i love neta, she seems like a real sweetheart.
HauteToTrot 2 years ago
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airwebreathe 2 years ago
This story continues to amaze me. It is so different and honest. Thank you so much for sharing it with us.
ModernArtMasterpiece 2 years ago
Thanks, Matan! It's interesting Erez said it was Eytan's last chance. Did he have other chances in the past?
And what about this therapist? If he is a secular therapist, will he have any reason to say gay is not OK? Will he tell Eytan something much like Erez did -- that he could be a candidate for suicide later in life for trying to live a lie? Will he tell Neta to accept Eytan as bisexual?
Lots of ways this could go. Erez is sure easy on the eyes!
Thanks, again, Matan!
bilcal 2 years ago
It is unbelievable how many men live life like Eytan does! When you come to think of it, the traditionally considered 10% is way below the actual level.
vladsedov 2 years ago
Them Jews can make gr8 story lines ;)
kiransimon15 2 years ago
yup ... gotta love em,,, wandering around the desert for 5 thousand years gives ya time to think up great plot lines....
JiminPalmSprings 2 years ago
hahhahahahha no shit,your funny
beelekani 2 years ago
the kiss at 4:30 with those sounds of lust and desperation,,, sooooo good
JiminPalmSprings 2 years ago
except the fly all was good :)
kiransimon15 2 years ago
That fly wants in on the actions too. ;)
matan4il 2 years ago
by the way I love listening to the Hebrew language it sound so calming
72pompom 2 years ago
yup you are so right :)
kiransimon15 2 years ago
thanks once again for sharing...will wait eagerly on the next clip
72pompom 2 years ago
This feels familiar. Poor closet-cases. *sigh* And woes the men who love them. lol
MistressOfAkasha 2 years ago
*snickers* Yeah, ain't that the truth. On some level, it's difficult for me to believe we still live in a world where coming out is so hard, not to say impossible, for some men. It's about time that stopped being true, Goddamnit!
matan4il 2 years ago
Oh my god!! New clip! Thanks again! The last scene is very well-written and well-acted by the both actors. I really felt the pain both Eytan and Erez felt. I love the part when Eytan asked Erez why is he reacting so indifferently and Erez replied what difference does it make if he showed otherwise. Although trying to put a strong front, in the end Erez still can't hide his feelings and obviously Eytan still loves Erez. Just take a look at that KISS! So heartbreaking.
airwebreathe 2 years ago
And the words the Erez said to Eytan echo the truth - the truth that Eytan can only be his real self when he's with Erez. And I love the small detail about Eytan not being able to look Erez in the eyes because he's lying to himself and Erez when he decided to end things with Erez. Sad... Can't wait for the next installment.
airwebreathe 2 years ago
thumbs up to this.. since rating was disabled.. lol.. ;)
loowees 2 years ago
:"> I disable the comment rating because it's a system that can too easily be abused in my personal opinion (a comment which isn't necessarily bad, but enough people disagree with is automatically hidden - ain't right in my book). So I'm glad you took the time to write and support another comment despite that! ;)
matan4il 2 years ago
I love the dialogue you were referring to so much. It's the moment when you see how unresolved Eytan's feelings and emotions are and you have to ask yourself how does he even think he can pull off getting back together with Neta.
I love the small details too, and I am SO glad that you are continually enjoying this, hon! *MWAH*
matan4il 2 years ago
Precisely. It's painful to watch, but I found myself watching that scene over and over again because I really like how the scene is acted out - the struggles, the tenderness, the unwillingness to let go - all emotions wrapped into that little scene.
airwebreathe 2 years ago
WOW so moving and heartfelt..It must be killing him in side that he must leave his lover, but does he really have to go...he will never be happy with his wife again, no matter what, and now he is in love with a man and he will remain in love with this man, even though parted, that bond will remain strong and will, I think, continue to grow and build in his heart even more than it has already as he can see the pain of his lover as he leaves him alone...yes, I feel there is much more to come...
cumbinow4fun 2 years ago
"he will never be happy with his wife again, no matter what"
No kidding! It's such a heartbreaking moment, when he walks out the door. I want to huggle everyone involved and tell them it will be alright.
Hope you continue to enjoy this storyline! And there is more to come, not too long now until I'm done with part 7, I promise. ;)
matan4il 2 years ago
I am liking this story! Thanks for sharing
Lauriez4 2 years ago
So glad to hear that! :D My pleasure and I hope you continue to enjoy this channel!
matan4il 2 years ago
wow that was some good interaction there
Slight22 2 years ago
Glad you enjoyed it! Hope you continue to enjoy this channel! ;)
matan4il 2 years ago
I find Erez yummy,,,, I'm so glad we have finally met him!!
JiminPalmSprings 2 years ago
I do too, I am too and I find the kiss yummy as well. :">
matan4il 2 years ago
I love Erez, straightforward and with a clear vision of things. This storyline is sooo good and far from the cliches that is my number one addiction.
Thanks for the vids and sharing!
chobonaino 2 years ago
He's a great character and I love him too. I'm glad you're enjoying it and I hope you continue to! :)
My pleasure!
matan4il 2 years ago
Finally, some action but too bad.. He can't be himself, gosh, I gotta agree with Erez, hm...
lazykido 2 years ago
I was so looking forward to him seeing Erez again! And don't worry, there's more to come and hopefully soon. ;)
matan4il 2 years ago
Yay! Thanks for the clips. :)
jcsgrrl 2 years ago
My pleasure, hon! :D
matan4il 2 years ago
thanks =)
chitrungmai 2 years ago
My pleasure. ;)
matan4il 2 years ago
thank you, and i so agree with the guy, E will reach the point of suicide one day, he may choose life then, but it will get to that low of a point. When you feel so lonely you think whats the point of going on.
This one vid. shows that Neta really needs to listen to her heart. Cause in her hear she knows the truth.
Thanks for uploading for us. This story is breath taking!! Hope that there is more to it.
soonersherewego 2 years ago
Yeah, we all know that it can't end well if Eytan doesn't stop pretending. I honestly don't understand how people can do it to begin with. I'm a terrible liar and could never ever do anything close to this.
My pleasure, I'm so happy whenever I hear that you're enjoying it! :) And of course there's more, I'm going to start working on part 7 in a few minutes. ;)
matan4il 2 years ago
Thanks y'all!
It's a difficult situation because it involves a family with two children, and even though you guys may not agree with me, a family is worth fighting for.
0stsee 2 years ago
A family is definitely something worth fighting for, but there are different ways of fighting for it and different things you're teaching your kids while you're doing so. I believe that at the end of the day, a family too burdened with secrets can't possibly be a happy one or one that the children leave with a good sense of self, trust and confidence. It's difficult, but coming out *and* fighting to stay the dad is *the* thing to do in my book.
matan4il 2 years ago
U bet,,, the important thing is that he remains a good Dad to his two girls. If the definition of fighting for your family is that you deny who you are and who you really love,,, its a lie and a definition I want nothing to do with...
JiminPalmSprings 2 years ago
I agree completely! *hugs* I'm so glad you're a part of this storyline too. *mwah*
matan4il 2 years ago