Nicki Minaj - Autobiography lyrics

[iFCBARCEL0NA]

Real fans here

[Brenzil01]

nikki the realest

[changingme09]

does nicki had a baby then committed abortion?

[JagseerViper202]

@changingme09 I guess so.. but she regrets it.

[dezzyxsoxrandom]

@changingme09 YEAA SHE HAD A CHILD WEN SHE WAS 14 AND HER BF GOT MURDERED SO SHE HAD AN ABORTION

[TheDancestar00]

Onika is pounced Nicki and Miraj is her real past name ..

[Makeup4DaYouth]

Maraj is her real last name her real first bame is Onika

[BradderzBradnick]

I swear she says

"This is the Auto biography of Nicki Miraj"

[zeke1998able]

@BradderzBradnick She does. And its Maraj*

[1029384756musiclover]

@BradderzBradnick ya thats cuz that her real last name

[taylorstar515]

nicki this song is what brought me closer to you i hear the pain in your voice awwww goddd

[chrisboxer111]

never knew Nicki had a abortion. I love this song. I feel like I know her a bit more.

[1SingaGurl]

Im cryinnggggggg.

[dominguez23vero]

I love this song. It made me cry.

[MyMadness123]

this is the nicky minaj we need, that 'Stupid Hoe' nonesense is alot of bullshit

[1SingaGurl]

@MyMadness123 Nicki*

[missloulouu13]

She sings about such sad subjects, yet makes it beauttiffullll ! <3

* replay button= RAPEDDD

[JolieJean87]

wow i teared up to that

[xkandixmichellex]

this is so sad /:

[iamchampaine15]

nicki been thru alot,even wen ppl douted her n tlked bout her,she kept it real

da whol time n nver stopped her dreams for nobody else

[jellyellie123100]

Genius.

[katierosemakeup]

i miss this nicki<333

[yourmother69hawhawha]

have gained even more respect for her..love her so much..i know she wants to be versatile and it sound cliché but i really miss this deeper more beautiful side to her:)

[lTaneesha]

I LOVE this Nicki!!!

[thanosbull]

did she really had a son?

[thanosbull]

i m a big fan of you!!!i love you nicki!!!!<3

[StillFlowinq]

i love you nick i wish that didnt happen you know i got you nick you r my girl i love you just go and do u nicki

[MindlessMeh14]

what did she mean by grab an iron n black out

[GirliesSwag]

did she have abortion or something



[Sendria]

@GirliesSwag yep

[lovelylexus19]

@GirliesSwag She had an abortion when she was young

[ObeyMyswagx3]

I feel you Nicki



[taelovesme13]

I was crying the whole song the first time i heard it in 09 , she's GREAT <33

[mindlessgirl705]

i love nicki

[dominguez23vero]

These is the Nicki that people love. I love all Nicki's, but this is the one I really love. Do your thing girl. LOVE YA. 

[mindlessgirl705]

@dominguez23vero tru i like her makin songs about her life it shows the real nicki

[pearlalldayeverydify]

i freakin love thiss songg i feel u nicki 

[MsDopey69]

Bravo.

[Pradabby86]

This is the Nicki I liked. People could relate to her pain. She sugarcoats it now.

[alleirbag16]

wow this is to sad and this vid been up 4 1 day and it has 291216 views

but its till sad song

[XxCrowsightxX]

@alleirbag16 its been up for a year....

[waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa860]

This i the Nicki I miss...real!

[dylgled96]

I have a lot more respect for her. I wish she stayed like this..

[SuperFatboychronicle]

This song go harrd no lie.

[Treva143]

I love this Nicki the Nicki who rapped bout the real things as she was livin her life now its lil kim said dadadada and Nicki made a rap diss for lil kim called dadadada i don't know if people realize this but the shit is trifflin and its not cute but all i can say to NICK IS KEEP DOING YA THANG GIRL

[missbeckyxxx]

Nicki you made me cry :'( I love youuu

[arasaeissarah]

From the first few lines I sat here wide eyed about to cry. She is spilling her guts. That's why she's my Idol. I know a lot of people say she's a horrible role model but I think she's a pretty good one.

[Familygirl3198]

Like really idc if there's only 15 dislikes nobody should hate dis song yall some real messed up, cold hearted, idiots why dont yall see if you went through all dis and people was just hatting on you FOR NO REASON

[MsShae1999]

i love this thumps up for this if listening in 2012

[onikamaraj4lyfe]

this the bomb

[WolfclawScar]

This songg is Beautiful. <33 It made me cry.

[nickirule01]

This is so sad I will pray that she finds the right person soon.

[adventurelove432]

I LOVE this song... My parents h8 Nikki tho

[puppylexis]

@adventurelove432 Mines Too,...My Mother Dinks She Is Kinda Crazy But GOT Talent......I THINK SHE IS A GENIUS

[baybay3331]

this a beatiful song

[2489Tinkerbell]

this song reminds me so much of myself.... proud to be from TRINIDAD !!!!!!!!!1

[4evebestie]

why do people hat get over it nicki is the best no matter wht everbody had to over come something in there life so everybody that dislikes this song our just mad that everbody in this world of ours dislike they ass

[UjaiStarr9]

man i dont care wut nobodie sae daz da best and alwayz will b da best songz nicki ever made i meen itz so dam real i giv props

[TErica81]

Omg I cry everytime I hear ths song :'(

[superpanda9810]

did he say sycamore ?



[MyNYCdream]

what make's me cry is: you can hear the pain in her voice ...

[itskjm]

Man her last verse was talking about she had a abortion! (I think) & who tried to stab my bae?

[Tacora101Badd]

i love this song itz so real

[myamyworld]

i cry when i hear this song her dad is so stupid he ruined her life its just not fair. Nicki Minaj is from trinidad and tobago and so am i

[yvonne123222]

:)

[MindlessGirlSwagg143]

This makes me cry every time I hear this ='[

[AlexMurray2k10]

If only this would be the next song she released! It would be the best way to restore everyone's love for her after Stupid Hoe! :'D

(PS - I actually like Stupid Hoe, It's just that pretty much everyone else doesn't). :L

[AlexMurray2k10]

I'm currently trying to download every single song off this channel. It's really boring right now, but I know it will be worth it! :D

[200301783]

im cryin

[mocalove101]

the end really speaks to me -cryin-:)

[zebrasrock9]

how do you make lyrics videos?i really wont to make one

[dangerousegirl95]

beatiful, bud where uis jhor zoon

[DejaBetterThanYou]

@dangerousegirl95 beautiful*

[Funqwisha]

the soul of her really comes out . i don't think any other female rapper don't kno where Nicki is comin from , like Rihanna . theres another song like this called "Can Anybody Hear Me" . I just wanted to say thay. bcuz i bet 50 dollars that no one here exept for maybe 1 person had a perfect childhood ! Just like LizzieMinajx2 said , and yhuu are right . From out of everyones hart thats readin this plz like and comment !

[ilovesongs020198]

Why isnt she stil makinn songs like this ? This is what her fans really wannah hear

[Funqwisha]

@ilovesongs020198  right true dat

[maddiekiens]

i love nicki shes like the best rapper and i love her songs and i understand what shes going through well i dont really know but like i feel her pain. :) <3

[Funqwisha]

@maddiekiens love it i REALLY do knoe were she comin feom

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[prettyfullarisa]

15 people had/have a perfect life.

[MsMinajismyname]

i love nicki, and yes top comment i do know onika...i grew up in queens i know the shit shes gone thorugh, except the abortion part -_- but other than that...this is pretty much how my life is. So if you only know the Super Bass nicki, dont judge shes much more than that <3

[Funqwisha]

@MsMinajismyname YHU TOOK THE WORDS RIGHT OUT OF MY MOUTH INSTEAD OF THE QUEENS PART

[myne1000]

@MsMinajismyname im from queens to. you always gotta be on guard up there. shit is survival of the fittest. 4rl son

[MsMinajismyname]

@myne1000 yeah scary shit goes down sometimes i already got my apartment broken into once, real shit!

[myne1000]

@MsMinajismyname YO MFCKAS HOUSES GET ROOBED IN BROAD DAYLIGHT. ITS NOT EVEN SUPRISIN NOMORE. THAT SHIT IS LIKE A TREND MY NIGGA. SHIT GET REAL REAL FAST.

[myne1000]

@myne1000 ROBBED**

[KikiGorben]

Im 15 and i hav a daughter who is 3 years old. My life is spinning outta control. But every time i listenin to this song it make me realize that im not the only with a hard life. I really dont care what ppl think ov nicki minaj. But to me shes everything. This song is about her life struggles and how she has overcome that she is a strong young lady! I look up to her soo that i can over come and be that role model for my daughter. NICKI MINAJ THANK YOU FOR GIVIVNG ME SOMEONE TO LOOK UP TO <3

[ThePoohnanny]

@KikiGorben

Baby Doll Indox Me. I Understand , Am 15 As Well.

[Funqwisha]

@KikiGorben IM CRYING ,BEATIFUL , SOMEONE GIVE HER AN APLOD

[DejaBetterThanYou]

@Funqwisha beautiful*

[nickiminajjessiej]

@KikiGorben Im so sorry i know how you feel and i hope your struggles will vanish and i hope the babies father is by your side :)

[TeamEdward221997]

You can tell this song means a lot to her because if you listen you can hear the tears in her voice<3

[nyree93lamour]

I remember playing this over and over the 2nd verse really hurt

[djzeezfan]

this is a really strong woman this song is sooo amazing i love nicky minaj her style to sing he is alway the best!

don't say smt about her when you don't know her!!

he just sing the truth guys!

[KaylaMinaj10]

#TeamMinaj till the death of me! 

[RocRoyalisSEXY123]

Ibeen, threw sumn like that. But it makes me cry. Ily mommy ur muhh queen!:)

[haliaboo2]

Diz de nicki I fell in luv widd

[lillyacero]

@kenydra05 I almost cried too! It's so sad :(

[lillyacero]

@luvbunny239 So true <3

[luvbunny239]

this song makes me cry every time i hear uits touching n nobody rlly knows wat she has been thru n y she is the woman she is today....

[mustachechaos]

:(*

[mustachechaos]

Who tried to stab her? :),

[kenydra05]

that almost made me cry :''''''(

[KyleeLoveesYou]

Team Minaj 'til the death. <3

[harajukubarbie123ish]

Her third verse went the hardest. Actually this whole song go stupid hard.

[SandraC230]

hell yeah this song is a jam this song changed my whole perspective about herr this is real shit she should stop that barbie crazy shit...

[iRockBumbleBee]

@jaelyne99 Its pronounced Oh-neek-uh (Onika)

[344adz]

this is so deep 

[BabezJojo]

This is da real Nicki *tears* evn doee i listenes to diz song alotta tim3s

[TheKarmajones]

For some of yall to be DIE HARD fans, yall don't know shit about her! Yall don't even know her real name, smdh. Research before yall come on YOUTUBE AND MAKE YOURSELVES LOOK STUPID!

[MinajBarbie17]

Nicki is a huge inspiration not only to me, but to everyone. Just keep going.

[AngelinaLeTV]

Aw. ):

[MrMonkey2982]

I love u nicki minaj I'm ur biggest fan nicki minaj always and 4 ever

[retronerdsful]

I love you nikki minaj !!!!TeamMinaj!!!!

[nicki267215]

This song is soooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!­!!!!! ugh! i cried like i dont know how many times!!!! so sad!!

[55biebersgirl]

Wow i cried at the end nickis different now she regrets i hope god forgives her for the thing shes done

[lonlonalldae]

i wanna cry

;(

[DuckMySickkk]

In the first verse, Nicki is talking about how her father tried to burn the house down while her mother was in it, and how much she loves her mother, and how much she USED to hate her father. The second verse is about how much Nicki misses her boyfriend, and how she was pregnant with his baby, but Nicki had an abortion. She is talking about how much she regrets her decision to have the abortion, and how she wished she had ignored people when they said she was too young for a child.

[nicki267215]

@DuckMySickkk who was the "bitch" that tried to stab her?

[keymontadennis]

this song is so wow and i think her baby would have been beautiful

[LizzieMinajx2]

you guys think you know her, but you dont. The first verse is about how her father had tried to kill her mother by burning the house down. The second is because she pushed her boyfriend away, and they had planned everything and the last is about how she had an abortion. shes amazing, to go through all that, 14 people must have had the perfect childhood, but Nicki is real, and amazing..thumbs up if you agree with this.

[sweetiekay202]

@LizzieMinajx2 you are right about ever thing except the part about nicki is real i love her but she said something about getting her mother a house and her watching b.e.t.at the awards so her mother did not die and last time she said her mother was stuck or stayed on a island she changes every thing about her past all the time

[Demuwan]

@sweetiekay202 well, then thats just been misinterpreted, her mother was killed, it was an attempt, it didnt succeed, Nickis real, like it or not:) however, i respect your opinion:)

[luvbunny239]

@LizzieMinajx2 i didnt have a perfect child hood im 12 n my parents gt a divorce wen i was 4 i havnt seen my mo n 7 yrz.. n my dad sayz im a slut just lyk her but i didnt do anything n much more i am a nicki minaj fan n i relate to her my frenz say im lyk her but idk wat to believe theez dayz

[Funqwisha]

@luvbunny239 im the same!

[Funqwisha]

@luvbunny239 im the same!

[msbeckakorboe]

Oh,She aborted her son...."Mummy don't cry can't yu see I'm right here?"? That's saying her aborted son is a ghost and she cant see him b'cuz he's died.....

[msbeckakorboe]

SOOO,Nicki Minaj's dad killed her mum she got pregnant by her boyfriend she gave birth to her son(I think) and it died some how???....Nicki Minaj raps the truth she don't lie bout it.....

[keymontadennis]

@msbeckakorboe no her dad didnt kill her mom he tried then she pushed her bf away and was pregnant but had an abortion

[savilnaomie]

she didnt have an abortion

[nicki267215]

@savilnaomie yes she did u dumb ass did u hear the song???

[TayTayBear203]

Ok,.. when she says" Mommy dont cry, cant you see im right here.." Did she have a kid??? :?

[mrsDrizzy909]

@TayTayBear203 iBelieve she aborted

[TayTayBear203]

@mrsDrizzy909 aww.. :(

[Blackbby1]

that song makes me wanna cry so bad iloveyuhh nikki even more

[TayTayBear203]

I got chills..

[MsNickimanij]

the first verse is about her dad den the 2nd is about her boyfriend or wat eva den da 3rd is about her son

[MBrayraylover132]

luv thiz song!!!!!

[BubblesChannel4ever]

@100PrincessDanni Wait nicki aborted the baby or her mom did?

[bemywifeynicki]

@BubblesChannel4ever Nicki had an abortion at age 14 bcause people told her to and her mom almost died in a fire caused b her dad

[lifewithaldous]

Gosh. i love your channel so much ♥

[mrningaili]

@100PrincessDanni

did she actually get pregnant and then abort the baby?

[Evanforevertill2012]

so fken good , almost left me in tears ..

[TheOfficialSaveeD]

So wait the first verse she hates her dad and know in the 2nd she loves him??????

[AllNickiMinajSongs]

@TheOfficialSaveeD Some girls call their boyfriends "daddy\'

[mindlessGRANDer143]

@AllNickiMinajSongs She is talking about her dad. She said in an interveiw that she used to hate her dad but she got over what he did.

[nicki267215]

@AllNickiMinajSongs thats grose!

[nicki267215]

@nicki267215 but i still kindda like it.

[luvbunny239]

@AllNickiMinajSongs but just saying she was talking about her dad bcuz remember her dad burned down the house.... i watched that interview

[lilangel3591]

@TheOfficialSaveeD she tlkin bout her momma listen duh

[nicki267215]

@TheOfficialSaveeD well not exactly..... she hated him for what he did , but she wishes that they could have a loving relationship.... i guese?!

[nicki267215]

@nicki267215 the second part was about her boyfriendd.........by bad!

[04monae]

@TheOfficialSaveeD she was calling her ex boyfriend daddy

[sweetiekay202]

@TheOfficialSaveeD at first i thought she mean her mom was her daddy and every thing and when she died she realized that she loved her then again i believe she was talking about how she forgives her father

[jovialjuliettee]

if i get 50 thumbs up imma do a cover 4 dis song i might even cry

[jovialjuliettee]

i love nicki so much i font understand y ppl hate on her nicki is the best

[bshalane10]

<3

[poodahs]

I told myself i wasnt going to cry, but i did anyway

[sadarrya]

her life was messed up but i love her

[sellymariegomez32]

she reminds me of Eminem those 2 are people who rap about real life experiences and their experiences those whose lyrics u can relate to those 2 are TRUE rappers not the bullshit u hear everyday

[misspaulaaleksandra]

@sellymariegomez32 listen to british grime n freestyles.. every british rapper chats about real life and the shit they have been thru.. unlike all the other who chat about bitches, drugs and money :/ its all bullshit.. and Eminem and Tupac were acc the only ones (y)

[nickilover2412]

ive love nicki so much ever scince i was little!!!!!shes a fuckin soldier after all shes been through in her life.i fuckin went crazy the other day when someones like"nicki minaj is weired and stupid"you know what people dont fuckin no what shes bin thru.dont fuckin hate bitches.

[ciara5951]

nicki minaj should make a video of this in it would be number 1 in 106&park she been threw so much thats y ppl need to fall back in ghet off her people always gotta find somebody to pick on so why her?