depression isnt a joke; im 13 ive had it ever since i was 8 i self harm and try to commit suicide often. If anyone needs help advice to get better please mail me
? I have good techniques for getting through the day and becoming happier im here to help no matter what and everything you mail me is confidential i promise i can help i will try my best, i know how it feels<3 your not alone
In my case, I had depression but I'm not feeling sad. In fact, I fucked a girl and had consensual sex with her at 15!!! Now I don't even have depression, lot social phobia!! It's illness on genes I thought. Don't blame me suckers!
you're so brave, i know my words dont mean much but i can relate more than i would want to admit. its good to see you got through it, im not there yet, i dont know if i will make it but i admire your courage so thankyou, its nice not to feel so alone and like a freak lol
cool girl, I'm glad you found a way out of it. I dont know if I'll sound prude or...whatever, but I find that changing your habits is the biggest thing, try some music you normally wouldnt and if you like some new genere stay with it...I like Regina Spektor :p
i am 12 and I have depression the same as you but mine is trigged by my mums illness I started digging my fingernails into my wrist but now I have theropy
Thank you for posting this... I've been dealing with depression since I was 14 after the death of someone I knew. I self-harm and have contemplated suicide. Watching this has shown me that there are people worse off and that anyone can get through the darkness.... thank you again... =/
thats touching but, what if there is no way to cope with it? what if u have no friends no money no family no one cares? u think of killing yourself everyday, u dream of horrible things every night and you literally become afraid of everything including yourself! if u come up with an answer to that one, u might just save my life
Its really sad to read many of the posts on here. If you want to be set free turn to Jesus Christ. He has helped me with depression and so much more. God Bless...
this storys sad ...my parent tell me to go get fucked....and they tell me your a pease of shit and that i rewen everyones lifes thats why my hole family hates me and my mom told me she doesnt want me any more..n i need to find someone who actually wants to take care of me ..en then she took all our money and ditched out on me and my siblings...n im sure shes never ever gona come back again..........what did i do to make her want to leave n never come back.......
@tifism I hope you have a good future and don't lising to your mum you are usfull. just stay strong and keep you head held high and you'll get through it :) x
Why is it you think He doesnt exist? There is so much proof in the Bible of His existence. When you pass up religion and turn to a relationship its a whole new thing. God Bless.
lol your so annoying, you atheist scum bag. spell exist right by the way please ;). you believe in evolution? another idiot who thinks we popped here from a magic rock hitting another magic rock and boom humanity.LOL LOGIC IS GOOD AM I RIGHT!...What has this world come to ;(
i was deppresed for the longest time and i never felt so alone so i turned to self infliction and got cought now my mom and we have the worst feelings for each other she wants me to talk about it NO she doesnt under stand im tired. i wonder what its like to no be alive ?
thank you everyone, for your support. i did this video for myself it was never intended for youtube or even for another living soul to see, but my partner saw it and he was moved he has known, and as most of you will know, when you suffer DP you never show how your feeling. and he suggested for me to post it, while i made this i realised i had the support and it was a huge step for me personally to put this out there to be judged so cruley.
Hey THere, I was very impressed with you video, so much so that some friends have posted it on bebo for their mental health site, very impressed - its great to see someone come out through the other end - realising that they are worth something - Very impresse - and no matter what those people below say, you are brave for sharing your story.
You are such a beautiful woman in so many ways thank you for posting this vid. you have now shared with me a way to cope with my depression! thank you so much! :)
hey. I really loved this video. I've got depression and anxiety, and I think you really did well on this video. keep your head up. it's never over. :)
I watched this in the hope that i could find myself makin some crass comments bout depression an such, but now i'm just depressed. JeeeSussss.....people, come on! do ya want some cheese with that whine? Laurence Olivier once said."suicide is easy, if ya really gotta mind to" There's no such thing as TRYING to committ suicide. You DO or you DON'T...if you don't wanna...stop trying to make people feel sorry for you, you just sound pathetic!
if you actually watched the whole video you would have not made that comment, cause in actual fact i realised i didnt want to die. so this video is in fact empowering, for myself and from a lot of the comments i get to other people too.
Well....uhhhrrrrrr....gee.....if only I'd watched the whole video, huh! Maybes I wudn'a maked a fool of myself then, huh?
I watched the whole goddamned thing, alright!
I just had to see how self-indulgent you would really get. Shit, or get off the pot!
don't get folks to feel sorry for ya...cos they don't! And surrounding yourself with other beaten down folk aint gonna make ya feel better bout yo'self. If you want life, LIVE IT...if you don't....well....you know the answer to that!
you unsympathetic jerk. depression is a disease. people don't CHOOSE to be depressed. it's people like you who I wish were born with depression just to see how it feels. I don't think you could last a day.
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I was born with a steel hard core runnin up my back and with more skins than an onion. Trouble with you folks is, you think the world should come to your rescue and bring a better life with it. Take you f'rinstance, I reckon you're depressed cos you aint being adored by millions and selling records by the truck loads. Vanity and self obsession is causing your problem. As for depression! well, I know the difference between an illness and whining self pity. Depressed people don't whine so much!
We don't want to be adored by millions or sell records by the truck loads, thank you very much. we'd be happy enough if our depression would just lessen in it's intensity. And what makes you think the person who made this video was whining? she just wanted to explain to people how her depression started and the reasons for it. I think she did this video in order to support people struggling with similar issues. she wasn't whining. so now I have to say something really immature: go fuck yourself.
You coulda said so much worse. Why you holding back? Get angry with the world. fight back goddammit. we express ourselves through our passion, not through our apathy! Come on, momma...give it to me. both fuckin barrels...shoot my arrogant, obnoxious head off. It'll make ya feeeeeelll gooooood. Hahahahahahaha.......you're funny!
yah, i wasnt born with depression . but when I was a little girl, ALOT of things happened, and things in my lifetime still do. all you caN do is hope. or get help;
@hanovagia People who've never been depressed never understand what we go through. You are one of those people. Outreaching to someone about your depression is not pathetic. It's your way of trying to end the pain. It's not about making people feel sorry about you. It's about seeing if you're not alone. When your depressed, you feel alone, unwanted, unneeded.
i went through similar experiences, and i used to cut. i quit cutting now and i'm still not exactly using the greatest coping mechanism but anyways, good video.
you are pathetic its poeple like you in the world (antixlife6x6x6x) that make poeple depressed u are pathertic u piece of shit u should lock ureself in a closed and dont come out until u can consider about other people
yasounds normial depression to me my father disowned me 3 times then comes back to rip it up more its all good i relize he is a piece of shit and if it was legal id kill him myself tyty parents fuk u up when ur young thats tha problem we learn what we see our brain is fresh at first so how we are is there falts and people around that do things rember its not ur fault when ur parents hold u back when ur yound and dont even relize it thats a big problem so good luck dont be a loner like me
hang on there :) my dads an alcoholic and i've tryed some of the methods you used to cope with your problems, I still self harm now. But don't end your life for this
Arr :) well don't give up, I certainly don't love mine anymore we've been to the police and asked if he could be arrested or anything they said no. our whole family has turned their backs on us. they wont help us. :(
hey benlorenc i feel the same, i had depression since i was 12 now im 21 and im feeling way better i found the right medication for me i hope you do to i feel so bad for you like i wish i could hug you cause i alwasy felt better when i was down and i got hugs :( im so looking forward to making music that helps us all pray to God to help you hun youll pull through :) take care.
my dad was abusive he hit me and called me names when i was 9 i tried to kill myself in class than i was 11 and cut myself at school and got caught by a teacher.
i am still horibbly depressed and have nothing but the fact that i can play guitar i am never happy and never feel anything but anger depression anxiety and despair.
i want to die but wont kill my self because i don want to go to hell.
I remember 13, it sucked but every year since then has gotten better. Don't listen to people who say you're teen years are the best ones because it's the opposite of true. All to often teens are locked in a psychological box and behind every corner is a new humiliation waiting for them. With few exceptions the "cool" kids in school become washouts and the fringe kids who persiver go on to great things. Much better to peak in your 30s or 40s rather than peek in the fake world of high school.
Fuck this your end of the rainbow thing may work for you but theres a lot of others out there that have it worse than you. when i was 10 my friend and i stole and got cought doing it. I got in trouble and she didint. there are a lot of other thing worse then me adn you but you bull shit is fucking retarted you ass hole
My guess is that you're angry with the part of yourself that is depressed and resent those feelings. Lashing out against others may make you feel like you're taking control of those feelings but it's just sending out negative vibes that will reflect back on you with the negativity of others. If I'm wrong your name wouldn't be "nothingness" and you wouldn't be searching "depression" on youtube. If people have treated others poorly it's because of their own hangups.
@nothingness187 And are you SERIOUSLY comparing stealing to depression? You got caught, it's something you can get over. Depression is something you can never get over by yourself. These are two VERY different things, even non-comparable. Depression is A LOT worse than stealing. One, you made a choice to do so and you were caught. Depression is from enviroment, society, etc. that is out of your control.
SAD then ok then really happy and one with nature and confident then self doubting then hating myself then cannot be bothered to leave house for days then .... happy and sad at same time and anxious and then fine for a few weeks then blue for a week then over again and then really stupid and then like einstein or an artist then down again. Who am I ? Just a person suffering mild cyclothymia?
You just got to hang in there and always remember there are others going through the same thing, and as it says in this vid find a constructive way to vent your depression.
You can even shout at me endlessly!
For me, my depression was caused by exreme anger that I had been keeping inside me.
I'll be your support when you need it!
Just send messages to my account I'll help in any way I can, I promise!
bless you. may all your future days be filled with peace. you have learned to love yourself. you will help at least one person with this video and that will matter more than any words or doctors can do.
I know somebody who can help people through their depression and other problems.
He cured my depression totally and altho I haven't dealt with all you have I believe he has the answers to moving towards happiness no matter what your situation is.
You'll find the beginnings of the answers in SuicideTEE's channel of videos, and if you need more help you can get in touch via YT.
Wow! Beautiful video & tattoo's. Never heard of someone dealing with their problems that way but I think it's unique, beautiful and very helpfull. Take care sweety!
I totally felt what you were saying really the truth is all my life i have felt faluire and turned mostly to alchol i just must admitt that even drunk i still feel the same way and thanks for you to come out with this
Good video, I have recently been diagnosed with depression and am now taking prozac, I am looking forward to brighter days, and I no longer feel hopeless! God Bless.
Omg girl, God bless u for making it, ure beautiful inside n out. im going thru the same thing myself and have been since i was like 11....im scared to actually kill myself n deep inside like u i wanna live....thanks 4 givin me hope
I never had any triggers, its just comes over me. Like black hands enveloping my body and digging their fingers into my head while crushing and pulling together. Not always the most fun thing but I just learned to get on with it long ago.
wow i'm so happy for you that you've been able to do this its an absolute miracle because not many people in the same situation are ever able to do that... i'm sorry your life has been so rough- it's not fair... keep going keep surviving stay strong
Well done, im happy for you and i think youve made a very positive and constructive video. Ive suffered "D" for a long time too, since i was 5...im 39 now but i havnt had a bout for 2yrs...i beleive that time can help ppl recover...dont give up just hang on, things will get better with time...from a survivor
it is not easy to cope our deppression....and it is cause why we have to do this crazy things like suicide..:((
thelastrevenge1 8 months ago
depression isnt a joke; im 13 ive had it ever since i was 8 i self harm and try to commit suicide often. If anyone needs help advice to get better please mail me
? I have good techniques for getting through the day and becoming happier im here to help no matter what and everything you mail me is confidential i promise i can help i will try my best, i know how it feels<3 your not alone
hannyindividuality 11 months ago
Hey, I don't know if its obvious,or not.. but on the second picture, suicide, what is it underneath?
Jerem2469 1 year ago
HAHA, MOLESTED!
In my case, I had depression but I'm not feeling sad. In fact, I fucked a girl and had consensual sex with her at 15!!! Now I don't even have depression, lot social phobia!! It's illness on genes I thought. Don't blame me suckers!
TheClearedBeast 1 year ago
you're so brave, i know my words dont mean much but i can relate more than i would want to admit. its good to see you got through it, im not there yet, i dont know if i will make it but i admire your courage so thankyou, its nice not to feel so alone and like a freak lol
so thankyou :)
nice tats by the way
dreamforperferction 1 year ago
cool girl, I'm glad you found a way out of it. I dont know if I'll sound prude or...whatever, but I find that changing your habits is the biggest thing, try some music you normally wouldnt and if you like some new genere stay with it...I like Regina Spektor :p
conceitarturo 1 year ago
i am 12 and I have depression the same as you but mine is trigged by my mums illness I started digging my fingernails into my wrist but now I have theropy
thetacticalchicken00 1 year ago
@thetacticalchicken00 i hope your better :) x
thehelpinghand1 1 year ago
@thehelpinghand1 thank you I have
thetacticalchicken00 1 year ago
Thank you for posting this... I've been dealing with depression since I was 14 after the death of someone I knew. I self-harm and have contemplated suicide. Watching this has shown me that there are people worse off and that anyone can get through the darkness.... thank you again... =/
TheFallenAngel170394 1 year ago
@TheFallenAngel170394 stay strong x
thehelpinghand1 1 year ago
@thehelpinghand1 thanks... I plan to try =)
TheFallenAngel170394 1 year ago
you are a beautiful and lucky girl
jtaforJesus 2 years ago
Holy shit. i cant even imagine feeling that way at such an early age.
i got depression from abusing the shit out of drugs at 17
and ive tried like 6 times since then.. obvs im fail at that too
dafunker00 2 years ago
thats touching but, what if there is no way to cope with it? what if u have no friends no money no family no one cares? u think of killing yourself everyday, u dream of horrible things every night and you literally become afraid of everything including yourself! if u come up with an answer to that one, u might just save my life
Deioner1 2 years ago
thats a fuckin great vid loved the way u used body art to cope fuckin great its ppl like u that help ppl that may selfharm gj
koga10 2 years ago
21st century disease. No such thing.
Biggestisland 2 years ago
Its really sad to read many of the posts on here. If you want to be set free turn to Jesus Christ. He has helped me with depression and so much more. God Bless...
powerliftingrules 2 years ago
of course i would turn to jesus christ. IF HE EXCISTED!
its the same as sayin"g:
'read harry potter he will help you with getting over it'
squirtleenblastoise 2 years ago
this storys sad ...my parent tell me to go get fucked....and they tell me your a pease of shit and that i rewen everyones lifes thats why my hole family hates me and my mom told me she doesnt want me any more..n i need to find someone who actually wants to take care of me ..en then she took all our money and ditched out on me and my siblings...n im sure shes never ever gona come back again..........what did i do to make her want to leave n never come back.......
tifism 2 years ago
@tifism I hope you have a good future and don't lising to your mum you are usfull. just stay strong and keep you head held high and you'll get through it :) x
thetacticalchicken00 1 year ago
Why is it you think He doesnt exist? There is so much proof in the Bible of His existence. When you pass up religion and turn to a relationship its a whole new thing. God Bless.
powerliftingrules 2 years ago
lol your so annoying, you atheist scum bag. spell exist right by the way please ;). you believe in evolution? another idiot who thinks we popped here from a magic rock hitting another magic rock and boom humanity.LOL LOGIC IS GOOD AM I RIGHT!...What has this world come to ;(
pruittsss 2 years ago
i was deppresed for the longest time and i never felt so alone so i turned to self infliction and got cought now my mom and we have the worst feelings for each other she wants me to talk about it NO she doesnt under stand im tired. i wonder what its like to no be alive ?
numb040 2 years ago 5
i am taking Vilift for my depression and anxiety disorder. it's really working for me and i love that it doesn't have any side effects.
happilylil 2 years ago
Thank you. This made me cry- it's a wonderful video, and it was really strong of you to put it out there.
I'm having trouble dealing. It's good to know that it's possible.
blacktrinity771 2 years ago
venomfangx on you tube
beaststomp18 2 years ago
This was really moving.
I had a breakdwon today regarding my depression and am waiting for the CAT team to arrive. I feeling so dwon, bt better having read this. Thankyou
ashikadil19 2 years ago
i know u prob get this alot but...im rly sorry for what happedned to you...depression is just...sigh..umbarable for me...it must be tough for u
ODanddied 3 years ago
thank you everyone, for your support. i did this video for myself it was never intended for youtube or even for another living soul to see, but my partner saw it and he was moved he has known, and as most of you will know, when you suffer DP you never show how your feeling. and he suggested for me to post it, while i made this i realised i had the support and it was a huge step for me personally to put this out there to be judged so cruley.
mldymus 3 years ago
Hey THere, I was very impressed with you video, so much so that some friends have posted it on bebo for their mental health site, very impressed - its great to see someone come out through the other end - realising that they are worth something - Very impresse - and no matter what those people below say, you are brave for sharing your story.
gemmamariekelley 3 years ago
You are such a beautiful woman in so many ways thank you for posting this vid. you have now shared with me a way to cope with my depression! thank you so much! :)
4dOp 3 years ago 2
hey. I really loved this video. I've got depression and anxiety, and I think you really did well on this video. keep your head up. it's never over. :)
SeattleCoffee173 3 years ago 2
I watched this in the hope that i could find myself makin some crass comments bout depression an such, but now i'm just depressed. JeeeSussss.....people, come on! do ya want some cheese with that whine? Laurence Olivier once said."suicide is easy, if ya really gotta mind to" There's no such thing as TRYING to committ suicide. You DO or you DON'T...if you don't wanna...stop trying to make people feel sorry for you, you just sound pathetic!
hanovagia 3 years ago
if you actually watched the whole video you would have not made that comment, cause in actual fact i realised i didnt want to die. so this video is in fact empowering, for myself and from a lot of the comments i get to other people too.
mldymus 3 years ago
Well....uhhhrrrrrr....gee.....if only I'd watched the whole video, huh! Maybes I wudn'a maked a fool of myself then, huh?
I watched the whole goddamned thing, alright!
I just had to see how self-indulgent you would really get. Shit, or get off the pot!
don't get folks to feel sorry for ya...cos they don't! And surrounding yourself with other beaten down folk aint gonna make ya feel better bout yo'self. If you want life, LIVE IT...if you don't....well....you know the answer to that!
hanovagia 3 years ago
you unsympathetic jerk. depression is a disease. people don't CHOOSE to be depressed. it's people like you who I wish were born with depression just to see how it feels. I don't think you could last a day.
SeattleCoffee173 3 years ago
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I was born with a steel hard core runnin up my back and with more skins than an onion. Trouble with you folks is, you think the world should come to your rescue and bring a better life with it. Take you f'rinstance, I reckon you're depressed cos you aint being adored by millions and selling records by the truck loads. Vanity and self obsession is causing your problem. As for depression! well, I know the difference between an illness and whining self pity. Depressed people don't whine so much!
hanovagia 3 years ago
We don't want to be adored by millions or sell records by the truck loads, thank you very much. we'd be happy enough if our depression would just lessen in it's intensity. And what makes you think the person who made this video was whining? she just wanted to explain to people how her depression started and the reasons for it. I think she did this video in order to support people struggling with similar issues. she wasn't whining. so now I have to say something really immature: go fuck yourself.
SeattleCoffee173 3 years ago 6
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Hahahaha...yeah! That's what I'm Talkin 'bout!
You coulda said so much worse. Why you holding back? Get angry with the world. fight back goddammit. we express ourselves through our passion, not through our apathy! Come on, momma...give it to me. both fuckin barrels...shoot my arrogant, obnoxious head off. It'll make ya feeeeeelll gooooood. Hahahahahahaha.......you're funny!
hanovagia 3 years ago
yah, i wasnt born with depression . but when I was a little girl, ALOT of things happened, and things in my lifetime still do. all you caN do is hope. or get help;
butterfly7790 3 years ago
@hanovagia People who've never been depressed never understand what we go through. You are one of those people. Outreaching to someone about your depression is not pathetic. It's your way of trying to end the pain. It's not about making people feel sorry about you. It's about seeing if you're not alone. When your depressed, you feel alone, unwanted, unneeded.
Such as myself.
MultiNerve 1 year ago
good for you :)
i went through similar experiences, and i used to cut. i quit cutting now and i'm still not exactly using the greatest coping mechanism but anyways, good video.
fuckingslutrag 3 years ago
Watch my video if you want. It was made to help. Hang in there, God loves you.
americanpatriot91101 3 years ago
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this is so gay i wish you would have killed yourself so you wouldnt have made this video you are pathetic go die
antixlife6x6x6x 3 years ago
you are pathetic its poeple like you in the world (antixlife6x6x6x) that make poeple depressed u are pathertic u piece of shit u should lock ureself in a closed and dont come out until u can consider about other people
JamesHaich 3 years ago
yasounds normial depression to me my father disowned me 3 times then comes back to rip it up more its all good i relize he is a piece of shit and if it was legal id kill him myself tyty parents fuk u up when ur young thats tha problem we learn what we see our brain is fresh at first so how we are is there falts and people around that do things rember its not ur fault when ur parents hold u back when ur yound and dont even relize it thats a big problem so good luck dont be a loner like me
Awakenedgoddes 3 years ago
hang on there :) my dads an alcoholic and i've tryed some of the methods you used to cope with your problems, I still self harm now. But don't end your life for this
HeidiLouiseR 3 years ago
omg finally sum 1 with the same problem!!! my dad got arrested for DUI 2 times :( and he still drinks... i dont know if i ♥ him or not... :(
whitesouljagirl 3 years ago
Arr :) well don't give up, I certainly don't love mine anymore we've been to the police and asked if he could be arrested or anything they said no. our whole family has turned their backs on us. they wont help us. :(
HeidiLouiseR 3 years ago
hey benlorenc i feel the same, i had depression since i was 12 now im 21 and im feeling way better i found the right medication for me i hope you do to i feel so bad for you like i wish i could hug you cause i alwasy felt better when i was down and i got hugs :( im so looking forward to making music that helps us all pray to God to help you hun youll pull through :) take care.
Geminielfs 3 years ago
im depressed and im 13
it all started when i was 6 and my parents split
my dad was abusive he hit me and called me names when i was 9 i tried to kill myself in class than i was 11 and cut myself at school and got caught by a teacher.
i am still horibbly depressed and have nothing but the fact that i can play guitar i am never happy and never feel anything but anger depression anxiety and despair.
i want to die but wont kill my self because i don want to go to hell.
benlorenc 3 years ago
go to a doctor!
xenanr22 3 years ago
i tried that for a good 6 months and i went severley worse
benlorenc 3 years ago
I remember 13, it sucked but every year since then has gotten better. Don't listen to people who say you're teen years are the best ones because it's the opposite of true. All to often teens are locked in a psychological box and behind every corner is a new humiliation waiting for them. With few exceptions the "cool" kids in school become washouts and the fringe kids who persiver go on to great things. Much better to peak in your 30s or 40s rather than peek in the fake world of high school.
WhiteJack8791 3 years ago
nice video, gave me some strenght !
peterponet 3 years ago
I watched this video in my college psych class...thank you for sharing your story and I'm glad your life changed for the better :)
chewhuahua 3 years ago
Fuck this your end of the rainbow thing may work for you but theres a lot of others out there that have it worse than you. when i was 10 my friend and i stole and got cought doing it. I got in trouble and she didint. there are a lot of other thing worse then me adn you but you bull shit is fucking retarted you ass hole
nothingness187 3 years ago
makes you feel big and strong to call someone you dont know a ass hole and a retard huh? fuck up!
mldymus 3 years ago
oh wow, you got caught stealing and got blamed for it?? because that was completely out of your control.
RADI0xxactive 3 years ago
My guess is that you're angry with the part of yourself that is depressed and resent those feelings. Lashing out against others may make you feel like you're taking control of those feelings but it's just sending out negative vibes that will reflect back on you with the negativity of others. If I'm wrong your name wouldn't be "nothingness" and you wouldn't be searching "depression" on youtube. If people have treated others poorly it's because of their own hangups.
WhiteJack8791 3 years ago
@nothingness187 And are you SERIOUSLY comparing stealing to depression? You got caught, it's something you can get over. Depression is something you can never get over by yourself. These are two VERY different things, even non-comparable. Depression is A LOT worse than stealing. One, you made a choice to do so and you were caught. Depression is from enviroment, society, etc. that is out of your control.
MultiNerve 1 year ago
youre so pretty,oh so pretty,and im glad your alive :D
twisted709 3 years ago
loved the vid, great to hear that you got through everything.
xx
EmoSkate4Eva 3 years ago
SAD then ok then really happy and one with nature and confident then self doubting then hating myself then cannot be bothered to leave house for days then .... happy and sad at same time and anxious and then fine for a few weeks then blue for a week then over again and then really stupid and then like einstein or an artist then down again. Who am I ? Just a person suffering mild cyclothymia?
MrCartoonguy 4 years ago
Nice video. I know what you mean.
onething1471 4 years ago
love ur vid but with my depression there is no rainbow ...
ryanrosspetewentzlov 4 years ago
You just got to hang in there and always remember there are others going through the same thing, and as it says in this vid find a constructive way to vent your depression.
You can even shout at me endlessly!
For me, my depression was caused by exreme anger that I had been keeping inside me.
I'll be your support when you need it!
Just send messages to my account I'll help in any way I can, I promise!
Serath101 4 years ago
ok ...thanks
ryanrosspetewentzlov 4 years ago
Thank you so much for this video.
I really needed it.
Thatstheguy42 4 years ago
5 Stars ^^
Gadge1243 4 years ago
glad to hear that you found an escape from the hell of depresion. keep moving foward.
much love.
p.s. the body art thing is so cute.
minny82 4 years ago
bless you. may all your future days be filled with peace. you have learned to love yourself. you will help at least one person with this video and that will matter more than any words or doctors can do.
happyitwasyou 4 years ago
glad to see you also worked thru it, cheers and grape juice to all of us that found a way to be strong enough to live.
gilligan07734 4 years ago
geez molested...nice vid
hyena 4 years ago
Hey there,
I love your video too it's really beautiful.
I know somebody who can help people through their depression and other problems.
He cured my depression totally and altho I haven't dealt with all you have I believe he has the answers to moving towards happiness no matter what your situation is.
You'll find the beginnings of the answers in SuicideTEE's channel of videos, and if you need more help you can get in touch via YT.
Peace, Love and Respect to u.
MinkaChink 4 years ago
omg you poor person. I feel so sorry for you. but im really happy for you that you have delt with it and live happily. congratz
bella193 4 years ago
I Love your video. It reminds me of myself in a way.
OhSnapItsNellz 4 years ago
you are so amazing kiddo.
breakmyteenheart 4 years ago
Wow! Beautiful video & tattoo's. Never heard of someone dealing with their problems that way but I think it's unique, beautiful and very helpfull. Take care sweety!
bmsmatrices 4 years ago
wow i understand everything that you r going through ive been through most of that 2
THEHOTTIGIRL 4 years ago
The original song is called black dress its by kisschasy.
patriodes 4 years ago
who are you answering that to? i already knew that and posted the name and artist of the song in the blurb.
mldymus 4 years ago
I totally felt what you were saying really the truth is all my life i have felt faluire and turned mostly to alchol i just must admitt that even drunk i still feel the same way and thanks for you to come out with this
friendhope 4 years ago
thats really deep, very nice vid
lamachub 4 years ago
ur amazing
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lozza4500 4 years ago
glad u found a way to life......
champboy90 4 years ago
Good video, I have recently been diagnosed with depression and am now taking prozac, I am looking forward to brighter days, and I no longer feel hopeless! God Bless.
nepatriots7501 4 years ago
cool....
Isadalawatatlo123 4 years ago
Thankyou. I went through the same thing and im still trying to come to terms with it.
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jelleh230288 4 years ago
Omg girl, God bless u for making it, ure beautiful inside n out. im going thru the same thing myself and have been since i was like 11....im scared to actually kill myself n deep inside like u i wanna live....thanks 4 givin me hope
patriciacarrasco 4 years ago
wow beautifull vidieo...i know how u feel...and am so glad youve come out to the other side...well done :P
CoffeenCigarettes07 4 years ago
I never had any triggers, its just comes over me. Like black hands enveloping my body and digging their fingers into my head while crushing and pulling together. Not always the most fun thing but I just learned to get on with it long ago.
AndyPVale 4 years ago
wow i'm so happy for you that you've been able to do this its an absolute miracle because not many people in the same situation are ever able to do that... i'm sorry your life has been so rough- it's not fair... keep going keep surviving stay strong
lozb5f 4 years ago
Well done, im happy for you and i think youve made a very positive and constructive video. Ive suffered "D" for a long time too, since i was 5...im 39 now but i havnt had a bout for 2yrs...i beleive that time can help ppl recover...dont give up just hang on, things will get better with time...from a survivor
andysht 4 years ago