One secret of mine is that I am afraid of the dark. Not really the dark itself, but what I fear may come out of the darkness. So I'm 24 years old and can't sleep in total darkness. Another secret is that I get very suicidal at times. I am always talking myself into staying alive. I am miserable being alone and being at home a lot. I start to get very depressed if I'm not around others & out being active for too long. I don't like my nose.
I love both sets, but I like the Carnival Queen best
I used to think my dark skin was a hinderance and I even went as far as hiding skin bleaching products from my parents while in high school. Now I realize that my black is beautiful and I embrace cocoa skin (:
I really liked a guy for the past four years but I never told him....(even though I think he knows) so many ppl teased me for liking a younger guy that I just decided to be single 4ever..
I wish I had more of a derrière.I don't know how to ride a bicycle.I procrastinate too much.I care for others so much at times that I neglect myself.I sometimes run away from things when they get too hard.I blame others when I know the problem is inherent.I want to grow up but I'm scared of the responsibility ,I don't want to have an office job when I'm older,I think I'll get bored.I love music and have my times when I just listen to old school music.I'm scared of being lonely.
Growing up I never really liked myself. I always thought that I was too tall, too big, my face is too flat, my chick bones are too high. But now I have accepted that God made me that way, so I am learning how to truly love myself now. I love the Bohemian beauty set.
Secrets: I don't really like confrontation. I feel very aware of how I look; mostly when I don't think I look good. I love to laugh, but dont really show my goofy side. I tend to hide in my room if Im feeling a certain way. I rarely share my feelings because they usually are dismissed anyway.
I keep people away from me. I was bullied a lot in school, and I never was sure why. So I just learned to deal with being me, being alone. So now, even several years later, even when people are generally very kind to me, I have a habit of keeping people at arms distance. I can't seem to break that habit......I can haz bohemian beauty thingz??
I think I am fat and I feel incapable of changing that. I am terrified of ending up like my mother. She didn't have great relationships with men and I feel like I would pick the same type of men she picks. I am very quiet and its hard for me to trust people.
I'm afraid people will treat me different if I wear my hair natural, so I wear weave to grow out my hair. I am 100% natural and I LOVE my hair, I just don't know if others will. I've subscribed to your video's along time ago. I think I've watched the all. :$. All of those items are beautiful, you have great taste. :) I should stop before the character limit runs out so bye!!
I am insecure about my looks at times. I hate my size.Im terrified of spiders. I love to read. Im scared of failure. I cant wait to be back in college...I love and appreciate all those close to me. Carnival Queen
My secrets. 1)I'm scared of love 2)I cant swim. 3)i fear that no one will love me because they'll always find something wrong with me 4)i honestly can't remember the last time either of my parents told me that they loved me 5)i wonder if i'll honestly ever be truly happy.
My Secrets 1) i'm afraid of love. 2) i hate spiders 3) i write poetry 4) most of the people i become attached to walk out my life,, and it really hurts 5) i'm extremely hard on myself 6) i smile although i'm usually in a funk 7) i just wanna be accepted 8) i'm really not as confident as i seem to people 9) i'm there for everyone else but never for myself 10) my bed is my safe zone 11) sometimes i wish my complexion was lighter "/ 12) i daydream in the wrong places.
Google is my magic 8 ball! I research everything. When people try to friend me on sites, I do a whole criminal investigation on them, that's why it can take me so long to add people. lol I used to be self conscious about not being black enough for others. I actually can be very white sometimes....and even latina. lol I dream about walking down that wall art street in london. And lastly, it took 19 years to realize who I am is actually better than who I was trying to be. Carnival Queen please. =)
My secrets: Me too I used to hate to be skinny and wearing sandals because of my feet (I wear size 9 or 10) long feet and skinny lol.I learned to accept and love my skinny shape and long feet by taking care of myself and do pedicures with nice nail polishes! lol The other secret is that I'm scared to post videos on youtube or do vlog ,scare to be not interesting and I feel that there's nothing special with my life to post vlogs I go to school , work I don't club...I'm boring ...lol
I am Jealous at times, b/c men Ive dated have cheated on me, or always look at other women, I am tooo passive, that I always let people walk over me, I have huge dreams and goals, but they seem so far away. I dont mind being by myself, actually I prefer it, when Im around other people I cant wait to go, b/c it seems so weird. Im not sure if I have any real true friends. But I am content with who I am.Its a day to day process.
* I've always wanted to be a professional choreographer but i put that path on hold to be an English major in school instead *My dad and brothers call be "Boo Bear" (after Boo Boo from Yogi Bear)*My favorite cartoon character is Speedy Gonzalez*I still watch cartoons at 22 *Corny jokes are my favorites. :)*I can belly dance.*I believe in ghosts, aliens, alternate universes, etc.*I love people with naturally red hair! *I smile when I wake up because I find that I'll smile the whole day
my secret : i have dreams , i future that i see and love. In my eyes its beautiful , but i can;t share it with anyone , and i fear that i won't have it !
Thanks for sharing. I don't like traveling, going out to eat, to the movies, shopping etc.. Alone I always have to have someone with me, just can't do things by myself, feel more comfortable when someone is with me. I"m scared of sickness and death. Please enter me I like Bohemian Beauty Thanks
im 5"11, when i was 11years i was 5"7 n dead skinny, my brothers used to call me skeletor, n cuz my legs r pretty much 3/4 of my body they said its as if my legs were gonna break n fall apart as i ran. That hunted me n made me feel tht ppl were constantly watchin n analysin me.the bohemian beauty plz stay blessed xxx
I like to eat alone, I doubt myself, I encourage others but lack the same ability to do so for myself, sometimes I feel lost! I allow my physical disabilities to be my scapegoat and reason for not trying ,I love to sing, I am my own worse critic, I am afraid of snakes, growing up I had issues with my weight that I never discussed, I fear failure so that's why at times don't try! Thanks for sharing this made me really look within myself. I like bohemian beauty!Stay authentically beautiful!
Thanks for sharing your secrets Laila ;) I used to be so self conscience of my prominent nose until a few years ago when I got my septum pierced to adorn my most prized "family heirloom" LOL I also love to converse in a fake opera voice...I even do remakes of my fav tunes in this opera voice. Cracks my husband up! I would think the Carnival Queen set would best suit me.
I don't like being away from my family. I have a husband and four little ones and although life gets hectic all the time with homeschooling and running a company from home....and everybody thinks that I need a break, the truth is that I can't go a hour without missing my family.
@risa2407 lol! You are soo cute, everyone else's secrets were all deep like, "I am so lonely, I think I'm ugly," etc, and then I read yours it was so funny you are like a little gerbil nibbling plaster. I hope it it doesn't make you sick. Anyway, I am not making fun, I literally lol'd in an "aww!" way. Especially at you acting dumb about the hole!
I often fear my son will never have a father in his life. I wonder each day if today will be the last day I see my mom alive. I hate opening buscuit cans. I hate that I can't get used to my body type, but mask it well to make it look like I love it. I long for a husband, but fear being tied down or making the wrong choice. I love the carribean set. I long for friends, but when I hae them, I prefer to be alone... Weird right?
i'm paying to much attention of what people thinks about me. i'm holding myself to do some stuffs but i'm working on it. I love being with my friends but sometimes i love being with myself doing nothing except going on the internet. I don't give enough news to my friends and family who are far away. i like eating uncooked pastas or the pancake batter. i'd love the Bohemian beauty. A bientôt!!!
*Growing up, I've always been self conscience about my outer appearance. Though in the eyes of others, I was considered beautiful, I didn't find myself beautiful until I changed my inner being and loved myself. I worked on the beauty from the inside out.
* I use to stuff my bra in middle school with toilet tissue until one day the tissue fell out.
*I'm a super-hero. Okay well not really but in my mind I am lol.
* I like when my natural tresses are pulled during intimate moments.
I fall in love easily. I miss my green hair. I don't think I'm pretty. I've been natural for 3 years but I'm super bored with it. When I'm sad I change my hair. I love the rain.... and yea that's it.
I have a lot of piercings to show that I'm used to pain, both physically and emotionally. I fall in love easily. I smoke. I've had a beer before. I'm a witch. I hide pain easily. I'm nervous a lot. I hate romance.
I don't show emotions. I'm afraid to love something I know I'll eventually lose. I like my friends more than I do my family. I don't want to have kids because I don't want to be my mother aka, have kids and want nothing to do with them if they stand in my way of living my life. I've never won anything in my life
I met my mother for the first time when i was 18 and that was my birthday gift. I was raped at 14. I use to hate being a skinny black girl..made me feel out of place. I'm very quick to speak. I have many people who admire me and perceive me as a strong girl but I luck a lot of confidence. I am a singer and a song writer. And I wish that I was raised in a two parent home. I believe that life cld have been much better. :)
I was born at 6 months 1/2, and I was close to death.
People always looked disgusted at the sight of my big scar and my lack of ankle bone.
When I was a child, I was used to eat washing powder.
In my 1st year of High School, I forced myself ang get used to only eat an apple at 10 am, and have lunch at 12 am; I was soo skinny (it was what I wanted)
er ok please dont judge me folks. I am forever weird and strangely wired up person but my secret is....i eat plaster, as in the pink stuff walls are made up of. i also love chalk but pink stuff is my all time favorite and theres a whole in my aunts house that im responsible for eating and she still doesnt know how it got there. when she asked i had to act dumb so thats my secret i eat walls and chalk
EVERY time you pulled up a card, I was like OMG. We have so much in common. I actually laughed at the Lailien part. When I was in second and third grade these two girls (one of them is my best friend now) used to call me an alien because I had huge eyes, long fingers, and supposedly I knew EVERYTHING. We look back and laugh at that all the time now. lol I loved your video.
I actually like being alone. People who know me may not believe that, but it's true. It may seem lonely sometimes, but I with the Lord are the best company. I would love the bohemian beauty items.
I over-analyze everything and I judge ppl. I have a fear of being alone. I'm very dysfunctional when it comes to relationships of any kind. It's hard to maintain friendships because I do too much for ppl. I secretly want my friends to love me so I give so much but ultimately get hurt because I enable my friends to use me. I have hopes to find love one day, between myself and a man, a best friend, and god. I fear that until I repair my flaws my daughter's future will suffer :\
I'm not happy with my body, i wish my natural hair was fuller and thicker as other naturals are, i enjoy spending time by myself and most times prefer to just stay at home by myself rather than having to deal with all my friends' problems, i can't ride a bicycle, i wonder sometimes if i'll be alone for the rest of my life..........carnival queen!!!
Bohemian beauty....sometimes I do not feel beautiful, and I try to blame other people (ie. guys) for how I feel, but have realized that this feelings resonate really from me not valueing myself enough.
When I was younger I was abused by my father so I thought that I wasn't beautiful and no one wanted me. I'm afraid to fall in love because I don't want to be hurt the way that I was for years. I too used to hate being a skinny black girl I would eat so much to the point where I would get extremely sick. I used to cut myself because I was really depressed and felt like the world would be better off without me. I learned to love me as I am (: and I will never go back to that dark place in my life.
i want so much to be accepted, popular, known, etc. sometimes just b/c its something ive never really been but ive come to realize that being "known" is not who i was ment to be and im a peace with that....bohemian beauty plz
I used to be afraid to show my arms until 9th grade, im deathly afraid of water:Ieven hold my breathe in the shower sumtimes, I didnt think i was pretty until i looked at a picture of myself and didn't recognize myself thinking it was sum2else that was a model. its been 10months since i cut my hair to my scalp...and bohemian was really pretty
-i used to be insecured abt my weight. but now i love being a thick and curvy young lady. i am the 5th of 8th children. i am a rebel. and a redhead at heart. i am a army brat and was born on a military base. i was raped at a young age but overcame it and used it to help others. i love pink and sparkles...
- I was named after my father:Cliaunjel"Clive's Angel" - I can't swim either but i sure can float - I make a mean cheese cake - I have 10 siblings - I <3 GOD - I love hand me downs i think its vintage! - I was born in St. Kitts/Nevis, Raised in St. Croix Virgin Islands - I love science especially biology - My alterego is a fashion designer - I'm clostrophobic -Finally, I am 5 months post my last relaxer **I love both carnival queen and bohemian beauty, so surprise me! Thanks!!!
I was teased for being a nerd. Sometimes I cried. I wanted to be cool. Now, I embrace it & that's one of the things people love about me. **bohemian beauty**
Secrets...i'm emotional..don't like expressing my feelings to friends..wish i was wealthier.. afraid of bugs/insects/birds/most animals..wish i could change some things in my past..falling for a guy :)..A big secret..I would love to win Bohemian Beauty!!
oooo man secrets... I'm afraid to take chances, and feel fear will keep me from making the choices I need to. I feel I cant grow as an artist because I hold myself back creatively I used to hate being skinny now I LOVE IT I want to cut ALL my HAIR off (again) RIGHT NOW VERY impulsive Feel I cant cope with life... and that scares me Very anti social BUT NOT stuck up (ppl get that twisted) I shake and sweat when I have to speak in public Love your videos- wish I was more like you BOHEMIAN BEAUTY
Sometimes I just want to be a B*TCH. Like I'm tired of being the GOOD friend, the FAITHFUL girlfriend, the HONEST student... At times I just want to hurt someone because it's not fair how I treat people with respect and I get the opposite back.....
But Lord knows I just can't be mean...it's not in me.
When I was a teen I hated that I never had anything to wear. I was always in the same clothes and I wished I had more money. A few years ago I learned how to make my own clothes and now I have everything I want at a small price. :)
1)i did'nt wont to be black because on black friday people would make fun of me but now i love that made me black and from ghana! 2) iam scared of hamters and big dogs :(
1 I have a gap between my teeth a hereditary trait within my entire family... all throught middle and high school Id try and get braces, b/c people would make fun of me and say I had a tooth missing, but my mom wouldnt pay for them.
2 Since I was four yrs old Ive always wanted a slender body not knowing that my frame wasnyt built for that .even back then at the tender age of five i put mysef on diets and drank everything diet
@MrzJanit I understand how it feels to be rejected. I experienced rejection since childhood (and also 4yrs ago). One thing that I realize is that people may reject you but you can't reject yourself...you love yourself know matter what...The people who are meant to be in your life will be in your life, those who are not suppose to be in your life won't be (its their lost). You add something to this world that no one else can...1st acknowledge that you are loved by God. Jesus loves you.
@zing55 I actually meant things from my past but Thanks for your kind words, it is never easy feeling the way I felt but with God my spirits have changed for the better. I always acknowledge, praise and Thank my creator he is the one who knows everything. God bless you
1. I hate being skinny (skinny legs , arms etc..) but I'm naturally skinny. Ive tried everything to gain weight since I was 4 (now 19) and nothing has worked :(
2. I hate scary movies
3. I love Chicken!
4. I can't swim
5. I like being alone
6. And I have a lot of insecurities ( weight and appearance)
1. i hate my boobs because i have small back and large chest 2. i can´t swim 3. i think that i´m not pretty at all 4. i love somenone i souldn´t love 5. i don´t like to show my feelings/emotions
my secrets: 1. i can't swim 2. family used to tell me my sisters prettier than me 3. they used to call me frog eyes at school 4. i used to think i was ugly & un loveable 5. i'm really bad at maths 6. i bite my bottom lip so sometimes it looks blue *blush* 7. i got teased at school for having big boobs at 15 8. i used to copy people till i found myself 9. im a singer but I'm shy 10. i would like to open a school & nurseries across the country 11. i never had a bum until now :D squats!!
1.My real name is Tiffany i'm a curvy girl that battled with liking my figure throughout secondary school and life. Partially because it got me the wrong attention from guys and secondly because I was a DD in year 7 so my peers jumped on that and called me TiT-Fany.
2.I cant swim either.
3.I am shy,awkward and vague bout my feelings coz I don't want to be hurt,so it comes across as ambivalence.
4.I hated my lips, i used to do lip exercises, coz they weren't as wide as the cartoon ones.
1. I am very shy and akward with men, If I find you attractive I go to the other side of the room and avoid you at all costs. If I am not attracted to you, I feel more comfortable and I am miss chatty cathy...which is why I usually get asked out by men who I am not interested in. :/
2. I used to hate that my bday was the day after Valentines day, but now I love it!
3. I love the Bohemian Beauty and will go into cardiac arrest if I don't win it! ;)
1. I used to hate my height. I am 5ft 10. All of my school mates called me Sasquatch or Giraffe because I was the tallest in my grade for 7 years and my tallest friend is 5ft 4.
2. If I am in an awkward situation I text my mom to tell her to call me and tell me I need to do something for her.
3. People tell me that they love talking to me because I am a good listener but in actuality...I'm probably not listening.
4. I hate perming my hair but I am afraid of going natural :-/
@BRIANACUYLER Wow that is sooo coool! It's like you are twins with 3 years between the two of you! My sister and I are born the same month! I love her but we are not close.
Secret1: I look younger than my age i am nineteen, i will be 20 this year, people would think that i am 15.. i am petite,short at times i really wished that i was taller, that i looked more "womanish".. had more curves.. breast but i just don't. umm it does make me insecure..
Secret2:I don't really have any friends.. why ? because i am scared to trust, i am scared to be betrayed.. i am scared to be dissapointed.. i get attached to people really fast so i rather avoid it..
My Secret: I have many but will need a whole week to go through each...so i'll just let you in on one for now. I love life and all its amazing gifts it offer me but i live it on the edge because one day i fear i wont be able to fulfil all my dreams but each night before i close my eyes to sleep i pray the man above sees me through to the end. I hate opening up to people with my problems so i tend to keep to myself and cry in silence (at night in the dark so no one can see). #Bohemian Beauty
Secret: I'm afraid that because I'm a single mum, my son will become more of a statistic -- even though I tried my hardest to raise him the right way.
Secret: I'm still afraid of the dark, I don't like my skin colour, I wish I was darker with an even skin tone, as I have several discolourations. (Bohemian Beauty) x
Secret: I sometimes want to empty out my hubby and I's bank account lol and leave him with the kids for about three months to six months just to get a mommy/ wife vaca to get my mind right and i wouldnt tell anyone where i was going lmbo(bohemian beauty set)
Secret:I am just getting comfortable with who I am, I used to be extremely shy to the point where It was like I Had social anxeity.Im a junior in High School and I was bullied most of my earlier school years and im just getting over it and coming out my shell..but I wish I would have come out earlier because I feel it would have made my high school experience better& I let my clothes speak for me for sprit week I wore a blue and gold tutu I made,years ago I know I wasnt confident enough to do it
Secret: ..I struggle with the idea that im beautiful & i easily encourage and praise others and leave myself behind... :( i im extremely shy but use my bubbly personality to mask it & make me believe im not...its working though!! ^_^ ...i dance in my room by myself all the time imagining im whoever i want to be lol.. when i love people i love them HARD and shut out all possibilities of them being bad people..i YOUTUBE EVERYTHING! <3 ... your my inspiration: fashion/hair/personality..thank you!!
Love the video. Girl, that skinny part hit home with me. Being extra thin is not always embraced as much as it is in other communities so I here ya! Fortunately I learned to embrace ME as I grew older. :)
Secrets: I wear a darker foundation because I dislike my skin colour, I want it to be cocoa. I suffer from trichotillomania people laugh when I have no eyelashes, they don't get it. I'm still scared of the dark. My father left to raise his kids, I act like I don't care but truth is, I wish he was in my life. I am obsessed with natural hair videos my brother even asked me the other day if I was gay because of it lol -_- i'm not. And I can't swim either!! lol. (Bohemian Beauty set please) :) <3
My secrets: I've learned that over the years my shyness has made it very difficult to express my feelings. I was teased for having big lips and felt self conscience about it until I found out ppl pay to have lips like mine, all natural baby!! The reason I first decided to go natural at first was because of this girl I knew. I was ALWAYS envious of her hair, no matter what she did with it, it was always so beautiful. I heard she was going natural so I did too.. copy cat lol (bohemian beauty)
My secrets: I can be extremely shy when meeting new people, I have trust issue sometimes, Im scared of failing at anything I do, I love music, I have some huge dreams and goals in life! (Carnival Queen) :)
My secret(s)- I am a type 1 diabetic, I pre-plan EVERYTHING, I'm tough and sensative at the same time, I used to be BONEY!!! and hated and now wish I could get it back lol, I used to not love the way I looked, I envy other girls fashion sense, I have a fear of being broke so I save for rainny days, I hate when someone says I have "good" hair, I hate good byes.
My secret- At night, after everyone has gone to bed, I turn the lights out in my room, and I sing as if i'm doing a concert! One time my mother caught me, and so during an "intermission" i opened my door, and she was standing there listening! lol You are a beautiful woman, I'm glad you came around to realizing that! (bohemian beauty)
My Secret-My feelings hurt easily partly due to my upbringing (country girl) ,and mostly due to the artist in me :-) I'm a risk taker, usually will try anything once, am willing to fail..because honestly the best lessons in life are learned this way. I talk to myself and love being around people that know more than I that way I can learn and aspire to be better. I used to be ashamed of who I am and how I looked until I rediscovered that I am a Beautiful Nubian Sista!!! Happy Black History mth!
my secret....because i was a superlaate bloomer and was joked and picked on so much for how i looked; to this day when a person compliments me on my beauty i ignore them..SERIOUSLY i act like i didn't here them and often change the subject as if they said nothing. i rather acknowledge nothing than do and look foolish! my close friends think im cold/bitchy b/c of it but they dont know where it stems from.
My Secret- I sometimes spend hours dancing by myself, in the dark. Close my eyes and just let my body move. I feel rejuvenated after. My way of relieving stress.
Your secret about how you hated being skinny and wanted to be curvier in high school is the exact opposite of how I felt during high school! I wanted to be skinnier because I got too much unnecessary and unflattering attention toward my curvy body and big boobs. My secret is, I always smile even when I'm hurting or angry so no one can see my true feelings. I LOVE the Carnival Queen set. I like the concept of the video, I'm gonna try that soon. Thanks for the inspiration!
You're Beautiful just the way you are Queen!!! One of my secrets is that, i can't swim either...lol don't expect me to save you if the ship goes down..lol*REAL TALK* i would be frozen to even move, but i LOVE to stare at water, idk its something about the glaze and how light beams off of it...idk....PEACE QUEEN!!!
FYI -addt....Women wish they had your figure! Trust me. Alien my ass. Girl you have the idea body to model and you can wear what thick/fat girls cant in the stores. Because of your size you'll typically always luk younger so own it. Trust me your schoolmates I bet or overweight now and wish they had your petite frame. You hve gud genes I can tell. I wuld say more but I dont want to embarras u. U r beautiful, blush smile laugh. U hve a personality that is intriguing. Be Blessed.
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One secret of mine is that I am afraid of the dark. Not really the dark itself, but what I fear may come out of the darkness. So I'm 24 years old and can't sleep in total darkness. Another secret is that I get very suicidal at times. I am always talking myself into staying alive. I am miserable being alone and being at home a lot. I start to get very depressed if I'm not around others & out being active for too long. I don't like my nose.
I love both sets, but I like the Carnival Queen best
AfroButtafly 7 hours ago
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AfroButtafly 7 hours ago
I used to think my dark skin was a hinderance and I even went as far as hiding skin bleaching products from my parents while in high school. Now I realize that my black is beautiful and I embrace cocoa skin (:
beccafresh176 11 hours ago
-When I was younger I wanted light skin and hazel eyes like my dad.
-I know I'm attractive but I still compare myself to other women.
-I'm afraid of the dark so I sleep with the t.v. on a timer.
-I hate confrontation
-I hate that people think something is wrong with me because I'm shy and quite.
-I love to people watch at the mall.
NaturallySweetTea 12 hours ago
@NaturallySweetTea I like the Bohemian Beauty set
NaturallySweetTea 11 hours ago
I really liked a guy for the past four years but I never told him....(even though I think he knows) so many ppl teased me for liking a younger guy that I just decided to be single 4ever..
andsh3do3sitagain 15 hours ago
I wish I had more of a derrière.I don't know how to ride a bicycle.I procrastinate too much.I care for others so much at times that I neglect myself.I sometimes run away from things when they get too hard.I blame others when I know the problem is inherent.I want to grow up but I'm scared of the responsibility ,I don't want to have an office job when I'm older,I think I'll get bored.I love music and have my times when I just listen to old school music.I'm scared of being lonely.
seun0203 20 hours ago
Growing up I never really liked myself. I always thought that I was too tall, too big, my face is too flat, my chick bones are too high. But now I have accepted that God made me that way, so I am learning how to truly love myself now. I love the Bohemian beauty set.
superestrellasol 20 hours ago
Secrets: I don't really like confrontation. I feel very aware of how I look; mostly when I don't think I look good. I love to laugh, but dont really show my goofy side. I tend to hide in my room if Im feeling a certain way. I rarely share my feelings because they usually are dismissed anyway.
OshTashBGosh22 22 hours ago
I keep people away from me. I was bullied a lot in school, and I never was sure why. So I just learned to deal with being me, being alone. So now, even several years later, even when people are generally very kind to me, I have a habit of keeping people at arms distance. I can't seem to break that habit......I can haz bohemian beauty thingz??
PearlOvaries 1 day ago
It may sounds stupid but I'm afraid of not achieving my dreams !!!
XoxoKakoXoxo 1 day ago
I think I am fat and I feel incapable of changing that. I am terrified of ending up like my mother. She didn't have great relationships with men and I feel like I would pick the same type of men she picks. I am very quiet and its hard for me to trust people.
colagus1 1 day ago
I don't like being in crowds....Carnival Queen
Oralaige 1 day ago
My secrets
I'm afraid of people forgetting me once I die.
I have a fear of falling down the stairs. I always pray before I go down a flight (no lie).
I can deal with other people's feelings, but not my own.
I love art.
I get picked on b/c of my voice and how I speak, but now I'm learning to love it more and more.
I am my mama's "mini me" and want to be half the woman she is even though I act like I don't around her.
In my mind, I live a very dangerous movie type life.
I want a pet monkey.
missKym59 1 day ago
I'm afraid people will treat me different if I wear my hair natural, so I wear weave to grow out my hair. I am 100% natural and I LOVE my hair, I just don't know if others will. I've subscribed to your video's along time ago. I think I've watched the all. :$. All of those items are beautiful, you have great taste. :) I should stop before the character limit runs out so bye!!
LexDidEm 1 day ago
1) I'm afraid to stand out and I don't want to draw attention to myself because I'm afraid of rejection and criticism.
2) I'm always terrified of what the future holds, and if I'll be successful.
2) My friends might not know, but I'm terrified to talk to and open up to new people. Idk what it is.
3) I have a subconscious love of the color pink. No matter how hard I try, I always end up with a bunch of pink stuff in my room, lol.
I'd like either one of the prizes, they're both gorgeous!! :)
musichick2111 1 day ago
@musichick2111 P.S. I have to hear music everyday, it brightens my mood when I'm down. If I had to choose, I'd pick bohemian beauty!
musichick2111 1 day ago
My secrets are i was molested by one of my uncles at a young age and i write poems about how i feel
babyblue2010 1 day ago
my two secerts are i think i fall to fast so if guy likes me i push them away & i hate that i dont know how to drive and my parents wont teach me
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I am insecure about my looks at times. I hate my size.Im terrified of spiders. I love to read. Im scared of failure. I cant wait to be back in college...I love and appreciate all those close to me. Carnival Queen
tatyisit 1 day ago
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tatyisit 1 day ago
I love being alone. Im terrified of spiders....actually pretty much any insect. I used to hate being TALL, but now I LOVE it!
BeeNaturelle 1 day ago
My secrets. 1)I'm scared of love 2)I cant swim. 3)i fear that no one will love me because they'll always find something wrong with me 4)i honestly can't remember the last time either of my parents told me that they loved me 5)i wonder if i'll honestly ever be truly happy.
bgdcz1 1 day ago
Two of my biggest secrets are I don't know how to swim or ride a bike.
MrsTooPriceless 1 day ago
Sweetlybrokenxo 1 day ago
My secret: even though I'm only 17, I feel like I'm going to end up alone. I just have this constant feeling like I'm alone.
TheClovtar 1 day ago
Google is my magic 8 ball! I research everything. When people try to friend me on sites, I do a whole criminal investigation on them, that's why it can take me so long to add people. lol I used to be self conscious about not being black enough for others. I actually can be very white sometimes....and even latina. lol I dream about walking down that wall art street in london. And lastly, it took 19 years to realize who I am is actually better than who I was trying to be. Carnival Queen please. =)
moonsmoothie9 1 day ago
My secrets: Me too I used to hate to be skinny and wearing sandals because of my feet (I wear size 9 or 10) long feet and skinny lol.I learned to accept and love my skinny shape and long feet by taking care of myself and do pedicures with nice nail polishes! lol The other secret is that I'm scared to post videos on youtube or do vlog ,scare to be not interesting and I feel that there's nothing special with my life to post vlogs I go to school , work I don't club...I'm boring ...lol
rlovesmusic86 1 day ago
A big secret of mines is that I'm.....Afraid of the dark lol... yeah i know haha i even sleep with a night light smh...
gizdollao8 1 day ago
I am Jealous at times, b/c men Ive dated have cheated on me, or always look at other women, I am tooo passive, that I always let people walk over me, I have huge dreams and goals, but they seem so far away. I dont mind being by myself, actually I prefer it, when Im around other people I cant wait to go, b/c it seems so weird. Im not sure if I have any real true friends. But I am content with who I am.Its a day to day process.
NaturalSenations 1 day ago
* I've always wanted to be a professional choreographer but i put that path on hold to be an English major in school instead *My dad and brothers call be "Boo Bear" (after Boo Boo from Yogi Bear)*My favorite cartoon character is Speedy Gonzalez*I still watch cartoons at 22 *Corny jokes are my favorites. :)*I can belly dance.*I believe in ghosts, aliens, alternate universes, etc.*I love people with naturally red hair! *I smile when I wake up because I find that I'll smile the whole day
MissLoe8908 1 day ago
@MissLoe8908 ps. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the Bohemian Beauty set :)
MissLoe8908 1 day ago
i worry that im not a great dancer ( my career choice)
i believe i have an anxiety disorder
my family calls me cake which is short for cupcake
my boyfriend is my best friend
im afraid ill never be happy with my body
skullychic16 1 day ago
My secret- Im in love with a man that i probably will never have #long distance relationship...
7pgray 1 day ago
I'm a afraid of trees
I'm afraid of trucks
I hate sharing my friends with other people lol
I'm always alone and hate it ...
I really wish I was more social. Bohemian Beauty :)
BeautifulTresses20 1 day ago
my secret : i have dreams , i future that i see and love. In my eyes its beautiful , but i can;t share it with anyone , and i fear that i won't have it !
Naturalmina 1 day ago
My secret is I am paranoid about putting myself in social media but I want to be famous-HUH?
nomakeupcutie 1 day ago
Thanks for sharing. I don't like traveling, going out to eat, to the movies, shopping etc.. Alone I always have to have someone with me, just can't do things by myself, feel more comfortable when someone is with me. I"m scared of sickness and death. Please enter me I like Bohemian Beauty Thanks
BlkBrbe96 2 days ago
im 5"11, when i was 11years i was 5"7 n dead skinny, my brothers used to call me skeletor, n cuz my legs r pretty much 3/4 of my body they said its as if my legs were gonna break n fall apart as i ran. That hunted me n made me feel tht ppl were constantly watchin n analysin me.the bohemian beauty plz stay blessed xxx
lyz18 2 days ago
I like to eat alone, I doubt myself, I encourage others but lack the same ability to do so for myself, sometimes I feel lost! I allow my physical disabilities to be my scapegoat and reason for not trying ,I love to sing, I am my own worse critic, I am afraid of snakes, growing up I had issues with my weight that I never discussed, I fear failure so that's why at times don't try! Thanks for sharing this made me really look within myself. I like bohemian beauty!Stay authentically beautiful!
LuLuABlessedSurvivor 2 days ago
Thanks for sharing your secrets Laila ;) I used to be so self conscience of my prominent nose until a few years ago when I got my septum pierced to adorn my most prized "family heirloom" LOL I also love to converse in a fake opera voice...I even do remakes of my fav tunes in this opera voice. Cracks my husband up! I would think the Carnival Queen set would best suit me.
Omoime1 3 days ago
I don't like being away from my family. I have a husband and four little ones and although life gets hectic all the time with homeschooling and running a company from home....and everybody thinks that I need a break, the truth is that I can't go a hour without missing my family.
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Btw I've heard of other ppl that do that type of thing!
IBeenVeiled 5 days ago
@risa2407 lol! You are soo cute, everyone else's secrets were all deep like, "I am so lonely, I think I'm ugly," etc, and then I read yours it was so funny you are like a little gerbil nibbling plaster. I hope it it doesn't make you sick. Anyway, I am not making fun, I literally lol'd in an "aww!" way. Especially at you acting dumb about the hole!
IBeenVeiled 5 days ago
I often fear my son will never have a father in his life. I wonder each day if today will be the last day I see my mom alive. I hate opening buscuit cans. I hate that I can't get used to my body type, but mask it well to make it look like I love it. I long for a husband, but fear being tied down or making the wrong choice. I love the carribean set. I long for friends, but when I hae them, I prefer to be alone... Weird right?
Perserverance22 6 days ago
omg are you me?? we have 99.6% of our secrets in common
FrequentlyFlyer 6 days ago in playlist Uploaded videos
i'm paying to much attention of what people thinks about me. i'm holding myself to do some stuffs but i'm working on it. I love being with my friends but sometimes i love being with myself doing nothing except going on the internet. I don't give enough news to my friends and family who are far away. i like eating uncooked pastas or the pancake batter. i'd love the Bohemian beauty. A bientôt!!!
Aurly3003 6 days ago
So wack. I used to hate my skinny frame too :/
Sharipoo 1 week ago in playlist Uploaded videos 3
Secrets:
*Growing up, I've always been self conscience about my outer appearance. Though in the eyes of others, I was considered beautiful, I didn't find myself beautiful until I changed my inner being and loved myself. I worked on the beauty from the inside out.
* I use to stuff my bra in middle school with toilet tissue until one day the tissue fell out.
*I'm a super-hero. Okay well not really but in my mind I am lol.
* I like when my natural tresses are pulled during intimate moments.
Free2NotTouch 1 week ago
I fall in love easily. I miss my green hair. I don't think I'm pretty. I've been natural for 3 years but I'm super bored with it. When I'm sad I change my hair. I love the rain.... and yea that's it.
royalissue 1 week ago
I have a lot of piercings to show that I'm used to pain, both physically and emotionally. I fall in love easily. I smoke. I've had a beer before. I'm a witch. I hide pain easily. I'm nervous a lot. I hate romance.
I'd like the Bohemian Beauty please :)
carolineamphetamine 1 week ago
Of course you can't swim, you are a black girl who loves her hair!!! Aren't we all?
ckeez10 1 week ago in playlist Uploaded videos
I don't show emotions. I'm afraid to love something I know I'll eventually lose. I like my friends more than I do my family. I don't want to have kids because I don't want to be my mother aka, have kids and want nothing to do with them if they stand in my way of living my life. I've never won anything in my life
patchjohn1986 1 week ago
I met my mother for the first time when i was 18 and that was my birthday gift. I was raped at 14. I use to hate being a skinny black girl..made me feel out of place. I'm very quick to speak. I have many people who admire me and perceive me as a strong girl but I luck a lot of confidence. I am a singer and a song writer. And I wish that I was raised in a two parent home. I believe that life cld have been much better. :)
LoveMesoTender 1 week ago
I was born at 6 months 1/2, and I was close to death.
People always looked disgusted at the sight of my big scar and my lack of ankle bone.
When I was a child, I was used to eat washing powder.
In my 1st year of High School, I forced myself ang get used to only eat an apple at 10 am, and have lunch at 12 am; I was soo skinny (it was what I wanted)
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I'd like the Carnival Queen set, :-)
Ch0uful 1 week ago
er ok please dont judge me folks. I am forever weird and strangely wired up person but my secret is....i eat plaster, as in the pink stuff walls are made up of. i also love chalk but pink stuff is my all time favorite and theres a whole in my aunts house that im responsible for eating and she still doesnt know how it got there. when she asked i had to act dumb so thats my secret i eat walls and chalk
risa2407 1 week ago
EVERY time you pulled up a card, I was like OMG. We have so much in common. I actually laughed at the Lailien part. When I was in second and third grade these two girls (one of them is my best friend now) used to call me an alien because I had huge eyes, long fingers, and supposedly I knew EVERYTHING. We look back and laugh at that all the time now. lol I loved your video.
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I actually like being alone. People who know me may not believe that, but it's true. It may seem lonely sometimes, but I with the Lord are the best company. I would love the bohemian beauty items.
shadymccoy7 1 week ago 12
@shadymccoy7 Me too! I like being my own company. People think it is lonely but honestly I prefer my own company.
lifevirgin9 1 week ago in playlist Uploaded videos
I over-analyze everything and I judge ppl. I have a fear of being alone. I'm very dysfunctional when it comes to relationships of any kind. It's hard to maintain friendships because I do too much for ppl. I secretly want my friends to love me so I give so much but ultimately get hurt because I enable my friends to use me. I have hopes to find love one day, between myself and a man, a best friend, and god. I fear that until I repair my flaws my daughter's future will suffer :\
jbunny2926 2 weeks ago
@jbunny2926 Bohemian Beauty
jbunny2926 2 weeks ago
I'm not happy with my body, i wish my natural hair was fuller and thicker as other naturals are, i enjoy spending time by myself and most times prefer to just stay at home by myself rather than having to deal with all my friends' problems, i can't ride a bicycle, i wonder sometimes if i'll be alone for the rest of my life..........carnival queen!!!
chicree89 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Bohemian beauty....sometimes I do not feel beautiful, and I try to blame other people (ie. guys) for how I feel, but have realized that this feelings resonate really from me not valueing myself enough.
firecrackerbeauty 2 weeks ago
When I was younger I was abused by my father so I thought that I wasn't beautiful and no one wanted me. I'm afraid to fall in love because I don't want to be hurt the way that I was for years. I too used to hate being a skinny black girl I would eat so much to the point where I would get extremely sick. I used to cut myself because I was really depressed and felt like the world would be better off without me. I learned to love me as I am (: and I will never go back to that dark place in my life.
LadyyLabre 2 weeks ago
i want so much to be accepted, popular, known, etc. sometimes just b/c its something ive never really been but ive come to realize that being "known" is not who i was ment to be and im a peace with that....bohemian beauty plz
KiloTHEDon10 2 weeks ago
i made a video response as my entry!
MerryJ3000 2 weeks ago
I used to be afraid to show my arms until 9th grade, im deathly afraid of water:Ieven hold my breathe in the shower sumtimes, I didnt think i was pretty until i looked at a picture of myself and didn't recognize myself thinking it was sum2else that was a model. its been 10months since i cut my hair to my scalp...and bohemian was really pretty
glisteningbee 2 weeks ago
-i used to be insecured abt my weight. but now i love being a thick and curvy young lady. i am the 5th of 8th children. i am a rebel. and a redhead at heart. i am a army brat and was born on a military base. i was raped at a young age but overcame it and used it to help others. i love pink and sparkles...
MsBeUtiful18 2 weeks ago 6
CliAunjel1908 2 weeks ago
love the real you!
naturalking215 2 weeks ago
1) I've cried myself to sleep too many times
2) I'm afraid to fall in love cause I could get hurt which I usually do
3) I force myself out of love by telling myself I'm crazy
4) I'm obssesed with hair so badly that I try to explain it to ppl who don't understand perms
5) I think that I am very fat and I'm not the only one
6) There's chance I could end up with Diabetes
7) I'm glad I'm tall because it makes me look slimmer but at the same time hate towereing over everyone.
Carnival Queen please!
777naturalbeauty 2 weeks ago
- I am scared death
- i'm really not happy with my body
- i can be lazy
- im afraid ill never finish bursing school
i would like the bohemian beauty!!!
ebonyo13 2 weeks ago
- I can't swim either.
- Until I went natural a year ago, I never liked the way I looked.
- I don't like sodas.
- When I was younger, I made up my own nickname: Sparkles "Jewal" Diamond.
- I am finally okay with being short (5'1").
I would love to have "Bohemian Beauty"!
kcbellrevealed 2 weeks ago
what country are you in?
93yaayaa 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
omg ur eyes r beautiful!!!!! n i love ur hair!
Agirl62 2 weeks ago
゜I used to hate being tall, but now I LOVE it *werkkk in 5inch heels*
゜I keep to myself
゜Im crazy but also cool, calm and collected at the same time
゜Im scared of death
I would love the Bohemian Beauty!
Barbiesoflyy 2 weeks ago
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i want to be a stripper for a day but i feel that me not being able to do a split hinders it :-/
i'm afraid of commitment...to anything.
i'm still in love with a person and i'm not sure how he feels about me
i wish my belly button was about an inch and a half lower.
i have a goal to gain 10lbs then slim it down with workouts... remake my shape lol
i want to be a belly dancer oh yeaa :) ... that's all for now
i don't know which set is which sooo pick one but i like the big orange/gold earrings
lilbit15210 2 weeks ago
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lilbit15210 2 weeks ago
I was teased for being a nerd. Sometimes I cried. I wanted to be cool. Now, I embrace it & that's one of the things people love about me. **bohemian beauty**
mochabombshell79 2 weeks ago
i cant help but push away those who get too close to knowing my deepest emotions
Princesssnc 2 weeks ago in playlist More videos from FusionofCultures
I am insecure at times,
I can be too critical of others
I was teased about my full lips as a child(Ilovethemnow:)
I love being alone
I have no one I can call a friend (besides my husband)
My house is unorganized; not time to do it
I love spiritual people, but can't stand religious gurus
-Bohemian Beauty is my choice
janna1865 2 weeks ago
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I love to belt french opera in the privacy of my room when no one else is home.
Im afraid of the successful woman that I will become in the future, but I embrace her despite my fear.
Im obsessed with Mangos :0)
dieliebe13 2 weeks ago
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dieliebe13 2 weeks ago
-I hated being the skinny black girl in high school so I became gluttonous. I've accepted my size so those days are over.
-I hate appearing weak so I barely ever express any emotions. I've been working on being more expressive but it's definitely a process.
I would love to win the Carnival Queen set
ntasha7189 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
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Secrets...i'm emotional..don't like expressing my feelings to friends..wish i was wealthier.. afraid of bugs/insects/birds/most animals..wish i could change some things in my past..falling for a guy :)..A big secret..I would love to win Bohemian Beauty!!
MsVjd 2 weeks ago
GfyEmyLouLou 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
I would like Bohemian Beauty!
honeyfunny4 2 weeks ago
Im slighty anti social
I have trust issues
People used to make my life hell in elementary
I love music from the 80's/90's
I have OCD
I like rice way too much
I compare myself to other girls even though I know I shouldn't
I love you channel <3!
honeyfunny4 2 weeks ago
I love songs from the 60's
I'm afraid of the dark, Im 23 with a night light
Im a google queen
I love to watch cartoons at night
I love that I am a little crazy
I hate my job
I secretly watch your video's at night, while my boyfriends sleeps. lol
Would like the Bohemian Beauty.
kk51k 2 weeks ago
Food is my friend.
I have trust issues.
I have those days when i feel pretty and some when i dont.
I hate when people talk down on me, but i do my best to brush it off.
I have had a record of picking bad friends.
and I love seeing babies smile.
lyricalbarbie1 2 weeks ago
I cant swim..I am horrible at math!!!!!
kylahsmom1 2 weeks ago
Ugh I can relate to the skinny black girl one, but I'm loving it now.
NaturalDezign 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
I love that I went natural but hate that my curl pattern is more kinky then curly.
I'm afraid that I already found the one for me and lost him.
I deal with not having much money but really it makes me furious.
I love to be alone but hate being lonely.
I'd like the Bohemian Beauty.
ash2asl 2 weeks ago
I wish my natural hair was more curly and less kinky.
I'm afraid of bugs.
I'm afraid I'll never have a soulmate.
I'm known for standing out but all I really wanna do is blend in and belong.
I'd like Bohemian Beauty.
jenijah 2 weeks ago
Sometimes I just want to be a B*TCH. Like I'm tired of being the GOOD friend, the FAITHFUL girlfriend, the HONEST student... At times I just want to hurt someone because it's not fair how I treat people with respect and I get the opposite back.....
But Lord knows I just can't be mean...it's not in me.
Africandiva128 2 weeks ago
When I was a teen I hated that I never had anything to wear. I was always in the same clothes and I wished I had more money. A few years ago I learned how to make my own clothes and now I have everything I want at a small price. :)
andranozaurus 2 weeks ago
I have hatred in my heart to an ex-best friend who did me wrong. I'm afraid this hatred will lead to bitterness. I'm praying God will fix & heal me.
FruityMelody 2 weeks ago in playlist More videos from FusionofCultures
I love my natural hair, but at times I do wish it was straight.
I research everything
I hate being around ignorant and uninformed people.
I hate being in groups of people.
I am also a skinny black girl.
I hardly practice what I preach.
I can count my real friends on one hand.
I would like the Bohemian Beauty
tightdee203 2 weeks ago
@tightdee203 Haha. I hate being around ignorant and uninformed people too! I don't have that kind of patience. I research everything too!
lifevirgin9 1 week ago
i sometimes hate being me size wise even doh i'm only a size 14
i hate my hair because its thin and very short & there's nothing i can do to change it :(
i have a female crush on Beyonce (not lesbian i swear), she inspires me in every single way
i also Google and question everything, because i'm a fanatic about COMMON SENSE
i am a free spirit, and even though i can understand why that might get on some people's
nerves i secretly appreciate being me!
i would love the bohemian beauty please xx
musicalcomfy 2 weeks ago
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I'm still self concious about my natural hair even though i've been natural for almost 4 years
I'm a hopeless romantic
I hate sleeping in underwear (TMI?) :)
I'm terrified of little people(its sad but true)
I had a navel piercing..i let it close saw no point in keeping it if it wasnt going to be seen by the world
I too love music..I find piece of mind listening to songs
**Bohemian Beauty PLEASE**
msshontoya1 2 weeks ago
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msshontoya1 2 weeks ago
are you a starseed
LondonJahzara2011 2 weeks ago in playlist More videos from FusionofCultures
I am often thought of as mean when I'm actually not.
I am shy and sometimes socially awkward among large groups of people
I am addicted to going to school.
I sometimes go shopping to make myself feel better...borderline addiction! O_o
Growing up, I was teased for being too dark, too tall, and too fat. Kids are mean! :(
I would love the Bohemian Beauty please!! :)
SexyToria 2 weeks ago
I am tired of being the therapist for my group of friends.
I am sick of people mispronouncing my name.
I wish I could wrap my mind around loving my body the way it is.
Bohemian Beauty
alicaw80 2 weeks ago
I used to want "good hair"....now I realize I have good hair (although my texture never changed).
I rocked short hair, but I secretly wanted long healthy hair.
Love that Bohemian Beauty.
NapturalHoney 2 weeks ago
I'm still scared of the dark
I hate bananas and slugs
I don't like wearing underwear
I love cooking but only if someone else is there
I really wish I was more athletic
I'm always afraid someone will judge me when I try something new and I'm not good at it
Carnival Queen
xnaturalbeautyx 2 weeks ago
bohemiah beauty (popcanlover) <3
popcanlover 2 weeks ago
1)i did'nt wont to be black because on black friday people would make fun of me but now i love that made me black and from ghana! 2) iam scared of hamters and big dogs :(
popcanlover 2 weeks ago
I recharge when I'm alone, my nick name when i was in high school was baby huey. I hate roller coaster rides/ Bohemian Queen
dofdestiny10 2 weeks ago
I sing in the shower
I hate when people misspell my name :(
I prefer being in quiet places
I can't swim or dance
Bohemian Queen
cmd812000 2 weeks ago
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cmd812000 2 weeks ago
This video took a lot of guts. Here goes nothing:
1. My mom used to call me spider monkey and kids in school would call me Prince (now the artist formerly known as Prince)
2. I'm a great swimmer and could've been a dancer
3. I write short stories, but I refuse to let anyone read them
4. I'm pregnant and I'm so scared about being a mom.
5. I get everything I pray for... I'm not bragging, it's true.
6. People always say I look mean, but I'm actually quite shy.
I would like the Carnival Queen THNX
CurlybyLaw 2 weeks ago
1. No matter how cold it is outside, I have to have my fan on with lots of covers on the bed!
2.I too google everything. I can be watching a movie that says it's based on a true story and I will google the names, etc.
3. I dance naked in my mirror after a shower.
Bohemian Queen
Lovenikbean 2 weeks ago
1 I have a gap between my teeth a hereditary trait within my entire family... all throught middle and high school Id try and get braces, b/c people would make fun of me and say I had a tooth missing, but my mom wouldnt pay for them.
2 Since I was four yrs old Ive always wanted a slender body not knowing that my frame wasnyt built for that .even back then at the tender age of five i put mysef on diets and drank everything diet
3 I have difficulties with rejection
4 I think eveyones out to get me
MrzJanit 2 weeks ago
@MrzJanit I understand how it feels to be rejected. I experienced rejection since childhood (and also 4yrs ago). One thing that I realize is that people may reject you but you can't reject yourself...you love yourself know matter what...The people who are meant to be in your life will be in your life, those who are not suppose to be in your life won't be (its their lost). You add something to this world that no one else can...1st acknowledge that you are loved by God. Jesus loves you.
zing55 2 weeks ago
@zing55 I actually meant things from my past but Thanks for your kind words, it is never easy feeling the way I felt but with God my spirits have changed for the better. I always acknowledge, praise and Thank my creator he is the one who knows everything. God bless you
MrzJanit 2 weeks ago
I love your gye nyame necklace! Where did you find it?
xAdwoaOsei 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
1. I hate being skinny (skinny legs , arms etc..) but I'm naturally skinny. Ive tried everything to gain weight since I was 4 (now 19) and nothing has worked :(
2. I hate scary movies
3. I love Chicken!
4. I can't swim
5. I like being alone
6. And I have a lot of insecurities ( weight and appearance)
pearly122009 2 weeks ago
1.I thought I was suppose to be skinny (the rest of my family was)
2.I get a huge headache everytime I sing
3.I love lasagna but I hate spaghetti
4.Scary movies make me laugh
5.I hardly ever wear sandals because I hate my feet
5.In times of frustration I run to nature for solace
6.My family thinks I'm weird because I'm black and I listen to indie music
Carnival Queen
Chrssy92 2 weeks ago
1. I dont like tomatoes but eat pizza
2. I dislike my ears there too big
3. I hate standing on ladders
4. I get nervous when I met new people
Carnival queen please
4.
abdeeturt 3 weeks ago
1. Throughout elementary school I was mad fun of for being dark skinned (now I LOVE my complexion)
2.I was very insecure about my body because I am pear shaped but I'm still learning to embrace it.
3. You would NEVER catch me in a short dress or skirt because I dislike the shape of my legs.
4. I found someone who loves all my flaws even when I didn't.
5. I still suck my thumb at the age of 23..
6. I've been happy and nappy for 6 months and enjoy every minute!
GtzFinest 3 weeks ago
I have a fear of rejection.
kya714 3 weeks ago
Well
1. i hate my boobs because i have small back and large chest 2. i can´t swim 3. i think that i´m not pretty at all 4. i love somenone i souldn´t love 5. i don´t like to show my feelings/emotions
Ezie2011 3 weeks ago
Awww, I can definitely relate to secret #1.
mommyinspired 3 weeks ago
NessLivi 3 weeks ago
1.My real name is Tiffany i'm a curvy girl that battled with liking my figure throughout secondary school and life. Partially because it got me the wrong attention from guys and secondly because I was a DD in year 7 so my peers jumped on that and called me TiT-Fany.
2.I cant swim either.
3.I am shy,awkward and vague bout my feelings coz I don't want to be hurt,so it comes across as ambivalence.
4.I hated my lips, i used to do lip exercises, coz they weren't as wide as the cartoon ones.
EnvyTiny 3 weeks ago
wow thats amazing. you are very beautiful. people shouldnt call you lalien
MindlessBehavior1grl 3 weeks ago
Wow, love this!!!!!!! So honest. And, uncomfortable being slim and trim and fit looking... wonder how many other folks are?
naturbellerev 3 weeks ago
I love your hair, its so beautiful. I cant swim and I Google everything lol
TheMsKinkyBeauty 3 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
****GASPS!!!**** YOU ARE MY PERSONALITY SOUL MATE
IETREMY 3 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Hey Laila girl!!! My secrest are:
1. I am very shy and akward with men, If I find you attractive I go to the other side of the room and avoid you at all costs. If I am not attracted to you, I feel more comfortable and I am miss chatty cathy...which is why I usually get asked out by men who I am not interested in. :/
2. I used to hate that my bday was the day after Valentines day, but now I love it!
3. I love the Bohemian Beauty and will go into cardiac arrest if I don't win it! ;)
beansluv 3 weeks ago
"I often tune the world out"---> same here ;-)
aizzy830 3 weeks ago
1. I used to hate my height. I am 5ft 10. All of my school mates called me Sasquatch or Giraffe because I was the tallest in my grade for 7 years and my tallest friend is 5ft 4.
2. If I am in an awkward situation I text my mom to tell her to call me and tell me I need to do something for her.
3. People tell me that they love talking to me because I am a good listener but in actuality...I'm probably not listening.
4. I hate perming my hair but I am afraid of going natural :-/
whosdatgirl15 3 weeks ago
1. I've been on my own since tenth grade :( now I'm a Freshman in College!!!!!!!
2. I've never had my first true love... I'm waiting for God to send me that special someone!
3. I observe eveything people may call me shy at first... but I'm actually being observant of a person to see if we can be friends.
4. Last but not least my sister and I have the same birthday but we're 3 years apart in age!!!!
BRIANACUYLER 3 weeks ago
@BRIANACUYLER Wow that is sooo coool! It's like you are twins with 3 years between the two of you! My sister and I are born the same month! I love her but we are not close.
lifevirgin9 1 week ago
I have 3 for ya.
1. I cannot fall asleep unless I rub my feet together. It soothes me.
2. I'm extremely ticklish. Some nights my pillowcase touching my neck gives me a fit of the giggles.
3. As a kid I hated going to the circus, clowns creep me out.
luvpepperhead 3 weeks ago
Secret1: I look younger than my age i am nineteen, i will be 20 this year, people would think that i am 15.. i am petite,short at times i really wished that i was taller, that i looked more "womanish".. had more curves.. breast but i just don't. umm it does make me insecure..
Secret2:I don't really have any friends.. why ? because i am scared to trust, i am scared to be betrayed.. i am scared to be dissapointed.. i get attached to people really fast so i rather avoid it..
chanzii1 3 weeks ago
Your soooo beautiful!!!!
And we appreciate you!!! x
DatSmile1 3 weeks ago
My Secret: I have many but will need a whole week to go through each...so i'll just let you in on one for now. I love life and all its amazing gifts it offer me but i live it on the edge because one day i fear i wont be able to fulfil all my dreams but each night before i close my eyes to sleep i pray the man above sees me through to the end. I hate opening up to people with my problems so i tend to keep to myself and cry in silence (at night in the dark so no one can see). #Bohemian Beauty
ugandanchick 3 weeks ago
Secret: I'm afraid that because I'm a single mum, my son will become more of a statistic -- even though I tried my hardest to raise him the right way.
*Bohemian Beauty
haffilvgrls 3 weeks ago
Secret: I'm still afraid of the dark, I don't like my skin colour, I wish I was darker with an even skin tone, as I have several discolourations. (Bohemian Beauty) x
Sexcrai 3 weeks ago
i am afraid to fail and at 15 yrs old -110 lbs and 5' 2.5" i think i am FAT... Bohemian Beauty, please....
FreedumMuse 3 weeks ago
Secret: I sometimes want to empty out my hubby and I's bank account lol and leave him with the kids for about three months to six months just to get a mommy/ wife vaca to get my mind right and i wouldnt tell anyone where i was going lmbo(bohemian beauty set)
cortrell99 3 weeks ago
Secret: The future scares me at times... :-(
Carnaval queen!!
giny09 3 weeks ago
Secret: Sometimes I sleep in my jeans lol (carnival queen)
KinkyStyles1980 3 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
secret>> im 20, super cute, 5'3 108 lbs and im a Virgin!
Cazzady 3 weeks ago
REQUEST: Can u make an eyebrow tutorial ?
colomachenoa 3 weeks ago
Secret:I am just getting comfortable with who I am, I used to be extremely shy to the point where It was like I Had social anxeity.Im a junior in High School and I was bullied most of my earlier school years and im just getting over it and coming out my shell..but I wish I would have come out earlier because I feel it would have made my high school experience better& I let my clothes speak for me for sprit week I wore a blue and gold tutu I made,years ago I know I wasnt confident enough to do it
TheVougeQueen 3 weeks ago
Secret: ..I struggle with the idea that im beautiful & i easily encourage and praise others and leave myself behind... :( i im extremely shy but use my bubbly personality to mask it & make me believe im not...its working though!! ^_^ ...i dance in my room by myself all the time imagining im whoever i want to be lol.. when i love people i love them HARD and shut out all possibilities of them being bad people..i YOUTUBE EVERYTHING! <3 ... your my inspiration: fashion/hair/personality..thank you!!
Thatslovelyy 3 weeks ago
Love the video. Girl, that skinny part hit home with me. Being extra thin is not always embraced as much as it is in other communities so I here ya! Fortunately I learned to embrace ME as I grew older. :)
napturallycurly 3 weeks ago
Secrets: I wear a darker foundation because I dislike my skin colour, I want it to be cocoa. I suffer from trichotillomania people laugh when I have no eyelashes, they don't get it. I'm still scared of the dark. My father left to raise his kids, I act like I don't care but truth is, I wish he was in my life. I am obsessed with natural hair videos my brother even asked me the other day if I was gay because of it lol -_- i'm not. And I can't swim either!! lol. (Bohemian Beauty set please) :) <3
LoveMakeUpwithLove 3 weeks ago
My secrets: I've learned that over the years my shyness has made it very difficult to express my feelings. I was teased for having big lips and felt self conscience about it until I found out ppl pay to have lips like mine, all natural baby!! The reason I first decided to go natural at first was because of this girl I knew. I was ALWAYS envious of her hair, no matter what she did with it, it was always so beautiful. I heard she was going natural so I did too.. copy cat lol (bohemian beauty)
ChelleBabii4 3 weeks ago
awwwww love this!!!
MissWhitneyQ 3 weeks ago
My secrets: I can be extremely shy when meeting new people, I have trust issue sometimes, Im scared of failing at anything I do, I love music, I have some huge dreams and goals in life! (Carnival Queen) :)
rissalenee 3 weeks ago
My secret(s)- I am a type 1 diabetic, I pre-plan EVERYTHING, I'm tough and sensative at the same time, I used to be BONEY!!! and hated and now wish I could get it back lol, I used to not love the way I looked, I envy other girls fashion sense, I have a fear of being broke so I save for rainny days, I hate when someone says I have "good" hair, I hate good byes.
jtaund 3 weeks ago
My secret- At night, after everyone has gone to bed, I turn the lights out in my room, and I sing as if i'm doing a concert! One time my mother caught me, and so during an "intermission" i opened my door, and she was standing there listening! lol You are a beautiful woman, I'm glad you came around to realizing that! (bohemian beauty)
Orijust 3 weeks ago
My Secret-My feelings hurt easily partly due to my upbringing (country girl) ,and mostly due to the artist in me :-) I'm a risk taker, usually will try anything once, am willing to fail..because honestly the best lessons in life are learned this way. I talk to myself and love being around people that know more than I that way I can learn and aspire to be better. I used to be ashamed of who I am and how I looked until I rediscovered that I am a Beautiful Nubian Sista!!! Happy Black History mth!
MsStephanieMoore 3 weeks ago
my secret....because i was a superlaate bloomer and was joked and picked on so much for how i looked; to this day when a person compliments me on my beauty i ignore them..SERIOUSLY i act like i didn't here them and often change the subject as if they said nothing. i rather acknowledge nothing than do and look foolish! my close friends think im cold/bitchy b/c of it but they dont know where it stems from.
femballer33 3 weeks ago
My Secret- I sometimes spend hours dancing by myself, in the dark. Close my eyes and just let my body move. I feel rejuvenated after. My way of relieving stress.
FayeDeville 3 weeks ago
Your secret about how you hated being skinny and wanted to be curvier in high school is the exact opposite of how I felt during high school! I wanted to be skinnier because I got too much unnecessary and unflattering attention toward my curvy body and big boobs. My secret is, I always smile even when I'm hurting or angry so no one can see my true feelings. I LOVE the Carnival Queen set. I like the concept of the video, I'm gonna try that soon. Thanks for the inspiration!
chineyeye88 3 weeks ago
My secret: I analyze everything...often to the point where people look at it as over analysis...Nice video Laila :)
browneyez9802 3 weeks ago
You're Beautiful just the way you are Queen!!! One of my secrets is that, i can't swim either...lol don't expect me to save you if the ship goes down..lol*REAL TALK* i would be frozen to even move, but i LOVE to stare at water, idk its something about the glaze and how light beams off of it...idk....PEACE QUEEN!!!
SweetGaBrownin 3 weeks ago
- I luv the video.... & your eyebrows are HOT . Tutorial ?
mshyness 3 weeks ago
i love your secrets video and i want you to know that you are a very pretty girl so please don't let anyone tell you different !
CurlyCreeChronicles 3 weeks ago
FYI -addt....Women wish they had your figure! Trust me. Alien my ass. Girl you have the idea body to model and you can wear what thick/fat girls cant in the stores. Because of your size you'll typically always luk younger so own it. Trust me your schoolmates I bet or overweight now and wish they had your petite frame. You hve gud genes I can tell. I wuld say more but I dont want to embarras u. U r beautiful, blush smile laugh. U hve a personality that is intriguing. Be Blessed.
laurynstar 3 weeks ago