So proud of you Erin. I too am transgender, I basically had the same life growing up as you did. I've been cross-dressing since I was 11. I am married and my wife is happy for me to make the transition if it is what I want.
Im gonna sound like a major asshole right now u dont need to tell me. But u still look like a crossdressing man along with 98% of the other transgenders
@heatmiser9696 this was made 2 years ago, If you seen me now, you would shit yourself for saying that, maybe you should anyways. People these days say I look just like Kristen Stewart, does she look like a man in womens clothes?
@babewire no, I don't, I am unsure if I will ever make another video to be perfectly honest, much of my life has moved on, transition is a thing of the past for me. Besides, I don't need to justify myself, It is what others (my family and friends) have said, I think I look similar, but not "just," but that is me. If I was interested in dating men, I would not have much of an issue getting dates, over the past 2 yrs, I've had over 30 requests, not to mention my guy friends wanting to go out w/me!
Hi there, nice video ,, been there done that and alone, not the best way. I waited until I was 38 although I saw my first doctor at 16 !! knew from very young and like you discovered the TS word at 14 ,, today no one knows or guesses although 12 botched operations have left me sexually useless life has given me other options. Good luck with the follow up, its worth it in the end and today with places like youtube its less lonely. Best wishes Stephanie ( ex Steven! ) xx
Wow you are so lucky to be able to find this better way of life and do the transition. It is probably too late for me so how I envy. Anyway no bullshit here and I do appreciate your effort to purge the crap. Also you look so much better as a girl.
Wow - I can see Steven smiling but, can tell he's not happy. But, when Erin smiles, her whole face lights up. I can imagine the weight that was lifted when you started your new life. You're so brave - I hope you're happier than ever. Congratulations! <3
I dont get all this stuff about "Male to Female" OR "Females to male" nor do I get it,,, but do u know what! if ur comfortable in ur own skin like then thats all tht counts lol
Hello Erin. Came across your video and it made me cry (in a GOOD way)! I am about 5 months post-op MtF and have absolutely no regrets. You are doing great and looking great! Keep living your dream and God bless you, your family and your friends. Thanks for your courage. . .
Voice change comes through voice lessons Momo. Sometimes even with voice lessons you can't get a feminine voice. Those folks usually seek a surgical change in pitch and timbre. As for whether or not you need to transition. My therapist told me that's up to me but she didn't suggest it unless you absolutely were sure what the consequences would be and where not only willing to accept those consequences but be sure about it.
So I look down on here and see a comment war, and someone talking about Veganism? Ugh, guys, don't be so selfish. This is about the beautiful person who had enough courage to post this video, not beating someone out with rude comments...
@1122ares It is funny that people do see a message board as an open forum, It does not bother me, except when it goes in a way different direction, for example the video is on Gender transition, Veganism is not related to the "topic at hand" in any way. Thanks for the comment.
After the hormones are complete, do you still need to shave regularly, or does all the hair stop growing in your face? Something that has had me wondering.
@thecoolpictsmaker Actually the meds only thin the hair shaft on faces and pubic areas. Lazer or electro is required to remove the hair permanently. Also, the meds I take are a life long thing! Over the rest of the body the hair is nearly gone and the remaining is very light and fine. I currently have about 3k into removing my hair on my face with another 1k anticipated using lazer. this would have been double or triple in price using electro.
You've been on a hell of a journey, Erin.The transition, especially the decision to start it, must have been...
I admire you, I honestly do. Maybe one day I'll admit to my family that I may be transgendered too. You inspire me to be the person I am inside, not just what my family sees.
@MomoHasMuffins 1. Yes, breasts are possible, Some MTF's only get "a" cups, I have 36 C's and fill out my bra COMPLETELY!
2. No, the voice is not changed in MTF's, but in FTM's it does change.
3. dont completely understand, re ask in a message.
As for shit creek, only YOU can decide if it is right for you. there is alot to consider when making the decision to transition. message me for more, i'm very willing to help.
@seriouscrawler I think momo was/is saying/wondering if you don't hate your body completely, for example, you like having small hips and therefore male looking hips, are you sure you really are trans. The answer I come up with is, well, as a GG, I don't love ALL my body so I imagine as a FTM there are parts of you that you like and don't want to change when you trans. :)
@MomoHasMuffins Pardon for poking my nose in, but I've done a psych nurse rotation thru our hospital's gender clinic and can perhaps offer an answer to #3.
"Hating" your body has more to do with how emotional you tend to be than how TG you are. Some Ts are just sad about or indifferent to their male parts. Masturbation doesn't make you male; what you think about when doing it is more indicative. Your best step is to see a professional with experience in the subject. Good luck.
@carmium thanks, perfect answer!! :D gee I'm so glad, that hasn't "pushed" me out of my gender identity again - seeing as I'm veeeery insecure about that ... And well, I used to be quite emotional and often cried because of the whole crappy issue - but now, it's like I'm an iceblock. So yeah, that's probably why ... O_o
I just removed all the bull shit people have left on my page the last week, don't waste your time making a rude or down right mean comments because I may remove them as well. Now, if you are really trying to be a nice person, but have some questions, please feel free to say what you have to say. Erin~ xoxo
@seriouscrawler Don't listen to those haters. I hope you do not mind, but since you are a woman who has a wife, you are technically a lesbian? Sorry for asking, don't take it the wrong way. And how did you know you were transsexual, not a crossdresser or tomgirl?
@TheNyeisnye Gee, in my video, I'm pretty sure I stated that I was married to a woman, BUT, seeing you brought it up, these days I am fortunate enough to pretty much look at a guy and give him a really nice smile and have him eating out of my hand in minutes. I did this video nearly 2 years ago, I have changed drastically since. I have been told quite often that I look better than most cis gendered women in the same rooms as me, which is a huge complement :)
I'm not very well read on this subject, and am not here to attack or insult anyone personally but am curious as to why transgender(ism?) isn't observed in 3rd world countries, just as we don't, say, see veganism (purely an example) at all? Entirely open to forming opinions on this one, anyone with a real, valid point to make please reply!
@ursie1986 Most countries being trans is not looked upon favorably, there are both 3rd and "1st" countries that you can be prosecuted in, thou their are some of both that are in favor of TS people. Norway is one of the best, where some African countries you can be killed for it! I hope I answered your question for you, you are free to message me for anything else on the topic. Thanks Erin~ :)
@ursie1986 some of those third world countries respect transgender people.Like if you visit Mexico City Transgenders are see more "like curiosity".Unfortunaly they lack in benefits like most in the world.
@ursie1986 Not to mention, there is no education on the issue and no outlets for pursuing transition, int he first place. No one just automatically knows they are the word "transsexual" or the terminology, regardless of having the feelings. There comes a point where we finally learn the right terms for expressing these long-felt emotions. In 3rd world countries, don't have that. They don't even teach about women's health or contraception in these oppressed countries, let alone trans-issues.
@ursie1986 Countries need to start with Educating people and accepting Tran issues. They need to change their laws to be favorable to the issue. Major corporations around the world need to step forward and offer therapy, HRT, and SRS coverage under their insurance programs. I'm not trans, but i have great respect for these people and what they have to go thru. They suffer greatly being trapped in the body that is not their true sex and all they want to do is conform their body.
@ursie1986 it is practiced in third world countries. In India they have a tradition of the hijra that are treated like shamens. There are also some polynesian island cultures that have third genders. Thailand is also very well known for transgendered peoples. So it is most definitely in third world countries. The native Americans also have/had the berdache people.
@ursie1986 That is NOT true, gender/body conflicts DO exist in the 3rd world. and veganism is a DECISION. not feeling at home in your body is NOT. do you get the difference? because it's huge. where are you getting your facts from, anyway?
@WolfAttackFromSpace are you also a homophobic? a racist? I bet. People like you are judgmental because they are pathetic and unsatisfied with their own lives. Get a grip. This person is happy, which is more than can be said for you. I'm sure you're going to try to tell me you're perfectly happy and to fuck off, but I won't buy it. People like you are dead inside.
Congratulations on your transition! All I can do is send love and support to someone with the courage to go against the grain and transition to another gender.
@SoonToBeGirlXD wow, that's quite touching, I hope your mom enjoyed your embrace :) Are you transitioning? I am assuming you are with your channel name.
I noticed in the video you mention that you were maried!! and your wife was very suportive. I would like to talk to you about that. I too am maried and my wife is very uneasy about the changes that are happening to me. I cant discuss the future of it with her. it just creeps her out. needing advice.
@Segnet37451172 I would welcome you to contact me via message, I have spoke with a few people on the subject, but the first thing I say is don't even think about gauging your success in transition on my success, I was one of the very FEW lucky ones. but I do have a few things that I have done that could ease the pressure. E~
to tell a person who or what they should be is a personal decision not everyone elses and yes I am straight as they come and happily married, but to condemn those that you love and are somewhat different does not give you the right to tell them they cannot do it out of personal opinon....find what your good at and stick to it!
The fact that you and your wife stayed together and in love just shows what it really means to be in love with someone whole heartedly and for what they are on the inside. I am so happy for you! :)
@LadyXxXTattoo Wow, thanks for the very kind comment, we are definitely in a league of our own out here. I tell people all the time who are going through what we have that our commitment to one and other is not typical and should not be used as a bar for their own situation. Thanks, Erin~
When it got to the screen "For Christmas, I want to be a girl.", I must have cried for like 10 minutes. How many times when I was younger, probably from like age 6-7 onwards I said the same thing. Well, inside anyway.
I'm so proud of you! I too am transitioning. I am now 53 yrs old and have been living as a woman for 3 yrs. I am so much happier now as I am sure you are too. Good luck on your journey
this might sound weird but, it sucks to be a tranny that is attracted to women. Do you feel even a little bit attracted to men? Ino that when I'm gonna do this ill try to get a boyfriend so bad. I also have those feminine feelings and wishes to be a girl that nobody else knows. If i could transform into a real woman right now I wight be kinda a whore. So i am wonderin. Are you even a little bit attracted to men?
Erin, I need some direction. Your videos, especially Steven To Erin 2010, inspired me to open up to my father. My story is so oddly close to yours, except my wife of 2 years divorced me. I haven't told many yet, but thanks to you, working up to it. I haven't started hrt yet and I'm not sure where to turn. Do I need to consult a doctor, and if so, what kind of doctor? Is it expensive? Pills or shot? Who do I talk to? Would you mind including me as a friend? I may need a friend.
You were very brave to tell it by letter. Not bad idea. Your video make me cry because i'm still in the "not, not me" phase, but inside my heart I can feel than someday I will not be able to keep myself more time disguised as a man & I will explote...The last thing i want to do is hurt my family but I'm not as they think I am.
Your happiness is my hope, thank you & go away girl
More power to you dude (I say this word to women too) for what you are doing, but you still kind of look like a dude a little after the transition/transformation. I know you said you have a ways to go, but it might take more than 2 years. I have a question, who was the picture of that women at the beginning of the video on the Jerry springer show?, cause it didn't look like you.
@NASIRUB1 I have absolutely no idea who the picture was. I look sooo much different now, when I made this video, i only had one lazer treatment completed, now I have 8 out of 10 done and have virtually no facial hair, my face shape has changed a bit and just all around look way different. thanks! Erin~
Oh my! I cried! It is incredibly sweet that you, Erin, would have such a loving wife. You are incredibly luck, and I hope you tell her that she is so everyday. I am happy so many people have supported you. Humanity sometimes surprises me.
I am FTM, but lately I have been spending a lot of time watching my sisters videos as they go through their transitions to become their real self. Thank you for sharing your journey Erin, you are a beautiful and brave woman! Your journey has touched my heart....
@bryan72722 Sometimes love is simply being able to look past the outside packaging and seeing who they are inside... who a person really is may surprise someone in even the most difficult to understand situations.
Amazing. You remind me of my aunt in some pictures (: I'm 16 and transgendered myself with a half morman and half pagan family. We all know how the morman turns out, but I might be starting counciling soon. Any tips? ^^
we have so much in comon its not funny ...my teenage pictures kinda look the same even ...im Vonnie and ive been on hrt for 7 months .nice to meet you exito ! Ivonne5xx
Really touched me. Especially when you were a child and everyone thought you were wierd. My story is very similar though I'm not as far along the path as you. I plan on coming out to my Dad tonight after work if I can catch him before he goes into town to the pubs. Thank you for the effort you put into this video, you are beautiful x
You know... as a woman you look like my boyfriend when your hair is short. Which should be far more disconcerting for him than for you, as you are definitely quite feminine (and apparently so is he).
@seriouscrawler...well....I'm a guy and happy to be one..straight and a family man....but like ' TheAlphaFish '...I nearly had a tear rolling....must be the hormones in my food...lol....No seriously....Erin ...and all the others....Thumbs Up !!!! Be Happy !!!!
Thumbs up! Glad you were able to get the help and transtion hon. Sadly for me I won't know what that like because of a medical condition that will prevent me from HRT so I will forever be stuck as a female in a male body.
Thanks for sharing this video. I'm so happy for you and know that it takes a lot of courage to transition and become the true woman you are. Oh, and I noticed the SVSU shirt. I go to GVSU which makes us rivals. :P But I'm fully supportive of you. :) Take care, hun.
Erin, how did your wife react when you told her your feelings? How supportive is she about it? - Im married, w 2 kids ages 19 months and 5, but will never know what its like to be in your shoes.....i waited to long.
@gesh95 Didn't your mother ever tell you if you don't have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all? You saying things like that just shows us how ugly YOU ARE on the inside...
The only question i have about alot of MTF transition is that on one had you say your a woman trapped in a mans body yet i see alot of you stay and have relationships with women. Does this mean that you were a lesbian in a mans body or are a man with the desire to be a lesbian?
@808xlostxsoulx Gender and sexual preference are two different things. Desiring to transition does not mean that you desire to be gay or lesbian, I knew long before my marriage that I was different, at that time my preferences were more fluid than now. Often it takes many years for trans people too figure exactly what they are after transition, I consider myself a lesbian but never considered it as a desire until after transition, but my wife still considers herself as straight. Thanks, erin~
@farharbour Thank you very much. Yes, I do have kids, they are young enough that they will grow up with me as the person that I am and not be potentially "traumatized" if they were older. I am indeed going to get surgery next, mainly because of health reasons, but I am also going to get a small number of facial procedures at the same time. I am thinking of posting another transition video because I have changed so much since this video was created. Erin~
You look so much happier in your later pictures, congratulations :)
krwdserfur 17 hours ago
So proud of you Erin. I too am transgender, I basically had the same life growing up as you did. I've been cross-dressing since I was 11. I am married and my wife is happy for me to make the transition if it is what I want.
30mattydunc 1 day ago
Good choice of name :D
erinb2422 4 days ago
@erinb2422 thanks :)
seriouscrawler 3 days ago
I am so happy for you, Erin. There is quite literally nothing as fulfilling as seeing someone realize and come to themselves! Brava! XO
mekongmaiden 1 week ago
@mekongmaiden Thank you very much :)
seriouscrawler 1 week ago
Im happy for you good luck, youre really a Bueaty.
transemogirlmeike 1 week ago
i guez title of the song you have written in the last video is not the one that uve used in the video.btw wht is the title of that song?
zambal84bahrain 1 week ago
Congrats, Erin on your transition. I hope you are really happy about it and that is only what really means
MegaMusiclover70 2 weeks ago
Im gonna sound like a major asshole right now u dont need to tell me. But u still look like a crossdressing man along with 98% of the other transgenders
heatmiser9696 2 weeks ago
@heatmiser9696 this was made 2 years ago, If you seen me now, you would shit yourself for saying that, maybe you should anyways. People these days say I look just like Kristen Stewart, does she look like a man in womens clothes?
seriouscrawler 2 weeks ago
@seriouscrawler do you have an videos where you "look just like Kristen Stewart"?
babewire 2 weeks ago
@babewire no, I don't, I am unsure if I will ever make another video to be perfectly honest, much of my life has moved on, transition is a thing of the past for me. Besides, I don't need to justify myself, It is what others (my family and friends) have said, I think I look similar, but not "just," but that is me. If I was interested in dating men, I would not have much of an issue getting dates, over the past 2 yrs, I've had over 30 requests, not to mention my guy friends wanting to go out w/me!
seriouscrawler 2 weeks ago
Wow, you are beautiful!
hazeleyes1911a1 2 weeks ago
@hazeleyes1911a1 Thank you :)
seriouscrawler 2 weeks ago
u look so happy now ...i glad u are.
moccalr 2 weeks ago
he changed his name to my name .. i feel honered .. kindof :D
bumblezXD 3 weeks ago
Hi there, nice video ,, been there done that and alone, not the best way. I waited until I was 38 although I saw my first doctor at 16 !! knew from very young and like you discovered the TS word at 14 ,, today no one knows or guesses although 12 botched operations have left me sexually useless life has given me other options. Good luck with the follow up, its worth it in the end and today with places like youtube its less lonely. Best wishes Stephanie ( ex Steven! ) xx
TheFiown 3 weeks ago
Super video
Have you ever thought of Facial Feminisation it would help you a lot
Best of luck x
nylonTS 3 weeks ago
Wow you are so lucky to be able to find this better way of life and do the transition. It is probably too late for me so how I envy. Anyway no bullshit here and I do appreciate your effort to purge the crap. Also you look so much better as a girl.
calif92627 3 weeks ago
Bon courage with your journey Erin! :) loved the video :)
mlszn 1 month ago
Awesome Erin, glad you made this video...
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@TheNormOne What is that?
BuIletForMyVaIentine 1 month ago
It's good to see you're happier now! Hope you're enjoying life more now. 'Gratz <3
TheWerewolfsAngel 1 month ago
You look so much happier. I hope you feel at home in your own skin now.
ceramicwings 1 month ago
Wow - I can see Steven smiling but, can tell he's not happy. But, when Erin smiles, her whole face lights up. I can imagine the weight that was lifted when you started your new life. You're so brave - I hope you're happier than ever. Congratulations! <3
kelaltieri 1 month ago 2
@kelaltieri You can only imagine the weight lifted once I began to feel the true effects of my meds. Thanks very much :)
seriouscrawler 2 weeks ago
@seriouscrawler you're welcome. xoxo
kelaltieri 1 week ago
It's interesting how u want to be a girl but u live your wife which is nice
ClassicRock109 1 month ago
You look great, congrats!
czolgolz 1 month ago
I wish you happiness
BoricuaChiTown 1 month ago
I dont get all this stuff about "Male to Female" OR "Females to male" nor do I get it,,, but do u know what! if ur comfortable in ur own skin like then thats all tht counts lol
markalanoffcial 1 month ago 2
@markalanoffcial You don't know how awesome you are. <3
LANmineTFC 1 month ago
@LANmineTFC Well said!
seriouscrawler 1 month ago
@LANmineTFC Aww cheers buddy :)
markalanoffcial 1 month ago
Anyone of whom says ugly things are insecure people whom have done nothing large in their lives.. and loathe those of whom have. FACT!
"Mediocrity always attacks excellence!"
God Almighty has a special blessing upon the transsexual person! You better believe it!!!!!!
margovallen 1 month ago
GO GIRL! What a beautiful female you've evolved into! God has been good!!!!!
margovallen 1 month ago
aww I want to cry. it is so sweet that you followed your dreams
lee34u2 1 month ago
Hello Erin. Came across your video and it made me cry (in a GOOD way)! I am about 5 months post-op MtF and have absolutely no regrets. You are doing great and looking great! Keep living your dream and God bless you, your family and your friends. Thanks for your courage. . .
JaneySmooth 1 month ago
Voice change comes through voice lessons Momo. Sometimes even with voice lessons you can't get a feminine voice. Those folks usually seek a surgical change in pitch and timbre. As for whether or not you need to transition. My therapist told me that's up to me but she didn't suggest it unless you absolutely were sure what the consequences would be and where not only willing to accept those consequences but be sure about it.
ChristineSmithable 1 month ago
They say that the best age to start the first step is around 10. Perhaps they are right.
TheIcelandicPatriot 1 month ago
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dude you still look like a dude.
glosterdog 1 month ago
So I look down on here and see a comment war, and someone talking about Veganism? Ugh, guys, don't be so selfish. This is about the beautiful person who had enough courage to post this video, not beating someone out with rude comments...
1122ares 1 month ago 21
@1122ares It is funny that people do see a message board as an open forum, It does not bother me, except when it goes in a way different direction, for example the video is on Gender transition, Veganism is not related to the "topic at hand" in any way. Thanks for the comment.
seriouscrawler 1 month ago 5
Erin, I am forever impressed with modern medicine and its ability to turn a man into a beautiful woman. You are such a beautiful woman.
EricBatTGLife 1 month ago
After the hormones are complete, do you still need to shave regularly, or does all the hair stop growing in your face? Something that has had me wondering.
thecoolpictsmaker 2 months ago
@thecoolpictsmaker Actually the meds only thin the hair shaft on faces and pubic areas. Lazer or electro is required to remove the hair permanently. Also, the meds I take are a life long thing! Over the rest of the body the hair is nearly gone and the remaining is very light and fine. I currently have about 3k into removing my hair on my face with another 1k anticipated using lazer. this would have been double or triple in price using electro.
seriouscrawler 1 month ago
You've been on a hell of a journey, Erin.The transition, especially the decision to start it, must have been...
I admire you, I honestly do. Maybe one day I'll admit to my family that I may be transgendered too. You inspire me to be the person I am inside, not just what my family sees.
You look gorgeous btw :)
YsoSRS14 2 months ago
@YsoSRS14 Thank you very much :)
seriouscrawler 1 month ago
You look like shit!
urbanromeo 2 months ago
@urbanromeo Go fuck your self!
seriouscrawler 1 month ago
best of luck on your journey
tomtomlover 2 months ago
Ur so Cute as a Guy =)
carlyis18 2 months ago
Hi. I think you are hot. :-)
Axaios70 2 months ago
ok, questions:
#1 is it possible to get natural boobs through hormones instead of having implants? If yes, is it dependant on age?
#2 does the voice change through hormones or do you have to do something else? O_o
#3 do I have to hate my body to make my transgenderism doubtless? What a bout masturbation? Would that make me a guy? :S
I'm a bit up shit creek cause I'm scared of the consequences of transitioning and whether it's the right thing to do ... thanks if you answer ^_^
MomoHasMuffins 2 months ago
@MomoHasMuffins 1. Yes, breasts are possible, Some MTF's only get "a" cups, I have 36 C's and fill out my bra COMPLETELY!
2. No, the voice is not changed in MTF's, but in FTM's it does change.
3. dont completely understand, re ask in a message.
As for shit creek, only YOU can decide if it is right for you. there is alot to consider when making the decision to transition. message me for more, i'm very willing to help.
seriouscrawler 1 month ago 2
@seriouscrawler I think momo was/is saying/wondering if you don't hate your body completely, for example, you like having small hips and therefore male looking hips, are you sure you really are trans. The answer I come up with is, well, as a GG, I don't love ALL my body so I imagine as a FTM there are parts of you that you like and don't want to change when you trans. :)
cnith2 3 weeks ago
@MomoHasMuffins Pardon for poking my nose in, but I've done a psych nurse rotation thru our hospital's gender clinic and can perhaps offer an answer to #3.
"Hating" your body has more to do with how emotional you tend to be than how TG you are. Some Ts are just sad about or indifferent to their male parts. Masturbation doesn't make you male; what you think about when doing it is more indicative. Your best step is to see a professional with experience in the subject. Good luck.
carmium 1 month ago
@carmium thanks, perfect answer!! :D gee I'm so glad, that hasn't "pushed" me out of my gender identity again - seeing as I'm veeeery insecure about that ... And well, I used to be quite emotional and often cried because of the whole crappy issue - but now, it's like I'm an iceblock. So yeah, that's probably why ... O_o
MomoHasMuffins 1 month ago
@CxRax He is the one that is nuts, I looked him up myself, what a shame :( Thanks!
seriouscrawler 2 months ago
I just removed all the bull shit people have left on my page the last week, don't waste your time making a rude or down right mean comments because I may remove them as well. Now, if you are really trying to be a nice person, but have some questions, please feel free to say what you have to say. Erin~ xoxo
seriouscrawler 2 months ago 15
@seriouscrawler psssst...You know what the biggest change was in all those pictures?
Your smile! =) Much respect!
horrormonger 2 months ago
@seriouscrawler Don't listen to those haters. I hope you do not mind, but since you are a woman who has a wife, you are technically a lesbian? Sorry for asking, don't take it the wrong way. And how did you know you were transsexual, not a crossdresser or tomgirl?
1122ares 1 month ago
@WolfAttackFromSpace BTW, if you have such an aversion to trans folk, why were you on my channel anyways, looking for child porn you sick fuck.
seriouscrawler 2 months ago
@TheNyeisnye Gee, in my video, I'm pretty sure I stated that I was married to a woman, BUT, seeing you brought it up, these days I am fortunate enough to pretty much look at a guy and give him a really nice smile and have him eating out of my hand in minutes. I did this video nearly 2 years ago, I have changed drastically since. I have been told quite often that I look better than most cis gendered women in the same rooms as me, which is a huge complement :)
seriouscrawler 2 months ago
I'm not very well read on this subject, and am not here to attack or insult anyone personally but am curious as to why transgender(ism?) isn't observed in 3rd world countries, just as we don't, say, see veganism (purely an example) at all? Entirely open to forming opinions on this one, anyone with a real, valid point to make please reply!
ursie1986 2 months ago
@ursie1986 Most countries being trans is not looked upon favorably, there are both 3rd and "1st" countries that you can be prosecuted in, thou their are some of both that are in favor of TS people. Norway is one of the best, where some African countries you can be killed for it! I hope I answered your question for you, you are free to message me for anything else on the topic. Thanks Erin~ :)
seriouscrawler 2 months ago
@ursie1986 some of those third world countries respect transgender people.Like if you visit Mexico City Transgenders are see more "like curiosity".Unfortunaly they lack in benefits like most in the world.
sailorlyta 2 months ago
@ursie1986 Not to mention, there is no education on the issue and no outlets for pursuing transition, int he first place. No one just automatically knows they are the word "transsexual" or the terminology, regardless of having the feelings. There comes a point where we finally learn the right terms for expressing these long-felt emotions. In 3rd world countries, don't have that. They don't even teach about women's health or contraception in these oppressed countries, let alone trans-issues.
horrormonger 2 months ago
@ursie1986 You can read up on third gender like the hijra (India) for another example of gender issues in other countries.
TheSabathine 2 months ago
@ursie1986 Countries need to start with Educating people and accepting Tran issues. They need to change their laws to be favorable to the issue. Major corporations around the world need to step forward and offer therapy, HRT, and SRS coverage under their insurance programs. I'm not trans, but i have great respect for these people and what they have to go thru. They suffer greatly being trapped in the body that is not their true sex and all they want to do is conform their body.
bimale4fun25 2 months ago
@ursie1986 it is practiced in third world countries. In India they have a tradition of the hijra that are treated like shamens. There are also some polynesian island cultures that have third genders. Thailand is also very well known for transgendered peoples. So it is most definitely in third world countries. The native Americans also have/had the berdache people.
Anubisdream1 2 months ago
@ursie1986 That is NOT true, gender/body conflicts DO exist in the 3rd world. and veganism is a DECISION. not feeling at home in your body is NOT. do you get the difference? because it's huge. where are you getting your facts from, anyway?
defdeezy 1 month ago
@defdeezy Easy my friend, they were inquiring on facts and figures, not stating them! Erin~
seriouscrawler 1 month ago
@seriouscrawler agghh true but there were so many assumptions that bothered me in the original question... Sorry!
defdeezy 1 month ago
@WolfAttackFromSpace are you also a homophobic? a racist? I bet. People like you are judgmental because they are pathetic and unsatisfied with their own lives. Get a grip. This person is happy, which is more than can be said for you. I'm sure you're going to try to tell me you're perfectly happy and to fuck off, but I won't buy it. People like you are dead inside.
PrincessAriel2sing 2 months ago
Congratulations on your transition! All I can do is send love and support to someone with the courage to go against the grain and transition to another gender.
limnadhappy 2 months ago
@WolfAttackFromSpace No, I meant if you thought my comment was dumb, then you are entitled. Once again, have a nice life...
Lizzi813 2 months ago
@WolfAttackFromSpace If that is what makes you whole inside, then so be it.
seriouscrawler 2 months ago 5
Your wife must have a lot of pateince..
louiearigsby 2 months ago
You make a lovely woman.
czolgolz 2 months ago
You're staying with your wife? Are you keeping your penis? My uncle now aunt did.
UnicornsRock55 2 months ago
ur wife must really love u
Kaijen34561 3 months ago
@Kaijen34561 Yup, she sure does, which is why we have done do well through this :)
seriouscrawler 3 months ago 3
you look so happy :D that's all that matters
mara720 3 months ago
i hugged my mum for like 10 minutes after watching this y hormones y :)
SoonToBeGirlXD 3 months ago
@SoonToBeGirlXD wow, that's quite touching, I hope your mom enjoyed your embrace :) Are you transitioning? I am assuming you are with your channel name.
seriouscrawler 3 months ago
From your latter ( female ) pics you look happy in life. Enjoy the rest of your life as you look like you are complete now. Much love & respect xoxo
ozcdlover 3 months ago
I noticed in the video you mention that you were maried!! and your wife was very suportive. I would like to talk to you about that. I too am maried and my wife is very uneasy about the changes that are happening to me. I cant discuss the future of it with her. it just creeps her out. needing advice.
Segnet37451172 3 months ago
@Segnet37451172 I would welcome you to contact me via message, I have spoke with a few people on the subject, but the first thing I say is don't even think about gauging your success in transition on my success, I was one of the very FEW lucky ones. but I do have a few things that I have done that could ease the pressure. E~
seriouscrawler 3 months ago
to tell a person who or what they should be is a personal decision not everyone elses and yes I am straight as they come and happily married, but to condemn those that you love and are somewhat different does not give you the right to tell them they cannot do it out of personal opinon....find what your good at and stick to it!
ghettolives 3 months ago
Good for you, you finally feel happy. Its a hard road and you have a great support system. Keep going!
jonathan
jmolc 3 months ago
God's speed on your journey..Be happy..
robertmray 3 months ago
The fact that you and your wife stayed together and in love just shows what it really means to be in love with someone whole heartedly and for what they are on the inside. I am so happy for you! :)
LadyXxXTattoo 3 months ago
@LadyXxXTattoo Wow, thanks for the very kind comment, we are definitely in a league of our own out here. I tell people all the time who are going through what we have that our commitment to one and other is not typical and should not be used as a bar for their own situation. Thanks, Erin~
seriouscrawler 3 months ago
:) I nearly cried watching this. It's so sweet.
TheAlphaFish 4 months ago
@TheAlphaFish lol, you are going to make me cry... damn hormones!!
seriouscrawler 3 months ago
amazing,very proud of your bravery and also very jealous ,,well done ,,,,amazing video..xo
vwcaddylowrider 4 months ago
When it got to the screen "For Christmas, I want to be a girl.", I must have cried for like 10 minutes. How many times when I was younger, probably from like age 6-7 onwards I said the same thing. Well, inside anyway.
OAleathaO 4 months ago in playlist More videos from seriouscrawler
I'm so proud of you! I too am transitioning. I am now 53 yrs old and have been living as a woman for 3 yrs. I am so much happier now as I am sure you are too. Good luck on your journey
ImMissUnderstood50 4 months ago
this might sound weird but, it sucks to be a tranny that is attracted to women. Do you feel even a little bit attracted to men? Ino that when I'm gonna do this ill try to get a boyfriend so bad. I also have those feminine feelings and wishes to be a girl that nobody else knows. If i could transform into a real woman right now I wight be kinda a whore. So i am wonderin. Are you even a little bit attracted to men?
onliner10000 5 months ago
Erin, I need some direction. Your videos, especially Steven To Erin 2010, inspired me to open up to my father. My story is so oddly close to yours, except my wife of 2 years divorced me. I haven't told many yet, but thanks to you, working up to it. I haven't started hrt yet and I'm not sure where to turn. Do I need to consult a doctor, and if so, what kind of doctor? Is it expensive? Pills or shot? Who do I talk to? Would you mind including me as a friend? I may need a friend.
irebulldog 5 months ago in playlist Liked
Congrats sis! Enjoy the journey!
DeniseThompson 5 months ago
You were very brave to tell it by letter. Not bad idea. Your video make me cry because i'm still in the "not, not me" phase, but inside my heart I can feel than someday I will not be able to keep myself more time disguised as a man & I will explote...The last thing i want to do is hurt my family but I'm not as they think I am.
Your happiness is my hope, thank you & go away girl
Daviniadelamuerte 5 months ago
This will be (and is, I'm sure) inspiring to many people. I am not transgendered, but I thank you for making peoples lives better... Way to go!!
Heylola2 5 months ago
More guts than most people have.
Bravo.
jdbandit1966 5 months ago 2
the most beautiful video that i've ever seen...i support you erin :D
DavidBeautyKiller 5 months ago
More power to you dude (I say this word to women too) for what you are doing, but you still kind of look like a dude a little after the transition/transformation. I know you said you have a ways to go, but it might take more than 2 years. I have a question, who was the picture of that women at the beginning of the video on the Jerry springer show?, cause it didn't look like you.
NASIRUB1 5 months ago
@NASIRUB1 I have absolutely no idea who the picture was. I look sooo much different now, when I made this video, i only had one lazer treatment completed, now I have 8 out of 10 done and have virtually no facial hair, my face shape has changed a bit and just all around look way different. thanks! Erin~
seriouscrawler 5 months ago
Oh my! I cried! It is incredibly sweet that you, Erin, would have such a loving wife. You are incredibly luck, and I hope you tell her that she is so everyday. I am happy so many people have supported you. Humanity sometimes surprises me.
socialaffixation 6 months ago
@socialaffixation Thank you very much, though my intention was surly not to make you cry!
seriouscrawler 5 months ago
I am FTM, but lately I have been spending a lot of time watching my sisters videos as they go through their transitions to become their real self. Thank you for sharing your journey Erin, you are a beautiful and brave woman! Your journey has touched my heart....
johnnymcdonald1 6 months ago
@johnnymcdonald1 Thanks! I am glad my video was something you can surly relate to... in a sense.
seriouscrawler 5 months ago
r u still sexualy atracted to ur wife/ im not trying to be mean, i wanna know
yuyu776 6 months ago
@yuyu776 Yes, very much, we are better off now than we were prior to me transitioning.
seriouscrawler 5 months ago
This video made me teary.I'm so glad you are happy now:)
Thank god you didn't kill yourself and that you are now able to be yourself.
Good luck!:)
*PEACE,LOVE,AND HUGS HON*:)
evileve18 7 months ago
so glad that i am going to marry tranny i never thought i would but know i am and yes i love please her in anyway i can
bryan72722 7 months ago
@bryan72722 Sometimes love is simply being able to look past the outside packaging and seeing who they are inside... who a person really is may surprise someone in even the most difficult to understand situations.
seriouscrawler 5 months ago
fuuuck that must have been some hard living before
delusivex 8 months ago
It made me cry with happiness seeing you smile in the last pictures to think that the demons were NO LONGER eating you from the inside.
sjoshs1 8 months ago 3
@sjoshs1 And they are still not... 2 years later! thanks, Erin~
seriouscrawler 5 months ago
Good luck, it's takes allot to be so brave, but happiness is worth the risk, perhaps.
0okagomeo0 8 months ago
nice one girl.. keep it up! your brave.. :) im a shemale too..
TheDeniseflores8 8 months ago
good for you-glad you made it thru-had to be tough xxxx Jim
greenhawk46 9 months ago
Amazing. You remind me of my aunt in some pictures (: I'm 16 and transgendered myself with a half morman and half pagan family. We all know how the morman turns out, but I might be starting counciling soon. Any tips? ^^
TheAlphaFish 9 months ago
we have so much in comon its not funny ...my teenage pictures kinda look the same even ...im Vonnie and ive been on hrt for 7 months .nice to meet you exito ! Ivonne5xx
Ivonne5xx 9 months ago
Really touched me. Especially when you were a child and everyone thought you were wierd. My story is very similar though I'm not as far along the path as you. I plan on coming out to my Dad tonight after work if I can catch him before he goes into town to the pubs. Thank you for the effort you put into this video, you are beautiful x
Staciiixxful 9 months ago
I am 2 years in myself. Great job and thanks for being an inspiration to those that follow in our footsteps.
modgallahad 10 months ago
You know... as a woman you look like my boyfriend when your hair is short. Which should be far more disconcerting for him than for you, as you are definitely quite feminine (and apparently so is he).
trishthestalker 10 months ago
Beautiful :)
xXGamerGirl148Xx 10 months ago
Respond to this video...
seriouscrawler 3 months ago
@seriouscrawler...well....I'm a guy and happy to be one..straight and a family man....but like ' TheAlphaFish '...I nearly had a tear rolling....must be the hormones in my food...lol....No seriously....Erin ...and all the others....Thumbs Up !!!! Be Happy !!!!
krapoutchat 3 months ago
Thanks for sharing.
realisticHomeboy 10 months ago
Thumbs up! Glad you were able to get the help and transtion hon. Sadly for me I won't know what that like because of a medical condition that will prevent me from HRT so I will forever be stuck as a female in a male body.
trainfans 10 months ago
@trainfans what condition hun..........they can still work with ur problems cant they? omg so sad to hear hun.....keep ur head up.....
kaylee932 9 months ago
Thanks for sharing this video. I'm so happy for you and know that it takes a lot of courage to transition and become the true woman you are. Oh, and I noticed the SVSU shirt. I go to GVSU which makes us rivals. :P But I'm fully supportive of you. :) Take care, hun.
SaLtYpReTzEl1416 10 months ago
@SaLtYpReTzEl1416 LOVE IT! Both schools are nice, SVSU can be a bit confusing at times though.
seriouscrawler 10 months ago
erin you still look like a man.
sergio944 10 months ago
Were you in twisted sister back in the 80's?
minhapicacolossal 11 months ago
@minhapicacolossal LOL!! No, I was not! Why do you ask?
seriouscrawler 11 months ago
Erin, how did your wife react when you told her your feelings? How supportive is she about it? - Im married, w 2 kids ages 19 months and 5, but will never know what its like to be in your shoes.....i waited to long.
leigirl97 11 months ago
very ugly MAN
gesh95 11 months ago
@gesh95 oh, gee thanks!
seriouscrawler 11 months ago
@seriouscrawler I think that's just his signature - the dumbass forgot to write an actual message ;)
Tattsyrup27 11 months ago
@gesh95 go fuck off.
seriouscrawler 3 months ago
@gesh95 Didn't your mother ever tell you if you don't have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all? You saying things like that just shows us how ugly YOU ARE on the inside...
LadyXxXTattoo 3 months ago
@gesh95 go kill urself hater
putyourcockinmenow 3 months ago
damn!u effing rock .
elmetalico99 11 months ago
@elmetalico99 Thank you very much. Erin~
seriouscrawler 11 months ago
Erin, you look good and very, very happy.
jmr052 11 months ago
super show,all them emotions.well done to you.
forestgumpaed 11 months ago
VERY BEAUTIFUL WOMAN!! :)
myballsarebigger 11 months ago
u could have suffocated with that bag on ur head!
shamansoul6 11 months ago
@shamansoul6 eh, no one would have missed me anyways! Thanks. Erin~
seriouscrawler 11 months ago
At 3.33 to 3.35, it's a beautiful picture. YOU look beatiful!
ittybittybabyforrest 11 months ago
@ittybittybabyforrest Thank you very much. Erin~
seriouscrawler 11 months ago
I LOVE ITTTTTT !!!
MsBarry1976 1 year ago
I'm so happy for you! You are making tremendous progress.
Whitedoggy24 1 year ago
@revlucio86 Don't judge others on what they do with their lives. She is obviously happy now. You should find out how to do the same.
Whitedoggy24 1 year ago
The only question i have about alot of MTF transition is that on one had you say your a woman trapped in a mans body yet i see alot of you stay and have relationships with women. Does this mean that you were a lesbian in a mans body or are a man with the desire to be a lesbian?
808xlostxsoulx 1 year ago
@808xlostxsoulx Gender and sexual preference are two different things. Desiring to transition does not mean that you desire to be gay or lesbian, I knew long before my marriage that I was different, at that time my preferences were more fluid than now. Often it takes many years for trans people too figure exactly what they are after transition, I consider myself a lesbian but never considered it as a desire until after transition, but my wife still considers herself as straight. Thanks, erin~
seriouscrawler 1 year ago
im sorry to say that, but i think you have personality problems, you are a man, life is good as how is.
revlucio86 1 year ago
@revlucio86 Ah you are confused. She's a woman.
DaFawky 1 year ago
@DaFawky I am indeed a woman, flesh in blood, mind, and soon a completed body! Thanks for the post. Erin~
seriouscrawler 1 year ago
you are beautiful!!
tripleaxell 1 year ago
@tripleaxell Wow, thanks, that means alot to me, considering that I look MUCH better now than I did when I made this video :)
seriouscrawler 1 year ago
Wow.. you are indeed brave.. You have children as well? Is surgery the next step?
farharbour 1 year ago
@farharbour Thank you very much. Yes, I do have kids, they are young enough that they will grow up with me as the person that I am and not be potentially "traumatized" if they were older. I am indeed going to get surgery next, mainly because of health reasons, but I am also going to get a small number of facial procedures at the same time. I am thinking of posting another transition video because I have changed so much since this video was created. Erin~
seriouscrawler 1 year ago
You go girl! I wish I had done what you have had the courage to do.
I see you had a Sag Valley shirt, nice to now you are in Michigan
You look great and it will only get better.
laurenkonner 1 year ago
@laurenkonner Thanks my dear :)
seriouscrawler 1 year ago