fear

[nikiichan]

well it is said that fear is the beginning of all wisdom but then again thats only if it is the fear of God. Even so everyone has at least more than one fear and if they say no... they are lying x(

[benjaminmartel]

u might be affraid ... but u r fucking cute :O :P lolle

[ViolentServant]

thank you. im flattered you think so.

[benjaminmartel]

haha =P lol

im flattered you answered my comment =)

xox

[ViolentServant]

well im happy that your flattered that i answered your comment saying that im flattered. :P

[benjaminmartel]

haha mdr

btw @ 22 seconds ... if it was only considering myself.. you wouldn't die alone =P

xxx

have a nice day =D <3

[NicoleNyaga]

I have 4 fears in common with you :/

[VegetableLeafyGreen]

@NicoleNyaga i like to fuck faggot ass.. with my shotgun.. your'e next !!!

[ViolentServant]

@VegetableLeafyGreen I doubt that im next. And its nice that you like to do so, but please don't use such foul language on any comment in any of my videos. Thanks.

[blue1spiral]

this video is too over dramatic.

[ViolentServant]

maybe i am afraid of these things. i dont find it dramatic, but your entitled to your own opinion.

[ViolentServant]

it looks to me as if someone who doesn't like my viewers opinions and/or what i stand for has gone through and given so many thumbs down. But thank you for your comment, it was very endearing.

[howdoi101]

As I just commented on the other page. Fear is natural but if you allow God to focus it, Fear can drive us to be better people.

"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom." I also am very fear full of many things. But to day I want to make the commitment to put my trust in God again, He does all things well!! Thank you for your video

[christiancomplex]

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid. Do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."

Joshua 1:9

[greyk2]

I want those glasses.

[ViolentServant]

i got them at pacsun. :)

and i like yours!

[xoariannapaygeox]

i'll die with you, if you REALLY need me too, i would do it for you.

[ViolentServant]

Those are some VERY strong words.

Thanks.

[shep689]

the first one reminded me of this one quote:

"be ashamed to die until you have won some victory for mankind." - Horace Mann.

i try to live my life by that quote as often as possible.

[ViolentServant]

I love this quote! Its sums up exactly what i said in the first one perfectly.

[JonasBrothersLover95]

this was quite inspirational i must say

[michaelthemusical]

very very very heartfelt.

nice work

[Nanooboy]

the two that hit me were the fear of not exposing your heart. b/c i'm afraid of the same thing. but i'm also afraid to do it b/c of what the reactions of others might be. and the last one. holy crap patrick. if you only knew.

amazing job

[ViolentServant]

i know. its a rough one right. But time will tell i guess. All you can do is seek him and let everything else fall into place.

[TnDon]

I am not comfortable with who I am, but I've learned to be comfortable with not being comfortable. Being alone is an acquired lifestyle. Being an only child, I've always been in some state of loneliness. I have "friends" on the internet but cyberspace friends are NOT real friends. I expect to die alone and that doesn't frighten me. I've always known it would be that way. I haven't eaten a meal with another soul in like 8 or 10 months. I do miss that.

This is a good video, Patrick!

[NikoClemente]

your a very beautiful man

such a beautiful soul.

the world needs more of this

[ViolentServant]

i dont even know what to say to this. Im flattered. Thank you niko.

[stephenstutters]

aww i feel the same way...

but you gotta have faith that itll all work out...

Gods got you back dont worry

:]

[ericos]

This is cool! I agree with you on a lot. =]]

[vanness5]

~snapshot from a chemotherapy treatment room~

6 people sit around each other hooked up to IV's for a few hours getting our doses, we discuss our treatments, our chances of survival etc. There is a touch of tragedy in it, but one that collectivly is ignored, everyone seems thankful and kind in that setting. I think nature causes us to go into a type of thanksgiving mode when we are close to the end. At least thats what Ive seen here. A nod says alot in this room. fears are not discussed.

[vanness5]

I can honestly say I've shared some of these fears with you.

I think that you will find time will erase most of these fears from your heart. Can't fight nature's course and the flow of the seasons. we will all die eventually.

The world is love, I see it as all connected, you will find your special part to attach to if you so desire-just takes time.

Ah regret, thats a scary one.

[onethousandsteps]

patrick, this is so good. thank you for opening up so much. I can really feel your honesty and sincerity, and it's really refreshing. :)

<3

[ViolentServant]

thank YOU for this comment.

[OLDS98]

You are not lying about that comment you just said. People realizing what they need to change and do not change it. No one is perfect, but people always look for perfection or expect more from others than they do from themselves.

[coollikeyodais]

I do not fear

I understand who I am

I have faith in who I am

And I grasp the meaning of life

Am I enlightened or wise? No, there is still much to learn

But I am at peace

[ViolentServant]

i used to feel that way... but then i realized more about myself... God brought more into the light, and i realized more.

[drpopcorn]

I love this video as much as those glasses. <3

[Stephanie4Ramos]

I share most of those fears too practically all of them. loved the video

[abercrombiela99]

WoW I normally just watch your videos but never comment. I have to tell you how much this video tugged at my heart thank you for posting it.

[ViolentServant]

I am glad that you commented, and i am even more glad that it made you feel something.

[abercrombiela99]

Oh and I am afraid of the ignorance of others those who use false weapons of misguided wisdom against me. I am afraid that hate fills the hearts of too many people on this planet. I am afraid that I won't find someone to walk with me through life.

[demonickalfun]

I'm afraid of dying alone too :\

[ViolentServant]

arent we all? but there are soo many things that we do, that most dont realize, that keep us from finding and allowing love to saturate our lives.

whats even worse is when we realize them and still dont change our habits!!!! GAH!