Well Nicki... This world is either black or white, there's no shades of gray inbetween... What ppl dont know theyre either intrested or afraid of. What they fear they look at negitivly with lack of knowledge and emotion towards people and the situation. Your friends "Put up with your complaining" bc they are about you and love you, if they didnt they wouldnt. Its harder to talk to people for you bc of your self esteam babe.... (continue)
ppl either hide there low self esteam and portray a total diffrent person (like I do) or they craw into a shell and hide form the world bc they hide form themselfs (like you do). You need to learn to not fear others, but instead use others possitivness and esteam to build yours. You look in the mirror and dont know who you are anymore, as do I. I havent seen the girl I kno since I was very little. I just try to look at myself rather then look into myself bc i prob wont evr kno who that is again.
As for love... It is a guarentee, not a possibility. You'll fall in love through out life, it may not always work out, but you will experience that emotion. One day youll meet someone who feels the same way for you. I kno you dont believe it now, but you'll see... Cutting and bulimia... Easy to start, hard to stop, just as anything that can fuck your life up more is. What you need to kno is bulimia will kill you slowly. It put a hole in my throat, which is why i stopped purging. (continue)
I know that you're struggling and I knwo that you're concinplating whats what, whos who, and what to do. I knwo that youfeel as life will never get better so why try? But you kno what Nicki, you cant look at it that way and you cant question every detail. You have to stop taking others opinions and judgments to heart bc the only one that means anything is your own. You have to stop telloing yourself theres no point in trying bc if you dont try youll only continue to go down. (continue)
Nickie, I wish I could lift your spirit up and out of this bog that you seem stuck in. But, only you can do that. You underestimate your strength and worth. Please be strong and continue the good fight. luv you, Chris
You can complain to me any day of the week lil buddy!!! LY.
nbwulf 3 years ago
Well Nicki... This world is either black or white, there's no shades of gray inbetween... What ppl dont know theyre either intrested or afraid of. What they fear they look at negitivly with lack of knowledge and emotion towards people and the situation. Your friends "Put up with your complaining" bc they are about you and love you, if they didnt they wouldnt. Its harder to talk to people for you bc of your self esteam babe.... (continue)
SurrealExistence 3 years ago
ppl either hide there low self esteam and portray a total diffrent person (like I do) or they craw into a shell and hide form the world bc they hide form themselfs (like you do). You need to learn to not fear others, but instead use others possitivness and esteam to build yours. You look in the mirror and dont know who you are anymore, as do I. I havent seen the girl I kno since I was very little. I just try to look at myself rather then look into myself bc i prob wont evr kno who that is again.
SurrealExistence 3 years ago
As for love... It is a guarentee, not a possibility. You'll fall in love through out life, it may not always work out, but you will experience that emotion. One day youll meet someone who feels the same way for you. I kno you dont believe it now, but you'll see... Cutting and bulimia... Easy to start, hard to stop, just as anything that can fuck your life up more is. What you need to kno is bulimia will kill you slowly. It put a hole in my throat, which is why i stopped purging. (continue)
SurrealExistence 3 years ago
I know that you're struggling and I knwo that you're concinplating whats what, whos who, and what to do. I knwo that youfeel as life will never get better so why try? But you kno what Nicki, you cant look at it that way and you cant question every detail. You have to stop taking others opinions and judgments to heart bc the only one that means anything is your own. You have to stop telloing yourself theres no point in trying bc if you dont try youll only continue to go down. (continue)
SurrealExistence 3 years ago
@SurrealExistence I miss you heaps.
I'm just looking through my old videos and comments and the problem here is I met that someone but I pushed him away and now I can't get him back.
tearsofred 1 year ago
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JRHulbret 3 years ago
Nickie, I wish I could lift your spirit up and out of this bog that you seem stuck in. But, only you can do that. You underestimate your strength and worth. Please be strong and continue the good fight. luv you, Chris
bugsinrug 3 years ago