Sounds exactly alike me but I'm younger and did those things at a younger age forget the past goto the future and keep living on and on and don't look back
Every night. I cant sleep. Smoking and drinking. Think about my life. I wanna kill my self. Not now. Maybe the world will leave me. So I should leave the world first. I fight for nothing. No one hears me. Loneliness and silence are my best friends ( :
I know how you feel even tho i was never abused but andyone but ppl at school and myself I just want u to know i understand but its gets better soon i i attemtid killing my self 3 times and i hurt my self becuse no one will ever love me and iv lost my 3 beat friends so i thought was forever but i promis it will get worse befor it gets better and from th sounds of it it will get alot better soon u just need to ur head up
i was never physically abused or verbally but i get bullied every day i tried to cut my wrist to hide the pain but nothing seemed to work i was put in the phyco center when i was 11 because i cut so much and i've tried to attemp suicide but it never suceeded life is nothing but a bloody struggle for me but i got friends who help me thru my pain but sometimes i wonder if they truly are my friends or if they are fake...
Why do I feel such pain inside of me? I have friends I have a house and food so why do I feel so empty? I'm so confused I need Space time to think though my SQA exams are happening right now so I can't though what is the point as I'm going to fail all of them?
But I AM a waste of space. I'm useless, and I've tried to deal with my life so... Yeah. Besides, I have the rope, knives, and I'm strapped to the edge of a cliff. Online with my phone. Gonna cut my wrists, and then jump with the rope around my neck. Bye bye.
@SuicidalGirl please please im begging you. Dont do anything to harm yourself! You are NOT a waste of space, you are beautiful in your own way! Death isnt the answer
No siblings, no friends, no family. I cut and physically abuse myself to deal with the fact that I am alone. I have bruises, cuts, scars, and tears to hide. I hide behind walls I built around me and I hide from myself cuz suicide controls my life, I've tried getting control and nothing, so I gave up. U can blame me, I do.
I have cut myself millions of times. And tried suicide it's not nice at all. I have cut myself since I was 9 and I'm now 12 I hope no one tries it! Believe me it gets addictive :(
Dear, I know how u feel! My dad physically and verbally abuses me. I developed anorexia at 10.I'm now 14 and still in treatment. I self harm, I struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts. I have OCD. And I'm constantly under attack at school. Everyone hates me because the found out about me being in the hospital for malnutrition and a suicide attempt. I know how you feel but you CANNOT give up!!
I m crying. Not sure y so I'm just gonna cut. Even god can't help me. I feel so hopeless and I know I'm a burden to the world. I m just taking up space anyway. Ima die again, this time i won't come back.
@SuicidalGirl1325 Do you have any younger siblings or people that look up to you? Any family or friends that you wouldn't want to choose the path you are? Studies show that the closer you are to a person who commits suicide the more statistical chance they will suicide. I lost my 19 year old cousin. I can't believe he's dead. Didn't he know that I loved him and looked up to him SO SO SO MUCH? Please don't kill yourself.
I've been thru death and back. Its easy really, u let god do the talking and u just relax. He told me not to worry, he won't take lives unless theres a purpose. I lived and it was strange to die and come back. God, heaven, and hell exist. I wanted to die and I did. I still do. These things don't go away, u have to believe and know it will happen sooner or later. But I still didn't change. I'm still 13 and suicidal, & thanks to Him, I'm alive.
((hugs)) You went through so many hard, hard things. I hope you are in a better place now, that you are able to see and feel some happiness, you very much deserve it. Much Love to you.
my mother abused me and it was my father who saved my life. my dad and brother died in war though. i lived with my grandma but ws sent to a hospital 2 days later becuz she had died. by tht point i was 9 and my only friend commited suicide when she found out. my next home was okay. the dad loved me but he left and the mom hated me after tht. i was sent to a foster family where my foster parents physically abuse me and sons abuse me sexually. im 12 now and still stuck there. i used to just scra
ive been struggling with depression since i was 9, and now im 14, my mother figured out ive been cutting, and she nows how i feel like not me. i cant be yelled at...and she understands that, but she doesnt stop yelling, and she thinks she isnt, but really she hurts me, and people at school making fun of me hurts, and feelings all alone. i hope your being happ in your life <3 and dont let anyone tell you your a bad and horrible person, im sure your amazing and your hearts full of love <3
Because I have been through a lot of hard times too and a lot of that I can relate to.
When I was young my parents split up and my mom didn't want me, I've lost a baby sister and an uncle I was close to, I've experienced heartbreak that's so bad that it's been 6 months and i haven't moved on, and I have cut before..
And the worst feeling is thinking your alone.
But now I realize...i'm not.
Life is NOT easy, but it will be worth it...because we ARE strong. [=
I'm happy to read that you've moved on and it is good, yes good, to see your video and know that there are more of us out there than we perceive. It is evidence that we are not as alone as we may sometimes feel. For me suicide wasn't as much a consideration as an inevitability.
But I, too, have moved on. However, it is an issue one must deal with often. As things improve it is not an everyday affair but it will never leave you entirely. It is part of who we are. The trick is to embrace that. :)
You are not damaged beyond repair!! Jesus loves you SO much, more than you can even imagine, and He will heal your heart and soul, All you have to do is cry out to Him and ask Him to come into your life and change everything. If you surrender everything to Him, He can and will work miracles in your life. Get connected with a Christian church or counselor, and choose to begin the healing process today! I believe in you! You can do this by the power and love of God!!!
and to all of you fuckers who are telling her to move on, fuck off i bet half of you don't even know what its like to live a life like that and people are not the same as you are, we are our own individual, with different opinions, emotions,ect. get a fuckin heart, or dont say anything at all.
Really good and heart breaking video, i feel your pain, but i have to say your story is way worst then mine, glad to know that every thing is somewhat ok, just remember be strong, and you can do it!! :)
Anti depressants will help if you take them right. But anti depressants alone will not make you better. You need someone to talk to. A CPN perhaps. Things don't just go away, although things may become hard an you don't see any other way sometimes, hurting yourself is never the answer. You'll be left with scars and will be ashamed of these later in life. Be strong and become a better person than everyone else in your life that ever treated you badly...xo
I cut myself whenever my parents argue, I have a huge scar on my wrist. I told my parents what I did and I would bite my self in front of them, all they said was if I kept up they'd send me to jury... I was trying to show them hat they were hurting me enough to push me to cut myself. My two half brothers got kicked out when they were only fourteen, my mom has this mental thing that if she drinks she gets really weird and starts talking gadabout me, she called me so many names when I did nothing
OMG noboday should have to go through what you did that is cruel and horrifying i hate people tht do that! i send you hope and dreams everyday hoping tht the lord will have sympathy for you! the lord will not let you u suffer much longer
@LonelyandHurting don't you think verse 10 is more apropos here. (not criticizing, it just broke my heart when I first read that [in a good way], that He didn't leave me for rape. . . along w/ 1 john 5:19)
@infinityset There are heaps of bible verses that are getting me through all of this that would be appropriate. Psalms 9: 9, 10 Psalms 35: 5 Psalms 37: 5 Psalms 22: 24 Psalms 42: 11 Psalms 12: 5 Psalms 46: 1 Psalms 55: 22 Psalms 72: 12-14 The list goes on, but those are some of my favourites <3 stay strong and god bless xo
Live on your own find a decent job and have only a couple friends to have a late night with on the weekend or for lunch or something..then when it comes to guys let them find YOU! Eventually youll have a family and your children will need you and if raised well, they will never turn there back on you....good luck sweetie xoxo
i know that whatever anyone tells you probably wont make things better or change anything, and i know that your going to have bad thoughts for a while, but look bonney what you needed to do or need to do is be independant...put in your head that you do not need anyone, dont go to your family if you know there eventually going to let go!
I started at 11 years old. Just small scratches. Stopped after 3 months. But I started again at age 12. It got worse. My sister noticed beneeth my bracelets and said if I do it again I'm going to a hopital for the helpless. I can't stop and I don't want to go to a hospital..
@kortjohn Oh fuck off! & BTW please note this video is almost 5 years old, I have moved on, this video reflects where I was back then, and I wasn't in a good place and I'd like to add I have a voice and I am using it to share my story.
me and you have very similar stories hun! im 19 now tryingt to pull through and ive done things were i shoulda died and i am still here so we must both have a purpose! message me when ever hun
know i am always here for you if you ever need me i know you dont know me but its true u can come to me for anything and tell me anything just message me
Nobody ever deserves to go thru this pain! I wish i could just give you a hug and tell you youare NOT alone in this. I dont know you but i know you are a very strong amazing person! you keep staying on strong and keep on staying positive! keep focusing on the light at the end of the tunnel.
wow. G-d should help you all. Sounds odd but speak to the creator of the universe from the bottom of your heart, say "G-d I need you help now. This test is too much for my soul to bear without your help. Please G-d, help me, please". Our society is so devoid of truth that this idea of connecting to your creator may sound strange to you. Try it, I guarentee if it comes from your heart, the master of the universe will send help.
I am only 13 and I am depressed non stop my mommy thanks that if she doesn't let me do thing I want to do then I'll commit suicide I've tried and once succeeded but they shocked me back to life I don't know who to look up to now when I get home from school I lock my self in my room cut my wrist and legs and drink and then cough up blood
No one deserves that I hope you realise how much the world needs you I hope you realise that life is always worth living and I hope you find happiness x x x
I wish my dad left or my mom left him. Instead I lived with both parents and my brother. My dad sexually abused me for seven years and no one noticed. Now I'm older and my whole family knows but doesn't give a fuck so every day I am forced to act like nothing happened. Everyone has a story, love. Mine is no worse than yours, just different do don't think that's what I'm saying. Just remember your not alone.
Do not worry anymore !! You are in my prayers and I ask that God will move in a supernatural way in your life! Many of the most misfortunate events in our lives happen because of bad decision others have made that have affected us, but I declare that you will not be a victim of their wrongdoings anymore!! YOU DESERVE A PROSPEROUS LIFE full of LOVE!! I will believe for it until it happens !!
i tried to commite suicide by over doseing too it failed they took me to a hospital just in time i was so mad at them so they put me into therapy whitch made it worse but my mom wouldnt listen to me at all nd got me some anit depression pills they thought i would be back to normal but they were wrong the bad part is tht they dnt see tht thier just makeing my depression worse no one understands no one will listen whts the point of liveing if no one cares bout me.... thx for sharing
my step dad used to perv on me. god he wa such a filthy pervert and i hated him. mum still doesn't know, but luckily he's gone now :) i hate that man..
I understand you have been victimized, but you're not a victim if you don't wanna be...it seems like you have a pattern of people abusing you, so find out whats inside you that attracts abusive people. I'm sure if you're counselor is any good yall will be working on that shortly. I'm sure some people are going to say I'm talking out my ass, and to you I say this: Just because I'm not going to tell strangers online my story doesn't mean i don't have one...think before you speak.
ur story is like mine :( when i was eight i almost killed myself bcause it was tooo much i grew up in cas in ontario and it ws hell, i know what iits like
I had the same childhood. My parents divorced at the same age as you. Remarried and everything. I was a abused and molested. The only thing different was that I was made to watch my mother die as be beat her to death will a baseball bat. I know what u went though. My heart hurts for you and the memories u dug up with your video.
Thank you so much for sharing your video i can relate to most of what you went through and it is hard...i have a three year old boy still struggle with life and people..
i fight for my family's happiness. just keep fighting. don't know who u feel they only thing that i can relate to is most of my family don't want anything to do with me. i feel alone. but i still hold on. it might be hard know but it's not the end, it's only the beginning
i am so sorry. i don't know what to say. my sister has been trying to kill herself for about 3 years, they gave her medication but she stop taking it a long time ago. i'm scared for her. she hurts others and i don't know why. i know she is sick but i don't know why she says some of the things she says to me. i only want to help. i found out that depression rimes in the family. even i have it and i'm only 14. there has been times where i feel like giving up but i keep fighting
I am so very sorry. Have you gone to counselling? I have a daughter depressed and self harming because of bullying and she is being counselled. I hope you will see happiness soon and all this stuff will just be a bad memory. Thanks for sharing.
@justagirl166 I started to get treated for mental illness when I was 14. I only actively started treatment for self injury, eating disorders, and Borderine personality in March. Its a huge battle, one I never have tried to fight before. Good luck, I hope you keep on, keeping on. Cuz we all are pulling for each other, even though it seems we are not made for this crazy ass world we live in. We at least have comradery with each other.
@babycake159 people like you need to open your eyes!!!bad things happened to me but i laugh about it when i talk.. it's just easier to deal with that way. And i think it's really brave that she's able to share her life. why should she hide it like it's something to be ashamed of. .. I think this video is amazing, and a real help to others going through the same thing
Jesus cares about you sweety. He loves you more than he has ever loved anyone. If you want this pain away, let him hug you let him let you feel his presence, and i double pinky promise ur pain will go away(:
Hope all is changing for the best. I know what it is like to go with most of this and I don't think eating disorders ever really go away. They make you see the wrong, so you pick it back up again. :/ I was Anorexic when I was about 12 or 13. I lost ten pant sizes, and often fluctuate between over-eating and forcing myself to not eat anymore... I hate who I am, but I can't ever tell people anymore, without being judged...
@justagirl166 ok uhm when i wrote that i was severlly sepressed and i have a anxiety disorder and didnt take my medication that day so im sorry i was in my own world of misery i do apologize....
@babycake159 NO IT'S NOT A FUCKING LIE!!! :( I Put this up as a part of my recovery process, people need to know that they can't abuse their kids and have "Perfect" kids because it damages them. I'm ashamed of who I am but at the same time I'm reaching out to others who have been through similar as I or informing others of the effects of abuse. I can't spell because I have dyslexia and I used explanation marks like that because I picked it up in highschool. It's not a fucking joke =/
Oh, I also wanted to say. That I was drawn to the title of this video. Because I carved the word Damaged in my arm, months ago. Then I cut it into my arm again when it started to fade. Now i am finally letting it heal, because I feel like i am not damaged anymore.
That one picture u showed on ur vid. that has school as a pill and such. I had that on my myspace for a very long time. I identify with you a lot. With most of your vids in fact. Did u ever get treatment?
:( it reminds me much much of my own story :( Of course it is not the same, but much the like.. in my life it all happened few years later. My eating disorder came out when I was 21 and I started self-harming when I was 25. Depression, neglect, abuse etc were present like in your video. Thank you for being so open
aw this made me cry:'( , my story is very similar too yours..i've been sexually abused by my step-grandad, and i've been sexually assaulted, and by this time my real grandad was dying of cancer, i self harm , i have bulimia , and yet you know..im only 13...i know you're alot older than me but..message me if you ever need someone , im here to talk to<3 xxxx
....I've not recovered from them i've just learnt to live with them. (theres more but i'll stop her!!)
I want to Thank you for putting up this video. Remember none of it was your fault, just from this you seem to me like a wonderful person and no-one should have to go through what you went through. You a survivor *hold your head high* because even though i dont know you. I'm proud of you!! If you ever want to talk feel free to inbox me xx
....finally got diagnosed with BPD once i hit 18 (no-one listened when i was younger when i said i think i could have BP or BPD) and now it turns out i do. I have tried many attempts on my life and almost made it to the end until i was resusitated (spelt that wrong). I spent nearly a year in total in a physc ward when i was 16. I ave OCD. Used to suffer with panic attacks but have overcome them sorta like my self-harm and ED but like i say....
I really know what your talking about and where your coming from. When i was 9 my brother sexual hurt me (still cant talk about it). It caused alot of problems @ home as i told my friend @ school my mum was told and my dad and my brothers dad and social services and when it came to the crunch i couldnt go through with it as no-one believed me and even my own dad was on his side. I'm a servere insomniac sufferer/d with depression, was(am) a self harmer, had(have) eating disorder....
@InnerMeUk Thanks for your message. Hold on in there, it took years for my life to improve.....I went through a lot of therapy and medication and now I am engaged and Ive recently had a baby. Things can get better. xx
Life has been hard on you and unfortunately you have met many people in your life that have harmed you. But you should not feel like it is your fault that they committed sins against you. Your soul is broken, but there is a way to heal it.. Just pray to God and let Jesus free you from all your pain.
the pain won't just go away,but u can change your life,u were just a kid when all this happened,but not anymore.own your life,honor your strenght,LIVE please. if u survived till now, you can have anything.it's on you.
I was almost rapee by both my bro and my cousin and my best and only friend (my grandmama) dieid when I was 7 of cancer then last year a girl I had bn bestfriends wit and had shuned for another girl dieid of cictic fibrosis I still haven't got ova tha guilt or tha grief. I know some of wat ur feelin sorry u went through that shit that is tearible.
i often had dreams about 2 me's , we where in this giant (ancients type) prison , and i was on the highest tower chained by my other self . . . she laughed and tortured her, although people desperatly tried to save the girl (chained Renee, the other is lucy) none could beat the tower and its trials. Lucy decided to take Renees place in the world destroying her without her consent. . .
@tulop123 she was trapped BUT there was one who saw that lucy was fake and snuck into the tower eventually taking on every trial and saving me , after that we where forever on the run from lucy in the miirror world unable to escape in the end she caught both of us and ordered for a public execution . . . BUT it wasn't the kind you would think, only ONE could live in a battle to the death against each other although they where in love , . . . .
@tulop123 if they didnt then they would have too watch each other being tortured then thrown into the wild to be eaten by the wilds and both would die. . . . so there they where about to kill wat was dearest to them ,. . . . they fought (still cautious not to make fatal wounds and take there time XD) and fought for 2 hours straight they had scratches but neither had any serious injurys .yet. AND then thats when it happened the boy whispered something in the girls ear . . . . . and grabbed his sw
@tulop123 and grabbed his sword aimed it to his chest. . . . Renee screamed and ran to him , he couldn't do that, not that! . . .. but she was too late he stabbed his heart, . . "Good . bye, , , and remember" where his last stranding words he could muster before his body went completely cold . . . . and the girl cried out as the crowd cheered and screamed as she cried in that pit rememebrign his words "i know, a way. . . and i will not, have lucy gets what she wants from this." . . ..
@pinkylaurajane122 You obviousley have no clue..If i am being propper seriouse about somthing an im typing, its perfectly normal for me to hit the exclamation button more than once so with that in mind an this is so seriose, how can u make such a ignorante statment?? an to be honest if somone was taking this vid seriouse from start then i cant imagin why they would think this is a joke just cause they saw the vid maker hit exclamation button more than once an think its a joke?
Wow that's brutal why would you say something like that on here . Someone has put a great effort into coming out and speaking up about their life and you mock it !!!Very rude !!!!!!!!!!!!
@rosemary1981love Its brutal,but its the truth. I know what its like,and Im not mocking it. Its very hard to think of something being serious when they cannot use correct punctuation. Im not hating,I self injure,I;ve been raped,by dad beats me etc,but im not being rude. Thats what comments are for,I was simply commenting.
becky ur a ignorant cunt. silly lil bitch. its ignorant fuckers like u that derserve a menal illness im sick of you bulling nasty cunts! u might not agree with people putting there feelings on youtube but u sit there n fuckin watch em. if u dont lik eit dont watch it u silly twat.
you know some one is telling the truth about their miserable life when you can relate what they are saying to your own miserable life, and you realize, yeah, it was bad, i am damaged. and for every ONE person who shares your experience, there are one hundred who have no idea what you're talking about, or just don't believe you. to them, i say, lucky you, for having a charmed and healthy life.
@becky13730 OMG you heartless twat! How dare you!!! I bet you have had an awsome life and you have no idea what its like to be abused and raped. You should be ashamed of yourself!
Let's assume you're right and half are lying (I don't agree, but let's assume). So ... how do you feel laughing at the other half - all those people who have been thru this sort of abuse. What kind of person would make the sort of comments you made, knowing how damaging and hurtful they would be to people who have lived thru this ... I believe those people are called sociopaths. Crawl back under a rock, Becky. The only attention seeker here is you - and you came off very bad.
the school yard bully is now replaced by the internet bully.....lonely youth hurting and mentally ...troll the sites where people communicate feelings and inflict whatever pain they can.... hurting others lets them ignore there own pain.... dont be a bully becky .......find help
sometimes life just sucks. i know. its never fair, never right, never what its supposed to be. thats part of life. it gets better. it has to. when you hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up.
I'm sorry that your life has been so hard. Do you know Jesus? He Loves you and He never wanted those things to happen to you. Jesus died for all your hurt He can heal all your scars...He does for many.
I come from a disfunctional fucked up family and I'm ok You been thru alot keep fighting sister. God made us for a reason. Stop the cycle of abuse! Thank you for sharing your story, Peace
i cut my self to but i cut my self deeper then the ones on the video i cut mysels till i bleed to death i still havent died yet but i think i will soon...... </3
Sounds exactly alike me but I'm younger and did those things at a younger age forget the past goto the future and keep living on and on and don't look back
ILuvuboo4eber 2 hours ago
Words hurt I'm broken I feel your "life" sounds like mine D: fml
cowaresupaawsome 5 days ago
Every night. I cant sleep. Smoking and drinking. Think about my life. I wanna kill my self. Not now. Maybe the world will leave me. So I should leave the world first. I fight for nothing. No one hears me. Loneliness and silence are my best friends ( :
tienthanh0289 1 week ago
FUCK life....its a lie that my blade made...a lie to hide my true pain
arayablue 1 week ago
I know how you feel even tho i was never abused but andyone but ppl at school and myself I just want u to know i understand but its gets better soon i i attemtid killing my self 3 times and i hurt my self becuse no one will ever love me and iv lost my 3 beat friends so i thought was forever but i promis it will get worse befor it gets better and from th sounds of it it will get alot better soon u just need to ur head up
kitten141234 1 week ago
Comment removed
munzieduh 1 week ago
i was never physically abused or verbally but i get bullied every day i tried to cut my wrist to hide the pain but nothing seemed to work i was put in the phyco center when i was 11 because i cut so much and i've tried to attemp suicide but it never suceeded life is nothing but a bloody struggle for me but i got friends who help me thru my pain but sometimes i wonder if they truly are my friends or if they are fake...
Julzzrz1 1 week ago
Why do I feel such pain inside of me? I have friends I have a house and food so why do I feel so empty? I'm so confused I need Space time to think though my SQA exams are happening right now so I can't though what is the point as I'm going to fail all of them?
1997ilovepringles 1 week ago
Ima jump in 3...2...1
SuicidalGirl1325 2 weeks ago
But I AM a waste of space. I'm useless, and I've tried to deal with my life so... Yeah. Besides, I have the rope, knives, and I'm strapped to the edge of a cliff. Online with my phone. Gonna cut my wrists, and then jump with the rope around my neck. Bye bye.
SuicidalGirl1325 2 weeks ago
@SuicidalGirl please please im begging you. Dont do anything to harm yourself! You are NOT a waste of space, you are beautiful in your own way! Death isnt the answer
LilMizAngelGirl 2 weeks ago
No siblings, no friends, no family. I cut and physically abuse myself to deal with the fact that I am alone. I have bruises, cuts, scars, and tears to hide. I hide behind walls I built around me and I hide from myself cuz suicide controls my life, I've tried getting control and nothing, so I gave up. U can blame me, I do.
SuicidalGirl1325 2 weeks ago
I have cut myself millions of times. And tried suicide it's not nice at all. I have cut myself since I was 9 and I'm now 12 I hope no one tries it! Believe me it gets addictive :(
TheChippywolf 2 weeks ago
wow.ive also have tried to commit suicide but never succeeded.ive self harmed since i was 13 :(
cedeslynnf17 2 weeks ago
We have a. Smilear story and don't worry I'm here 4 u and tiered of feeling alowen
emochick123441 2 weeks ago
Dear, I know how u feel! My dad physically and verbally abuses me. I developed anorexia at 10.I'm now 14 and still in treatment. I self harm, I struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts. I have OCD. And I'm constantly under attack at school. Everyone hates me because the found out about me being in the hospital for malnutrition and a suicide attempt. I know how you feel but you CANNOT give up!!
RachelcanRecover 2 weeks ago 2
@RachelcanRecover don't give up yourself! <3
justagirl166 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
I m crying. Not sure y so I'm just gonna cut. Even god can't help me. I feel so hopeless and I know I'm a burden to the world. I m just taking up space anyway. Ima die again, this time i won't come back.
SuicidalGirl1325 2 weeks ago
@SuicidalGirl1325 you have to help yourself. x
justagirl166 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@SuicidalGirl1325 Do you have any younger siblings or people that look up to you? Any family or friends that you wouldn't want to choose the path you are? Studies show that the closer you are to a person who commits suicide the more statistical chance they will suicide. I lost my 19 year old cousin. I can't believe he's dead. Didn't he know that I loved him and looked up to him SO SO SO MUCH? Please don't kill yourself.
tumblejumble21 2 weeks ago
I've been thru death and back. Its easy really, u let god do the talking and u just relax. He told me not to worry, he won't take lives unless theres a purpose. I lived and it was strange to die and come back. God, heaven, and hell exist. I wanted to die and I did. I still do. These things don't go away, u have to believe and know it will happen sooner or later. But I still didn't change. I'm still 13 and suicidal, & thanks to Him, I'm alive.
SuicidalGirl1325 3 weeks ago
((hugs)) You went through so many hard, hard things. I hope you are in a better place now, that you are able to see and feel some happiness, you very much deserve it. Much Love to you.
cutmedeeply 3 weeks ago
Poor girl.
SexyVeganChick 3 weeks ago
awesome video, girl
TheDoriansilviupitu 3 weeks ago
Goodbye YouTube. See you on the other side, if you know what I mean. Wish me luck on dying.
SuicidalGirl1325 3 weeks ago
@SuicidalGirl1325 Cheer up, hun.
SexyVeganChick 3 weeks ago
@kortjohn wow u will never know the true feeling of sadness. shame on u for insulting her. it is people like u y there r people like her.
good luck to u justagirl keep your faith. u will always have Jesus. he has a special place for u i now this. stay kind and gentle :) x x x
mistytaylor33 3 weeks ago
@mistytaylor33 thank you and yes you';ve hit the nail on the head there! xx
justagirl166 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@aokska
:*( I know what that feels like. Message me whenever, ok?
SuicidalGirl1325 3 weeks ago
scratch myself but at 10 i started tp burn myself and at 11 i started to cut which i still do. ive also had many suicide attempts
aokska 3 weeks ago
my mother abused me and it was my father who saved my life. my dad and brother died in war though. i lived with my grandma but ws sent to a hospital 2 days later becuz she had died. by tht point i was 9 and my only friend commited suicide when she found out. my next home was okay. the dad loved me but he left and the mom hated me after tht. i was sent to a foster family where my foster parents physically abuse me and sons abuse me sexually. im 12 now and still stuck there. i used to just scra
aokska 3 weeks ago
This has been flagged as spam show
yep been there done that move on
79joor 3 weeks ago
ive been struggling with depression since i was 9, and now im 14, my mother figured out ive been cutting, and she nows how i feel like not me. i cant be yelled at...and she understands that, but she doesnt stop yelling, and she thinks she isnt, but really she hurts me, and people at school making fun of me hurts, and feelings all alone. i hope your being happ in your life <3 and dont let anyone tell you your a bad and horrible person, im sure your amazing and your hearts full of love <3
demonlove101 4 weeks ago
I'm really glad I watched this...
Because I have been through a lot of hard times too and a lot of that I can relate to.
When I was young my parents split up and my mom didn't want me, I've lost a baby sister and an uncle I was close to, I've experienced heartbreak that's so bad that it's been 6 months and i haven't moved on, and I have cut before..
And the worst feeling is thinking your alone.
But now I realize...i'm not.
Life is NOT easy, but it will be worth it...because we ARE strong. [=
MovingTheClouds 4 weeks ago
:'o
wolflover1213 1 month ago
I'm happy to read that you've moved on and it is good, yes good, to see your video and know that there are more of us out there than we perceive. It is evidence that we are not as alone as we may sometimes feel. For me suicide wasn't as much a consideration as an inevitability.
But I, too, have moved on. However, it is an issue one must deal with often. As things improve it is not an everyday affair but it will never leave you entirely. It is part of who we are. The trick is to embrace that. :)
rhabdoviridae 1 month ago
@epotter006 No! Please don't!! Jesus loves you, and your life has purpose!!!
vegan4Christ08 1 month ago
You are not damaged beyond repair!! Jesus loves you SO much, more than you can even imagine, and He will heal your heart and soul, All you have to do is cry out to Him and ask Him to come into your life and change everything. If you surrender everything to Him, He can and will work miracles in your life. Get connected with a Christian church or counselor, and choose to begin the healing process today! I believe in you! You can do this by the power and love of God!!!
vegan4Christ08 1 month ago
@kortjohn wow your a fucking dick.. next time maybe tell her how to help and not be an asshole
ChyyChyLover 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
and to all of you fuckers who are telling her to move on, fuck off i bet half of you don't even know what its like to live a life like that and people are not the same as you are, we are our own individual, with different opinions, emotions,ect. get a fuckin heart, or dont say anything at all.
cherrylover1221 1 month ago
Really good and heart breaking video, i feel your pain, but i have to say your story is way worst then mine, glad to know that every thing is somewhat ok, just remember be strong, and you can do it!! :)
cherrylover1221 1 month ago
Anti depressants will help if you take them right. But anti depressants alone will not make you better. You need someone to talk to. A CPN perhaps. Things don't just go away, although things may become hard an you don't see any other way sometimes, hurting yourself is never the answer. You'll be left with scars and will be ashamed of these later in life. Be strong and become a better person than everyone else in your life that ever treated you badly...xo
Jadeee911 1 month ago
I cut myself whenever my parents argue, I have a huge scar on my wrist. I told my parents what I did and I would bite my self in front of them, all they said was if I kept up they'd send me to jury... I was trying to show them hat they were hurting me enough to push me to cut myself. My two half brothers got kicked out when they were only fourteen, my mom has this mental thing that if she drinks she gets really weird and starts talking gadabout me, she called me so many names when I did nothing
wolfyluver13 1 month ago
dear lord i feel as though those people who did that to you need to be punished as in damned to hell!!
Angels22106 1 month ago
OMG noboday should have to go through what you did that is cruel and horrifying i hate people tht do that! i send you hope and dreams everyday hoping tht the lord will have sympathy for you! the lord will not let you u suffer much longer
MeganMacri 1 month ago
"wait for the Lord's help, be strong and brave and wait for the Lord's help"
-Psalms 27:14
-3
LonelyandHurting 1 month ago
@LonelyandHurting don't you think verse 10 is more apropos here. (not criticizing, it just broke my heart when I first read that [in a good way], that He didn't leave me for rape. . . along w/ 1 john 5:19)
infinityset 1 month ago
LonelyandHurting 1 month ago
Live on your own find a decent job and have only a couple friends to have a late night with on the weekend or for lunch or something..then when it comes to guys let them find YOU! Eventually youll have a family and your children will need you and if raised well, they will never turn there back on you....good luck sweetie xoxo
rita31801 1 month ago
i know that whatever anyone tells you probably wont make things better or change anything, and i know that your going to have bad thoughts for a while, but look bonney what you needed to do or need to do is be independant...put in your head that you do not need anyone, dont go to your family if you know there eventually going to let go!
rita31801 1 month ago
I love you
0Killjoy 2 months ago
I started at 11 years old. Just small scratches. Stopped after 3 months. But I started again at age 12. It got worse. My sister noticed beneeth my bracelets and said if I do it again I'm going to a hopital for the helpless. I can't stop and I don't want to go to a hospital..
NoLoveInside1 2 months ago
@kortjohn Oh fuck off! & BTW please note this video is almost 5 years old, I have moved on, this video reflects where I was back then, and I wasn't in a good place and I'd like to add I have a voice and I am using it to share my story.
justagirl166 2 months ago 14
@justagirl166 bes reply girl,and well donbe fpr making it through.....love the vid....
chloeskeath1 1 month ago
I know how you feel. I've Ben threw some of those things and my parents aren't together anymore
ChyyChyLover 2 months ago
you made me cry..... not a easy thing to do
almost makes me like my life
sarahemobob 2 months ago
me and you have very similar stories hun! im 19 now tryingt to pull through and ive done things were i shoulda died and i am still here so we must both have a purpose! message me when ever hun
cantfeelbetter17 2 months ago
I have a Daughter , and through your video , I see how she feels ! I call her, Everday and tell her ,
how much I love her, and that she not alone .
Life has gotten better , for the both of us !
Thank you for your help!!!!!!!! Things said can not be Unsaid !
geodunnavant 2 months ago
i lived through the same..all of it..what saved me was going to church..asking God to save me..he will give you BEAUTY FOR ASHES
grammanna 2 months ago
im sorry i really dnt no to say.. its really sad
lktbdogush 2 months ago
I am here for you you just need to say the word.
devi7150 2 months ago
When i get ''damaged'' i say Fuck life....Fuck it in the mouth
dexteralexandria 2 months ago
know i am always here for you if you ever need me i know you dont know me but its true u can come to me for anything and tell me anything just message me
lillyanne6626 2 months ago
No one deserves to go through what you have :(
Mydreamweight 2 months ago in playlist More videos from justagirl166
Nobody ever deserves to go thru this pain! I wish i could just give you a hug and tell you youare NOT alone in this. I dont know you but i know you are a very strong amazing person! you keep staying on strong and keep on staying positive! keep focusing on the light at the end of the tunnel.
Peacuhkake 2 months ago
Even if you don't think so, their is always someone who cares:)
Lyra244 2 months ago
wow. G-d should help you all. Sounds odd but speak to the creator of the universe from the bottom of your heart, say "G-d I need you help now. This test is too much for my soul to bear without your help. Please G-d, help me, please". Our society is so devoid of truth that this idea of connecting to your creator may sound strange to you. Try it, I guarentee if it comes from your heart, the master of the universe will send help.
DavidJasse 2 months ago
@glitter4kelly did you goto hell or heaven sorry I wanna no like if u goto hell if u kill urself or not plz reply :)
allenstgirl46 2 months ago
know how she feels :/
amb500u8787uu 3 months ago
love your video, ,makes me feel like Im not alone with my struggles
tracymarie7900 3 months ago
.potsc.com/blog/ check this out! your not alone. there is help! scroll till the boy in the video after it says spaz
ARoseLittle 3 months ago
ok
ARoseLittle 3 months ago
I am only 13 and I am depressed non stop my mommy thanks that if she doesn't let me do thing I want to do then I'll commit suicide I've tried and once succeeded but they shocked me back to life I don't know who to look up to now when I get home from school I lock my self in my room cut my wrist and legs and drink and then cough up blood
Glitter4kelly 3 months ago
i wish i could make you all better! no one deserves such torture! T.T
xxwaveslovexx 3 months ago
No one deserves that I hope you realise how much the world needs you I hope you realise that life is always worth living and I hope you find happiness x x x
lovinmusiclovinlife 3 months ago 5
@lovinmusiclovinlife Thank you so much! <3
justagirl166 3 months ago
this is going to sound awful but you're story being so bad helped remind me that my problems are'nt that big,, i just blew them up in my head :/
stay strong and realise that the world needs you <3
JustMeLevana 3 months ago
Poor you D: -hugglez-
InuFannie 3 months ago
Poor thing. I just want to give you a big hug and make it all better
CannibalCupCake1 3 months ago
I wish my dad left or my mom left him. Instead I lived with both parents and my brother. My dad sexually abused me for seven years and no one noticed. Now I'm older and my whole family knows but doesn't give a fuck so every day I am forced to act like nothing happened. Everyone has a story, love. Mine is no worse than yours, just different do don't think that's what I'm saying. Just remember your not alone.
UltraTwinAndBFF 3 months ago
Do not worry anymore !! You are in my prayers and I ask that God will move in a supernatural way in your life! Many of the most misfortunate events in our lives happen because of bad decision others have made that have affected us, but I declare that you will not be a victim of their wrongdoings anymore!! YOU DESERVE A PROSPEROUS LIFE full of LOVE!! I will believe for it until it happens !!
jesusprincess89 3 months ago
This has been flagged as spam show
I feel you chica I know how it goes... :( Its sad that so many people have to go through stuff like this everyday... I wish I knew you... :(
youngtwitch 3 months ago
This has been flagged as spam show
I feel you chica I know how it goes... :( Its sad that so many people have to go through stuff like this everyday... I wish I knew you... :(
youngtwitch 3 months ago
I feel you chica I know how it goes... :( Its sad that so many people have to go through stuff like this everyday... I wish I knew you... :(
youngtwitch 3 months ago
omfg i wanna hold u so close to me let u cry in my arm and never let u go im so so so so srry }': u dotn deserve that happening no deserves that }';
4568goodgirl 3 months ago
she has a even more messd up life tthan i do,that is a ever sad life i wish ik her for i would try to help her
SuperDoboyz 3 months ago
i tried to commite suicide by over doseing too it failed they took me to a hospital just in time i was so mad at them so they put me into therapy whitch made it worse but my mom wouldnt listen to me at all nd got me some anit depression pills they thought i would be back to normal but they were wrong the bad part is tht they dnt see tht thier just makeing my depression worse no one understands no one will listen whts the point of liveing if no one cares bout me.... thx for sharing
vanessacararsco 3 months ago
Thanks for sharing your life ...you seem to have so much love within you.
DramaDon83 3 months ago
my step dad used to perv on me. god he wa such a filthy pervert and i hated him. mum still doesn't know, but luckily he's gone now :) i hate that man..
musicnmusician 3 months ago
I -3 ur name! Im soooo sorry you are in so much pain. I can't imagine.
jkseiden 3 months ago
I understand you have been victimized, but you're not a victim if you don't wanna be...it seems like you have a pattern of people abusing you, so find out whats inside you that attracts abusive people. I'm sure if you're counselor is any good yall will be working on that shortly. I'm sure some people are going to say I'm talking out my ass, and to you I say this: Just because I'm not going to tell strangers online my story doesn't mean i don't have one...think before you speak.
livelovelaugh626 4 months ago
are you kidding me? why would your own family rape you! tht is terrible! did you sue their asses!.... god....
CoOKiEmOnStEr1452 4 months ago
ur story is like mine :( when i was eight i almost killed myself bcause it was tooo much i grew up in cas in ontario and it ws hell, i know what iits like
cantfeelbetter17 4 months ago
plumb***********
kimmyfreak200 4 months ago
I had the same childhood. My parents divorced at the same age as you. Remarried and everything. I was a abused and molested. The only thing different was that I was made to watch my mother die as be beat her to death will a baseball bat. I know what u went though. My heart hurts for you and the memories u dug up with your video.
MrsKris2014 4 months ago
Oh, my heart aches for u.. i started crying once u jus said ur dad left. Oh im sooo sosrry... :(
HannahZ1998 4 months ago
Thank you so much for sharing your video i can relate to most of what you went through and it is hard...i have a three year old boy still struggle with life and people..
browngreen00 4 months ago
YOU NEED JESUS GURL!!!
LongNeck277 4 months ago 7
@LongNeck277 I have God in my life :) x
justagirl166 4 months ago 13
continued
i fight for my family's happiness. just keep fighting. don't know who u feel they only thing that i can relate to is most of my family don't want anything to do with me. i feel alone. but i still hold on. it might be hard know but it's not the end, it's only the beginning
123heylaura1 4 months ago
i am so sorry. i don't know what to say. my sister has been trying to kill herself for about 3 years, they gave her medication but she stop taking it a long time ago. i'm scared for her. she hurts others and i don't know why. i know she is sick but i don't know why she says some of the things she says to me. i only want to help. i found out that depression rimes in the family. even i have it and i'm only 14. there has been times where i feel like giving up but i keep fighting
123heylaura1 4 months ago
wow i relate so muchto this girl
bvbbabyXX 4 months ago
I am so very sorry. Have you gone to counselling? I have a daughter depressed and self harming because of bullying and she is being counselled. I hope you will see happiness soon and all this stuff will just be a bad memory. Thanks for sharing.
TheMarian54 4 months ago
@justagirl166 I started to get treated for mental illness when I was 14. I only actively started treatment for self injury, eating disorders, and Borderine personality in March. Its a huge battle, one I never have tried to fight before. Good luck, I hope you keep on, keeping on. Cuz we all are pulling for each other, even though it seems we are not made for this crazy ass world we live in. We at least have comradery with each other.
Godlim17 5 months ago
Theres always a way out but not by hurting urself plzz stop plz! -3
makeupjunky46 5 months ago
@babycake159 people like you need to open your eyes!!!bad things happened to me but i laugh about it when i talk.. it's just easier to deal with that way. And i think it's really brave that she's able to share her life. why should she hide it like it's something to be ashamed of. .. I think this video is amazing, and a real help to others going through the same thing
kazzieheart 5 months ago
Jesus cares about you sweety. He loves you more than he has ever loved anyone. If you want this pain away, let him hug you let him let you feel his presence, and i double pinky promise ur pain will go away(:
delcalvot 5 months ago
Hope all is changing for the best. I know what it is like to go with most of this and I don't think eating disorders ever really go away. They make you see the wrong, so you pick it back up again. :/ I was Anorexic when I was about 12 or 13. I lost ten pant sizes, and often fluctuate between over-eating and forcing myself to not eat anymore... I hate who I am, but I can't ever tell people anymore, without being judged...
ChelsHasAShiningStar 5 months ago
this song makes me want to hang myself in my basement
guitarfiend1000 6 months ago
@guitarfiend1000 Thats not funny! my dad Hung himself! You should think before you speak!
justagirl166 5 months ago
@justagirl166 ok uhm when i wrote that i was severlly sepressed and i have a anxiety disorder and didnt take my medication that day so im sorry i was in my own world of misery i do apologize....
guitarfiend1000 5 months ago
@guitarfiend1000 Apology accepted, words can be triggering to others x
justagirl166 5 months ago
@justagirl166 yeah but when ur in gloom and doom mode you dont really relize that ....
guitarfiend1000 5 months ago
@guitarfiend1000 whoa... obviously she didnt thing before she said anything either! what made you want to do that... :'(...
redchickenproduction 4 months ago
@redchickenproduction like i said i have a anxiety disorder
guitarfiend1000 4 months ago
@justagirl166 what because you suffer a tradgety no one else4 can? selfish
belle69ish 4 months ago
@guitarfiend1000 Good God !
tusia750 5 months ago
@babycake159 NO IT'S NOT A FUCKING LIE!!! :( I Put this up as a part of my recovery process, people need to know that they can't abuse their kids and have "Perfect" kids because it damages them. I'm ashamed of who I am but at the same time I'm reaching out to others who have been through similar as I or informing others of the effects of abuse. I can't spell because I have dyslexia and I used explanation marks like that because I picked it up in highschool. It's not a fucking joke =/
justagirl166 6 months ago
Oh, I also wanted to say. That I was drawn to the title of this video. Because I carved the word Damaged in my arm, months ago. Then I cut it into my arm again when it started to fade. Now i am finally letting it heal, because I feel like i am not damaged anymore.
Godlim17 8 months ago
That one picture u showed on ur vid. that has school as a pill and such. I had that on my myspace for a very long time. I identify with you a lot. With most of your vids in fact. Did u ever get treatment?
Godlim17 8 months ago
@Godlim17 Yes I went to 2 rehabs and been in and out of therapy since 2004 and medicated off and on since 2006.
justagirl166 5 months ago
:( it reminds me much much of my own story :( Of course it is not the same, but much the like.. in my life it all happened few years later. My eating disorder came out when I was 21 and I started self-harming when I was 25. Depression, neglect, abuse etc were present like in your video. Thank you for being so open
LilyTurnedBlack 9 months ago
Comment removed
kadams907 10 months ago
Why didn't you spell check before posting this? LOL
kadams907 10 months ago
aw this made me cry:'( , my story is very similar too yours..i've been sexually abused by my step-grandad, and i've been sexually assaulted, and by this time my real grandad was dying of cancer, i self harm , i have bulimia , and yet you know..im only 13...i know you're alot older than me but..message me if you ever need someone , im here to talk to<3 xxxx
alwayssandforever1 11 months ago
....I've not recovered from them i've just learnt to live with them. (theres more but i'll stop her!!)
I want to Thank you for putting up this video. Remember none of it was your fault, just from this you seem to me like a wonderful person and no-one should have to go through what you went through. You a survivor *hold your head high* because even though i dont know you. I'm proud of you!! If you ever want to talk feel free to inbox me xx
InnerMeUk 11 months ago 2
....finally got diagnosed with BPD once i hit 18 (no-one listened when i was younger when i said i think i could have BP or BPD) and now it turns out i do. I have tried many attempts on my life and almost made it to the end until i was resusitated (spelt that wrong). I spent nearly a year in total in a physc ward when i was 16. I ave OCD. Used to suffer with panic attacks but have overcome them sorta like my self-harm and ED but like i say....
InnerMeUk 11 months ago
Hey,
I really know what your talking about and where your coming from. When i was 9 my brother sexual hurt me (still cant talk about it). It caused alot of problems @ home as i told my friend @ school my mum was told and my dad and my brothers dad and social services and when it came to the crunch i couldnt go through with it as no-one believed me and even my own dad was on his side. I'm a servere insomniac sufferer/d with depression, was(am) a self harmer, had(have) eating disorder....
InnerMeUk 11 months ago
@InnerMeUk Thanks for your message. Hold on in there, it took years for my life to improve.....I went through a lot of therapy and medication and now I am engaged and Ive recently had a baby. Things can get better. xx
justagirl166 11 months ago 4
@InnerMeUk i'm sorry
msmissy39 5 months ago
Life has been hard on you and unfortunately you have met many people in your life that have harmed you. But you should not feel like it is your fault that they committed sins against you. Your soul is broken, but there is a way to heal it.. Just pray to God and let Jesus free you from all your pain.
shadowless1974 11 months ago
the pain won't just go away,but u can change your life,u were just a kid when all this happened,but not anymore.own your life,honor your strenght,LIVE please. if u survived till now, you can have anything.it's on you.
bless u
MicaelaLelli 1 year ago
I was almost rapee by both my bro and my cousin and my best and only friend (my grandmama) dieid when I was 7 of cancer then last year a girl I had bn bestfriends wit and had shuned for another girl dieid of cictic fibrosis I still haven't got ova tha guilt or tha grief. I know some of wat ur feelin sorry u went through that shit that is tearible.
ICP929 1 year ago
omfg im sooooo sorry that u've been thru the hell u have.I can relate to MANY of ur situations.:(
Msmusiclove16 1 year ago
omfg im sooooo sorry that u've been thru the hell u have.I can relate to MANY of ur situations.
Msmusiclove16 1 year ago
Your not alone. <3
juggalo123skittles 1 year ago
i often had dreams about 2 me's , we where in this giant (ancients type) prison , and i was on the highest tower chained by my other self . . . she laughed and tortured her, although people desperatly tried to save the girl (chained Renee, the other is lucy) none could beat the tower and its trials. Lucy decided to take Renees place in the world destroying her without her consent. . .
tulop123 1 year ago
@tulop123 she was trapped BUT there was one who saw that lucy was fake and snuck into the tower eventually taking on every trial and saving me , after that we where forever on the run from lucy in the miirror world unable to escape in the end she caught both of us and ordered for a public execution . . . BUT it wasn't the kind you would think, only ONE could live in a battle to the death against each other although they where in love , . . . .
tulop123 1 year ago
@tulop123 if they didnt then they would have too watch each other being tortured then thrown into the wild to be eaten by the wilds and both would die. . . . so there they where about to kill wat was dearest to them ,. . . . they fought (still cautious not to make fatal wounds and take there time XD) and fought for 2 hours straight they had scratches but neither had any serious injurys .yet. AND then thats when it happened the boy whispered something in the girls ear . . . . . and grabbed his sw
tulop123 1 year ago
@tulop123 and grabbed his sword aimed it to his chest. . . . Renee screamed and ran to him , he couldn't do that, not that! . . .. but she was too late he stabbed his heart, . . "Good . bye, , , and remember" where his last stranding words he could muster before his body went completely cold . . . . and the girl cried out as the crowd cheered and screamed as she cried in that pit rememebrign his words "i know, a way. . . and i will not, have lucy gets what she wants from this." . . ..
tulop123 1 year ago
I'm only 13 and I still can relate to everythinggg....your not alone...<3
TheKikyo1234 1 year ago
I am really sorry for what you go through, I want to help you and if you lived near me, I would try my hardest to be there for you.
ritsukaxkelly 1 year ago
thankyou.
EvilCharRawr 1 year ago
@ddhdearlove your welcome! x
justagirl166 1 year ago
You over use exclamation marks so it makes it seem like a joke...
pinkylaurajane122 1 year ago 16
@pinkylaurajane122 thats because I'm upset that its happened to me. Its no jokeing matter!!!!
justagirl166 1 year ago
@pinkylaurajane122 You obviousley have no clue..If i am being propper seriouse about somthing an im typing, its perfectly normal for me to hit the exclamation button more than once so with that in mind an this is so seriose, how can u make such a ignorante statment?? an to be honest if somone was taking this vid seriouse from start then i cant imagin why they would think this is a joke just cause they saw the vid maker hit exclamation button more than once an think its a joke?
wiccaress 1 year ago
@wiccaress
-.- I'm not being ignorant. Its a comment. Get over it and learn to spell
pinkylaurajane122 1 year ago
Wow that's brutal why would you say something like that on here . Someone has put a great effort into coming out and speaking up about their life and you mock it !!!Very rude !!!!!!!!!!!!
rosemary1981love 1 year ago
@rosemary1981love Its brutal,but its the truth. I know what its like,and Im not mocking it. Its very hard to think of something being serious when they cannot use correct punctuation. Im not hating,I self injure,I;ve been raped,by dad beats me etc,but im not being rude. Thats what comments are for,I was simply commenting.
pinkylaurajane122 1 year ago
you made me cry...
myownhelll 1 year ago
becky ur a ignorant cunt. silly lil bitch. its ignorant fuckers like u that derserve a menal illness im sick of you bulling nasty cunts! u might not agree with people putting there feelings on youtube but u sit there n fuckin watch em. if u dont lik eit dont watch it u silly twat.
Kali548 1 year ago
you know some one is telling the truth about their miserable life when you can relate what they are saying to your own miserable life, and you realize, yeah, it was bad, i am damaged. and for every ONE person who shares your experience, there are one hundred who have no idea what you're talking about, or just don't believe you. to them, i say, lucky you, for having a charmed and healthy life.
joanwelling 1 year ago
LMFAO :')
why post your lifes on here,
i bet half of you are lying.
people get shit lifes
but you dont post it on youtube,
attention seekers.
becky13730 1 year ago
@becky13730 OMG you heartless twat! How dare you!!! I bet you have had an awsome life and you have no idea what its like to be abused and raped. You should be ashamed of yourself!
justagirl166 1 year ago 7
@justagirl166 u have issues.
ICP929 1 year ago
Comment removed
eialbur 1 year ago
@becky13730
Let's assume you're right and half are lying (I don't agree, but let's assume). So ... how do you feel laughing at the other half - all those people who have been thru this sort of abuse. What kind of person would make the sort of comments you made, knowing how damaging and hurtful they would be to people who have lived thru this ... I believe those people are called sociopaths. Crawl back under a rock, Becky. The only attention seeker here is you - and you came off very bad.
eialbur 1 year ago 3
@eialbur Nicely said, thank you! x
justagirl166 1 year ago
@eialbur Thank you to you and to all of you who have shown support for this video.
I am a an adult abuse survivor with bipolar dirorder, MPD, borderline personality disorder, PTSD, anxiety disorder and psychogenic seizures.
Yes life is difficult at times and yes I have fallen to my knees many, many times.
But I had family and friends who believed in me and held out heir hand to pull me up again.
There is HOPE, It Can, Will and Does Get Better.
I'm Still Standing...
*Love and Light To All*
LadiZen 1 year ago
the school yard bully is now replaced by the internet bully.....lonely youth hurting and mentally ...troll the sites where people communicate feelings and inflict whatever pain they can.... hurting others lets them ignore there own pain.... dont be a bully becky .......find help
bobbyp719 1 year ago
*HUGS YOU*
TashaRichardsonFan1 1 year ago
sometimes life just sucks. i know. its never fair, never right, never what its supposed to be. thats part of life. it gets better. it has to. when you hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up.
yournamenotminehaha 1 year ago
I'm sorry that your life has been so hard. Do you know Jesus? He Loves you and He never wanted those things to happen to you. Jesus died for all your hurt He can heal all your scars...He does for many.
sk8erandraver 1 year ago
I come from a disfunctional fucked up family and I'm ok You been thru alot keep fighting sister. God made us for a reason. Stop the cycle of abuse! Thank you for sharing your story, Peace
princessacristina30 1 year ago
i cut my self to but i cut my self deeper then the ones on the video i cut mysels till i bleed to death i still havent died yet but i think i will soon...... </3
UniscarGirl100 1 year ago
@UniscarGirl100 How can you cut yourself until you bleed to death but still be alive? Yeah, I didn't think so.
ImFatNotPhat 1 year ago
wow life seems of been pretty rought then it seems
xmcflyxxx 1 year ago