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You don't give yourself a free day? a day not constricted by a diet. Nutritionist say is is good to raise your blood sugar and caloric intake once a week... just like a workout... you have to confuse your body... so breaking on the 7th day is not bad... good job
yeah... its more the idea that i hate turning to food for emotional reasons even if it doesn't do too much damage in the long run... sitting down and eating 6000 cals (or more) in one sitting is never healthy!
As usual - your fabulous! What a great video; you manage to always make me laugh and smile. Great job for those two weeks (I know it was a month or so ago) but well done anyways!!
Please don't beat yourself up for over eating once in 14 days. What is so wrong with that? Maybe you should schedule a binge once a week? Give you something to look forward to.
Have you ever thought of making films for a living? You have an exceptional, artistic way of putting things together. Make documentaries about your friends or the area you live.
You are a talented person and what you share has a huge impact on your audience.
just curious. it's funny, i'm not sure that i've ever actually come across a person who was into french new wave without there being some sort of academic incentive ...so i guess it's a little reassuring to know that you do exist. and it shows in your work too. not to emphasize form over content (especially when the subject matter is so compelling), but this is a really well put together video. good job!
really enjoyed this video. Its nice to see that other people have struggles and pick themselves back up and keep going. most of the time i am really inspired and uplifted by the videos on here.. other times i feel like a failure because I cant measure up and be more like ev1 else in the wt loss group. Every day is challenge and I guess that doesnt change. But its normal not to be perfect and its ok. peace
I felt like i was watching a film, the backgound music is so effective here. I am so proud of you, and the way you show that its ok to mess up, and get back up again. This video was real for you and so many others. Bravo!!
You got it! Its ok! I'm so happy for you. Getting upset is the worst thing I can do to myself when I have a binge. I've learned to tell myself its ok. And I think this is *MY* key to continued success. Loved the film. Lots of love your way.
I am EXACTLY the same way. i HATE myself for doing it but i don't kow how to stop. i am fine but completely fall apart and go on reidiculous binges every couple of days. i recently lost 60 pounds and am still trying for 20 more
what a great vid adam! but of course Im sure u know that! I love lemon heads, I hate when people mention something I love cuz this prego girl wants some lemon heads now! LOL
i finally am caught up on ur vids! great job following through on ur project. it would have been so easy to just quit after day 7 altogether. but u bounced back and finished strong
I especially love your realisation at the end, that you're just a normal person!! it's so true. I haven't gone to the gym today, BUT that's ok, because I've been a lot recently, so it's ok to take a break and concentrate on the healthy eating side of things!
I thoroughly enjoyed this, everything from the content to the editing and music. I also like that you pushed through the rest of the ten weeks even though you didn't meet your goals. I think it's important to show the struggle that comes with trying to live a healthier lifestyle. No one does it perfectly and when we show that to people, we let them know it's okay to mess up because we all do but that doesn't mean we should give up. Thanks for this.
thank you for being you adam. i love your brutal honesty. binging is my biggest flaw. yay for walking in the snow! good for you! i wouldn't do it..but i am a terrible person like that..i love the sexy look on the eliptical..so sexy ;)
you made me tear up after your binge because i know that feeling all too well.
barnes and noble...my favorite place ever :)
and finally..yay for normalcy. adam i love you! you are so amazing. i am glad you are getting on track. youre a wonderful person and ily
Your such an unbelievable person Adam! This was so amazing to watch. I'm right there with you and struggle with the same things, at least you recognize it. I guess I should say, at least your willing to share it. I'm not there yet and don't know if I ever will be. Your great and you are going to lead a normal life, as normal as can be expected in this life.
Adam....I completely understand....I have been doing really bad lately too.....I have had some bad binges lately so I know how you feel~ I hate it and love it all at the same time.....love it during hate it after~ ((((((HUGS))))))
Lol i love your video! But like you said it ok we will have them daysss because i fuck up all the time! And i cant get two week in myself without eating like a pig it is very hard! but we can do it!!!!
WHAT!?!? how can u do this to me... ADAM!!!!!!! you made me cry... (luckily my colleague just left the room...hahah)... Maybe pushed by the music, but at the end it was the result of the combo of the vids, you and the music... ARTARTART!!! never stop doing this videos... on my knees here... master of emotions...
Adam, instead of trying 2 set weekly goals of not binging or trying 2 lose another pound etc..... why don't u TRY 2replace those goals with trying 2 deal with which ever emotions u gather within on a day 2 day basis from whatever it is that gives u emotions or an emotion that day 4 the week. Ur feelings are the problem! U can't tolerate feelings, certain feelings! You're use 2 1 type of feeling, so whenever u gather in a feeling different than the 1 you're use 2 u don't kno how 2 process it in.
Your video was amazing! I've struggled with binge eating for so many years. I've often wondered if it's something I'll ever be able to control. Thanks for being so honest and putting your struggles out there!
I am really impressed, you have a lot of balls to show tat you DID binge, and provide a lot of inspiration in the fact that you carried on.
I think this is a normal way of living, yes not everyone binges, but come on, when a lot of people have bad days or go off plan I'm sure they would consume just as much at least calorie wise. No one's perfect - perfect isn't a nice way to live =]
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You call your life healthy? "Healthy weight or way of living?" Adam, come on now..... you're only kidding yourself. I know exactly what you're doing, how you do it & how it makes you feeel because I've been bulimic for going on 12 years, everyday for almost 12 years. I too binge once a week, once every other day etc. So I definitely know you are not happy & won't be until you find help.
No no... You must understand that I am everything. Sad, happy, angry, and growing - A life with many different emotions. I used to believe that everything would be better if I could just stop bingeing... Now I've accepted that I may have days where I turn to food for emotional reasons and that is OK... again, please focus on your own state and don't try to tell me that I am in any sense of denial. I am happy today and tomorrow I just might be depressed. This is life. This is being human.
I totally understand! I think what you need to do is to stop focusing on this eating disorder. Placing too much focus on it will keep you a victim...make you feel depressed and not normal. You have to start believing that you were once a normal eater and can get back to that. I am glad you do see normal binges as normal because they are. There is no such thing as "eating good" every single day for most people. It's life and food is meant to be enjoyed :) Food is not the enemy, remember that
Sorry 2 hear that u suffered anorexia. I'm glad u found help so early! ;o] But with Adam its just that he continues 2 speak in denial. I mean, he is saying 1 thing & saying another. Doing 1 thing & doing another. & I know that he can't help it because its the disorder in him, but ugh..... can he really not see that he is in denial? He claims that he is living a healthy lifestyle & is or has maintained his life etc, BUT how are u do so when every day of ur life is focusing on ur body & food!
I actually never found help early now, P8anut, I just got tired of starving lol Of course it went the other way with binging but now I am pretty tired of binging and it makes me feel gross inside.
I understand what you said, that is why I think he really needs to stop focusing on food and weight...staying a victim to it. I read one of Adam's recent comment where he basically said he will have this disorder forever. No one can have that attitude otherwise you stay with your eating disorder!
P8anut, I don't think you are correct telling Adam how he feels. I've never been bulimic before but I have been anorexic 10 years ago for 6 months. I got through that somehow but fell back on binging on and off. I can say that I am binge free as of October. If you ask me had I binged, yes rarely (once a month) but never overboard. That IS life and I've accepted that it's normal which has helped me to not beat up myself. As a result, I am not imprisoned by any eating disorder. I feel so good!
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Your life is not normal Adam, stop lying to yourself. You are not happy & will never be happy until you deal & get with the root of your feelings of which causes you to binge on a daily basis.
i binged one day out of fourteen and have maintained a healthy weight for over 8 months now. please do not pretend to know or understand my level of happiness or misery.
Maintaining the weight is the hard part. Through your binges, you were still able to maintain. That is just awesome! That should hopefully give you the reassurance you need without you resorting to the scale :) I find scales empowering at times, it can help you push through...but funny how it can make you feel like crap when it doesn't budge or moves the wrong direction! lol Keep up the good work!
By living a healthy lifestyle & diet etc..... means that you are eating right, on balanced, proper meal intakes, proper excersize. He doesn't eat normal meals several times aday, or if he even eats at all. I mean, come on you guys! I'm not trying to bash him or anything, but you guys are crazy to sit here continuously praising & feeding this bad disordered habit of his! U all know he has a problem & u all know he isn't losing or gaining weight the right healthy weight, yet u all are praising him
I think he will soon enough, p8anut. Give it time and don't push, it will happen in its own time. I finally dealt with it and realized that it was acceptance from others that I was after. Perhaps it's the same for some of the posters here.
damn man that was a honest video I think you are doing a hell of a job. I was fricken cracking up and the whole rant about church I believe it was sooo funny.
I am a youth pastor and had a lady come to our church with her son who was 13 and ask me. "my son says he is gay what should I do" I told her to except it love him and don't listen to the morons who say that it is a "sin" don't think she liked the answer as I never saw them agian but I pray for him everyday. Keep up the great work.
Adam...I appreciate your honestly and your comment about feeling full. I wonder if you have give that further though--what could replace that full feeling for you as "the best" feeling? Just a deeper question? The video was excellent. Glad to see you back in your element.
i have found a lot of alternatives through the last couple years to keep me turning to food for that "emaotional feeling" but there is still those times when NOTHING can compare of come close to that numb comfort I get when bingeing. I hate it.
don't be so hard on yourself... 1 out of 14 days seems like pretty good odds IMHO. i ate donuts the other day too. i was pretty pissed at myself, lol. fucking donuts. i really love this video concept... i kinda want to steal it, heh.
Wow! That video, quite poetic I must say, very nice. You'll do fine, bro, we all have our moments every now and then. We're all here for ya, my friend. Take care. =)
*gasp* Not only do we have the same camera...we have the same TRIPOD! OMG..I dunno what was frying in that pan, but it looks amazing. I loved this video, truly... You are epic. <3 you!
I know that egg! :D Amazing concept. Sometimes I wish I had cameras in every corner of my house streaming live online JUST to keep me from binging. We share that horrible desire. I wasn't even 2 minutes in and I had tears streaming down my face because I know exactly what you mean when you say nothing else makes you feel like you do when you binge. You ARE finding common ground, and that IS normal life. I'm so proud of you, you are such an important person to me Adam <3
thank you for the kind words, it is frustrating knowing that i will probably never have a total grasp on the whole bingeing thing... but that is being human. life goes on. love you!
I struggle with self-sabotage too. Every time I'm doing really well I go on a binge and sabotage myself. It's a difficult difficult pattern to overcome but please don't be hard on yourself. You are wonderful for sharing. This video is beautifully done.
I loved this, Adam, as you really show what so many of us struggle with week to week. Getting right back on plan instead of allowing a bad hour or day to turn into weeks or months of bad eating. Really well done :)
Adam... I now worship the ground you walk! I watched ur video and it made me feel better. If you watched my videos I've been on a plateu for 3 months....and this video made me feel better knowing that i've been maintaining and living my life!!!! <3 you Adam!!!! take care
whats the name of the film u showed there fo a while?
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hotfitbabe 2 years ago
Wow, I know you must hear it a lot but...you are EXTREMELY attractive. Wow! I love the way you look with the glasses.
DarkSunshineRain 2 years ago
great video. i love the feel of it.
asimp333 2 years ago
after latge night binge= morning double chin :)
503408 2 years ago
You don't give yourself a free day? a day not constricted by a diet. Nutritionist say is is good to raise your blood sugar and caloric intake once a week... just like a workout... you have to confuse your body... so breaking on the 7th day is not bad... good job
dvdvanity 2 years ago
yeah... its more the idea that i hate turning to food for emotional reasons even if it doesn't do too much damage in the long run... sitting down and eating 6000 cals (or more) in one sitting is never healthy!
always out for that control and balance.
thanks for the comment : )
alifelessboring 2 years ago
As usual - your fabulous! What a great video; you manage to always make me laugh and smile. Great job for those two weeks (I know it was a month or so ago) but well done anyways!!
FightingIt 3 years ago
GO VEGAN!!!!!!!!
2006munyon 3 years ago
Fantastic video Adam keep up the good work enjoy the lemon heads
gut2go2009 3 years ago
Excelent video!! Really really good!
And it is like you said at the end... you just have to keep it calm! :)
ChloeThin 3 years ago
lol i love chris you should put him on camera more hes a great comic relief
awsomekrys 3 years ago
I like how your videos convey the full spectrum of emotions that go with trying to lose weight. Great video.
rpgjko 3 years ago
wow...amazing...i'm speechless...
iheartcocobean 3 years ago
Love Chris! What a great guy.
Please don't beat yourself up for over eating once in 14 days. What is so wrong with that? Maybe you should schedule a binge once a week? Give you something to look forward to.
Have you ever thought of making films for a living? You have an exceptional, artistic way of putting things together. Make documentaries about your friends or the area you live.
You are a talented person and what you share has a huge impact on your audience.
We love you!
rezina97229 3 years ago
fantastic video. normally I get antsy with 10 minute videos, but this one captivated my attention the entire time
manolomandi 3 years ago
are you a film student by any chance?
leftofjenny 3 years ago
i am not, just a huge huge fan of film
alifelessboring 3 years ago
just curious. it's funny, i'm not sure that i've ever actually come across a person who was into french new wave without there being some sort of academic incentive ...so i guess it's a little reassuring to know that you do exist. and it shows in your work too. not to emphasize form over content (especially when the subject matter is so compelling), but this is a really well put together video. good job!
leftofjenny 3 years ago
much thanks. i was introduced to godard and truffaut when i was 19 and have been obsessed with french new wave cinema ever since.
alifelessboring 3 years ago
really enjoyed this video. Its nice to see that other people have struggles and pick themselves back up and keep going. most of the time i am really inspired and uplifted by the videos on here.. other times i feel like a failure because I cant measure up and be more like ev1 else in the wt loss group. Every day is challenge and I guess that doesnt change. But its normal not to be perfect and its ok. peace
autumnpromise91 3 years ago
oh jeez, that pitiful sounding music and your sad faces. i just want to hug you.
silyrabbit68 3 years ago
lol! thank you?
alifelessboring 3 years ago
too much of free time on your hands
seriouslyWeird 3 years ago
you love it!
alifelessboring 3 years ago
i don't know why... but I really like you.
polkadotgirl 3 years ago
great video!
leraloses 3 years ago
God I just cannot get enough of this video. I really admire and respect you so much <3
I need to come up to your place again :)
antishay 3 years ago
thanks, love : )
i hope you can come up soon!
also: what is the name of that program that inserts pre-written notes into fields? You showed it to me one time when you were up here. <3 <3
alifelessboring 3 years ago
TextExpander
:D
antishay 3 years ago
good video
sugalicous09 3 years ago
I felt like i was watching a film, the backgound music is so effective here. I am so proud of you, and the way you show that its ok to mess up, and get back up again. This video was real for you and so many others. Bravo!!
UltimateAnonymity 3 years ago
You got it! Its ok! I'm so happy for you. Getting upset is the worst thing I can do to myself when I have a binge. I've learned to tell myself its ok. And I think this is *MY* key to continued success. Loved the film. Lots of love your way.
MyEmergentEvolution 3 years ago
I hope you find something in your life that makes you feel as good as food does. Excellent video!
SupraWes 3 years ago
I LOVED this video
luxie1718 3 years ago
Loved this video. Made me sad because it was so real tho. Thank you :)
dreamnqueen64 3 years ago
I am EXACTLY the same way. i HATE myself for doing it but i don't kow how to stop. i am fine but completely fall apart and go on reidiculous binges every couple of days. i recently lost 60 pounds and am still trying for 20 more
GiaHoliday 3 years ago
what a great vid adam! but of course Im sure u know that! I love lemon heads, I hate when people mention something I love cuz this prego girl wants some lemon heads now! LOL
2kute2bbig 3 years ago
I think it's great to see a week in camera. It makes u see your strenght and weakness. Great video!
Cheers,
Mari
Slim4Iife 3 years ago
i finally am caught up on ur vids! great job following through on ur project. it would have been so easy to just quit after day 7 altogether. but u bounced back and finished strong
pwneee 3 years ago
I especially love your realisation at the end, that you're just a normal person!! it's so true. I haven't gone to the gym today, BUT that's ok, because I've been a lot recently, so it's ok to take a break and concentrate on the healthy eating side of things!
Thanks for this video, it was really touching. X
littlemonster333 3 years ago
adam has epic video editing skills.
oh man! that was an amazing video. thanks for sharing your days even the bad ones. you are great.
your friend chris has pretty eyebrows.. xD
nananaAri 3 years ago
I thoroughly enjoyed this, everything from the content to the editing and music. I also like that you pushed through the rest of the ten weeks even though you didn't meet your goals. I think it's important to show the struggle that comes with trying to live a healthier lifestyle. No one does it perfectly and when we show that to people, we let them know it's okay to mess up because we all do but that doesn't mean we should give up. Thanks for this.
bran098 3 years ago
Thanks for showing all sides of your journey...thx
racegurl29 3 years ago
thank you for being you adam. i love your brutal honesty. binging is my biggest flaw. yay for walking in the snow! good for you! i wouldn't do it..but i am a terrible person like that..i love the sexy look on the eliptical..so sexy ;)
you made me tear up after your binge because i know that feeling all too well.
barnes and noble...my favorite place ever :)
and finally..yay for normalcy. adam i love you! you are so amazing. i am glad you are getting on track. youre a wonderful person and ily
theshrinkingnurse 3 years ago
Thanks for posting .. what we all are going thro.
-JumokeTV
JumokeTV 3 years ago
Great Video my friend Keep it up!
-JumokeTV
JumokeTV 3 years ago
OMG I loveeeeeee Lemonheads~
KarlaKayM 3 years ago
Your such an unbelievable person Adam! This was so amazing to watch. I'm right there with you and struggle with the same things, at least you recognize it. I guess I should say, at least your willing to share it. I'm not there yet and don't know if I ever will be. Your great and you are going to lead a normal life, as normal as can be expected in this life.
BonneEtoile22 3 years ago
Adam....I completely understand....I have been doing really bad lately too.....I have had some bad binges lately so I know how you feel~ I hate it and love it all at the same time.....love it during hate it after~ ((((((HUGS))))))
KarlaKayM 3 years ago
This was an incredible video to watch. Very personal yet just a glimpse into each day. Kudos.
flabalicious 3 years ago
This was such a wonderful video. I admire you for your openness about your struggle with binge eating.
I also imagined that on day six you stayed in to watch Truffaut all day and that's mighty cool.
leomoonbaby 3 years ago
wonderful wonderful comment, thank you for watching.
alifelessboring 3 years ago
Adam - I'm proud of you! You have come such a long way! Glad to see that you are running more now, and wow 800 calories! Way to go! Miss you!
digupmyheart 3 years ago
Lol i love your video! But like you said it ok we will have them daysss because i fuck up all the time! And i cant get two week in myself without eating like a pig it is very hard! but we can do it!!!!
ladycateyes 3 years ago
WHAT!?!? how can u do this to me... ADAM!!!!!!! you made me cry... (luckily my colleague just left the room...hahah)... Maybe pushed by the music, but at the end it was the result of the combo of the vids, you and the music... ARTARTART!!! never stop doing this videos... on my knees here... master of emotions...
ProjectClassReunion 3 years ago
it is hard. i know exactly what you mean...i just cant physically binge anymore, but I know how that feels, the highs and the lows of that. hang on.
a work in progress = life.
MissJanieHere 3 years ago
you are so beautiful, adam. this is one epic vlog!
Marlaine83 3 years ago
thank you julie, it was fun (but tedious) to put together. it will be something that will be helpful for me to look back on.
alifelessboring 3 years ago
Great Video! Thanks for sharing with us! You make the most amazing videos! Hope all is going well for you this week!
emgbear1286 3 years ago
Adam, instead of trying 2 set weekly goals of not binging or trying 2 lose another pound etc..... why don't u TRY 2replace those goals with trying 2 deal with which ever emotions u gather within on a day 2 day basis from whatever it is that gives u emotions or an emotion that day 4 the week. Ur feelings are the problem! U can't tolerate feelings, certain feelings! You're use 2 1 type of feeling, so whenever u gather in a feeling different than the 1 you're use 2 u don't kno how 2 process it in.
p8anut 3 years ago
good lord jennifer, this reply makes me want 2 binge!
alifelessboring 3 years ago
Your video was amazing! I've struggled with binge eating for so many years. I've often wondered if it's something I'll ever be able to control. Thanks for being so honest and putting your struggles out there!
Mel
thedailymel 3 years ago
I am really impressed, you have a lot of balls to show tat you DID binge, and provide a lot of inspiration in the fact that you carried on.
I think this is a normal way of living, yes not everyone binges, but come on, when a lot of people have bad days or go off plan I'm sure they would consume just as much at least calorie wise. No one's perfect - perfect isn't a nice way to live =]
blubbergoth 3 years ago
You are fascinating. I also worry for you. Amazing video.
halfbakedlaska 3 years ago
thanks for this adam...i've been going through this for the past three weeks also...we'll get through it...
simplystrick 3 years ago
Adam, this was the most compelling video I have ever seen. You made me tear up when I saw you binge, and turn around a pick yourself back up.
I love you Adam. I really do. You are such an honest, genuine person.
Thank you for being you.
<33333 YOU, Amber
junkinthetrunkk 3 years ago 4
that means a lot to me amber, really.
you have always been so kind to me... love you too!
i am happy you liked the video.
alifelessboring 3 years ago
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You call your life healthy? "Healthy weight or way of living?" Adam, come on now..... you're only kidding yourself. I know exactly what you're doing, how you do it & how it makes you feeel because I've been bulimic for going on 12 years, everyday for almost 12 years. I too binge once a week, once every other day etc. So I definitely know you are not happy & won't be until you find help.
p8anut 3 years ago
No no... You must understand that I am everything. Sad, happy, angry, and growing - A life with many different emotions. I used to believe that everything would be better if I could just stop bingeing... Now I've accepted that I may have days where I turn to food for emotional reasons and that is OK... again, please focus on your own state and don't try to tell me that I am in any sense of denial. I am happy today and tomorrow I just might be depressed. This is life. This is being human.
alifelessboring 3 years ago
I totally understand! I think what you need to do is to stop focusing on this eating disorder. Placing too much focus on it will keep you a victim...make you feel depressed and not normal. You have to start believing that you were once a normal eater and can get back to that. I am glad you do see normal binges as normal because they are. There is no such thing as "eating good" every single day for most people. It's life and food is meant to be enjoyed :) Food is not the enemy, remember that
pintobeans77 3 years ago
Sorry 2 hear that u suffered anorexia. I'm glad u found help so early! ;o] But with Adam its just that he continues 2 speak in denial. I mean, he is saying 1 thing & saying another. Doing 1 thing & doing another. & I know that he can't help it because its the disorder in him, but ugh..... can he really not see that he is in denial? He claims that he is living a healthy lifestyle & is or has maintained his life etc, BUT how are u do so when every day of ur life is focusing on ur body & food!
p8anut 3 years ago
I actually never found help early now, P8anut, I just got tired of starving lol Of course it went the other way with binging but now I am pretty tired of binging and it makes me feel gross inside.
I understand what you said, that is why I think he really needs to stop focusing on food and weight...staying a victim to it. I read one of Adam's recent comment where he basically said he will have this disorder forever. No one can have that attitude otherwise you stay with your eating disorder!
pintobeans77 3 years ago
P8anut, I don't think you are correct telling Adam how he feels. I've never been bulimic before but I have been anorexic 10 years ago for 6 months. I got through that somehow but fell back on binging on and off. I can say that I am binge free as of October. If you ask me had I binged, yes rarely (once a month) but never overboard. That IS life and I've accepted that it's normal which has helped me to not beat up myself. As a result, I am not imprisoned by any eating disorder. I feel so good!
pintobeans77 3 years ago
Simply Amazing! :D Your high spirits through it all and honesty is so great!
ilritmodellapassione 3 years ago
Thank you. For this. For everything.
beautiful <3
positivechica 3 years ago
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Your life is not normal Adam, stop lying to yourself. You are not happy & will never be happy until you deal & get with the root of your feelings of which causes you to binge on a daily basis.
p8anut 3 years ago
i binged one day out of fourteen and have maintained a healthy weight for over 8 months now. please do not pretend to know or understand my level of happiness or misery.
alifelessboring 3 years ago
Maintaining the weight is the hard part. Through your binges, you were still able to maintain. That is just awesome! That should hopefully give you the reassurance you need without you resorting to the scale :) I find scales empowering at times, it can help you push through...but funny how it can make you feel like crap when it doesn't budge or moves the wrong direction! lol Keep up the good work!
pintobeans77 3 years ago
By living a healthy lifestyle & diet etc..... means that you are eating right, on balanced, proper meal intakes, proper excersize. He doesn't eat normal meals several times aday, or if he even eats at all. I mean, come on you guys! I'm not trying to bash him or anything, but you guys are crazy to sit here continuously praising & feeding this bad disordered habit of his! U all know he has a problem & u all know he isn't losing or gaining weight the right healthy weight, yet u all are praising him
p8anut 3 years ago
I think he will soon enough, p8anut. Give it time and don't push, it will happen in its own time. I finally dealt with it and realized that it was acceptance from others that I was after. Perhaps it's the same for some of the posters here.
pintobeans77 3 years ago
I hope you know how great you are. Good luck with everything.
sirrysif 3 years ago
damn man that was a honest video I think you are doing a hell of a job. I was fricken cracking up and the whole rant about church I believe it was sooo funny.
I am a youth pastor and had a lady come to our church with her son who was 13 and ask me. "my son says he is gay what should I do" I told her to except it love him and don't listen to the morons who say that it is a "sin" don't think she liked the answer as I never saw them agian but I pray for him everyday. Keep up the great work.
Spartan488to300 3 years ago
well thank god their are people in the church like you. if only there were more.
i am happy to see you back here on youtube! hope you stay.
alifelessboring 3 years ago
I love the fact that you were smiling everytime you excercised.
This was a very clever & emotive piece. You are obviously very talented. Thank you for sharing.
weightywonderwoman 3 years ago
OMG GOD! this video was Fantastic!
wow i loved it 5 stars but if i could giveit 100 i would!!!!!!
Im so happy for you!! : ) !!!
rawrboi21 3 years ago
I hate those 7s
TheMexicanBen 3 years ago
Seems like you did a pretty great job for 14 days! One or two out of 14 is nothing, you are doing great and are wonderfully entertaining!
vzballa 3 years ago
I have to say this was one of the best I have seen in a while. <3
soylaunica76 3 years ago
That was incredibly beautiful, Adam - imo the most wonderful thing you've ever created. I was so drawn in! Oh, and the music!
I feel you've said something really profound in this, and yet you've also said nothing. It's beauty in its rawest form - with no definition.
Thank you for being you, for making this, and for showing it to us. So happy for/proud of you!
<3
antishay 3 years ago
Don't be sad, Adam. You should be proud. You've accomplished so much, and I think you look awesome just the way you are.
SpunkyMunkyMike 3 years ago
I need my photo on your fridge --- I'm proud of you Adam ... you're finding balance slowly!!
;)
tbossbone 3 years ago
very well done!
primus567 3 years ago
Adam...I appreciate your honestly and your comment about feeling full. I wonder if you have give that further though--what could replace that full feeling for you as "the best" feeling? Just a deeper question? The video was excellent. Glad to see you back in your element.
Peace,Stacy
JustLoseItNow 3 years ago
i have found a lot of alternatives through the last couple years to keep me turning to food for that "emaotional feeling" but there is still those times when NOTHING can compare of come close to that numb comfort I get when bingeing. I hate it.
thanks for the comment!
alifelessboring 3 years ago
I like the style of your video, I thought about doing something similar but I like your format better :D
5 Stars!
DynaChik 3 years ago
awesome vlog, so interesting! great editing job :)
5 Stars for you
bwebman8 3 years ago
i totally wanna copy this videoooo. this was fantastic.
mollzz 3 years ago
Adam, this video was fantastic. Beautifully put together and so honest. You are leading a normal life. And you are very gorgeous! Now smile bitch x
TheStarvingSoprano 3 years ago
don't be so hard on yourself... 1 out of 14 days seems like pretty good odds IMHO. i ate donuts the other day too. i was pretty pissed at myself, lol. fucking donuts. i really love this video concept... i kinda want to steal it, heh.
allisonsfat 3 years ago
i am indeed proud, thanks for the love allison. and please steal away! i would love to see people document like this, good or bad.
alifelessboring 3 years ago
ps- i like that your friend called you "true life adam" lol.
allisonsfat 3 years ago
Wow! That video, quite poetic I must say, very nice. You'll do fine, bro, we all have our moments every now and then. We're all here for ya, my friend. Take care. =)
ThunderBird1979 3 years ago
Confession: I ate 12 cookies on OSCAR night and then ran an 10k, this next day! I was binging with every bite.....with <3 from Canada Adam! =) R77
Rachele77 3 years ago
♥
that was the best thing i have seen.
i'm so happy you finished out the 2 weeks
yay for you
♥ u
zurplemoon 3 years ago
thank you! scary how my first instinct after making a mistake was to stop filming but i am glad I continued.
much love my blushing bride!
alifelessboring 3 years ago
I ♥ your style.
SarahWillBeSkinny 3 years ago
*gasp* Not only do we have the same camera...we have the same TRIPOD! OMG..I dunno what was frying in that pan, but it looks amazing. I loved this video, truly... You are epic. <3 you!
piperlynne 3 years ago
yay! i love my mino though it is so shaky!
thanks for the love hun! -- and oh, it was cabbage, onions, and chestnuts in the pan. so so good!
alifelessboring 3 years ago
Yes Adam We all hav ethem days. You are doing a great job at tryin to lead a normal life. One day ot of 14 Wow hat really is a great job.
Stacey3272 3 years ago
I know that egg! :D Amazing concept. Sometimes I wish I had cameras in every corner of my house streaming live online JUST to keep me from binging. We share that horrible desire. I wasn't even 2 minutes in and I had tears streaming down my face because I know exactly what you mean when you say nothing else makes you feel like you do when you binge. You ARE finding common ground, and that IS normal life. I'm so proud of you, you are such an important person to me Adam <3
ceramicheart150 3 years ago
was hoping you would notice the egg ;)
thank you for the kind words, it is frustrating knowing that i will probably never have a total grasp on the whole bingeing thing... but that is being human. life goes on. love you!
alifelessboring 3 years ago
Nothing's wrong with you: you're human.
gillywillyo 3 years ago
I struggle with self-sabotage too. Every time I'm doing really well I go on a binge and sabotage myself. It's a difficult difficult pattern to overcome but please don't be hard on yourself. You are wonderful for sharing. This video is beautifully done.
Cintaku78 3 years ago
Keep your chin up... you're doing great!
HyeCleo 3 years ago
I loved this, Adam, as you really show what so many of us struggle with week to week. Getting right back on plan instead of allowing a bad hour or day to turn into weeks or months of bad eating. Really well done :)
fit2btried 3 years ago
wow. this is a great video Adam. I love how you are staying positive at the end and i am very proud of you :)
Even though you didnt reach your goals i still think you did a great job these past two weeks! I hope this next week goes great for you <3you
kristine0002 3 years ago
Adam... I now worship the ground you walk! I watched ur video and it made me feel better. If you watched my videos I've been on a plateu for 3 months....and this video made me feel better knowing that i've been maintaining and living my life!!!! <3 you Adam!!!! take care
lisabgreen512 3 years ago