Anno Domini Beats - Suicide Letter

[GHASTLYGHOST444]

dear fam, im writing this right now cause im straight down- been streesed for a while every day its like my head pounds- POW am i dead now? na couldent go through with it- reminisce on all the good times i would of missed- but this depression gots my mind in a mess- docs give me more medison which brings my scripts up to six- i swallow so many pills i dont even think its a good mix- but they say if i dont take them ill wanna slit my own wrists-ya im still livin but what kind of life is this-

[shaqdaddymirza]

This guy won't be disappointing:

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[TuN3MaRl3y]

Just like a rello my arms are split vertically, my name is kid soul incase you havent heard of me, thoughts locked in my brain i think i need surgery, to let'em all out so that i can flow perfectly/ I run thru life like everydays a journey, a competition between souls and my heart cant win the tourney/ so now my lifes turning in a different direction, I see so many tears hidden behind an empty reflection....

[cailinkrown]

it spills, it pours and whenever you question, just assume its yours. they say i got bad shit, so rhymes split heads till minds go bat shit and on this track ill spit till dawn hits and i'm forced to stop believing like journey's full of it.

[JokerFaceDG]

This is madness, yeah I spit the bad shit, like before a big fight wit cassius, sumtimes I'm fine my night of a life like I am Gladys, stuck inside a the webbiest lies so I am savage, angered from my creations aimlessly scoping destruction, shoot me and say this tale don't exist, and someday spread lies over the nails in my wrists

[HaidaSOD]

Best study song.. puts you in the mood! This is great stuff!

[Leoandtravisrap]

Me and my boy usen this.! Ill tell you when its done.

[hutas86]

this is my fav of all time!

[Tomy0072]

Už nie myšlienky bokom

problém sa zabije skokom

odíde v rúšku noci hoci nikto neuverí na konci

prečo sa to stalo vydržať sa to dalo či nedalo

energie málo silná mela dostanem sa do pekla v ňom stretnem raz svojich v slovách mojich život končieva mi

už to nie je v rukách božích krv posledný krát pretiekla žilami ..... Tomy

[fimra111]

6 people are committing suicide.

[PaintballEclipse]

its obvious that life is only good for the childhood then as we grow old lose sight of the things we used to behold all the dreams lost like the frost on the grass as the sun just seems to wake me from my sleep but no today is jut as bleak as it was when i had love we all walk this path together but i must be in a different climate a different weather time to put on my smile as my resistance weathers away soon ill take my gun and fire away into the night just hoping that someone lives liferight

[soloprotecter]

ill right a letter' a confesion' in this man made depression' bankers runing away and youl let em'

ankors wieghting the mind like segragation

splitem up thats how you tame em

copers pinin false alligations

to try make what ever they can stick

it seems they done it for so long

they got reputaion kid

day light blatent when you eat your weetabix

the worlds corupt so i dont give a sh\t peace

[xmuscularghandix]

Reminds be of a Mobb Deep type track. Great beat.

[ipodtouchistheshit]

Suicide letter, in the mail today. "I'm not any better", what should i say? go about your day, thinkin in a positive way. Everyone comes to an end, it doesn't matter how much you try to bend. the way things work, just make a smirk, dont lurk in the past, just push until the last, obstacle is void, don't let yourself be a toy, to society, the people that you and me, try to make reality, the only escape, i got the key. i won't charge a fee.

[soloprotecter]

@ipodtouchistheshit fuck this dream land' i aint a fuckin free man' its not a free world in this world of greed hands'

and mucky paws' all these legalityies slow and pause' till your dead as a corps' live for the system and die for the corp' corperation takeover i talk' i wonder how many lies' lie' in the figures of chalk' fake alabies iluminate like a torch' i see in the dark through this mist of war' phycolical warfare so my fists are taught' its my life the balls in my court'

[ipodtouchistheshit]

@soloprotecter All these politicians, hindering all these coalitions.

set out to trick and decieve, given dispositions,

always creating requisitions, i do believe.

that the old days are gone, when i could wake up at dawn,

and not feel like a pawn, to the whole system that was created,

permeated, in our countries cauldron of demise, bringin all these lies,

to the table, its time for us to make a fable, make a label, for everyone

who wants to be free and able.

[15bgmelo]

ART

[Draythur]

wish anno domini still made beats as deep as this!

[vpjl96]

Man this is hot & it fits one of my songs

[donism1000]

wots the actaull song?

it's really emotional

[Draythur]

@donism1000 its a downloadable instrumental... there is no real song, but if you buy it from the producers (anno domini) you can record your own somg over it

[ProRock93]

is there a version with lyrics?

[deaththreat9]

oh shit look, its a new book, but will i really read it? do i really need it? nah, ima the just stare at the cover ,goin deep under from the rest of ya, thinkin deeper, blowin reefer, im not a sleepa, look ima leave ya behind, my mind to complicated, too dangerous to demonstrate, but wait, purple rain drippin onto the world from my cut veins, society drivin me insane, killin my brain with green evil, that sour diesel, awaken the people, we must see, what it takes to be real.

[PANEONEful]

@deaththreat9 brother turn off the computer and get out to the studio and record it and then i'll buy it !!!

[deaththreat9]

@PANEONEful thanks for the respect brother! i appreciate it deeply happy that you see me! ill try to get myself into a studio soon! once again thanks for the respect! new york love

[PANEONEful]

@deaththreat9 don't mention it bro...I'd be glad if you upload a video then :) slovakia love

[codemannix]

Suicide, Suicide Letter, She said it was you and i forever, do or die together, You and I for better or worse, That was a present, the past, this is the future, suicide letter, blast.........................

[Equon1]

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[DarkAngelWings101]

This song is dedicate to my kids, you'll never have to go through what I have did. I wonder when you'll look into my eyes, I have a feeling you'd see right through my disguise. And to you my little boy and my little girl, its only us against the world. Just know through the night when I hold you in my arms,Id die for you just protecting you from harms.And with your smile through the days,nothing will ever take me away.To my children know I love you,and for everything I do, i do it now for you <3

[multiBb1]

@DarkAngelWings101 wow nice!

[DarkAngelWings101]

@multiBb1 Thank you, hope you enjoyed it :)

[multiBb1]

@DarkAngelWings101 haha i sure did!

[DarkAngelWings101]

@multiBb1 I really do appreciate it, I have a lot of love to give and much respect for those who also type on here as well. We all feel the same emotions, just different mind sets.

[multiBb1]

@DarkAngelWings101 Nice way of thinking! But do you write much? cuz i try to write more and more in english so my lyrics can improve, but it's harder than just writing in dutch.

[DarkAngelWings101]

@multiBb1 Been a musican,writer and poet for years now.English is the hardest language to learn in the world, Ive been told. I am actualy trying to write in different languages as well,I do agree its really hard.Just know if you need anything at all,Im at your service.Thank you by the way,I have so much insight on human minds I can feel other people's emotions while I break it apart to look through different windows leading many worlds of reality and what can be.But nothing is impossible.Cheers!

[multiBb1]

aah, open your mailbox, and read my letter baby

you never wanted to talk, so just read, you dont hate me

the love is still inside, but the war is raging

fighting for a life time, why are we hatin'?

[bory1994]

A polacy to się boją komentować??

[guttaboys99]

I fuckin LOVE this beat!

[TzudemZ]

Well done!

[StubbornMC]

fam i left a video response for this, check it out

[9dimentions]

i have posted a verse on your against time for small reference of my lyrics with out giving to much away, im talking about quantum physics and active conciousness but written to be taken in a couple different ways if you didnt already know what im talking about, hope thats enough to message me back with some interest :D

[9dimentions]

i have been searchin far n wide 4 a producer with some serious beats and i think i have just found him.. then i found out your from the uk aswell and i was like :O :O... im from hertfordshire and have just started writing again, i havent got anything recorded as yet but i would love if you would message me when you get this and i will send some of my stuff over that i written. i talk about deep stuff not bolox & im looking to get a little break and maybey you can point me in the right direction?

[mitten09]

1 person must've committed suicide.

[grant52french]

Its better when Vinnie isn't at the beginning of every track =))

[Jihad2560]

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this is simply a fact that ADR make Classic BEats !!

[3stunter]

som denk ik heeft het allemaal wel zin,

dingen moeten doen en toch ga ik er tegen in,

!

[windradier]

Letter to her,to who and wat u were,now all faded a blur,Letter to her,tah who and wat u were,layen here memories ah u past,it all happen to fast,im sry for what i did,u know everything put in my bid,but i didnt,man what i give for just another minute,ah ur time,member the time,u said id be urs and ud be mine,everything would just fine,i miss those days,when the sun was all rays,happynes filled the air,me u without a care,lost u and aint fare,as i sit in the chair,barrel to head!!! GONE

[MrJigaling]

this is just a beautyful beat ......

[eabloko]

i love this song...



[bakondi23]

Very good

[tokikwaste517]

can i use this homie? for my free mixtape? youll be credited

[givenup13]

is my life wasted? I can't tell anymore.

or could I before? To go back, man such a beautiful dream

to be who I use to be, before this curse was placed upon me.

Cause of you I cannot let go.

Understand that this is no suicide note.

Reflecting on what should have been.

Suicide? Nope, not me. never.

Everyone gets down from time to time but

[givenup13]

cont...

wait, someone please tell me it's not real

im floating above my body as I lie still

why is there blood all over the floor

blade in my hand, note on the door

"To my past, you win I can't do it anymore."

[filipemi1]

Life ticks while the beat hits, piano keys pluck strings like Vivaldi,

when life gets hot I know hellfire can't scald me, when demonic angels hurl clawed paws to maul me, I use the weapons given from the One that called me, sin leaves a bad taste that appalls me like too salty, I walk without fear knowing no evil befalls me.

[OpenVisionz]

Willingly stare out windows.

Willfully peel back your wig, twig and leaves a liittle bit of gas stash the steel dash to the whip phewww, to-dal-loo to U swoop thru in a new new wooshoo warior crews - worry like being chased by a carnivore warlord of the next generation leading you to final destinaion levitating soldiers collapse corners profile portraits in bases shoot bullets to faces No place is next to mine drink blood like wine crime mentality splatter keys on glass tables no fables

[OpenVisionz]

Cold Days Cold Nights-

Thinking do i got enough for a for dutch and a pack a butts plus a bottle of suds. Cashier said I given him only 6 bucks so I bucked and took it all snuck out the door with a cold stare aware of the situation and the charge facing me, Starring out at nothing complacently got a hold of me invisble to the time cracked pottery is all, follow me get wobbly is how i feel heal the memory with a shot of hennessey and a pill. KillKillKill kill kil

[mandelldaniel]

these beats are soo good

[icemajn1]

yeah suicide on my mind trying to find a reason to live love to my family is what i want to give thinking about stabbin myself whit a shiv hoping my moms come down from heaven giving me a chance one last dance my mind is fucked feel like im in a trance i glance over the horizon founder of pain living life and joy is what i want to gain.

[YnfClique971]

checkk....... my consiousness lurks in my shadow so its behind me i guess its my past.. everytime i breathe i pray its my last i cant take the pain cuz the pain take me away.. and then reality fades like paint i happiness fades away... embrace the day.. but the night captures me... this could be my end like the raptures be... just think that "maybe there is someone out there sadder than me" i want to work my way up.. fuck can someone tell me were the ladder be?

[CJxFLO]

i used to have this beat till my computer crashed. could you send it to me?

[swiss734]

The point of no return, one foot off the edge with a sledge, go ahead, push me off the bridge. A broken heart, scarred and tattooed, feelin blue, here alone with no one to talk to. Wash my face in a blood-smeared mirror, my eyes are teared, full of fear, what am i doing here?! It's done, close my eyes, prepare for my final flight, can't tell if it's day or night, can't think straight, visions of the past clog up my sight. I jump. I wake up with a racing heart, is this the end or a fresh start?

[JASoul100]

I cant keep looking at you, it makes me sick

Emotionally confused my hearts a paraplegic

id love to believe it, but I cant be decieved and

through the tears I bleed I felt the need to leave it

Such a beautiful soul, so hard to let go

I had to know the road I was gonna go slow

but with jealousy and envy getting hard to control

Despite me I ended up joking my feelings exposed

[filipemi1]

Memories come new and some go back, some require prozac some fail, some will prevail, on the corner as i write this, observing trifeness, a cycle of lifeless zombies habitations like this, day out and day in, life ive passed it, rain falls from blacked skies like acid, existing as an eternal soul sad and alone, but life flows from these lines i compose, like the blood goes from my head to soles, then arose to suppose my mind knows flashbacks of heartbreaks and past mistakes then stop like brakes

[clancy4lfe]

can i buy this beat

[LeoDopeland]

@clancy4lfe its sold brotha

[jayfrumdabay]

0 haters

[Gerson13241]

Great!! i love it.

[nite90210]

My brother and I gonna collab this shit and post a video response if we can.

[chocolate372]

to commit true suicide, you must have burned out everything you feel inside/ cold and calus are the wounds, that one day may heal/ but its just to late for me as i sit at my last meal/ looking at the faces that pretended to care, but true care seems just to be too rare, because i looked for it and ended up lost in a pile of brused hopes/ so finally just hang my neck from these twisted ropes, as i feel the pain subside, i finally realized, as i closed my eyes and slowly became paralyzed, the lies

[ndrapzene]

NICE!!!!!

[lokustik]

nice one. fancy an international collab?

[abbazin102]

(part two) to show that we give things live and it throws back

life givin in an instant if we wanted we can end our exsistace under a minute

cells works for the body to stay alive we must work for earth or pay the price

it's our desitions and it's our lives so stay still our move the rite way and if you die im sorry for the brite day that couldn't see today I'm livin rite because I know your a part of me, we breath together and see forever I hope we'll never leave eachother

[abbazin102]

As the sun comes up and the darkness falls

we notice the light that gives life to all

if the price was us

then out life would fall becaus we all slowed down

I would die for the world even if the world wouldn't die for me I know now

because I know theres a place thats waitin real high for me I could even show how

doubt is fear and fear is an illusion escape your pain istead of you repeatin losin

I know some shit is confusin, but when an apple falls it's leaves a bruisen

oni'TsSmOoThSkIn

[Neburion]

ich hab viel scheisse gesehen

und auch viel scheiosse erlebt

ich  bin gezeicheichnet vom leben

doch ich bleibe bestehen

und werd mich weiter bewegen

raus aus den regen

denn ich geb die hoffnung nicht auf

auf ein besseres leben

[simoncellii]

jedi einzelni line ish ussem härz gshriebe

und man ish är z'friede

wenn ich rap loss ich d'wält zitter wie'ne ärdbebe

ich shaff so intensiv dra und loss mi nit uffahlte

phace c sag dene lüt mir lönd uns nüm lo falle

uff euri kindereye tue ich mi gar nümme ihloo

und alli rappers wärde arbeitslos denn jetzte bi ich do

ihr bitches sind nit uf mim niveau

denn das wo mit dir passiert ish e illegals gshäft wie bimene dealer

[jmzwest]

So I gotta stay switching up my mindstate, cos I know my minds great, I sense vibes and obvious signs of evil and purified hate, I classify my brain as a catalyst to another realm, because really I feel like I'm chillin with my late ancestors in hell,with a vision to excel, I'm actually persisant nt to fail, untold storys are hiden beneath, I'm scouring my nervous system for a break, if god said life is about give and take,why isit I feel that I could break at a pivotal stage,stay focused n brav

[BiggGomezz]

March 23 vicious demons attacked me,

chained me up and trapped me,

i saw the devil coming towards,

horns, fire, scars, and sharpend claws,

he screamed " get up do your fuckn chores"

down in hell chores was to clean the blood spills off the floors,

i was looking for a way out looking for the exit doors,

there was no way out, not through the north, east, west, or south,

there was screams flying out of my mouth,

until one day a demon came to me and said destroy this house,

[BiggGomezz]

@BiggGomezz

as i was tearing it down, i noticed no one was around,

i saw the door but was affraid to leave hells ground,

but my mind triggerd and i escaped,

but some how i felt i wasnt out i was scarred like a victim who was raped,

the days went on in the dark room,

it was now June 23 ive spent 3 months but it felt longer,

i wasnt stronger any more, i felt like a uncooked steak so i was raw,

something hapend to me im finally out of the horror,

it was only a dream but the dream felt like forever

[yogotah]

im just writing my suicide letters

alone in my chamber

i just wish i could remember

yesterday, dang i just forgot what i was about to say

oh yeah i was bout to write bout my suicide letter goodbye yall

i wish my mom could tell me i was all she eva wanted

but life granted, im just writing my suicide letters

[TheSuperJustinlutz]

This go's out to my daughter I havent seen in two year's who's name i gotta tattai'd on my chest with the fuckin feared tear's. Hopefully you'll have a better life then I've had the story's I'm about to tell could be the results of gorwin up without a fuckin dad the first time attempted suicide I was 16 swallowed about 12 pills

[TheSuperJustinlutz]

spent the whole night pukin sick as a fuckin mule the next story gets a little gory I was 18 and figuerd I get rid of my worries with a razor blade instead of rightin poetry I put the blade to my throat and slice all I wake up to is to is ambulance light's if it was for my ex girl I'd no longer be livin this life but fuck it motha fucka's

[TheSuperJustinlutz]

I'm goin out with these last word's g'night (boom) yee right you thought I was done I put this bullet to my brain right before I pull the trigger I do a line of co'caine so I feel like superman when I meet Adolf hitler and kick with saddam hussein

[Chester3986]

You ain't kidding... This is Anno Domini Right here!

[solalami]

best beats ever veri nice homeboy

[liveabove09]

chorus:

sometimes we grow up way too fast,

too strong for too long we just can last,

heart breaks, and mistakes, oh so rash,

i am your present, and your just my past,

[MegaAyis]

@liveabove09 i really like this chorus for this beat you should put on the track, or with your permission id like to use it. and credit you for it if its cool

[liveabove09]

@MegaAyis ive already completed the track. i'll probably upload it soon

[liveabove09]

@MegaAyis check the video responses or just go to my page if youd like to hear

[CatalystThaSaint]

@liveabove09 Good Looks dude, i like that

[keeso93]

NAJLEPSZE WERSY DO TEGO BITU!

[DBAY012]

@liveabove09 you're so gay, why the fuck would you comment a suggested chorus? People are so weird

[liveabove09]

cont....

theres comes a time, maybe somewhere far along this road,

im having a bad day, and im ready to explode,

that you will be army, and youll be there to help me,

cause i will nver let you down for that boy you could quote me.

[DBAY012]

@liveabove09 you're still gay

[liveabove09]

@DBAY012 Because as a Youtube account holder I can put whatever I desire in the comment box.

[liveabove09]

youre supposed to be the one, the one i put my faith in,

supposed to be the one i got to at my days end,

i spill my heart to you, give me advice on what to do,

i never thought thered be a time that i could not trust you,

but lately youve been falling back on thing you always said,

at least thats the way i remember in my head,

im not tryna make excuses for all the things that happened,

im just making sure that you will have my back when,

[jmacgronau]

SICK

[JRthefuture123]

before i go, i gotta leave a letter. that sends my respect to all my homies gettin cheddar. dont offend my friend, cuz he;s only doin 10. in the jail cell penn everytime he's gettin sent. to a new penitentiary or a new county. gettin shot in the head cuz he felt the warrants and the bounty.

[88qball]

i dont know which way to run..... so can i sit ....chill with you talk about the bullshit we been through.........

[JHajjar89]

yo was this sampled from a tune from "the day after tomorrow" sounds familiar

[CJxFLO]

@lightg1 wickidy wack

[Seoshinawi]

That was wack...

[CJxFLO]

@Seoshinawi wickidy wack