moje gadu gadu 2561168 ^^ jak ktos jest z Polski moze napisac, nie obraze sie ( ^ . ^ )

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thou who nameless grave shall art, please save a candle, for forgotten span of life

Who am I?
Of course, I am me = vicious half of a soul + chips I ate today + my body minus spit I drooled on my pillow while dreaming about full course meal prepared by my imaginary wife wearing only apron... .... ( T . T )
I'm a bad man.... I have to change myself!!!
No more chips...

How does it feel to be me?
It feels somehow similar to how it feels to be you. When I'm alone I feel lonely, when I'm sad I sob, when I'm pushed to laugh I cry inside my heart (poetic aint it? ;] ). Stop! Worry not! I'm not an 'emo' (although 'emo' is very negative adjective ( -. - ) *nod nod* , and rather no one would like to be called like that, neither I, I'm honestly speaking the truth here so if some good soul passes by this text, please believe my words, I have nothing to hide [besides some *cough* man's treasures :) ] ) nevertheless lets get back to the most important subject this window should be about, thanks to the kind and wealthy administrators of youtube, that is your humble author - me ( # . # )

In the end, everyday I try to get up without useless regrets and smile forward to the world! (despite empty half of bed =.=) Right after I finally drink coffee/tea/juice/female virgin blood(ha ha u were deceived! None of last one remains in this world anymore :P ), shave, prepare and eat breakfast I look at the sky and seek its relaxing beauty. Then I rush out outside, turn around and run back inside, take off my sleepwear pants, wear my outdoor pants and dash out again. Once in a while I like to wonder about many things, and as result I often make strange faces, so people look weird at me ^^ but I don't mind I also look strange at someone who is doing something out of ordinary :D so it exchanges itself. Anyway I really try to be positive, not worry, never turn down party invitation, never turn down challenges (whether its drinking, sword, study, or life contest).

In meanwhile my studies I try to revive my social life as possible unfortunately most of people I know are ugly faced males (that is really depressing, not that if they were handsome would make any difference to me! XD ). But they have golden hearts somewhere there inside (although I sometimes doubt it when we start to fight each other for girl/beer/ or whose-the-best-winner-is-da-bi g-boss :D ). Yes they are good people there inside, at least I hope so. ( T . T )

How do you look? Are u sexy?
Pffff. *spills tea over screen* Heh tricky question huh? I'm not interested in men so I cant tell if I'm sexy or not, but I feel good in my own skin. I'm slim blond man, with well, blue eyes, I have nice chin and pale complexion with which I fight from time to time (tanned skin feels nice ( ~ . ~ ), although I don't really pay attention to complexion in other people). If it comes to my body built I wouldn't exchange it with anyone. I really like it how it is :D I don't wanna be fat or be taller then I am, 176 cm are fine by me.

Do you think about yourself as of responsible person?
Hum sort of. I live by myself in rend room, I study on University of Warsaw and aim for scholarship, in next year I want to study two specializations at once, but both departments are quite close so I hopefully will manage. For money I get allowance from home, and earn some at rehearsals (u help learn youngsters to university exams) I planned to work as well as waiter but now there is not need for that so I can relax from time to time for instance by training kenjutsu (after moving I had to stop kendo). Summing up I'm feeling like I finally started to live as I wanted, everything I manage by myself, and I can slowly step by step become financially self-sufficient, so yes I feel quite responsible, still, doing everything by myself is very lonely, and I know that there is still long way to go for me.

Nah! lets don't sweat it! ( ^ . ^ )

How big is your room, how to get there?
I'm not telling u that! YOU thief! Maybe ask what is my bank code? But I can tell you that in my room would fit about 50 people or 30 Americans. Still u would need to cut them to pieces. And thats gross you freak!

What do you think love is?
Ask me in person we will dispute it, or any other interesting and challenging philosophical question would be fine

p.S
I admire Japanese culture, nevertheless I try to don't be too much fanatic with it. I do it just for pleasure not for life.