I maybe don't know everything, but I know that we live in a world, which is through the looking glass: the world where love is called sickness, beauty is called perversion, poison is called cure, lies are called facts. I know the world wasn't born like this - WE brought it. I am a part of what is this world is for real. That's why I'm full of controversies which only prove each other (unlike most of my opponents, who self-contradicting): I'm rationalist and materialist and I believe in miracles, I'm a chain-smoker and at the same time I live one of the most healthiest ways, I'm a logical person who admires intellect and I trust intuition a lot. I am what you see, not what you expect to see. And that's all you should know.
But if you're interested, if you want to understand, if you feel how I feel - you're free to ask. If it's just too hard for you and you want to "prove" me wrong - don't bother. If you're opened for another point of view - I will discuss with you whatever you want. If you just want to flame - it will be deleted without reading. You're warned.