Nick's P.O.V.

"Hey Joe..." I whispered a bit. All these mixed feelings were coming in. I was scared, feeling embarresed that Romi was in the room, and I felt the need to pee. Really badly. "Hey little brother... you ok?" I wanted to say, no Joe I'm not. I'm in real bad and all you can ask is 'are you ok?' "Yeah..." I nodded a bit. I don't think I sounded convincing. "I don't believe you. Get up." I stood up a bit. Not enough to be standing on my own two feet, but it was enough for me to lean on my bed. He came up to me, and I thought he was going to push me down. But I am kind of suprised he hugged me. I wasn't that hurt from the beating it wasn't the worst one, but it still hurt pretty bad. "I'm sorry he did that to you." He kept on huging me running his hands all over my back. I tried to pull away, that didn't work to well. We kept hugging for a while, then he lightly pushed me on the bed. Oh shit... "Joe not now! Please!" He nodded no. This is going to be happeneing all over again.

"Just real quick." I nodded no. "No please Joe! I ALREADY GOT RAPED!" I laid there not knowing what I just said, then I realized. I covered my mouth. I heard a loud noise in my closet, Romi probably heard.I'm glad he didn't hear Romi and her loud noise that she made. Joe looked at me in disbelief. "What did you say?" "Nothing. Umm, let's just get this out of the way." I looked down. I can't believe I just said that. I'm a fucked up little demon child. "No. I'll be back later. You just rest..." He semmed like he was in pain when he said that. He wanted his sex, but I guess he did have a heart. I sighed as he left. I felt so much pressure lift away from my shoulders and I could relax.

"Nick?" I looked over to see Romi come out of my closet. I looked at her. She had so many other emotion I couldn't read. "Umm, what's wrong Romi?" She looked at me like I was crazy, which I probably was, and asked, "How can you ask me wwhat's wrong when your all..." She pointed to me. "I'm calling the police." I looked at her. "No, you can't. This is my only family. The rest are dead," She cut me off. "Yeah 'cause your brothers killed them first." I shook my head no. "They only killed Frankie..." I started to tear up. I loved Frankie, and everytime I talked about him I went crazy. "Who's Frankie?" She asked. "My younger brother. Umm, can we talk about something else please?" She nodded yes. "I'm still gonna call." I grabbed her arms. "No! You can't! You can't!" She looked terrified and I felt horrible. I didn't mean to be like this, I wanted to be the opposite. It's just I get real crazy, and I feel so sick. "I'm sorry. I don't mean to act like this it's jus-" She hugged me, the third hug I got today. "It's fine. Want me to keep your secret?" I nodded yes.

We talked for the next hour about random crap. We actually had a lot in common, and it was really nice. I looked at my clock 9 pm. "Want me to walk you home?" She looked at the clock also. "Oh shit I was supposed to be at Gaby's with Emily. Can I go?" I looked a bit outside my door Kevin and Joe were cleaning up the mess. I looked back at her. "I just have to come with you."

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Sorry I havn't posted in forever!
I've been so busy!
I know this is kind of sucky and no drama, but I think you guys expected it and i dont like that :l
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so i'm going to try a different approach.
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