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nicknames: Lucifer, Beelzebub, Asmodai, Iblis, Abbadon, Angra Mainyu, Belial, Mephistopheles, Sammael, Baphomet, and many others


I am a loner. I prefer to be by myself. I have to deal with idiots almost everyday. I would like to meet someone who has similar interests as me. Now, I have a long list of my favorite things for you to enjoy. I'M COMING FOR YOU *ahem* sorry about that.

Also, I am a little misanthropic (hatred of humans). I see too many people every day who are either jerks or idiots, so I have a negative judgement on humanity. Granted, there are some people that are nice or tolorable, but these are very few in numbers. Just so you know, I'm a Goth (a real one, not a poser).

Why is it that music has gotten so crappy? All the really good bands, like Iron Maiden, Megadeth, Metallica, or Loudness, don't get recognition anymore (not that Metallica and Megadeth deserve it, considering where they are now). All these new bands, like Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Three Days Grace suck. Why can't we go back to a time when music was creative and not repetetive. For now, we are in a rut, but if we had a messiah of music on our hands, we might make it.

Sometimes...
You can cry until there is nothing wet in you.
You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures.
You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen.
And, still, it makes NO difference.
It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you.
And you know that if it ever did relent....
It would not be because it cared.

A Memory

There are several houses
some blue, some white, some red.
Oak trees are spreading their children
most won't see adulthood.
The scrub jays calling, an angry mob,
their crow relatives are no better.
The hills make good for bike riding
though it's more fun going down.
The neighbors hardly say anything
they must not be very happy
with a young, screaming child in the neighborhood.
the marsh around the bend is very calm,
a sound-proof box it seems, except the barking dogs.
Even further is the school which is also peaceful
but not on school days (noisy kids).
The street at the bottom is forbidden
there are many evil beings on it
and the slope of the ant-lion pit
can claim many children's lives.
Such a lovely place, no matter how old I am.