IF you bash me or Ellis for this video, or in general, it will result in me removing your comment, and blocking you. I am in love with him, and I don't care who believes me or not. If I could, I'd be with him right now. I'd marry him, but he lives in a different world then me. A world I can not get to but wish I could.
He's my everything. There's only one person that I could ever love equally to him, and he's basically a real life version of him, looks and all. I will not take kindly to girls saying "I love him too!" because trust me, no...you really don't. You have NO clue what I feel for him.
Fictional or not, I'm in love. And I don't care who thinks I'm pathetic, who thinks I'm obsessed. I can admit, I am very obsessed with this southern beauty. I love everything about him. He was everything I always asked for, and it sucks he's in a video game. But, maybe someday I can make him real. I might actually dedicate some of my time finding a way. And yes, I'm serious about that.
If I could have him I would need nothing, and no one else. I'd give up anything and everything for him. He's the best guy in this entire, fucked up world.
I HATE men with such a passion as of late, but...I don't hate Ellis because he would most likely NEVER use me, or tell me he loves me, making me think he wants me then decide he has been with someone else for six fucking months. He would never use me for sexual acts then treat me like garbage afterwards. He would never hit me, or yell at me (unless I did something terribly wrong). He would never call me names, or act like I never mattered.
He'd never fight with me then say "This is what all your ex-boyfriends did to you," then walk out, leaving me alone. And someday I will have him...and he will never treat me the way I have been being treated lately...and NO I don't just love him because I feel like there's no good men in this world.
I love him because of who he is, what he stands for, how he acts, how he sounds, how he looks. The reasons for the way I feel could go on forever...
xoxo,
Kitty
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