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DA BUZZ-ALIVE!!!!!
THATS THE NAME OF THE SONG OF THE HINATA VIDEO.

Sorry if I'm sounding like a total bitch up there, or recently. I didn't realize it until now. So, i just thought I'd share the story of why i stopped signing onto my YouTube, and excluded anime out of my life forever. It all started when i first entered Middle school. There was this kid in my class who also liked anime like me. I never said anything to him though. But one day he brought an Inuyasha book to class, and some bully son of a bitch snatched the book out of his hands, and started making fun of him for it. Ever since then i knew i had to rid of anime. I only thought that because i was trying soooooooo hard to fit in because you know, it's middle school. You want to be "cool" So yeah after that day i packed up all the books and DVDS in my room, put them in a box and threw them in the garage. My mom was upset when i did because she supported my anime love 100%, but my sister didn't. Which also brought me down a bit with the whole thing. My mom always tried to get my sister to understand, but she never could. She was popular and stereotypical. And i was carefree. I never even thought about any of those things like popularity, and looks until i entered middle schools. WHICH FUCKING SUCKS.! I miss my old life. Anyways so yeah i kinda just distanced myself from everything anime, including my YouTube channel. At first when i did it was hard, but then i thought about anime less and less and sooner or later i never thought about it. Then one day i was on YouTube and i remembered i had an account. So i went on it and i swear to god, i had like 100 messages, a gabillion friend requests, comments, video responses everything. I missed my account because i had met amazing people on here. Even if i never met them in person or anything because i felt attached to them even if it was by internet. An old friend of mine-HappyAnimeBunny- messaged me and i was like wow, i honestly don't remember who this is. So i went on her channel and, i saw a video i made for her then everything started coming back to me. And honest to god, i started crying. I used to be so happy with myself and my life. Middle school has changed me and NOT in a good way. This is personal, but whatever. It fucked me up so badly i started to cut&use marijuana, and i was even anorexic for a while last year in seventh grade. It was a horrible time for me. I'm completely over it and i dont smoke or anything anymore. And idk about the cutting, i got caught a few times over this school year and it fucked up my family a lot! I'm only in eighth grade. And i do all this horrible stuff to myself. I'm never happy anymore, and seeing that video on my old friends page made me realize that. I don't want anyone to feel bad for me or anything. And next year I-haha i just killed a spiderr!!! ahahah-go into highschool and i cant imagine how horrible it's going to be for me. Blegh makes me sick. lol well yeah i just though I'd share that. :)

-Sheila G! "INUSHEILA" haha